the inward teachings of God, doubtless thy afflictions are in love, Job
Christ, Isa. 26:8–10, Jer. 6:3, Amos 6:1. If by thy afflictions thou art
made more holy, humble, heavenly, &c., they are in love. Every
afflicted Christian should strive to be honoured with that eulogy of
Salvian, Singularis domini prœclarus imitator, an excellent disciple
of a singular master. But,
5. Fifthly, If by outward afflictions thy soul be brought more under
the inward teachings of God, doubtless thy afflictions are in love, Job
34:31, 32: Ps. 94:12, 'Blessed is the man whom thou chastenest, O
Lord, and teachest him out of thy law.' All the chastening in the
world, without divine teaching, will never make a man blessed; that
man that finds correction attended with instruction, and lashing with
lessoning, is a happy man. If God, by the affliction that is upon thee,
shall teach thee how to loathe sin more, how to trample upon the
world more, and how to walk with God more, thy afflictions are in
love. If God shall teach thee by afflictions how to die to sin more, and
how to die to thy relations more, and how to die to thy self-interest
more, thy afflictions are in love. If God shall teach thee by afflictions
how to live to Christ more, how to lift up Christ more, and how to
long for Christ more, thy afflictions are in love. If God shall teach
thee by afflictions to get assurance of a better life, and to be still in a
gracious readiness and preparedness for the day of thy death, thy
afflictions are in love. If God shall teach thee by afflictions how to
mind heaven more, how to live in heaven more, and how to fit for
heaven more, thy afflictions are in love. If God by afflictions shall
teach thy proud heart how to lie more low, and thy hard heart how to
grow more humble, and thy censorious heart how to grow more
charitable, and thy carnal heart how to grow more spiritual, and thy
froward heart how to grow more quiet, &c., thy afflictions are in love.
When God teaches thy reins as well as thy brains, thy heart as well as
thy head, these lessons, or any of these lessons, thy afflictions are in
love. Pambo, an illiterate dunce, as the historian terms him, was a-
learning that one lesson, 'I said I will take heed to my ways that I sin
not with my tongue,' nineteen years, and yet had not learned it. Ah! it
is to be feared that there are many who have been in the school of
affliction above this nineteen years, and yet have not learned any
saving lesson all this while. Surely their afflictions are not in love, but
in wrath. Where God loves, he afflicts in love, and wherever God
afflicts in love, there he will, first or last, teach such souls such
lessons as shall do them good to all eternity. But,
(6.) Sixthly, If God suit your burdens to your backs, your trials to
your strength, according to that golden promise, 1 Cor. 10:13, your
afflictions are in love. 'There hath no temptation taken you, but such
as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to
be tempted above what ye are able; but will with the temptation also
make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.' When God's
strokes and a Christian's strength are suited one to another, all is in
love, Isa. 27:8, Jer. 30:11, 46:28. Let the load be never so heavy that
God lays on, if he put under his everlasting arms, all is in love, Gen.
49:23, 24. As Egypt had many venomous creatures, so it had many
antidotes against them. When God shall lay antidotes into the soul
against all the afflictions that befall a Christian, then they are all in
love. It is no matter how heavy the burden is, if God gives a shoulder
to bear it: all is in love; it is no matter how bitter the cup is, if God
give courage to drink it off; it is no matter how hot the furnace is, if
God gives power to walk in the midst of it: all is in love.
(7.) Seventhly, If thou art willing to lie in the furnace till thy dross be
consumed; if thou art willing that the plaster should lie on, though it
smart, till the cure be wrought; if thou art willing that the physic
should work, though it makes thee sick, till the humours be expelled;
all is in love, Job 23:10, Micah 7:9. Cain, and Saul, and Pharaoh,
were all for the removing away of the stroke, the affliction; they cry
not out, 'Our sins are greater than we are able to bear,' but they cry
out, 'Our punishment is greater than we are able to bear;' they cry
not out, 'Lord, take away our sins,' but 'Lord, remove the stroke of
thy hand.' Oh! but when an affliction comes in love upon a soul, the
language of that soul is this: Lord, remove the cause rather than the
effect, the sin rather than the punishment, my corruption rather than
my affliction. Lord! what will it avail me to have the sore skinned
over, if the corrupt matter still remain in? there is no evil, Lord, to
the evil of sin; and therefore deliver me rather from the evil of sin
than the evil of suffering. I know, Lord, that affliction cannot be so
displeasing to me as sin is dishonourable and displeasing to thee;
and therefore, Lord, let me see an end of my sin, though in this world
I should never see an end of my sorrows; oh, let me see an end of my
corruptions, though I should never see an end of my corrections;
Lord, I had rather have a cure for my heart than a cure for my head, I
had rather be made whole and sound within than without, I had
rather have a healthy soul than a healthy body, a pure inside than a
beautiful outside. If this be the settled frame and temper of thy spirit,
certainly thy afflictions are in love.
There was one who, being under marvellous great pains and
torments in his body, occasioned by many sore diseases that were
upon him, cried out, Had I all the world I would give it for ease, and
yet for all the world I would not have ease till the cure be wrought.
Sure his afflictions were in love. The first request, the great request,
and the last request of a soul afflicted in love, is, A cure, Lord! a cure,
Lord! a cure, Lord! of this wretched heart, and this sinful life, and all
will be well, all will be well.
(8.) Eighthly and lastly, If you live a life of faith in your afflictions,
then your afflictions are in love. Now, what is it to live by faith in
affliction, but to live in the exercising of faith upon those precious
promises that are made over to an afflicted condition? God hath
promised to be with his people in their afflictions, Isa. 43:2, 3; he
hath promised to support them under their affliction, Isa. 41:10; he
hath promised to deliver his people out of their afflictions, Ps. 50:15;
he hath promised to purge away his people's sins by affliction, Isa.
1:25; he hath promised to make his people more partakers of his
holiness by affliction, Heb. 12:10; he hath promised to make
affliction an inlet to a more full and sweet enjoyment of himself, Hos.
2:14; he hath promised that he will never leave nor forsake his people
in their afflictions, Heb. 13:5, 6; he hath promised that all their
afflictions shall work for their good, Zech. 13:9, Rom. 8:28. Now if
thy faith be drawn forth to feed upon these promises, if these be
heavenly manna to thy faith, and thy soul lives upon them, and sucks
strength and sweetness from them, under all the trials and troubles
that are upon thee, thy afflictions are in love.
A bee can suck honey out of a flower, which a fly cannot. If thy faith
can extract comfort and sweetness in thy saddest distresses, out of
the breasts of precious promises, and gather one contrary out of
another, honey out of the rock, Deut. 32:13, thy afflictions are in love.
The promises are full breasts, and God delights that faith should
draw them; they are pabulum fidei, et anima fidei, the food of faith,
and the very soul of faith; they are an everlasting spring that can
never be drawn dry; they are an inexhaustible treasure that can never
be exhausted; they are the garden of paradise, and full of such choice
flowers that will never fade, but be always fresh, sweet, green, and
flourishing; and if, in the day of affliction, they prove thus to thy
soul, thy afflictions are in love. Sertorius paid what he promised with
fair words, but so doth not God. Men many times eat their words, but
God will never eat his; all his promises in Christ are yea and in him
amen, 1 Cor. 1:20. Hath he spoken it, and shall it not come to pass? If
in all thy troubles thy heart be drawn forth to act faith upon the
promises, thy troubles are from love. And thus much by way of
answer to the first objection.
Objection 2
Obj. 2. Oh, but, sir! the Lord hath smitten me in my nearest and
dearest comforts and contentments, and how then can I hold my
peace? God hath taken away a husband, a wife, a child, an only child,
a bosom-friend, and how then can I be silent? &c.
Ans. To this I answer,
(1.) First, If God did not strike thee in that mercy which was near and
dear unto thee, it would not amount to an affliction. That is not
worthy the name of an affliction that does not strike at some bosom
mercy; that trouble is no trouble that doth not touch some choice
contentment; that storm is no storm that only blows off the leaves,
but never hurts the fruit; that thrust is no thrust that only touches
the clothes, but never reaches the skin; that cut is no cut that only
cuts the hat, but never touches the head; neither is that affliction any
affliction that only reaches some remote enjoyment, but never
reaches a Joseph, a Benjamin, &c.
(2.) Secondly, The best mercy is not too good for the best God. The
best of the best is not good enough for him who is goodness itself;
the best child, the best yoke-fellow, the best friend, the best jewel in
all thy crown must be readily resigned to thy best God. There is no
mercy, no enjoyment, no contentment worthy of God, but the best.
The milk of mercy is for others, the cream of mercy is due to God.
The choicest, the fairest, and the sweetest flowers, are fittest for the
bosom of God; if he will take the best flower in all the garden, and
plant it in a better soil, hast thou any cause to murmur? Wilt thou
not hold thy peace? Mal. 1:13, 14.
(3.) Thirdly, Your near and dear mercies were first the Lord's before
they were yours, and always the Lord's more than they were yours.
When God gives a mercy, he doth not relinquish his own right in that
mercy: 1 Chron. 29:14, 'All things come of thee, and of thine own
have we given thee.' The sweet of mercy is yours, but the sovereign
right to dispose of your mercies is the Lord's. Quicquid es, debes
creanti; quicquid potes, debes redimenti [Bernard], whatsoever thou
art, thou owest to him that made thee; and whatsoever thou hast,
thou owest to him that redeemed thee. You say it is but just and
reasonable that men should do with their own as they please, and is
it not just and reasonable that God, who is Lord paramount, should
do with his own as he pleases? Dost thou believe that the great God
may do in heaven what he pleases? and on the seas what he pleases?
and in the nations and kingdoms of the world what he pleases? and
in thy heart what he pleases? And dost thou not believe that God may
do in thy house what he pleases, and do with thy mercies what he
pleases? Job 9:12, 'Behold, he taketh away,' or he snatcheth away, it
may be a husband, a wife, a child, an estate, 'who can hinder him?
Who will say unto him, what doest thou?' Who dares cavil against
God? Who dares question that God that is unquestionable, that chief
Lord that is uncontrollable, and who may do with his own what he
pleaseth? Dan. 4:35, 'And all the inhabitants of the earth are reputed
as nothing: and he doeth according to his will in the army of heaven,
and among the inhabitants of the earth; and none can stay his hand,
or say unto him, What doest thou?' Where is the prince, the peasant,
the master, the servant, the husband, the wife, the father, the child,
that dares say to God, What doest thou? Isa. 45:9. In matters of
arithmetical accounts, set one against ten, ten against a hundred, a
hundred against a thousand, a thousand against ten thousand,
although there be great odds, yet there is some comparison; but if a
man could set down an infinite number, then there could be no
comparison at all, because the one is infinite, the other finite; so set
all the princes and powers of the earth in opposition to God, they
shall never be able to withstand him. It was once the saying of
Pompey, that with one stamp of his foot he could raise all Italy in
arms; but let the great God but stamp with his foot, and he can raise
all the world in arms, to own him, to contend for him, or to revenge
any affronts that by any are put upon him, and therefore who shall
say unto him, What doest thou? Water is stronger than earth, fire
stronger than water, angels stronger than men, and God stronger
than them all; and therefore who shall say unto God, What doest
thou; when he takes their nearest and their dearest mercies from
them? But,
(4.) Fourthly, It may be thou hast not made a happy improvement of
thy near and dear mercies whilst thou enjoyedst them. Thou hast
been taken with thy mercies, but thy heart hath not been taken up in
the improvement of them. There are many who are very much taken
with their mercies, who make no conscience of improving their
mercies. Have thy near and dear mercies been a star to lead thee to
Christ? Have they been a cloud by day, and a pillar of light by night,
to lead thee towards the heavenly Canaan? Have they been a Jacob's
ladder to thy soul? Hast thou by them been provoked to give up
thyself to God as a living sacrifice? Rom. 12:1. Hast thou improved
thy near and dear mercies to the inflaming of thy love to God, to the
strengthening of thy confidence in God, to the raising of thy
communion with God, and to the engaging of thy heart to a more
close and circumspect walking before God? &c. If thou hast not thus
improved them, thou hast more cause to be mute than to murmur, to
be silent than to be impatient, to fall out with thyself than to fall out
with thy God. Children and fools are taken with many things, but
improve nothing. Such children and fools are most men; they are
much taken with their mercies, but they make no improvement of
their mercies; and therefore no wonder if God strip them of their
mercies. The candle of mercy is set up not to play by, but to work by.
Pliny speaks of one Cressinus, who improved a little piece of ground
to a far greater advantage than his neighbours could a greater
quantity of land. Thereupon he was accused of witchcraft; but he, to
defend himself, brought into the court his servants and their working
tools, and said, Veneficia mea, Quirites, hœc sunt, these are my
witchcrafts, O ye Romans; these servants, and these working tools,
are all the witchcraft that I know of. When the people heard this plea,
with one consent they acquitted him, and declared him not guilty;
and so his little piece of ground was secured to him. There is no way
to secure your mercies but by improving of them; there is nothing
that provokes God to strip you of your mercies like the non-
improvement of them: Mat. 25:28–31, 'Take therefore the talent
from him, and give it unto him which hath ten talents.' By some
stroke or other God will take away the mercy that is not improved. If
thy slothfulness hath put God upon passing a sentence of death upon
the dearest mercy, thank thyself, and hold thy peace.
(5.) Fifthly, If in this case God had made thee a precedent to others,
thou must have held thy peace; how much more, then, shouldst thou
be mute when God hath made many others precedents to thee! Did
not God smite Aaron in his dear and near enjoyments, Lev. 10:1, 2,
and doth he not hold his peace? Did not God smite David in his
Absalom, and Abraham in his Sarah, and Job in his sons, daughters,
estate, and body, and Jonah in his gourd? Art thou more beloved
than these? No. Hast thou more grace than these? No. Hast thou
done more for divine glory than these? No. Art thou richer in
spiritual experiences than these? No. Hast thou attained to higher
enjoyments than these? No. Hast thou been more serviceable in thy
generation than these? No. Hast thou been more exemplary in thy
life and conversation than these? &c. No. Then why shouldst thou
murmur and fret at that which hath been the common lot of the
dearest saints?
Though God hath smitten thee in this or that near and dear
enjoyment, it is thy wisdom to hold thy peace, for that God that hath
taken away one, might have taken away all. Justice writes a sentence
of death upon all Job's mercies at once, and yet he holds his peace,
Job 1; and wilt not thou hold thine, though God hath cropped the
fairest flower in all thy garden?
Anytus, a young spark of Athens, came revelling into Alcibiades's
house; and as he sat at supper with some strangers, he arose on a
sudden, and took away one half of his place.2 Thereupon the guests
stormed, and took on at it. He bade them be quiet, and told them
that he had dealt kindly with him, since that he had left the one half,
whereas he might have taken all. So when our hearts begin to storm
and take on when God smites us in this near mercy and in that dear
enjoyment, oh let us lay the law of silence upon our hearts! let us
charge our souls to be quiet! for that God that hath taken away one
child, might have took away every child; and he that hath taken away
one friend, might have taken away every friend; and he that hath
taken away a part of thy estate, might have taken away thy whole
estate: therefore hold thy peace; let who will murmur, yet be thou
mute.
(6.) Sixthly, It may be thy sins have been much about thy near and
dear enjoyments. It may be thou hast over-loved them, and over-
prized them, and over-much delighted thyself in them; it may be they
have often had thy heart, when they should have had but thy hand; it
may be that care, that fear, that confidence, that joy that should have
been expended upon more noble objects, hath been expended upon
them. Thy heart, O Christian! is Christ's bed of spices, and it may be
thou hast bedded thy mercies with thee, when Christ hath been put
to lie in an outhouse, Luke 2:7; thou hast had room for them, when
thou hast had none for him; they have had the best, when the worst
have been counted good enough for Christ. It is said of Reuben, that
he went up to his father's bed, Gen. 49:4. Ah! how often hath one
creature comfort and sometimes another put in between Christ and
your souls! how often have your dear enjoyments gone up to Christ's
bed! It is said of the Babylonians, that they came in to Aholah and
Aholibah's bed of love, Ezek. 23:17; may it not be said of your near
and dear mercies, that they have come into Christ's bed of love, your
hearts; they being that bed wherein Christ delights to rest and repose
himself? Cant. 3:7. Now, if a husband, a child, a friend shall take up
that room in thy soul that is proper and peculiar to God, God will
either embitter it, remove it, or be the death of it. If once the love of a
wife runs out more to a servant than to her husband, the master will
turn him out of doors, though otherwise he were a servant worth
gold. The sweetest comforts of this life, they are but like treasures of
snow; now do but take a handful of snow, and crush it in your hands,
and it will melt away presently; but if you let it lie upon the ground, it
will continue for some time. And so it is with the contentments of
this world; if you grasp them in your hands and lay them too near
your hearts, they will quickly melt and vanish away; but if you will
not hold them too fast in your hands, nor lay them too close to your
hearts, they will abide the longer with you. There are those that love
their mercies into their graves, that hug their mercies to death, that
kiss them till they kill them. Many a man hath slain his mercies, by
setting too great a value upon them; many a man hath sunk his ship
of mercy, by taking up in it; over-loved mercies are seldom long
lived: Ezek. 24:21, 'When I take from them the joy of their glory, the
desire of their eyes, and that whereupon they set their minds, their
sons and their daughters.' The way to lose your mercies is to indulge
them; the way to destroy them is to fix your minds and hearts upon
them. Thou mayest write bitterness and death upon that mercy first
that hath first taken away thy heart from God. Now, if God hath
stripped thee of that very mercy with which thou hast often
committed spiritual adultery and idolatry, hast thou any cause to
murmur? Hast thou not rather cause to hold thy peace, and to be
mute before the Lord? Christians, your hearts are Christ's royal
throne, and in this throne Christ will be chief, as Pharaoh said to
Joseph, Gen. 41:40; he will endure no competitor. If you shall
attempt to throne the creature, be it never so near and dear unto you,
Christ will dethrone it, he will destroy it; he will quickly lay them in a
bed of dust who shall aspire to his royal throne. But,
(7.) Seventhly, Thou hast no cause to murmur because of the loss of
such near and dear enjoyments, considering those more noble and
spiritual mercies and favours that thou still enjoyest. Grant that
Joseph is not, and Benjamin is not, Gen. 42:36, yet Jesus is; he is
yesterday, and to-day, and the same for ever, Heb. 13:8; thy union
and communion with Christ remains still; the immortal seed abides
in thee still, 1 John 3:9; the Sun of righteousness shines upon thee
still; thou art in favour with God still, and thou art under the
anointings of the Spirit still, and under the influences of heaven still,
&c.; and why then shouldst thou mutter, and not rather hold thy
peace? I have read of one Didymus, a godly preacher, who was blind;
Alexander, a godly man, once asked him, whether he was not sore
troubled and afflicted for want of his sight? Oh yes! said Didymus, it
is a great affliction and grief unto me. Then Alexander chid him,
saying, Hath God given you the excellency of an angel, of an apostle,
and are you troubled for that which rats and mice and brute beasts
have? So say I. Ah, Christians! hath God blessed you with all spiritual
blessings in heavenly places? Eph. 1:3, 4. Hath the Lord given you
himself for a portion? Hath he given you his Son for your
redemption, and his Spirit for your instruction; and will you
murmur? Hath he given his grace to adorn you, his promises to
comfort you, his ordinances to better you, and the hopes of heaven to
encourage you; and will you mutter? Paulinus Nolanus, when his city
was taken from him, prayed thus: Lord! said he, let me not be
troubled at the loss of my gold, silver, honour, &c., for thou art all,
and much more than all, these unto me. In the want of all your
sweetest enjoyments, Christ will be all in all unto you, Col. 3:11. My
jewels are my husband, said Phocion's wife; my ornaments are my
two sons, said the mother of the Gracchi; my treasures are my
friends, said Constantius; and so may a Christian under his greatest
losses say, Christ is my richest jewels, my chiefest treasures, my best
ornaments, my sweetest delights. Look what all these things are to a
carnal heart, a worldly heart, that and more is Christ to me.
(8.) Eighthly, If God, by smiting thee in thy nearest and dearest
enjoyments, shall put thee upon a more thorough smiting and
mortifying of thy dearest sins, thou hast no cause to murmur. God
cures David of adultery by killing his endeared child. There is some
Delilah, some darling, some beloved sin or other, that a Christian's
calling, condition, constitution, or temptations leads him to play
withal, and to hug in his own bosom, rather than some other, Ps.
18:23, Heb. 12:1. As in a ground that lieth untilled, amongst the great
variety of weeds there is usually some master-weed that is rifer and
ranker than all the rest; and as it is in the body of man, that although
in some degree or other, more or less, there be a mixture of all the
four elements, not any of them wholly, wanting, yet there is some
one of them predominant that gives the denomination, in which
regard some are said to be of a sanguine, some of a phlegmatic, some
of a choleric, and some of a melancholic constitution; so it is also in
the souls of men: though there be a general mixture and medley of all
evil and corrupt qualities, yet there is some one usually that is
paramount, which, like the prince of devils, is most powerful and
prevalent, that swayeth and sheweth forth itself more eminently and
evidently than any other of them do. And as in every man's body
there is a seed and principle of death, yet in some there is a
proneness to one kind of disease more than other that may hasten
death; so, though the root of sin and bitterness hath spread itself
over all, yet every man hath his inclination to one kind of sin rather
than another, and this may be called a man's proper sin, his bosom
sin, his darling sin. Now, it is one of the hardest works in this world
to subdue and bring under this bosom sin. Oh! the prayers, the tears,
the sighs, the sobs, the groans, the gripes that it will cost a Christian
before he brings under this darling sin!
Look upon a rabbit's skin, how well it comes off till it comes to the
head, but then what hauling and pulling is there before it stirs! So it
is in the mortifying, in the crucifying of sin; a man may easily subdue
and mortify such and such sins, but when it comes to the head-sin, to
the master-sin, to the bosom-sin, oh! what tugging and pulling is
there! what striving and struggling is there to get off that sin, to get
down that sin! Now, if the Lord, by smiting thee in some near and
dear enjoyment, shall draw out thy heart to fall upon smiting of thy
master-sin, and shall so sanctify the affliction, as to make it issue in
the mortification of thy bosom corruption, what eminent cause wilt
thou have rather to bless him, than to sit down and murmur against
him! And doubtless if thou art dear to God, God will, by striking thy
dearest mercy, put thee upon striking at thy darling sin; and
therefore hold thy peace, even then when God touches the apple of
thine eye.
(9.) Ninthly, consider That the Lord hath many ways to make up the
loss of a near and dear mercy to thee; he can make up thy loss in
something else that may be better for thee, and he will certainly
make up thy loss, either in kind or in worth, Mat. 19:27–30. He took
from David an Absalom, and he gave him a Solomon; he took from
him a Michal, and gave him a wise Abigail; he took from Job seven
sons and three daughters, and" afterwards he gives him seven sons
and three daughters; he took from Job a fair estate, and at last
doubled it to him; he removed the bodily presence of Christ from his
disciples, but gave them more abundantly of his spiritual presence,
which was far the greater and the sweeter mercy. If Moses be taken
away, Joshua shall be raised in his room; if David be gathered to his
fathers, a Solomon shall succeed him in his throne; if John be cast
into prison, rather than the pulpit shall stand empty, a greater than
John, even Christ himself, will begin to preach. He that lives upon
God in the loss of creature comforts, shall find all made up in the
God of comforts; he shall be able to say, Though my child is not, my
friend is not, my yoke-fellow is not, yet my God liveth, and 'blessed
be my rock,' Ps. 89:26. Though this mercy is not, and that mercy is
not, yet covenant-mercies, yet 'the sure mercies of David' continue, 2
Sam. 23:5; these bed and board with me, these will to the grave and
to glory with me. I have read of a godly man, who, living near a
philosopher, did often persuade him to become a Christian. Oh! but,
said the philosopher, I must, or may, lose all for Christ; to which the
good man replied, if you lose anything for Christ, he will be sure to
repay it a hundredfold. Ay, but, said the philosopher, will you be
bound for Christ, that if he doth not pay me, you will? Yes, that I will,
said the good man. So the philosopher became a Christian, and the
good man entered into bond for performance of covenants. Some
time after it happened that the philosopher fell sick on his deathbed,
and, holding the bond in his hand, sent for the party engaged, to
whom he gave up the bond, and said, Christ hath paid all, there is
nothing for you to pay, take your bond, and cancel it. Christ will
suffer none of his children to go by the loss; he hath all, and he will
make up all to them. In the close, Christ will pay the reckoning. No
man shall ever have cause to say that he hath been a loser by Christ.
And, therefore, thou hast much cause to be mute, thou hast no cause
to murmur, though God hath snatched the fairest and the sweetest
flower out of thy bosom.
(10.) Tenthly, How canst thou tell but that which thou callest a near
and dear mercy, if it had been continued longer to thee, might have
proved the greatest cross, the greatest calamity and misery that ever
thou didst meet with in this world? Our mercies, like choice wines,
many times turn into vinegar; our fairest hopes are often blasted;
and that very mercy which we sometimes have said should be a staff
to support us, hath proved a sword to pierce us. How often have our
most flourishing mercies withered in our hands, and our bosom
contentments been turned into gall and wormwood! If God had
continued the life of David's child to him, it would have been but a
living monument of his sin and shame; and all that knew the child
would have pointed at him, Yonder goes David's bastard; and so have
kept David's wound still a-bleeding, 2 Sam. 12:16, Many parents who
have sought the lives of their children with tears, have lived
afterwards to see them take such courses and come to such dismal
ends as have brought their grey head with sorrow to their graves. It
had been ten thousand times a greater mercy to many parents to
have buried their children so soon as ever they had been born, than
to see them come to such unhappy ends as they often do. Well!
Christian, it may be the Lord hath taken from thee such a hopeful
son, or such a dear daughter, and thou sayest, How can I hold my
peace? but hark, Christian, hark, canst thou tell me how long thou
must have travailed in birth with them again before they had been
twice born? Would not every sin that they had committed against thy
gracious God caused a new throe in thy soul? Would not every
temptation that they had fallen before been as a dagger at thy heart?
Would not every affliction that should have befallen them been as a
knife at thy throat? What are those pains, and pangs, and throes of
child-birth to those after pains, pangs, and throes that might have
been brought upon thee by the sins and sufferings of thy children?
Well! Christians, hold your peace, for you do not know what thorns
in your eyes, what goads in your sides, nor what spears in your
hearts, such near and dear mercies might have proved had they been
longer continued.
(11.) Eleventhly, Thou canst not tell how bad thy heart might have
proved under the enjoyment of those near and dear mercies that now
thou hast lost. Israel were very bad whilst they were in the
wilderness, but they were much worse when they came to possess
Canaan, that land of desires. Man's blood is apt to rise with the
outward good. In the winter, men gird their clothes close about
them, but in the summer they let them hang loose. In the winter of
adversity, many a Christian girds his heart close to God, to Christ, to
gospel, to godliness, to ordinances, to duties, &c., who in the summer
of mercy hangs loose from all.
I have read of the pine tree, that, if the bark be pulled off, it will last a
long time; but if it continue long on, it rots the tree. Ah! how bad,
how rotten, how base, would many have proved, had God not pulled
off their bark of health, wealth, friendship! &c. Near and dear
relations, they stick as close to us as the bark of a tree sticks to the
tree, and if God should not pull off this bark, how apt should we be to
rot and corrupt ourselves; therefore God is fain to bark us, and peel
us, and strip us naked and bare of our dearest enjoyments and
sweetest contentments, that so our souls, like the pine tree, may
prosper and thrive the better. Who can seriously consider of this, and
not hold his peace, even then when God takes a jewel out of his
bosom? Heap all the sweetest contentments and most desirable
enjoyments of this world upon a man, they will not make him a
Christian; heap them upon a Christian, they will not make him a
better Christian. Many a Christian hath been made worse by the
good things of this world; but where is the Christian that hath been
bettered by them? Therefore be quiet when God strips thee of them.
(12.) Twelfthly, and lastly, Get thy heart more affected with spiritual
losses, and then thy soul will be less afflicted with those temporal
losses that thou mournest under. Hast thou lost nothing of that
presence of God that once thou hadst with thy spirit? Hast thou lost
none of those warnings, meltings, quickenings, and cheerings that
once thou hadst? Hast thou lost nothing of thy communion with
God, nor of the joys of the Spirit, nor of that peace of conscience that
once thou enjoyedst? Hast thou lost none of that ground that once
thou hadst got upon sin, Satan, and the world? Hast thou lost
nothing of that holy vigour and heavenly heat that once thou hadst in
thy heart? If thou hast not, which would be a miracle, a wonder; why
dost thou complain of this or that temporal loss? For what is this but
to complain of the loss of thy purse, when thy God2 is safe? If thou
art a loser in spirituals, why dost thou not rather complain that thou
hast lost thy God than that thou hast lost thy gold; and that thou hast
lost thy Christ than that thou hast lost thy husband; and that thou
hast lost thy child, and that thou art damnified in spirituals than that
thou art damnified in temporals? Dost thou mourn over the body the
soul hath left? mourn rather over the soul that God hath forsaken, as
Samuel did for Saul, saith one. 1 Sam. 15:14, seq.
I have read of Honorius, a Roman emperor, who was simple and
childish enough; when one told him Rome was lost, he was
exceedingly grieved, and cried out, Alas! alas! for he supposed that it
was his hen that was called Rome, which hen he exceedingly loved;
but when it was told him it was his imperial city of Rome, that was
besieged by Alaricus, and taken, and all the citizens rifled, and made
a prey to the rude enraged soldiers, then his spirits were revived that
his loss was not so great as he imagined. Now, what is the loss of a
husband, a wife, a child, a friend, to the loss of God, Christ, the
Spirit, or the least measure of grace or communion with God? &c. I
say. What are all such losses, but the loss of a hen to the loss of
Rome? And yet so simple and childish are many Christians, that they
are more affected and afflicted with the loss of this and that poor
temporal enjoyment than they are with the loss of their most
spiritual attaiments. Ah, Christians! be but more affected with
spiritual losses, and you will be more quiet and silent under temporal
losses. Let the loss of Rome trouble you more, and then the loss of
your hen will not trouble you at all. Let these things suffice for
answer to the second objection.
Objection 3
Obj. 3. Oh, but my afflictions, my troubles have been long upon me!
and how then can I hold my peace? Were they but of yesterday, I
would be quiet; but they are of a long continuance; and therefore
how can I be silent, &c.?
To this I answer,
(1.) First, Thou canst not date thy affliction from the first day of thy
pollution. Thou hast been polluted from the womb, but thou hast not
been afflicted from the womb, Ps. 51:5; many have been the days, the
years, since thou wast born in sin; few have been the days, the years,
that thou hast experienced sorrow. Thou canst not easily number the
days of thy sinning, thou canst easily number the days of thy
sufferings; thou canst not number thy days of mercy, thou canst
easily number thy days of calamity; thou canst not number thy days
of health, but thou canst easily tell over thy days of sickness.
(2.) Secondly, Thy afflictions are not so long as the afflictions of other
saints. Compare thy winter nights and other saints' winter nights
together; thy storms and troubles and other saints' storms and
troubles together; thy losses and other saints' losses together; thy
miseries and other saints' miseries together; witness the proofs in the
margin. Thy afflictions are but as a moment, they are but as
yesterday compared with the afflictions of other saints, whose whole
lives have been made up of sorrows and sufferings, as the life of
Christ was. Many a man's life hath been nothing but a lingering
death: Job 21:25, 'And another dieth in the bitterness of his soul, and
never eateth with pleasure.' There are those that have never a good
day all their days, who have not a day of rest among all their days of
trouble, nor a day of health among all their days of sickness, nor a
day of gladness among all their days of sadness, nor a day of strength
among all their days of weakness, nor a day of honour among all
their days of reproach; whose whole life is one continued winter's
night, who every day drink gall and wormwood, who lie down
sighing, who rise groaning, and who spend their days in
complaining, 'No sorrow to our sorrows, no sufferings to our
sufferings!' Some there be who have always tears in their eyes,
sorrows in their hearts, rods on their backs, and crosses in their
hands: but it is not so with thee; therefore be silent.
(3.) Thirdly, The longer thy affliction hath been, the sweeter will
heaven be to thee at last; the longer the Israelites had been in the
wilderness, the sweeter was Canaan to them at last; the longer the
storm, the sweeter the calm; the longer the winter nights, the sweeter
the summer days. Long afflictions will much set off the glory of
heaven. The harbour is most sweet and desirable to them that have
been long tossed upon the seas; so will heaven be to those who have
been long in a sea of trouble. The new wine of Christ's kingdom is
most sweet to those that have been long a-drinking of gall and
vinegar, Luke 22:18; the crown of glory will be most delightful to
them who have been long in combating with the world, the flesh, and
the devil. The longer our journey is, the sweeter will be our end, and
the longer our passage is, the sweeter will our haven be. The higher
the mountain, the gladder we shall be when we are got to the top of
it; the longer the heir is kept from his inheritance, the more delight
he will have when he comes to possess it.
(4.) Fourthly, They are not long, but short, if compared to that
eternity of glory that is reserved for the saints, 2 Cor. 4:16–18. If you
turn to the words, you shall find for affliction, glory; for light
afflictions, a weight of glory; and for short momentany afflictions,
eternal glory. There will quickly be an end of thy sadness, but there
will never be an end of thy happiness; there will soon be an end of
thy calamity and misery, there will never be an end of thy felicity and
glory.3 The kingdoms of this world are not lasting, much less are
they everlasting; they have all their climacterical years, but the
kingdom of heaven is an everlasting kingdom; of that there is no end.
There are seven sorts of crowns that were in use among the Roman
victors, but they were all fading and perishing; but the crown of glory
that at last God will set upon the heads of his saints, shall continue as
long as God himself continues. Who can look upon those eternal
mansions that are above, and those everlasting pleasures that be at
God's right hand, and say, that his affliction is long? Well! Christian,
let thy affliction be never so long, yet one hour's being in the bosom
of Christ will make thee forget both the length and strength of all thy
afflictions.
(5.) Fifthly, The longer you have been afflicted, the more in spiritual
experiences you have been enriched: 2 Cor. 1:5, 'For as the sufferings
of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.'
The lower the ebb the higher the tide, the more pain the more gain,
the more afflicted the more comforted, the lower we are cast the
higher we shall be raised. Of all Christians, none so rich in spiritual
experiences, as those that have been long in the school of affliction.
Oh! the blessed stories that such can tell of the power of God
supporting them, of the wisdom of God directing them, of the favour
of God comforting them, of the presence of God assisting them. Oh!
the love-tokens, the love-letters, the bracelets, the jewels that they
are able to produce since they have been in the furnace of affliction.
Oh! the sin that long afflictions have discovered and mortified. Oh!
the temptations that long afflictions have prevented and vanquished.
You shall as soon number the stars of heaven and the sands of the
sea, as you shall number up the heavenly experiences of such
Christians that have been long under afflictions. The afflicted
Christian's heart is fullest of spiritual treasure. Though he may be
poor in the world, yet he is rich in faith and holy experiences, James
2:5; and what are all the riches of this world to spiritual experiences?
One spiritual experience is more worth than a world, and upon a
dying bed and before a judgment-seat, every man will be of this
opinion. The men of this world will with much quietness and
calmness of spirit bear much, and suffer much, and suffer long, when
they find their sufferings to add to their revenues; and shall nature
do more than grace? It is the common voice of nature, 'Who will
shew us any good?' Ps. 4:6; how shall we come to be great, and high,
and rich in the world? We care not what we suffer, nor how long we
suffer, so we may but add house to house, heap to heap, bag to bag,
and land to land, Isa. 5:8. Oh how much more then should Christians
be quiet and calm under all their afflictions, though they are never so
long, considering that they do but add jewels to a Christian's crown;
they do but add to his spiritual experiences. The long afflicted
Christian hath the fullest and the greatest trade; and in the day of
account, will be found the richest man.
(6.) Sixthly, Long afflictions sometimes are but preparatives to long-
lived mercies. Joseph's thirteen years' imprisonment was but a
preparative to fourscore years' reigning like a king; David's seven
years' banishment was but a preparative to forty years' reigning in
much honour and glory; Job's long afflictions were but preparatives
to more long-lived mercies, as you may see in that last of Job; and
those sad and sore trials that the Jews have been under for above
these sixteen hundred years, are to prepare them for those matchless
mercies, and those endless glories, in some sense, that God in the
latter days will crown them with: Isa. 54:11–14, 'O thou afflicted,
tossed with tempests, and not comforted, behold, I will lay thy stones
with fair colours, and lay thy foundation with sapphires. And I will
make thy windows of agates, and thy gates of carbuncles, and all thy
borders of pleasant stones. And all thy children shall be taught of the
Lord, and great shall be the peace of thy children. In righteousness
shalt thou be established: thou shalt be far from oppression, for thou
shalt not fear; and from terror, for it shall not come near thee.'
Though they have been long afflicted and tossed, yet they shall at last
upon glorious foundations be established; God will not only raise
them out of their distressed estate wherein now they are, but he will
advance them to a most eminent and glorious condition in this
world; they shall be very glorious, and outshine all the world in
spiritual excellencies and outward dignities: Isa. 60:14, 15, 'The sons
also of them that afflicted thee shall come bending unto thee, and all
they that despised thee shall bow themselves down at the soles of thy
feet: and they shall call thee, the city; of the Lord, the Zion of the
Holy One of Israel. Whereas thou hast been forsaken and hated, so
that no man went through thee, I will make thee an eternal
excellency, a joy of many generations.' Ah, Christians! do not mutter
nor murmur under your long afflictions, for you do not know but that
by these long afflictions God may prepare and fit you for such
favours and blessings that may never have end. By long afflictions
God many times prepares his people for temporal, spiritual, and
eternal mercies. If God by long afflictions makes more room in thy
soul for himself, his Son, his Spirit, his word; if by long afflictions he
shall crucify thy heart more to the world and to thy relations, and
frame and fashion thy soul more for celestial enjoyments; hast thou
any cause to murmur? Surely no. But,
(7.) Seventhly, The longer a saint is afflicted on earth, the more
glorious he shall shine in heaven; the more affliction here, the more
glory hereafter. This truth may be thus made out:
[1.] First, The more gracious souls are afflicted, the more their graces
are exercised and increased, Heb. 12:10, Rom. 5:3–5. Now, the more
grace here, the more glory hereafter; the higher in grace, the higher
in glory. Grace differs nothing from glory but in name: grace is glory
in the bud, and glory is grace at the full. Glory is nothing but the
perfection of grace; happiness is nothing but the perfection of
holiness. Grace is glory in the seed, and glory is grace in the flower;
grace is glory militant, and glory is grace triumphant. Grace and
glory differ non specie sed gradu, in degree, not kind, as the learned
speak. Now, it is most certain that the more gracious souls are
afflicted, the more their graces are exercised; and the more grace is
exercised, the more it is increased, as I have sufficiently
demonstrated in this treatise already. But,
[2.] Secondly, The longer a gracious soul is afflicted, the more his
religious duties will be multiplied. Ps. 109:4, 'For my love they are
my adversaries; but I give myself unto prayer;' or as the Hebrew
reads it, 'But I am prayer,' or 'a man of prayer.' In times of afflictions
a Christian is all prayer; he is never so much a man of prayer, a man
given up to prayer, as in times of affliction. A Christian is never so
frequent, so fervent, so abundant in the work of the Lord, as when he
is afflicted: Isa. 26:16, 'Lord! in trouble have they visited thee, they
poured out a prayer when thy chastening was upon them.' Now, they
do not only pray, but they pour out a prayer; they were freely, largely,
and abundantly in prayer when the rod was upon them. Look! as
men plentifully pour out water for the quenching of a fire, so did they
plentifully pour out their prayers before the Lord; and as affliction
puts a man upon being much in prayer, so it puts him upon other
duties of religion answerably. Now, this is most certain, that though
God will reward no man for his works, yet he will reward every man
according to his works: 1 Cor. 15:58, 'Therefore, my beloved
brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work
of the Lord; forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in
the Lord.' 2 Cor. 9:6, 'But this I say, he which soweth sparingly shall
reap sparingly; and he which soweth bountifully shall reap
bountifully;' or he which soweth in benedictions or blessings shall
reap in benedictions, as it runs in the original.
It is an excellent observation of Calvin upon God's rewarding the
Rechabites' obedience, Jer. 35:19; God, saith he, oft recompenseth
the shadows and seeming-appearance of virtue, to shew what
complacency he takes in the ample rewards he hath reserved for true
and sincere piety. Now, if the longer a Christian is afflicted, the more
his religious services will be multiplied, and the more they are
multiplied, the more his glory at last will be increased, then the
longer a saint is afflicted on earth, the more glory he shall have when
he comes to heaven. But,
[3.] Thirdly, The longer any saint is afflicted, the more into the image
and likeness of Christ he will be transformed. It is one of God's great
designs and ends in afflicting of his people, to make them more
conformable to his Son; and God will not lose his end. Men often lose
theirs, but God never hath nor will lose his; and experience tells us
that' God doth every day, by afflictions, accomplish his end upon his
people. The longer they are afflicted, the more they are made
conformable to Christ in meekness, lowliness, spiritualness,
heavenliness, in faith, love, self-denial, pity, compassion, &c. Now
certainly, the more like to Christ, the more beloved of Christ. The
more a Christian is like to Christ, the more he is the delight of Christ;
and the more like to Christ on earth, the nearer the soul shall sit to
Christ in heaven. Nothing makes a man more conformable to Christ
than afflictions. Justin Martyr, in his second Apology for the
Christians, hath observed, that there is scarce any prediction or
prophecy concerning our Saviour, Christ the Son of God, to be made
man, but the heathen writers, who were all after Moses, did from
thence invent some fable, and feign it to have been acted by some
one or other of Jupiter's sons; only the prophecies about the cross of
Christ they have taken for the ground of no fable. They have not,
among all their fictions, told us of any one of Jupiter's sons that was
crucified, that acted his part upon the cross.2 Many would wear the
crown with Christ, that do not care for bearing the cross with Christ.
But,
(8.) Eighthly, The longer they have been, the greater cause thou hast
to be silent and, patient, for impatience will but lengthen out the day
of thy sorrows. Every impatient act adds one link more to the chain;
every act of frowardness adds one lash more to those that have
already been laid out; every act of muttering will but add stroke to
stroke, and sting to sting; every act of murmuring will but add
burden to burden, and storm to storm. The most compendious way
to lengthen out thy long afflictions is to fret, and vex, and murmur
under them. As thou wouldst see a speedy issue of thy long
afflictions, sit mute and silent under them.
(9.) Ninthly, God's time is the best time; mercy is never nearer
Salvation is at hand, deliverance is at the door, when a man's heart is
brought into such a frame as to be freely willing that God should time
his mercy and time his deliverance for him, Acts 27:13–44. The
physician's time is the best time for the patient to have ease. The
impatient patient cries out to his physician, Oh! sir, a little ease, a
little refreshment! Oh the pains, the tortures, that I am under! Oh,
sir, I think every hour two, and every two ten, till comfort comes, till
refreshment comes! But the prudent physician hath turned the hour-
glass, and is resolved that this physic shall work so long, though his
patient frets, flings, roars, tears. So, when we are under afflictions,
we are apt to cry out, How long, Lord, shall it be before ease comes,
before deliverance comes? Oh the tortures, oh the torments, that we
are under! Lord, a little refreshment! Oh how long are these nights!
oh how tedious are these days! But God hath turned our glass, and he
will not hearken to our cry till our glass be out. After all our fretting
and flinging, we must stay his time, who knows best when to deliver
us, and how to deliver us, out of all our troubles, and who will not
stay a moment when the glass is out that he hath turned. But,
(10.) Tenthly, and lastly, They shall last no longer than there is need,
and then they shall work for thy good. It is with souls as it is with
bodies; some bodies are more easily and more suddenly cured than
others are, and so are some souls. God will not suffer the plaster to
lie one day, no, not one hour, no, not a moment, longer than there is
need. Some flesh heals quickly; proud flesh is long a-healing. By
affliction God quickly heals some, but others are long a-healing: 1
Pet. 1:6, 'If need be, ye are in heaviness, through manifold
temptations,' or through various afflictions. The burden shall lie no
longer upon thee than needs must; thy pain shall endure no longer
than needs must; thy physic shall make thee no longer sick than
needs must, &c. Thy heavenly Father is a physician as wise as he is
loving. When thy heart begins to grow high, he sees there is need of
some heavy affliction to bring it low; when thy heart grows cold, he
sees there is need of some fiery affliction to heat it and warm it; when
thy heart grows dull and dead, he sees there is need of some smart
affliction to enliven and quicken it. And as thy afflictions shall
continue no longer than there is need, so they shall last no longer
than they shall work for thy good. If all along they shall work for thy
good, thou hast no cause to complain that thy afflictions are long.
That they shall thus work, I have fully proved in the former part of
this book. And thus much for answer to the third objection.
Objection 4
Obj. 4. I would be mute and silent under my afflictions, but my
afflictions daily multiply and increase upon me; like the waves of the
sea, they come rolling over the neck of one another, &c.; and how
then can I hold my peace? How can I lay my hand upon my mouth,
when the sorrows of my heart are daily increased?
To this I answer thus:
(1.) First, Thy afflictions are not so many as thy sins, Ps. 40:12. Thy
sins are as the stars of heaven, and as the sand upon the sea, that
cannot be numbered. There are three things that no Christian can
number: 1, his sins; 2, divine favours; 3, the joys and pleasures that
be at Christ's right hand; but there is no Christian so poor an
accountant, but that he may quickly sum up the number of his
troubles and afflictions in this world. Thy sins, O Christian, are like
the Syrians that filled the country, but thy afflictions are like the two
little flocks of kids that pitched before them, 1 Kings 20:27; therefore
hold thy peace.
(2.) Secondly, If such should not be mute and silent under their
afflictions, whose afflictions are increased and multiplied upon them,
then there are none in the world who will be found mute and silent
under their afflictions: for certainly there are none who do not find
the waters of affliction to grow daily upon them. If this be not so,
what means the bleating of the sheep, and the lowing of the oxen? 1
Sam. 15:14. What means the daily sighs, groans, and complaints of
Christians, if their troubles, like the waters in Ezekiel's sanctuary, be
not still increasing upon them? Ezek, 47:1, 20. Every day brings us
tidings of new straits, new troubles, new crosses, new losses, new
trials, &c.
(3.) Thirdly, They are not so many as God might have exercised thee
with. God could as easily exercise thee with ten as with two, and with
a hundred as with ten, and with a thousand as with a hundred. Let
thy afflictions be never so many, yet they are not so many as they
might-have been, had God either consulted with thy sins, with thy
deserts, or with his own justice. There is no comparison between
those afflictions that God hath inflicted upon thee, and those that he
might have inflicted. Thou hast not one burden of a thousand that
God could have laid on, but he would not; therefore hold thy peace.
(4.) Fourthly, Thy afflictions are not so many as thy mercies, nay,
they are not to be named in the day wherein thy mercies are spoken
of. What are thy crosses to thy comforts, thy miseries to thy mercies,
thy days of sickness to thy days of health, thy days of weakness to thy
days of strength, thy days of scarcity to thy days of plenty? And this is
that the wise man would have us seriously to consider: Eccles. 7:14,
'In the day of adversity consider,'—but what must we consider?
—'that God hath set the one over against the other.' As God hath set
winter and summer, night and day, fair weather and foul, one over
against another, so let us set our present mercies over against our
present troubles, and we shall presently find that our mercies exceed
our trouble, that they mightily over-balance our present afflictions;
therefore let us be silent, let us lay our hands upon our mouths.
(5.) Fifthly, If you cast up a just and righteous account, you will find
that they are not so many as the afflictions that have befallen other
saints. Have you reckoned up the affliction that befell Abraham,
Jacob, Joseph, Job, Asaph, Haman, the prophets and apostles? If
you have, you will say that your afflictions are no afflictions to those
that have befallen them; their lives were filled up with sorrows and
sufferings, but so are not yours; therefore kiss the rod and be silent.
It may be, if thou lookest upon thy relations, thy friends, thy
neighbours, thou mayest find many whose afflictions for number and
weight do much outweigh thine; therefore be silent, murmur not,
hold thy peace.
(6.) Sixthly, Not so many as attended our Lord Jesus; whose whole
life, from the cradle to the cross, was nothing but a life of sufferings.
Osorius, writing of the sufferings of Christ, saith, That the crown of
thorns bored his head with seventy-two wounds. Many seventy-two
afflictions did Christ meet with whilst he was in this world. None can
be ignorant of this who have but read the New Testament. He is
called 'a man of sorrows;' his whole life was filled up with sorrows.
When he was but a little past thirty years of age, sorrows, pains,
troubles, oppositions, persecutions, had so worn him, that the Jews
judged him towards fifty, John 8:57. A man were as good compare
the number of his bosom friends with the stars of heaven, as
compare his afflictions and the afflictions of Christ together.
(7.) Seventhly, Muttering and murmuring will but add to the
number. When the child is under the rod, his crying and fretting doth
but add lash to lash, blow to blow; but of this enough before.
(8.) Eighthly, and lastly, Though they are many, yet they are not so
many as the joys, the pleasures, the delights that be at Christ's right
hand. As the pleasures of heaven are matchless and endless, so they
are numberless. Augustine, speaking concerning what we can say of
heaven, saith,2 that it is but a little drop of the sea, and a little spark
of the great furnace; those good things of eternal life are so many,
that they exceed number; so great, that they exceed measure; so
precious, that they are above all estimation. Nec Christus, nec cœlum
patitur hyperbolem, neither Christ nor heaven can be hyperbolised;
for every affliction many thousand joys and delights will attend the
saints in a glorified estate. What will that life be, or rather what will
not that life be, saith one, speaking of heaven, since all good either is
not at all, or is in such a life; light which place cannot comprehend;
voices and music which time cannot ravish away; odours which are
never dissipated; a feast which is never consumed; a blessing which
eternity bestoweth, but eternity shall never see at an end. And let this
suffice for answer to this fourth objection.
Objection 5
Obj. 5. My afflictions are very great, how then can I hold my peace?
Though they were many, yet if they were not great, I would be mute,
but alas! they are very great. Oh! how can I be silent under them?
How can I now lay my hand upon my mouth?
Ans. (1.) To this I answer, Though they are great, yet they are not so
great as thy sins, thyself being judge; therefore hold thy peace: Ezra
9:13, 'And after all that is come upon us for our evil deeds, and for
our great trespasses, seeing that thou our God hast punished us less
than our iniquities deserve.' They that were under the sense and guilt
of great sins, have cause to be silent under their greatest sufferings.
Never complain that thy afflictions are great, till thou canst say that
thy sins are not great. It is but justice that great afflictions should
attend great sins; therefore be quiet. Thy sins are like great rocks and
mighty mountains, but so are not thy afflictions; therefore lay thy
hand upon thy mouth. The remembrance of great sins should cool
and calm a man's spirit under his greatest troubles; and if the sense
of thy great sins will not stop thy mouth and silence thy heart, I know
not what will.
(2.) Secondly, It may be they are not great, if you look upon them
with Scripture spectacles, 1 Peter 5:10. Flesh and blood many times
looks upon molehills as mountains, and scratches upon the hand as
stabs at the heart; we make elephants of flies, and of little pigmies we
frame giants. Carnal reason often looks upon troubles through false
glasses. As there are some glasses that will make great things seem
little, so there are others that will make little things seem great, and
it may be that thou lookest upon thy afflictions through one of them,
Isa 54:7, 8. Look upon thy afflictions in the glass of the word; look
upon them in a Scripture dress, and then they will be found to be but
little. He that shall look into a gospel glass, shall be able to say, heavy
afflictions are light, long afflictions are short, bitter afflictions are
sweet, and great afflictions are little, 2 Cor. 4:16–18. It is good to
make a judgment of your afflictions by a gospel light and by a gospel
rule.
Artemon, an engineer, was afraid of his own shadow. Men that look
not upon their afflictions in a Scripture dress, will be afraid even of
the shadow of trouble, they will cry out, No affliction to our affliction,
no burden to our burden, no cross to our cross, no loss to our loss;
but one look into a gospel glass would make them change their note.
The lion is not always so great nor so terrible as he is painted; neither
are our troubles always so great as we fancy them to be. When
Hagar's bottle of water was spent, she sat down and fell a-weeping,
as if she had been utterly undone, Gen. 21:17–19; her provision and
her patience, her bottle and her hope were both out together; but her
affliction was not so great as she imagined, for there was a well of
water near, though for a time she saw it not. So many Christians,
they eye the empty bottle, the cross, the burden that is at present
upon them, and then they fall a-weeping, a-whining, a-complaining,
a-repining, a-murmuring, as if they were utterly undone; and yet a
well of water, a well of comfort, a well of refreshment, a well of
deliverance is near, and their case is no way so sad, nor so bad as
they imagine it to be.
(3.) Thirdly, The greater thy afflictions are, the nearer is deliverance
to thee. When these waters rise high, then salvation comes upon the
wings; when thy troubles are very great, then mercy will ride post. to
deliver thee: Deut 32:36, 'For the Lord shall judge his people, and
repent himself for his servants, when he seeth that their power (or
hand) is gone, and there is none shut up, and left.' Israel of old, and
England of late years, hath often experienced this truth. Wine was
nearest, when the water-pots were filled with water up to the brim,
John 2:1–11; so oftentimes mercy is nearest, deliverance is nearest,
when our afflictions are at the highest. When a Christian is brim-full
of troubles, then the wine of consolation is at hand; therefore hold
thy peace, murmur not, but sit silent before the Lord.
(4.) Fourthly, They are not great, if compared to the glory that shall
be revealed, 2 Cor. 4:16–18: Rom. 8:18, 'For I reckon, that the
sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with
the glory that shall be revealed in us, or upon us.' The apostle, upon
casting up of his accounts, concludes that all the pains, chains,
troubles, trials, and torments that they meet with in this world, was
not to be put in the balance with the glory of heaven. As the globe of
the earth, which after the mathematicians' account is many
thousands of miles in compass, yet being compared unto the
greatness of the starry sky's circumference, is but a centre, or a little
prick; so the troubles, afflictions, and sorrows of this life, in respect
of eternal happiness and blessedness, are to be reputed as nothing;
they are but as the prick of a pin to the starry heavens. They that
have heard most of the glory of heaven, have not heard one quarter
of that which the saints shall find there; that glory is unconceivable
and unexpressible. Augustine in one of his epistles hath this relation:
that the very same day wherein Jerome died, he was in his study, and
had got pen, ink, and paper, to write something of the glory of
heaven to Jerome, and suddenly he saw a light breaking into his
study, and a sweet smell that came unto him, and this voice he
thought he heard: O Augustine! what doest thou? Dost thou think to
put the sea into a little vessel? When the heavens shall cease from
their continual motion, then shalt thou be able to understand what
the glory of heaven is, and not before, except you come to feel it as
now I do. Nicephorus speaks of one Agbarus, a great man, that
hearing so much of Christ's fame, by reason of the miracles he
wrought, sent a painter to take his picture, and that the painter when
he came was not able to do it, because of that radiancy and divine
splendour which sat on Christ's face.2 Such is the splendour, the
brightness, the glory, the happiness, and blessedness that is reserved
for the saints in heaven, that had I all the tongues of men on earth,
and all the excellencies of the angels in heaven, yet should I not be
able to conceive, nor to express that vision of glory to you. It is best
hastening thither, that we may feel and enjoy that which we shall
never be able to declare.
(5.) Fifthly, They are not great, if compared with the afflictions and
torments of such of the damned, who when they were in this world,
never sinned at so high a rate as thou hast done. Doubtless there are
many now in hell, who never sinned against such clear light as thou
hast done, nor against such special love as thou hast done, nor
against such choice means as thou hast done, nor against such
precious mercies as thou hast done, nor against such singular
remedies as thou hast done.4 Certainly there are many now a-roaring
in everlasting burnings, who never sinned against such deep
convictions of conscience as thou hast done, nor against such close
and strong reasonings of the Spirit as thou hast done, nor against
such free offers of mercy and rich tenders of grace as thou hast done,
nor against such sweet wooings and multiplied entreaties of a
bleeding dying Saviour as thou hast done; there fore hold thy peace.
What are thy afflictions, thy torments, to the torments of the
damned, whose torments are numberless, easeless, remediless, and
endless; whose pains are without intermission or mitigation; who
have weeping served in for the first course, and gnashing of teeth for
the second, and the gnawing worm for the third, and intolerable pain
for the fourth,—yet the pain of the body is but the body of pain, the
very soul of sorrow and pain is the soul's sorrow and pain,—and an
everlasting alienation and separation from God for the fifth? Ah,
Christian! how canst thou seriously think on these things, and not lay
thy hand upon thy mouth, when thou art under the greatest
sufferings? Thy sins have been far greater than many of theirs, and
thy great afflictions are but a flea-bite to theirs; therefore be silent
before the Lord.
(6.) Sixthly and lastly, If thy afflictions are so great; then what
madness and folly will it be for thee to make them greater by
murmuring! Every act of murmuring will but add load unto load, and
burden to burden. The Israelites under great afflictions fell a-
murmuring, and their murmuring proved their utter ruin, as you
may see in that Num. 14. Murmuring will but put God upon heating
the furnace seven times hotter; therefore hold thy peace, 1 Cor. 10:11.
But of this I have spoken sufficiently already.
Objection 6
Object. 6. Oh! but my afflictions are greater than other men's
afflictions are; and how then can I be silent? Oh! there is no affliction
to my affliction; how can I hold my peace? I answer,
(1.) First, It may be thy sins are greater than other men's sins, Jer.
3:6–12. If thou hast sinned against more light, more love, more
mercies, more experiences, more promises than others, no wonder if
thy afflictions are greater than others'. If this be thy case, thou hast
more cause to be mute than to murmur; and certainly, if thou dost
but seriously look into the black book of thy conscience, thou wilt
find greater sins there than any thou canst charge upon any person
or persons on earth. If thou shouldst not, I think thou wouldst justly
incur the censure which that sour philosopher passed upon
grammarians, viz., that they were better acquainted with the evils of
Ulysses than with their own. Never complain that thy afflictions are
greater than others', except thou canst evidence that thy sins are
lesser than others'.
(2.) Secondly, It may be thou art under some present distemper, that
disenables thee to make a right judgment of the different dealings of
God with thyself and others. When the mind is distempered, and the
brain troubled, many things seem to be that are not; and then little
things seem very great. Oh! the strange passions, the strange
imaginations, the strange conclusions, that attend a distempered
judgment.
I have read of a foolish emperor, who, to shew the greatness of his
city, made show of many spiders. When the mind is disturbed, men
many times say they know not what, and do they know not what. It
may be, when these clouds are blown over, and thy mind cleared, and
thy judgment settled, thou wilt be of another opinion. The supplicant
woman appealed from drunken king Philip to sober king Philip. It is
good to appeal from a distempered mind to a clear composed mind,
for that is the way to make a righteous judgment of all the righteous
dispensations of God, both towards ourselves and towards others.
(3.) Thirdly, It may be that the Lord sees that it is very needful that
thy afflictions should be greater than others'. It may be thy heart is
harder than other men's hearts, and prouder and stouter than other
men's hearts; it may be thy heart is more impure than others, and
more carnal than others, or else more passionate and more worldly
than others, or else more deceitful and more hypocritical than
others, or else more cold and careless than others, or else more
secure than others, or more formal and lukewarm than others. Now,
if this be thy case, certainly God sees it very necessary, for the
breaking of thy hard heart, and the humbling of thy proud heart, and
the cleansing of thy foul heart, and the spiritualising of thy carnal
heart, &c., that thy afflictions should be greater than others; and
therefore hold thy peace. Where the disease is strong, the physic
must be strong, else the cure will never be wrought. God is a wise
physician, and he would never give strong physic if weaker could
effect the cure, Jer. 30:11, and 46:28; Isa. 27:8. The more rusty the
iron is, the oftener we put it into the fire to purify it; and the more
crooked it is, the more blows and the harder blows we give to
straighten it. Thou hast been long a-gathering rust; and therefore, if
God deal thus with thee, thou hast no cause to complain.
(4.) Fourthly, Though thy afflictions are greater than this and that
particular man's afflictions, yet doubtless there are many thousands
in the world whose afflictions are greater than thine. Canst thou
seriously consider the sore calamities and miseries that the
devouring sword hath brought upon many thousand Christians in
foreign parts, and say that thy afflictions are greater than theirs?
Surely no. Pliny, in his Natural History, writeth that the nature of the
basilisk is to kill all trees and shrubs it breathes upon, and to scorch
and burn all herbs and grass it passeth over. Such are the dismal
effects of war.2 The sword knows no difference between Catholics
and Lutherans, as once the duke of Medina Sidonia said, betwixt the
innocent and the guilty, betwixt young and old, betwixt bond and
free, betwixt male and female, betwixt the precious and the vile, the
godly and the profane, betwixt the prince and the subject, betwixt the
nobleman and the beggar. The sword eats the flesh and drinks the
blood of all sorts and sexes, without putting any difference betwixt
one or the other. The poor protestants under the Duke of Savoy, and
those in Poland, Denmark, Germany, and several other parts, have
found it so; many of their wounds are not healed to this day. Who
can retain in his fresh and bleeding memory the dreadful work that
the sword of war hath made in this nation, and not say, Surely many
thousands have been greater sufferers than myself; they have
resisted unto blood, but so have not I, Heb. 12:4. But,
(5.) Fifthly, As thy afflictions are greater than other men's, so it may
be thy mercies are greater than other men's mercies; and if so, thou
hast no cause but to hold thy peace. As Job's afflictions were greater
than other men's, so his mercies were greater than other men's, and
Job wisely sets one against another, and then lays his hand upon his
mouth, Job 1:21, 22. It may be thou hast had more health than
others, and more strength than others, and more prosperity than
others, and more smiling providences than others, and more good
days than others, and more sweet and comfortable relations than
others; and if this be thy case, thou hast much cause to be mute, thou
hast no cause to murmur. If now thy winter nights be longer than
others, remember thy summer days have formerly been longer than
others; and therefore hold thy peace. But,
(6.) Sixthly and lastly, By great afflictions the Lord may greaten thy
graces, and greaten thy name and fame in the world, James 5:10, 11.
By Job's great afflictions, God did greaten his faith, and greaten his
patience, and greaten his integrity, and greaten his wisdom and
knowledge, and greaten his experience, and greaten his name and
fame in the world, as you all know that have but read his book.
Bonds and afflictions waited on Paul in every city, Acts 20:23, 2 Cor.
11; his afflictions and sufferings were very great, but by them the
Lord greatened his spirit, his zeal, his courage, his confidence, his
resolution, and his name and fame, both among sinners and saints.
Certainly, if thou art dear to Christ, he will greaten thee in spirituals,
by all the great afflictions that are upon thee; he will raise thy faith,
and inflame thy love, and quicken thy hope, and brighten thy zeal,
and perfect thy patience, and perfume thy name, and make it like a
precious ointment, 'like a precious ointment poured forth,' Prov.
22:1, Eccles. 7:1; so that good men shall say, and bad men shall say,
Lo, here is a Christian indeed, here is a man more worth than the
gold of Ophir; therefore, hold thy peace, though thy afflictions are
greater than others.
Objection 7
Object. 7. I would be silent, but my outward affliction is attended
with sore temptations; God hath not only outwardly afflicted me, but
Satan is let loose to buffet me; and therefore how can I be silent? how
can I hold my peace, now I am fallen under manifold temptations?
To this I answer:
(1.) First, No man is the less beloved because he is tempted; nay,
those that God loves best are usually tempted most, Eph. 6:12.
Witness David, Job, Joshua, Peter, Paul, yea, Christ himself, Mat. 4,
who, as he was beloved above all others, so he was tempted above all
others; he was tempted to question his Sonship; he was tempted to
the worst idolatry, even to worship the devil himself; to the greatest
infidelity, to distrust his Father's providence, and to use unlawful
means for necessary supplies; and to self-murder, 'Cast thyself
down,' &c. Those that were once glorious on earth, and are now
triumphing in heaven, have been sorely tempted and assaulted. It is
as natural and common for the choicest saints to be tempted, as it is
for the sun to shine, the bird to fly, the fire to burn. The eagle
complains not of her wings, nor the peacock of his train, nor the
nightingale of her voice, because these are natural to them; no more
should saints of their temptations, because they are natural to them.
Our whole life, saith Austin, is nothing but a tentation; the best men
have been worst tempted; therefore, hold thy peace.
(2.) Secondly, Temptation resisted and bewailed, will never hurt you,
nor harm you. Distasted temptations seldom or never prevail. So
long as the soul distastes them and the will remains firmly averse
against them, they can do no hurt; so long as the language of the soul
is, 'Get thee behind me, Satan,' Mat. 16:23, the soul is safe. It is not
Satan tempting but my assenting, it is not his enticing but my
yielding, that mischiefs me. Temptations may be troubles to my
mind, but they are not sins upon my soul whilst I am in arms against
them. If thy heart trembles and thy flesh quakes when Satan tempts,
thy condition is good enough; if Satan's temptations be thy greatest
afflictions, his temptations shall never worst thee nor harm thee; and
therefore, if this be thy case, hold thy peace.
(3.) Thirdly, Temptations are rather hopeful evidences that thy estate
is good, that thou art dear to God, and that it shall go well with thee
for ever, than otherwise. God had but one Son without corruption,
but he had none without temptation, Heb. 2:17, 18. Pirates make the
fiercest assaults upon those vessels that are most richly laden; so
doth Satan upon those souls that are most richly laden with the
treasures of grace, with the riches of glory. Pirates let empty vessels
pass and repass, without assaulting them; so doth Satan let souls that
are empty of God, of Christ, of the Spirit, of grace, pass and repass
without tempting or assaulting of them. When nothing will satisfy
the soul, but a full departure out of Egypt, from the bondage and
slavery of sin, and that the soul is firmly resolved upon a march for
Canaan, then Satan, Pharaoh-like, will furiously pursue after the soul
with horses and chariots, that is, with a whole army of temptations,
Exod. 14:9. Well! a tempted soul, when it is worst with him, may
safely argue thus: If God were not my friend, Satan would not be so
much my enemy; if there were not something of God within me,
Satan would never make such attempts to storm me; if the love of
God were not set upon me, Satan would never shoot so many fiery
darts to wound me; if the heart of God were not towards me, the
hand of Satan would not be so strong against me. When Beza was
tempted, he made this answer, Whatsoever I was, Satan, I am now 'in
Christ a new creature,' and that is it which troubles thee; I might
have so continued long enough ere thou wouldst have vexed at it, but
now I see thou dost envy me the grace of my Saviour. Satan's malice
to tempt is no sufficient ground for a Christian to dispute God's love
upon; if it were, there is no saint on earth that should quietly possess
divine favour a week, a day, an hour. The jailor is quiet, when his
prisoner is in bolts. but if he be escaped, then he pursues him with
hue and cry; you know how to apply it. Men hate not the picture of a
toad, the wolf flies not upon a painted sheep; no more doth Satan
upon those he hath in chains; therefore hold thy peace, though thou
art inwardly tempted, as well as outwardly afflicted.
(4.) Fourthly, Whilst Satan is tempting of thee, Christ in the court of
glory is interceding for thee: Luke 22:31, 32, 'And the Lord said,
Simon, Simon, behold, Satan hath desired to have you, that he may
sift you as wheat: but I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not.'
Satan would fain have been shaking of him up and down, as wheat is
shaken in a fan; but Christ's intercession frustrates Satan's designed
temptations. Whenever Satan stands at our elbow to tempt us, Christ
stands at his Father's to intercede for us: Heb. 7:25, 'He ever lives to
make intercession.' some of the learned think, that Christ intercedes
only by virtue of his merits; others think that it is done only with his
mouth; probably it may be done both ways, the rather because he
hath a tongue, as also a whole glorified body in heaven; and is it
likely, that that mouth which pleaded so much for us on earth, John
17 should be altogether silent for us in heaven? Christ is a person of
highest honour; he is the greatest favourite in the court of heaven; he
always stands between us and danger. If there be any evil plotted or
designed against us by Satan, the great accuser of the brethren, he
foresees it, and by his intercession prevents it. When Satan puts in
his pleas and commences suit upon suit against us, Christ still
undertakes our cause; he answers all his pleas, and non-suits Satan
at every turn, and in despite of hell he keeps us up in divine favour.
When Satan pleads, Lord! here are such and such sins that thy
children have committed! and here are such and such duties that
they have comitted! and here are such and such mercies that they
have not improved! and here are such and such ordinances that they
have slighted! and here are such and such motions of the Spirit
which they have quenched! divine justice answers, All this is true,
but Christ hath appeared on their behalf; he hath pleaded their
cause; he hath fully and fairly answered whatever hath been objected
and given complete satisfaction to the utmost farthing; so that here is
no accusation nor condemnation that can stand in force against
them; upon which account the apostle triumphs in that Rom. 8:34,
'Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is
risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh
intercession for us.' Christ's intercession should be the soul's anchor-
hold in time of temptation. In the day of thy temptation thou needest
not be disturbed nor disquieted, but in peace and patience possess
thine own soul, considering what a friend thou hast in the court of
glory, and how he is most active for thee, when Satan is most busy in
tempting of thee.
(5.) Fifthly and lastly, All temptations that the saints meet with, shall
work much for their good; they shall be much for their gain. The
profit and advantage that will redound to tempted souls by all their
temptations is very great, Rom. 8:28, Lam. 1:12. Now this will appear
to be a most certain truth by an induction of particulars thus:
[1.] First, By temptations God multiplies and increases his children's
spiritual experiences, the increase of which is better than the
increase of gold. In the school of temptation, God gives his children
the greatest experience of his power supporting them, of his word
comforting of them, of his mercy warming of them, of his wisdom
counselling of them, of his faithfulness joying of them, and of his
grace strengthening of them: 2 Cor. 12:9, 'My grace shall be sufficient
for thee.' Paul never experienced so deeply what almighty power was,
what the everlasting arms of mercy were, and what infinite grace and
goodness was, as when he was under the buffetings of Satan.
[2.] Secondly, All their temptations shall be physical; their
temptations shall be happy preventions of great abominations: 2 Cor.
12:7, 'Lest I should be exalted, lest I should be exalted.' It is twice in
that one verse; he begins with it, and he ends with it. If he had not
been buffeted, he might have been more highly exalted in his own
conceit than he was before in his ecstasy. Ah, tempted souls! you say
you are naught, very naught, but had it not been for the school of
temptation, you might have been stark naught before this time. You
say you are sick, you are even sick to death. Why, your sickness had
before this time killed you, had not temptations been physical to you.
You are bad under temptations; but doubtless you would have been
much worse had not God made temptation a diet-drink to you.2
[3.] Thirdly, Temptation shall much promote the exercise of grace.
As the spring in the watch sets all the wheels agoing, and as
Solomon's virtuous woman set all her maidens to work, so
temptation sets faith on work, and love on work, and repentance on
work, and hope on work, and holy fear on work, and godly sorrow on
work, Prov. 30:10–33; 1 Peter 1:6. As the wind sets the mill at work,
so the wind of temptations sets the graces of the saints agoing. Now
faith runs to Christ, now it hugs a promise, now it pleads the blood of
Christ, now it looks to the recompence of reward, now it takes the
sword of the Spirit, &c.; now love cleaves to Christ, now love hangs
upon Christ, now love will fight it out to the death for Christ; now
hope flies to the horns of the sanctuary, now hope puts on her
helmet, now hope casts her anchor upon that within the veil, &c.
Grace is never more acted than when a Christian is most tempted.
Satan made a bow of Job's wife; of his rib, as Chrysostom speaks, and
shot a temptation by her at Job, thinking to have shot him to the
heart: 'Curse God, and die;' but the activity of Job's graces was a
breastplate that made him temptation-proof. The devil, tempting
Bonaventure, told him he was a reprobate, and therefore persuaded
him to drink in the present pleasures of this life; for, said he, thou art
excluded from the future joys with God in heaven. Bonaventure's
graces being active, he answered, No; not so, Satan: if I must not
enjoy God after this life, let me enjoy him as much as I can in this
life.
[4.] Fourthly, By temptations the Lord will make you the more
serviceable and useful to others. None so fit and able to relieve
tempted souls, to sympathise with tempted souls, to succour tempted
souls, to counsel tempted souls, to pity tempted souls, to support
tempted souls, to bear with tempted souls, and to comfort tempted
souls, as those who have been in the school of temptations: 2 Cor.
1:3, 4, 'Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the
Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; who comforteth us in
all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in
any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of
God.' By temptations God trains up his servants, and fits and
capacitates them to succour and shelter their fellow-brethren. One
tempted Christian, saith Luther, is more profitable and useful to
other Christians than a hundred, I may add, than a thousand, that
have not known the depths of Satan, that have not been in the school
of temptation. He that is master of arts in the school of temptation
hath learned an art to comfort, to succour, and gently to handle
tempted and distressed souls, infinitely beyond what all human arts
can reach unto. No doctor to him that hath been a doctor in the
school of temptation; all other doctors are but illiterate dunces to
him.
[5.] Fifthly, It is an honour to the saints to be tempted, and in the
issue to have an honourable conquest over the tempter. It was a great
honour to David that he should be put to fight hand to hand with
Goliath, and in the issue to overcome him, 1 Sam. 17; but it was far
greater honour to Job and Paul, that they should be put to combat in
the open field with Satan himself, and in the close to gain a famous
conquest over him, as they did, Job 1; 2 Cor. 12:7–10. It was a very
great honour to David's three mighty men, that in jeopardy of their
lives they brake through the host of the Philistines, to bring water to
David out of the well of Bethlehem, and did effect it in spite of all the
strength and power of their enemies, though it were to the extremest
hazard of their blood and lives, 2 Sam. 23:13–18; but it is a far
greater honour to the saints to be furnished with a spirit of strength,
courage, and valour, to break through an army of temptations, and in
the close to triumph over them, Rom. 8:15–28; and yet this honour
have all the saints: 1 Cor. 10:13, 'But God is faithful, who will not
suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the
temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it;'
Rom. 16:20, 'And the God of peace shall tread Satan under your feet
shortly;' 1 John 2:13, 14, 'I write unto you, fathers, because ye have
known him that is from the beginning. I write unto you, young men,
because ye have overcome the wicked one. I write unto you, children,
because ye have known the Father. I have written unto you, fathers,
because ye have known him that is from the beginning. I have
written unto you, young men, because ye are strong, and the word of
God abideth in you, and ye have overcome the wicked one.' 1 John
5:18, 'We know that whosoever is born of God sinneth not,' that is,
'that sin that is unto death,' ver. 16; nor he sinneth not as other men
do, delightfully, greedily, customarily, resolvedly, impenitently, &c.
'But he that is begotten of God keepeth himself, and that wicked one
toucheth him not.' The glorious victory that the people of God had
over Pharaoh and his great host, Exod. 14, was a figure of the
glorious victory that the saints shall obtain over Satan and his
instruments, which is clear from that Rev. 15:3, where we have the
song of Moses and of the Lamb. But why the song of Moses and of
the Lamb, but to hint this to us, that the overthrow of Pharaoh was a
figure of the overthrow of Satan? and the triumphal song of Moses
was a figure of that song which the saints shall sing for their
overthrow of Satan. As certainly as Israel overcame Pharaoh, so
certainly shall every true Israelite overcome Satan. The Romans were
worsted in many fights, but never were overcome in a set war; at the
long run they overcame all their enemies. Though a Christian may be
worsted by Satan in some particular skirmishes, yet at the long run
he is sure of an honourable conquest. God puts a great deal of
honour upon a poor soul when he brings him into the open field to
fight it out with Satan. By fighting he overcomes, he gains the victory,
he triumphs over Satan, and leads captivity captive. Augustine gives
this reason why God permitted Adam at first to be tempted, viz. That
he might have had the more glory in resisting and withstanding
Satan's temptation. It is the glory of a Christian to be made strong to
resist, and to have his resistance crowned with a happy conquest.
[6.] Sixthly, By temptations the Lord will make his people more
frequent and more abundant in the work of prayer. Every temptation
proves a strong alarm to prayer. When Paul was in the school of
temptation, he prayed thrice, that is, often, 1 Cor. 12:8, 9. Days of
temptation are days of great supplication; Christians usually pray
most when they are tempted most. They are most busy with God
when Satan is most busy with them. A Christian is most upon his
knees when Satan stands most at his elbow.
Augustine was a man much tempted, and a man much in prayer.
Holy prayer, saith he, is a shelter to the soul, a sacrifice to God, and a
scourge to the devil.
Luther was a man under manifold temptations, and a man much in
prayer. He is said to have spent three hours every day in prayer. He
used to say that prayer was the best book in his study.
Chrysostom was much in the school of temptation, and delighted
much in prayer. Oh! saith he, it is more bitter than death to be
spoiled of prayer, and hereupon, as he observes, Daniel chose rather
to run the hazard of his life than to lose his prayer. But,
[7.] Seventhly, By temptations the Lord will make his people more
and more conformable to the image of his Son. Christ was much
tempted, he was often in the school of temptation; and the more a
Christian is tempted, the more into the likeness of Christ he will be
transformed. Of all men in the world, tempted souls do most
resemble Christ to the life, in meekness, lowliness, holiness,
heavenliness, &c. The image of Christ is most fairly stamped upon
tempted souls. Tempted souls are much in looking up to Jesus, and
every gracious look upon Christ changes the soul more and more into
the image of Christ. Tempted souls experience much of the
succourings of Christ, and the more they experience the sweet of the
succourings of Christ, the more they grow up into the likeness of
Christ. Temptations are the tools by which the Father of spirits doth
more and more carve, form, and fashion his precious saints into the
similitude and likeness of his dearest Son,
[8.] Eighthly and lastly, take many things in one; God by temptations
makes sin more hateful, and the world less delightful, and relations
less hurtful. By temptations God discovers to us our own weakness
and the creature's insufficiency in the hour of temptation to help us
or succour us. By temptations, God will brighten our Christian
armour, and make us stand more upon our Christian watch, and
keep us closer to a succouring Christ. By temptations, the Lord will
make his ordinances to be more highly prized, and heaven to be
more earnestly desired. Now seeing that temptations shall work so
eminently for the saints' good, why should not Christians be mute
and silent? why should they not hold their peace, and lay their hands
upon their mouths, though their afflictions are attended with great
temptations?
Objection 8
Obj. 8. Oh! but God hath deserted me! he hath forsaken me! and 'he
that should comfort my soul stands afar off!' how can I be silent? The
Lord hath hid his face from me; clouds are gathered about me; God
hath turned his back upon me; how can I hold my peace?
Supposing that the desertion is real, and not in appearance only, as
sometimes it falls out: I answer,
(1.) First, It hath been the common lot, portion, and condition of the
choicest saints in this world, to be deserted and forsaken of God, Ps.
30:6, 7; Ps. 77:6, and 88:6; Job 23:8, 9; Cant. 3:1–4, 5:6, 7; Isa. 8:17;
Micah 7:7–9. If God deals no worse with thee than he hath dealt with
his most bosom friends, with his choicest jewels, thou hast no reason
to complain. But,
(2.) Secondly, God's forsaking of thee is only partial, it is not total,
Psa. 9:4; Gen. 49:23, 24. God may forsake his people in part, but he
never wholly forsakes them; he may forsake them in respect of his
quickening presence, and in respect of his comforting presence, but
he never forsakes them in respect of his supporting presence; 2 Cor.
12:9, 'My grace is sufficient for thee; for my strength is made perfect
in weakness;' Ps. 37:23, 24, 'The steps of a good man are ordered by
the Lord; and he delighteth in his way. Though he fall, he shall not be
utterly cast down: for the Lord upholdeth him with his hand.' God's
supporting hand of grace is still under his people: Ps. 63:8, 'My soul
followeth hard after thee: thy right hand upholdeth me.' Christ hath
always one hand to uphold his people, and another hand to embrace
them, Cant. 2:16. The everlasting arms of God are always underneath
his people, Deut. 33:27. And this the saints have always found;
witness David, Heman, Asaph, Job, &c.
Geographers write that the city of Syracuse, in Sicily, is so curiously
situated that the sun is never out of sight. Though the children of
God sometimes are under some clouds of afflictions, yet the Sun of
mercy, the Sun of righteousness, is never quite out of sight. But,
(3.) Thirdly, Though God hath forsaken thee, yet his love abides and
continues constant to thee; he loves thee with an everlasting love:
Jer. 31:3, 'Where he loves, he loves to the end;' John 13:1; Isa. 49:14–
16, 'But Zion said, The Lord hath forsaken me, and my Lord hath
forgotten me.' But was not Zion mistaken? yes, 'Can a woman forget
her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of
her womb? yea, they may forget, yet will not I forget thee. Behold, I
have graven thee upon the palms of my hands; thy walls are
continually before me.' Look! as persons engrave the mark, name, or
picture of those whom they dearly love and entirely affect, upon
some stone that they wear at their breasts, or upon some ring that
they wear on their finger. so hath God engraven Zion upon the palms
of his hands; she was still in his eye, and always dear to his heart,
though she thought not so. As Joseph's heart was full of love to his
brethren, Gen 42 and 43, even then when he spake roughly to them,
and withdrew himself from them, for he was fain to go aside and ease
his heart by weeping; so the heart of God is full of love to his people,
even then when he seems to be most displeased with them, and to
turn his back upon them. Though God's dispensations may be
changeable towards his people, yet his gracious disposition is
unchangeable towards them, Mal. 3:6. When God puts the blackest
veil of all upon his face, yet then his heart is full of love to his people,
then his bowels are yearning towards them: Jer. 31:18–20, 'Is
Ephraim my dear son? is he a pleasant child? for since I spake
against him, I do earnestly remember him still; therefore my bowels
are troubled for him: I will surely have mercy upon him, saith the
Lord.' The mother's bowels cannot more yearn after the tender babe
than God doth after his distressed ones. As Moses his mother, when
she had put him into the ark of bulrushes, Exod. 2, wept to see the
babe weep, and when she was turned from him, she could not but
cast a weeping eye of love towards him; so when God turns aside
from his people, yet he cannot but cast an eye of love towards them:
Hos. 11:1, 'How shall I give thee up, O Ephraim!' &c. Here are four
several 'hows' in the text, the like not to be found in the whole book
of God. I am even at a stand, justice calls for vengeance, but mercy
interposeth; my bowels yearn, my heart melts, oh, how shall I give
thee up! oh, I cannot give thee up! I will not give thee up! God's love
is always like himself, unchangeable; his love is everlasting; it is a
love that never decays nor waxes cold; it is like the stone albestos, of
which Solinus2 writes, that being once hot, it can never be cooled
again.
(4.) Fourthly, Though the Lord hath hid his face from thee, yet
certainly thou hast his secret presence with thee. God is present
when he is seemingly absent: 'The Lord was in this place, and I knew
it not,' saith Jacob, Gen. 28:16. The sun many times shines when we
do not see it, and the husband is many times in the house when the
wife doth not know it. God [is] in thy house, he is in thy heart,
though thou seest him not, thou feelest him not, though thou hearest
him not: Heb. 13:5, 'I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee;' or, as it
may be rendered according to the Greek, 'I will not leave thee,
neither will I not forsake thee.' Art thou not now drawn out to prize
God and Christ, and his love above all the world? Yes. Art thou not
now drawn out to give the Lord many a secret visit, in a corner,
behind the door, Cant. 2:14, in some dark hole where none can see
thee nor hear thee but the Lord? Ps. 42:1–3, 63:1–3. Yes. Are there
not strong breathings, pantings, and longings after a clearer vision of
God, and after a fuller fruition of God? Yes. Art thou not more
affected and afflicted with the withdrawings of Christ than thou art
with the greatest afflictions that ever befell thee? Cant. 5:6. Yes.
Austin, upon that answer of God to Moses, 'Thou canst not see my
face and live,' Exod. 33:20, makes this quick and sweet reply, 'Then,
Lord! let me die, that I may see thy face.' Dost thou not often tell God
that there is no punishment to the punishment of loss, and no hell to
that of being forsaken of God? Ps. 30:6, 7. Yes. Dost thou not find a
secret power in thy soul, drawing thee forth to struggle with God, to
lay hold on God, and patiently to wait on God, till he shall return
unto thee, and lift up the light of his countenance upon thee? Yes.
Well, then, thou mayest be confident that thou hast a secret and
blessed presence of God with thee, though God, in regard of his
comfortable presence, may be departed from thee. Nothing below a
secret presence of God with a man's spirit will keep him waiting and
working till the Sun of righteousness shines upon him, Mal. 4:2. If
any vain persons should put that deriding question to thee, Where is
thy God? thou mayest safely and boldly answer them, 'My God is
here; he is nigh me, he is round about me, yea, he is in the midst of
me: Zeph. 3:17, 'The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty, he
will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy, he will rest in his love, he
will joy over thee with singing.' The bush, which was a type of the
church, consumed not all the while it burned with fire, because God
was in the midst of it. It is no argument that Christ is not in the ship,
because tempests and storms arise.
(5.) Fifthly, Though God be gone, yet he will return again. Though
your sun be now set in a cloud, yet it will rise again; though sorrow
may abide for a night, yet joy comes in the morning. A Christian's
mourning shall last but till morning: Micah 7:19, 'He will turn again,
he will have compassion upon us;' Cant. 3:4, 'It was but a little that I
passed from them, but I found him whom my soul loveth; I held him,
and I would not let him go,' &c.; Ps. 94:19, 'In the multitude of my
thoughts within me, thy comforts delight my soul;' Isa. 54:7, 8, 10,
'For a moment have I forsaken thee, but with great mercies will I
gather thee. In a little wrath I hid my face from thee for a moment,
but with everlasting kindness will I have mercy on thee, saith the
Lord thy Redeemer; for the mountains shall depart, and the hills be
removed, but my kindness shall not depart from thee; neither shall
the covenant of my peace be removed, saith the Lord, that hath
mercy on thee.' God will not suffer his whole displeasure to rise upon
his people, neither will he forsake them totally or finally. The saints
shall taste but some sips of the cup of God's wrath, sinners shall
drink the dregs; their storm shall end in a calm, and their winter
night shall be turned into a summer day. There was a woman who
was thirteen years under desertion, which was so vehement, that for
the most part of her time she was fain to keep her bed through
weakness. A godly minister, who was affected with her condition,
went to comfort her, and to pray with her; but when he came and
offered to do it, she shrieked out, utterly refusing and forbidding him
to pray with her, for, said she, I have too many abused mercies to
answer for already. Yet he would not be put off, but prayed by her,
and so prevailed with God on her behalf, that the next morning she
was delivered from all her fears, and had such exceeding joy, that the
like hath rarely been heard of. The Lord, that had been long
withdrawn from her, returned at length in a way-of singular mercy to
her. There was another precious woman who was several years
deserted, and hearing a precious godly minister preach, she of a
sudden fell down, overwhelmed with joy, crying out, Oh! he is come
whom my soul loveth! and for divers days after she was filled with
such exceeding joys, and had such gracious and singular ravishing
expressions so fluently coming from her, that many came to hear the
rare manifestations of God's grace in her. The lowest of her pious
expressions did exceed the highest that ever the minister had read in
the book of martyrs. But,
(6.) Sixthly and lastly, God's deserting, God's forsaking of his people,
shall many ways work for their good. As,
[1.] First, God by withdrawing from his people, will prepare and fit
them for greater refreshings, manifestations, and consolations: Ps.
71:11, 20, 21, 'Saying, God hath forsaken him: persecute and take
him; for there is none to deliver him.' But shall this forlorn condition
work for his good? Yes, 'Thou, which hast shewed me great and sore
troubles, shall quicken me again, and shalt bring me up again from
the depths of the earth. Thou shalt increase my greatness, and
comfort me on every side.' When Joseph's brethren were in their
greatest distress, then Joseph makes known himself most fully to
them, Gen. 45:2–4; so doth Christ, our spiritual Joseph, to his
people. Hudson the martyr, deserted at the stake, went from under
his chain, and having prayed earnestly, was comforted immediately,
and suffered valiantly.
[2.] By God's withdrawing from his people, he prevents his people's
withdrawing from him; and so by an affliction he prevents sin. For
God to withdraw from me is but my affliction, but for me to
withdraw from God, that is my sin, Heb. 10:38, 39; and therefore it
were better for me that God should withdraw a thousand times from
me, than that I should once withdraw from God. God therefore
forsakes us, that we may not forsake our God. God sometimes hides
himself that we may cleave the closer to him, and hang the faster
upon him; as the mother hides herself from the child for a time, that
the child may cleave the closer and hang the faster upon her all the
day long. God sometimes hid himself from David: Ps. 30:7, 'Thou
didst hide thy face, and I was troubled,' I was all amort. Well! and is
that all? No; ver. 8, 'I cried to thee, O Lord, and unto the Lord I made
my supplication.' Now he cries louder, and cleaves closer to God than
ever; so in that Ps. 63:1, 2, 'O God, thou art my God; early will I seek
thee: my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee in a dry
and thirsty land, where no water is; to see thy power and thy glory, so
as I have seen thee in thy sanctuary.' Well! and how do those
withdrawings of God work? Why! this you may see in ver. 8, 'My soul
followeth hard after thee,' or as the Hebrew reads it, 'My soul
cleaveth after thee.' Look! as the husband cleaves to his wife, so doth
my soul cleave to the Lord. The psalmist now follows God even hard
at heels, as we say. But,
[3.] Thirdly, The Lord, by withdrawing from his people, will enhance
and raise the price, and commend the worth, excellency, sweetness,
and usefulness of several precious promises, which otherwise would
be but as dry breasts, and as useless weapons to the soul, 2 Peter 1:4.
As that Micah 7:18, 19, 'He will turn again, he will have compassion
upon us,' &c.; and that Isa. 54:7, 8, but now opened; and that Heb.
13:5, 6; and that Heb. 2:3; and that Ps. 5:12, 'For thou, Lord, wilt
bless the righteous; with favour thou wilt compass him,' or crown
him, 'as with a shield.' The Lord will compass the righteous about
with his favour, as the crown compasses about the head, as the
Hebrew imports; and that Ps. 112:4, 'Unto the upright there ariseth
light in darkness: he is gracious, and full of compassion, and
righteous.' And that Jer. 31:37, 'Thus saith the Lord, If heaven above
can be measured, and the foundations of the earth searched out
beneath, I will also cast off all the seed of Israel, for all that they have
done, saith the Lord.' As sure as heaven cannot be measured, nor the
foundations of the earth searched by the skill or power of any mortal
man, so sure and certain it is, that God will not utterly cast off his
people, no, not for all the evil that they have done. Now at what a rate
doth a deserted soul value these precious promises? Well! saith he,
these promises are sweeter than the honey or the honey-comb; they
are more precious than gold, than fine gold, than much gold, than all
the gold in the world; I prefer them before my food, before my
delightful food, yea, before my necessary food, before my appointed
portion.2 As Alexander laid up Homer's Iliad in a cabinet
embroidered with gold and pearls; so deserted souls will lay up these
precious promises in the cabinet of their hearts, as the choicest
treasure the world affords. Dolphins, they say, love music, so do
deserted souls the music of the promises. That promise, 1 Tim. 1:15,
was music to Bilney the martyr; and that promise, John 10:29, was
music to Ursinus; and that promise, Isa 57:15, was music to another;
and that promise, Isa. 26:3, was music to another; and that to
another, Mat. 11:28, &c. Promises that are suited to a deserted man's
condition, make the sweetest music in his ear, and are the most
sovereign cordials to bear up the spirits that God can give, or heaven
afford, or the soul desire: Deut. 32:13, 'He made him to ride on the
high places of the earth, that he might eat the fruits of the field; and
he made him to suck honey out of the rock, and oil out of the flinty
rock.' Ah! the honey, the oil that deserted souls suck of such
promises that speak home and close to their conditions!
[4.] Fourthly, By God's hiding his face and withdrawing himself from
thee, thou wilt be enabled more feelingly, and more experimentally
to sympathise with others, and to have compassion on others that are
or may be in the dark and forsaken of God, as now thou art, Heb. 5:2.
Heb. 13:2, 'Remember them that are in bonds, as bound with them;
and them which suffer adversity, as being yourselves also in the
body.' It is observed of the bees, that when one is sick they all mourn;
and of the sheep, that if one of them be faint, the rest of the flock will
stand betwixt it and the sun until it be revived. In the natural body, if
one member grieve and is in pain, all suffer with it. When a thorn is
got into the foot, how doth the back bow, and the eyes pry, and the
hands go to pluck the thorn out! None so compassionate towards
deserted souls as those who have been deserted and forsaken of God
themselves. Oh! they know what an evil and a bitter thing it is to be
left and forsaken of God, and therefore their bowels, their
compassions run out much to such, yea, most to such. They know
that there is no affliction, no misery, no hell, to that of being forsaken
of God.
Anaxagoras, seeing himself old and forsaken of the world, laid
himself down, and covered his head close, determining to starve
himself to death with hunger [Plutarch]. But, alas! what is it to be
forsaken of the world, to a man's being forsaken of God? Were there
as many worlds as there be men in the world, a man were better be
forsaken by them all than to be forsaken of God. There is a great
truth in that saying of Chrysostom, viz., That the torments of a
thousand hells, if there were so many, come far short of this one, to
wit, to be turned out of God's presence with a Non novi vos, I know
you not, Mat. 7:23. The schools have long since concluded, that pœna
sensus, the pain of sense, is far greater than pœna damni, the pain of
loss. What a grief was it to Absalom to see the king's face clouded;
and how sadly was Eli and his daughter affected with the loss of the
ark, which was but a testimony of God's presence! but oh! how much
more is a Christian affected and afflicted with the loss of the face and
favour of God, the remembrance of which makes his heart to melt
and his bowels to yearn towards those whose sun is set in a cloud?
[5.] Fifthly, Hereby the Lord will teach his people to set a higher
price upon his face and favour when they come to enjoy it. Cant. 3:4,
'It was but a little that I passed from them, but I found him whom my
soul loveth; I held him, and I would not let him go,' &c. No man sets
so high a price upon Christ, as he that hath lost him and found him
again. Jesus in the China tongue signifies the rising sun, and so he is,
Mal. 4:2, especially to souls that have been long clouded. The poor
northern nations of Strabo, who want the light of the sun for some
months together, when the term of his return approaches, they climb
up into the highest mountains to spy it, and he that spies it first was
accounted the best and most beloved of God, and usually they did
choose him king; at such a rate did they prize the return of the sun.
Ah! so it is with a poor soul, that for some months, years, hath been
deserted; oh, how highly doth he prize and value the Sun of
righteousness his returning to him, and shining upon him! Ps. 63:3,
'Thy loving-kindness is better than life,' or, 'better than lives,' as the
Hebrew hath it [Chaiim]. Divine favour is better than life; it is better
than life with all its revenues, with all its appurtenances, as honours,
riches, pleasures, applause, &c., yea, it is better than many lives put
together. Now you know at what a high rate men value their lives;
they will bleed, sweat, vomit, purge, part with an estate, yea, with a
limb, yea, limbs, to preserve their lives. As he cried out. Give me any
deformity, any torment, any misery, so you spare my life. Now,
though life be so dear and precious to a man, yet a deserted soul
prizes the returnings of divine favour upon him above life, yea, above
many lives. Many men have been weary of their lives, as is evident in
Scripture and history; but no man was ever yet found that was weary
of the love and favour of God. No man sets so high a price upon the
sun as he that hath laid long in a dark dungeon, &c. But,
[6.] Sixthly, Hereby the Lord will train up his servants in that
precious life of faith, which is the most honourable and the most
happy life in all the world: 2 Cor. 5:7, 'For we walk by faith, and not
by sight.' The life of sense, the life of reason, is a low life, a mean life;
the life of faith is a noble life, a blessed life. When Elisha demanded
of the Shunamite what he should do for her, whether he should
speak for her to the king or the captain of the host, she answered, 'I
dwell among my people,' 2 Kings 4:13; that is, I dwell nobly and
happily among my people; I have no need to make any suit to king or
captain; and this she accounts her great happiness, and indeed it is
the greatest happiness in this world to live much in the exercise of
faith. No man lives so free a life, so holy a life, so heavenly a life, so
happy a life, as he that lives a life of faith. By divine withdrawings the
soul is put upon hanging upon a naked God, a naked Christ, a naked
promise, Isa. 50:10; 63:15, 16. Now the soul is put upon the highest
and the purest acts of faith, viz., to cleave to God, to hang upon God,
and to carry it sweetly and obediently towards God, though he
frowns, though he chides, though he strikes, yea, though he kills, Job
13:15. Those are the most excellent and heroic acts of faith that are
most abstracted from sense and reason; he that suffers his reason to
usurp upon his faith, will never be an excellent Christian. He that
goes to school to his own reason, hath a fool to his schoolmaster; and
he that suffers his faith to be overruled by his reason, shall never
want woe. Where reason is strongest, faith usually is weakest. But
now the Lord, by forsaking of his people for a time, he makes them
skilful in the life of faith, which is the choicest and the sweetest life in
this world. But,
[7.] Seventhly, By divine withdrawings, you are made more
conformable to Christ your head and husband, who was under
spiritual desertion as well as you: Mat. 27:46, 'My God, my God, why
hast thou forsaken me?' Ps. 22:1, 2. There is an hidden emphasis in
the Hebrew word: El signifies a strong God; Eli, Eli, My strong God,
my strong God. The unity of Christ's person was never dissolved, nor
his graces were never diminished. In the midst of this terrible storm,
his faith fortifieth and strengtheneth itself upon the strength of God,
My God, my God; yet in respect of divine protection and divine
solace, he was for some time forsaken of his Father. And if this be thy
case, thou art herein but made conformable to thy Lord and master;
nay, thou dost but sip of that bitter cup of which Christ drank deep;
thy cloud is no cloud to that which Christ was under. But,
[8.] Eighthly and lastly, By these transient and partial forsakings, the
Lord will exceedingly sweeten the clear, full, constant, and
uninterrupted enjoyments of himself in heaven to all his people, Ps.
71:10, 21. Ah! how sweet and precious was the face and favour of the
king to Absalom, after he had for a time been banished, and at length
restored to his royal favour again! Onesimus departed from
Philemon for a season, that he might receive him for ever. So the
Lord departs from his people for a time, that they may receive him
for ever; he hides himself for a season, that his constant presence
amongst his children in glory may be the more sweet and delightful
to them, &c.
Objection 9
Object. 9. Oh! but I am falsely accused and sadly, reproached, and
my good name, which should be as dear or dearer to me than my life,
is defamed and fly-blown, and things are laid to my charge that I
never did, that I never knew, &c.; and how then can I be silent? how
can I hold my peace? I cannot forget the proverb, Oculus et fama non
patiuntur jocos, a man's eye and his good name can bear no jests;
and how then can I be mute to see men make jests upon my good
name? and every day to see men lade it with all the scorn and
contempt imaginable, that they may utterly blast it? &c. To this I say.
(1.) First, That it must be granted that a good name is one of the
choicest jewels in a Christian's crown. Though a great name many
times is little worth, yet a good name is rather to be chosen than
great riches. It is better to have a good name abroad, than silver or
gold laid up in a chest at home. 'A good name is better than precious
ointment,' Eccles. 7:1. Precious ointments were greatly in use and
highly esteemed of amongst the Israelites in those eastern parts; they
were laid up amongst the most precious things even in the king's
treasury, Isa. 39:2. Sweet ointments can but affect the smell, and
comfort the brain, and delight the outward man; they reach not the
best part, the noble part, viz., the soul, the conscience of a Christian;
but a good name doth both. What is the perfume of the nostrils to the
perfume of the heart?
I have read that in some countries they have a certain art of drawing
of pigeons to their dove-houses in those countries, by anointing the
wings of one of them with sweet ointment, and that pigeon being
sent abroad, doth, by the fragrancy of that ointment, decoy, invite,
and allure others to that house, where itself is a domestic. Such is the
fragrancy of a good name, that it draws other men after the savour
thereof. Among all sorts and ranks of men in the world, a good name
hath an attractive faculty; it is a precious ointment that draws
hearers to attend good preachers, patients to attend physicians,
clients to attend lawyers, scholars to attend schoolmasters, and
customers to attend shopkeepers, who, with Demetrius, hath a good
report of all good men, 3d epistle of John 12. Let a man's good name
be but up, and he cannot easily want anything that men or money
can help him to. A good name will bring a man into favour, and keep
a man in favour with all that are good; therefore, say the moralists:
Omnia si perdas. famam servare memento,
Qua semel amissa, postea nullus eris.
Whatsoever commodity you lose, be sure yet to preserve that jewel of
a good name. A Christian should be most chary of his good name, for
a good name answers to all things, as Solomon spake of money. Ergo
si bonam famam servasso, sat dives ero, If I may but keep a good
name, I have wealth enough, said the heathen [Plautus]. A Christian
should rather forego gold than let go a good name; and he that robs a
Christian of his good name is a worse thief than he that robs him of
his purse, and better deserves a hanging than he, &c. But,
(2.) Secondly, It must be granted, that a good name once lost, is very
hardly recovered again. A man may more easily recover a lost friend,
a lost estate, than a lost name. A good name is like a princely
structure, quickly ruined, but long a-rearing. The father of the
prodigal could say of his lost son, 'This my son was lost, but is found;
he was dead, but is alive,' Luke 15:32; but how few Christians can
say, This my good name was lost, but is found; it was dead, but now
it lives. As when Orpah once left Naomi, she returned no more to
her, Ruth 1:14; so when once a good name leaves a man, it hardly
returns to him again. A cracked credit will hardly be sodered anew;
new wine is rarely put into old bottles. A man should stand upon
nothing more than the credit of his conscience and the credit of his
name.
In Japan, the very children are so zealous of their reputation, that in
case you lose a trifle, and say to one of them, Sirrah, I believe you
have stolen it, without any pause, the boy will immediately cut off a
joint from one of his fingers, and say, Sir, if you say true, I wish my
finger may never heal again. Three things a Christian should stiffly
labour to maintain: 1, the honour of God; 2, the honour of the gospel;
3, the honour of his own name. If once a Christian's good name sets
in a cloud, it will be long before it rises again.
(3.) Thirdly, Though all this be true, yet it hath been the portion of
God's dearest saints and servants to be slandered, reproached,
vilified, and falsely accused: Ps. 31:18, 'Let the lying lips be put to
silence, which speak grievous things, proudly, and contemptuously
against the righteous.' How sadly and falsely was Joseph accused by
his wanton mistress; David by Doeg and Shimei; Job of hypocrisy,
impiety, inhumanity, cruelty, partiality, pride, and irreligion! Was
not Naboth accused of speaking blasphemy against God and the
king? Did not Haman present the Jews to the king as refractories and
rebels? Esther 3. Was not Elias accused to be the troubler of Israel,
and Jeremiah the trumpet of rebellion; the Baptist a stirrer up of
sedition, and Paul a pestilent incendiary? Were not the apostles
generally accounted deceivers and deluders of the people, and the
offscouring of the world? &c. Athanasius and Eustathius were falsely
accused of adultery.5 Heresy and treason were charged upon
Cranmer, parricide upon Philpot, sedition upon Latimer. As the
primitive persecutors usually put Christians into bears' skins and
dogs' skins, and then baited them; so they usually loaded their names
and persons with all the reproach, scorn, contempt, and false reports
imaginable, and then baited them, and then acted all their malice
and cruelty upon them. I think there is no Christian, but sooner or
later, first or last, will have cause to say with David, Ps. 35:11, 'False
witnesses did rise up; they laid to my charge things that I knew not;'
they charged me with such things whereof I was both innocent and
ignorant. It was the saying of one [Hippias], that there was nothing
so intolerable as accusation, because there was no punishment
ordained by law for accusers, as there was for thieves, although they
stole friendship from men, which is the goodliest riches men can
have. Well! Christians, seeing it hath been the lot of the dearest
saints to be falsely accused, and to have their names and reputes in
the world reproached and fly-blown, do you hold your peace, seeing
it is no worse with you than it was with them, 'of whom this world
was not worthy.' The Rabbins say [Kimchi], that the world cannot
subsist without patient bearing of reproaches. But,
(4.) Fourthly, Our Lord Jesus Christ was sadly reproached and
falsely accused. His precious name, that deserves to be always writ in
characters of gold, as the Persians usually writ their king's, was often
eclipsed before the sun was eclipsed at his death. His sweet name,
that was sweeter than all sweets, was often crucified before his body.
Oh, the stones of reproach that were frequently rolled upon that
name by which we must be saved, if ever we are saved! Oh, the jeers,
the scoffs, the scorns that were cast upon that name that can only
bless us! The name of Jesus, saith Chrysostom, hath a thousand
treasures of joy and comfort in it. The name of a Saviour, saith
Bernard, is honey in the mouth, and music in the ear, and a jubilee in
the heart; and yet where is the heart that can conceive, or the tongue
that can express, how much dung and filth hath been cast upon
Christ's name; and how many sharp arrows of reproach and scorn
hath been, and daily, yea, hourly, are, shot by the world at Christ's
name and honour? Such ignominious reproaches were cast upon
Christ and his name in the time of his life and at his death, that the
sun did blush, and masked himself with a cloud, that he might no
longer behold them. Mat. 11:19, 'The Son of man came eating and
drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a
friend of publicans and sinners.' But was he such an one? No:
'Wisdom is justified of her children.' Wisdom's children will stand up
and justify her before all the world. Mat. 27:63, 'Sir, we remember
that that deceiver said, while he was yet alive, After three days, I will
rise again.' But was he a deceiver of the people? No, he was the
faithful and true witness, Rev. 1:5, chap. 3:14. John 7:20, 'The people
answered and said, Thou hast a devil; who goeth about to kill thee?'
chap. 8:48, 'Then answered the Jews, and said unto him, Say we not
well, that thou art a Samaritan, and hast a devil?' chap. 10:20, 'And
many of them said, He hath a devil, and is mad; why hear ye him?' It
was a wonder of wonders that the earth did not open and swallow up
these monsters, and that God did not rain hell out of heaven upon
these horrid blasphemers; but their blasphemous assertions were
denied and disproved by some of wisdom's children: ver. 21, 'Others
said, These are not the words of him that hath a devil: can a devil
open the eyes of the blind?' The devil hath no such power, nor any
such goodness, as to create eyes to him that was born blind.
Will you yet see more scorn, dirt, and contempt cast upon the Lord of
glory? Why, then, cast your eyes upon that: Luke 16:14, 'And the
pharisees also, who were covetous, heard all these things, and they
derided him;' or as the Greek reads it, 'They blew their noses at him
in scorn and derision.' The pharisees did not only laugh, fleer, and
jeer at Christ, but they have also external signs of scorn and derision
in their countenance and gestures; they blew their noses at him, they
contemned him as a thing of nought. And in chap. 24:35, both people
and rulers blew their noses at him; for the original word is the same
with that in the fore-mentioned chapter. John 19:12, he is accused
for being an enemy to Cæsar. Now, who can seriously consider of the
scorn, reproach, and contempt that hath been cast upon the name
and honour of our Lord Jesus, and not sit silent and mute under all
the scorn and contempt that hath been cast upon his name or person
in this world?
(5.) Fifthly, To be well spoken of by them that are ill spoken of by
God, to be in favour with them who are out of favour with God, is
rather a reproach than an honour to a man. Our Saviour himself
testifieth that in the church and nation of the Jews, they that had the
most general approbation and applause, they who were most
admired and cried up, were the worst, not the best, men; they were
the false, not the true, prophets: Luke 6:26, 'Woe unto you when all
men shall speak well of you, for so did their fathers to the false
prophets.' Austin feared the praises of good men, and detested the
praises of evil men. I would not, saith Luther, have the glory and
fame of Erasmus; my greatest fear is the praises of men. Phocion had
not suspected his speech had not the common people applauded it.
Antisthenes mistrusted some ill in himself for the vulgar
commendations. Socrates ever suspected that which passed with the
most general commendations. To be praised of evil men, said Bion, is
to be praised for evil doing; for the better they speak of a man the
worse, and the worse the better. The Lacedæmonians would not have
a good saying sullied with a wicked mouth. A wicked tongue soils all
the good that drops into it. It is a mercy to be delivered from the
praises of wicked men; wicked men's applauses oftentimes become
the saints' reproaches. The heathen [Socrates] could say, Quid mali
feci? what evil have I done, that this bad man commends me. There
is a truth in that saying of Seneca, Recti argumentum est, pessimis
displicere, the worst men are commonly most displeased with that
which is best. Who can seriously dwell on these things, and not be
mute and silent under all the reproaches and scorn that is cast upon
his name and credit in this world?
(6.) Sixthly, There will come a day when the Lord will wipe off all the
dust and filth that wicked men have cast upon the good names of his
people. There shall be a resurrection of names as well as of bodies;
their names that are now buried in the open sepulchres of evil
throats shall surely rise again. 'Their innocency shall shine forth as
the light, and their righteousness as the noon-day,' Ps. 37:6. Though
the clouds may for a time obscure the shining forth of the sun, yet
the sun will shine forth again as bright and glorious as ever: 'The
righteous shall be had in everlasting remembrance,' Ps. 112:6.
Though the malicious slanders and false accusations of wicked men
may for a time cloud the names of the saints, yet those clouds shall
vanish, and their names shall appear transparent and glorious. God
will take that care of his people's good name, that the infamy,
calumnies, and contumelies that are cast upon it shall not long stick.
The Jews rolled a stone upon Christ to keep him down, that he might
not rise again, but an angel quickly rolls away the stone, and in
despite of his keepers, he rises in a glorious triumphant manner,
Mat. 28:2. So though the world may roll this stone and that of
reproach and contempt upon the saints' good names, yet God will
roll away all those stones; and their names shall have a glorious
resurrection in despite of men and devils. That God that hath always
one hand to wipe away his children's tears from their eyes, that God
hath always another hand to wipe off the dust that lies upon his
children's names. Wronged innocency shall not long lie under a
cloud. Dirt will not stick long upon marble nor statues of gold. Well!
Christians, remember this, the slanders and reproaches that are cast
upon you, they are but badges of your innocency and glory: Job
31:35, 36, 'If mine adversary should write a book against me: surely I
would take it upon my shoulder, and bind it as a crown to me.' All
reproaches are pearls added to a Christian's crown. Hence Austin,
Quisquis volens detrahit famœ meœ, nolens addit mercedi meœ, he
that willingly takes from me my good name, unwillingly adds to my
reward; and this Moses knew well enough, which made him prefer
Christ's reproach before Pharaoh's crown, Heb. 11:25, 26. That God
that knows all his children by name will not suffer their names to be
long buried under the ashes of reproach and scorn; and therefore
hold thy peace. The more the foot of pride and scorn tramples upon
thy name for the present, the more splendent and radiant it will be,
as the more men trample upon a figure graven in gold, the more
lustrous they make it. Therefore lay thy hand upon thy mouth. But,
(7.) Seventhly, The Lord hath been a swift and a terrible witness
against such that have falsely accused his children, and that have
laded their names with scorn, reproach, and contempt, Isa. 41:2;
Jude 15. Ahab and Jezebel, that suborned false witness against
Naboth, had their bloods licked up by dogs, 1 Kings 22:21, 22; 2
Kings 9:30. Amaziah, who falsely accused the prophet Amos to the
king, met with this message from the Lord: 'Thy wife shall be an
harlot in the city, thy sons and daughters shall fall by the sword, and
thy land shall be divided by line; thou shalt die in a polluted land,'
Amos 7:17. Haman, who falsely accused the Jews, was one day
feasted with the king, and the next day made a feast for crows, Esth.
7:10, 9:10. The envious courtiers, who falsely accused Daniel, were
devoured of lions, Dan. 6:24. Let me give you a taste of the
judgments of God upon such persons out of histories.
Caiaphas the high-priest, who gathered the council and suborned
false witnesses against the Lord Jesus, was shortly after put out of
office, and one Jonathan substituted in his room, whereupon he
killed himself. John Cooper, a godly man, being falsely accused in
Queen Mary's days, by one Grimwood, shortly after the said
Grimwood, being in perfect health, his bowels suddenly fell out of his
body, and so he died miserably.
Narcissus, a godly bishop of Jerusalem, was falsely accused by three
men of many foul matters, who sealed up with oaths and
imprecations their false testimonies; but shortly after that, one of
them, with his whole family and substance, was burnt with fire;
another of them was stricken with a grievous disease, such as in his
imprecation he had wished to himself; the third, terrified with the
sight of God's judgment upon the former, became very penitent, and
poured out the grief of his heart in such abundance of tears, that
thereby he became blind.
A wicked wretch [Nicephorus], under Commodus the emperor,
accused Apollonius, a godly Christian, to the judges for certain
grievous, crimes, which, when he could not prove, he was adjudged
to have his legs broken, according to an ancient law of the Romans.
Gregory Bradway falsely accused one Brook; but shortly after,
through terrors of conscience, he sought to cut his own throat, but
being prevented, he fell mad.
I have read of Socrates's two false accusers, how that the one was
trodden to death by the multitude, and the other was forced to avoid
the like by a voluntary banishment. I might produce a multitude of
other instances, but let these suffice, to evidence how swift and
terrible a witness God hath been against those that have been false
accusers of his people, and that have laded their precious names with
scorn and reproach, the serious consideration of which should make
the accused and reproached Christian to sit dumb and silent before
the Lord.
(8.) Eighthly, and lastly, God himself is daily reproached. Men
tremble not to cast scorn and contempt upon God himself.
Sometimes they charge the Lord that his ways are not equal, that it is
a wrong way he goeth in, Ezek. 18:25, Jer. 2:5, 6; sometimes they
charge God with cruelty, 'My punishment is greater than I am able to
bear,' Gen. 4:13; sometimes they charge God with partiality and
respect of persons, because here he strokes, and there he strikes;
here he lifts up, and there he casts down; here he smiles, and there
he frowns; here he gives much, and there he gives nothing; here he
loves, and there he hates; here he prospers one, and there he blasts
another: Mal. 2:17, 'Where is the God of judgment?' i. e. nowhere;
either there is no God of judgment, or at least not a God of exact,
precise, and impartial judgment, &c. Sometimes they charge God
with unbountifulness; that he is a God that will set his people too
hard work, too much work, but will pay them no wages, nor give
them no reward: Mal. 3:14, 'Ye have said, it is in vain to serve God,
and what profit is it that we have kept his ordinances, and that we
have walked mournfully before the Lord of hosts?' Sometimes they
charge God that he is a hard master, and that he reaps where he hath
not sown, and gathers where he hath not strewed, Mat. 25:24, &c.
Oh! the infinite reproach and scorn that is every day, that is every
hour in the day, cast upon the Lord, his name, his truth, his ways, his
ordinances, his glory! Alas! all the scorn and contempt that is cast
upon all the saints all the world over, is nothing to that which is cast
upon the great God every hour; and yet he is patient. Ah! how hardly
do most men think of God, and how hardly do they speak of God, and
how unhandsomely do they carry it towards God; and yet he bears.
They that will not spare God himself, his name, his truth, his honour;
shall we think it much that they spare not us or our names? &c.
Surely no. Why should we look that those should give us good words
that cannot afford God a good word from one week's end to another?
yea, from one year's end to another? Why should we look that they
should cry out 'Hosanna, hosanna!' to us, whenas every day they cry
out of Christ, 'Crucify him, crucify him!' Mat. 10:25, 'It is enough for
the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord; if
they have called the master of the house Beelzebub' (or a master-fly,
or a dunghill god, or the chief devil), 'how much more shall they call
them of his household!' It is preferment enough for the servant to be
as his Lord; and if they make no bones of staining and blaspheming
the name of the Lord, never wonder if they fly-blow thy name. And
let this suffice to quiet and silence your hearts, Christians, under all
that scorn and contempt that is cast upon your names and
reputations in this world.
Objection 10
Obj. 10. Sir, In this my affliction I have sought to the Lord for this
and that mercy, and still God delays me, and puts me off; I have
several times thought that mercy had been near, that deliverance had
been at the door, but now I see it is afar off; how can I then hold my
peace? How can I be silent under such delays and disappointments?
To this objection, I shall give you these answers.
(1.) First, The Lord doth not always time his answers to the swiftness
of his people's expectations. He that is the God of our mercies, is the
Lord of our times. God hath delayed long his dearest saints, times
belonging to him, as well as issue: Hab. 1:2, 'O Lord, how long shall I
cry, and thou wilt not hear! even cry out unto thee for violence, and
thou wilt not help!' Job 19:7, 'Behold, I cry out of violence, but I have
no answer; I cry, but there is no judgment.' Ps. 69:3, 'I am weary of
crying, my throat is dry, mine eyes fail while I wait for my God.' Ps.
40:17, 'Make no tarrying, O my God.' Though God had promised him
a crown, a kingdom, yet he puts him off from day to day, and for all
his haste he must stay for it till the set time is come. Paul was
delayed so long, till he even despaired of life, and had the sentence of
death in himself, 2 Cor. 1:8, 9. And Joseph was delayed so long, till
the irons entered into his soul, Ps. 105:17–19. So he delayed long the
giving in of comfort to Mr Glover, though he had sought him
frequently, earnestly, and denied himself to the death for Christ.
Augustine being under convictions, a shower of tears came from him,
and casting himself on the ground under a fig tree, he cries out, 'O
Lord, how long?' How long shall I say, To-morrow, to-morrow? why
not to-day, Lord, why not to-day? Though Abigail made haste to
prevent David's fury, and Rahab made haste to hang out her scarlet
thread; yet God doth not always make haste to hear and save his
dearest children. And therefore hold thy peace. He deals no worse
with thee than he hath done by his dearest jewels.
(2.) Secondly, Though the Lord doth defer and delay you for a time,
yet he will come, and mercy and deliverance shall certainly come. He
will not always forget the cry of the poor: Heb. 10:37, 'For yet a little,
little while, and he that shall come will come, and will not tarry.'
Hab. 2:3, 'The vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it
shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry, wait for it.' God will come
and mercy will come; though for the present thy sun be set, and thy
God seems to neglect thee, yet thy sun will rise again, and thy God
will answer all thy prayers, and supply all thy necessities: Ps. 71:20,
21, 'Thou which hast shewed me great and sore troubles, shalt
quicken me again, and shalt bring me up again from the depths of
the earth. Thou shalt increase my greatness, and comfort me on
every side.' Three martyrs being brought to the stake, and all bound,
one of them slips from under his chain, to admiration, and falls down
upon the ground, and wrestled earnestly with God for the sense of
his love, and God gave it in to him then, and so he came and
embraced the stake, and died cheerfully a glorious martyr. God
delays him till he was at the stake, and till he was bound, and then
sweetly lets out himself to him.
(3.) Thirdly, Though God do delay thee, yet he doth not forget thee.
He remembers thee still; thou art still in his eye, Isa. 49:14–16, and
always upon his heart, Jer. 31:20. He can as soon forget himself, as
forget his people, Ps. 77:9, 10. The bride shall sooner forget her
ornaments, and the mother shall sooner forget her sucking child, Isa.
54:7–10, and the wife shall sooner forget her husband, Isa. 62:3–5,
than the Lord shall forget his people. Though Sabinus in Seneca
could never in all his life-time remember those three names of
Homer, Ulysses, and Achilles, yet God always knows and remembers
his people by name, Gen. 8:1; 19:29–31; 1 Sam. 1:9; Jonah 4:9–11,
&c. Therefore be silent, hold thy peace; thy God hath not forgotten
thee, though for the present he hath delayed thee.
(4.) Fourthly, God's time is always the best time: God always takes
the best and fittest seasons to do us good. Isa. 49:8, 'Thus saith the
Lord, In an acceptable time have I heard thee, and in a day of
salvation have I helped thee.' I could have heard thee before, and
have helped thee before, but I have taken the most acceptable time to
do both. To set God his time is to limit him, Ps. 78:41; it is to exalt
ourselves above him, as if we were wiser than God. Though we are
not wise enough to improve the times and seasons which God hath
set us, to serve and honour him in, yet we are apt to think that we are
wise enough to set God his time, when to hear, and when to save, and
when to deliver. To circumscribe God to our time, and to make
ourselves lords of time; what is this but to divest God of his royalty
and sovereignty of appointing times? Acts 1:7, 17:26. It is but just and
equal, that that God that hath made time, and that hath the sole
power to appoint and dispose of time, that he should take his own
time to do his people good. We are many times humorous,
preposterous, and hasty, and now we must have mercy or we die,
deliverance or we are undone; but our impatience will never help us
to a mercy, one hour, one moment, before the time that God hath set.
The best God will always take the best time to hand out mercies to
his people. There is no mercy so fair, so ripe, so lovely, so beautiful,
as that which God gives out in his own time. Therefore hold thy
peace; though God delays thee, yet be silent, for there is no
possibility of wringing a mercy out of God's hand, till the mercy be
ripe for us, and we ripe for the mercy, Eccles. 3:11.
[5.] Fifthly, The Lord in this life will certainly recompense, and make
his children amends for all the delays and put-offs that he exercises
them with in this world, as he did Abraham in giving him such a son
as Isaac was, and Hannah in giving her a Samuel. He delayed Joseph
long, but at length he changes his iron fetters into chains of gold, his
rags into royal robes, his stocks into a chariot, his prison into a
palace, his bed of thorns into a bed of down, his reproach into
honour, and his thirty years of suffering into eighty years reigning in
much grandeur and glory. So God delayed David long, but when his
suffering hours were out, he is anointed, and the crown of Israel is
set upon his head, and he is made very victorious, very famous and
glorious for forty years together, 2 Sam. 1. Well! Christians, God will
certainly pay you interest upon interest for all the delays that you
meet with; and therefore hold your peace. But,
[6.] Sixthly and lastly, The Lord never delays the giving in of this
mercy, or that deliverance, or the other favour, but upon great and
weighty reason; and therefore hold thy peace.
Question 1
Quest. But what are the reasons that God doth so delay and put off
his people from time to time, as we see he doth?
Ans [1.] First, for the trial of his people, and for the differencing and
distinguishing of them from others. As the furnace tries gold, so
delays will try what metal a Christian is made of. Delays will try both
the truth and the strength of a Christian's graces. Delays are a
Christian touchstone, a lapis Lydius, that will try what metal men are
made of, whether they be gold or dross, silver or tin, whether they be
sincere or unsound, whether they be real or rotten Christians. As a
father, by crossing and delaying his children, tries their dispositions,
and makes a full discovery of them, so that he can say, that child is of
a muttering and grumbling disposition, and that it is of an humorous
and wayward disposition, but the rest are of a meek, sweet, humble,
and gentle disposition: so the Lord, by the delaying and crossing of
his children, discovers their different dispositions. The manner of the
Psylli, which are a kind of people of that temper and constitution that
no venom will hurt them, is, that if they suspect any child to be none
of their own, they set an adder upon it to sting it, and if it cry, and the
flesh swell, they cast it away as a spurious issue, but if it do not cry, if
it do not so much as quatch, nor do not grow the worse for it, then
they account it for their own, and make very much of it;2 so the Lord
by delays, which are as the stinging of the adder, tries his children; if
they patiently, quietly, and sweetly can bear them, then the Lord will
own them, and make much of them, as those that are near and dear
unto him; but if under delays they fall a-crying, roaring, storming,
