all my friends and relations, for the truth's sake; avowed my liberty

all my friends and relations, for the truth's sake; avowed my liberty

full of expectation, as well as Mr. Bray. In singing the hymn to the Father, our poor friend was quite overpowered, and even compelled to

believe: till at last he was filled with strength and confidence.

At five Mr. Chapman came from Mr. Broughton, and appeared entirely

estranged. He insisted that there is no need of our being persecuted

now. I told him, I was of a different judgment; and believed every

doctrine of God must have these two marks:

1. Meeting all the opposition of men and devils.

2. Triumphing over all. I expressed my readiness to part with him, and

all my friends and relations, for the truth's sake; avowed my liberty

and happiness since Whitsunday; made a bridge for a flying enemy,

and we parted tolerable friends.

Mon., July 24th. I preached faith at Mr. Stonehouse's. Still he stuck

upon fitness. We prayed most earnestly. Miss Claggetts dined with us. I

prayed again, with great comfort and hope for him. He continued

insensible. We bade him open the Bible. He did, on these apposite

words: 1 Thess. 1:5: "For our Gospel came not unto you in word only,

but also in power, and in the Holy Ghost, and in much assurance." I

stayed with him after evening prayer, to keep him from Mr. Chapman. I

agreed to take charge of his parish, under him, as his Curate. At night

Mrs. Turner told me at Mrs. Claggett's, that she had been greatly

strengthened to pray in faith for Mr. Stonehouse.

Tues., July 25th. William Delamotte came, and carried me to Bexley.

Wed., July 26th. At Blendon. Mrs. Delamotte called upon me to rejoice

with her, in the experience of the divine goodness. In the evening I met

several sincere seekers, at Mr. Piers's; with some who knew in whom

they have believed. We had great power in prayer, and joy in

thanksgiving. W. Delamotte often shouted for joy. Before nine we got

back to Blendon. Mrs. Delamotte then confessed that all her desire had

been to affront, or make me angry; that she had long watched every

word I said; had persecuted the truth, and all who professed it, &c.

Thur., July 27th. In the coach to London I preached faith in Christ. A

lady was extremely offended; avowed her own merits in plain terms;

asked if I was not a Methodist; threatened to beat me. I declared, I

deserved nothing but hell; so did she; and must confess it, before she could have a title to heaven. This was most intolerable to her. The

others were less offended; began to listen; asked where I preached: a

maid-servant devoured every word.

Fri., July 28th. Mr. Exell received faith, in immediate answer to our

prayers. At Mr. Stonehouse's I met Charles Rivington, and his wife: but

could come to no agreement; I insisting on a particular manifestation

of Christ to every soul, and he denying it.

Sun., July 30th. At six I received the sacrament; preached faith at ten;

and again in the afternoon at All-hallows, Thames-street. My strength

increased with my labour. At Mr. Sims's, I began expounding the

Epistle to the Romans.

Mon., July 31st. I began writing a sermon upon Gal. 3:22: "But the

Scripture hath concluded all under sin, that the promise by faith of

Jesus Christ might be given to them that believe."

I met Mr. Lynn, who had often asked me to his house. I went; and

found him again convinced of unbelief, and more uneasy than ever.

Tues., August 1st. I read prayers at Islington, (as I do most days,) and

slept at Mr. Stonehouse's.

Thur., August 3rd. I met Lord Egmont, and declared my intention of

returning to Georgia, if my health permitted; with which he was much

pleased.

I corrected Mr. Whitefield's Journal for the press; my advice to

suppress it being overruled.

Sun., August 6th. I preached at Islington, and gave the cup. In the

afternoon I read prayers in a church in London, and preached again. I

was faint, and full of pain, when I began; but my work quite cured me.

Thur., August 10th. I walked to Mrs. Hind's. Mr. Broughton and

Washington were there. They denied explicitly that we are saved by

Christ's imputed righteousness; and affirmed that works do justify;

have a share in making us righteous before God. I appealed to the

Homilies, which they had never read, for justification by faith only.

When they were gone, I had much lively conversation with Mrs. Hind, and her son, well-disposed to receive faith, if they have it not already.

Sat., August 12th. We were warmed by reading George Whitefield's

Journal. I walked with Metcalf, &c., in great joy, wishing for a place to

sing in, when a blacksmith stopped us. We turned into his house, sang

an hymn, and went on our way rejoicing.

Sun., August 13th. I preached at Islington; gave the sacrament to a sick

woman, who was therein assured of her reconciliation to God, through

Christ Jesus.

Tues., August 15th. I communicated again with the sick woman. Mrs.

Claggett and her daughters made the greater part of the congregation.

We were all comforted. I seldom fail seeing them and Islington once a

day.

Wed., August 16th. I was dragged out by Mr. Bray, to Jeph. Hattie's

religious Society; when, after much disputing, I confuted, rather than

convinced, them, by reading the Homily on Justification.

Thur., August 17th. I preached faith to a dying woman, and

administered the sacrament. She was satisfied God had sent us: told

me, I was the instrument of saving her soul. I asked, "Had you then no

faith before we came?" She answered, "No: how should I? it is the gift of God; and he never gave it me till now." "Do you now think you shall be saved?" "Yes," she replied, smiling; "I have no doubt of it." "You need not then fear the devil's hurting you." "I know that; he is chained: I have nothing to do with him, or he with me." She promised to bring

up a good report of us, to those she was going to.

I read prayers at Islington; met Mrs. Brockmar; one who in despair

had been directed to Christ, and in a fortnight found peace to her soul,

steadfastly believing her sin had been imputed to Christ, and his

righteousness to her. She asked me to go and see the sick woman

again. I preached faith to a large company I found there. The woman

bore a noble testimony. I asked her before them all, "Have you

received forgiveness?" Her answer was, "Yes, I am assured of it by

Christ himself." To them she said, they must not think they believe, but

feel it, and have a full confidence thereof. They all thanked me much.

Fri., August 18th. I prayed and rejoiced with her again, yet more ascertained of her salvation. Mrs. Brockmar, the Claggetts, &c., were of

the company. We got upon the leads and sang; full of zeal, and life, and

comfort. I read prayers; and, with Mr. Brockmar and others, returned

to staging at Mr. Stonehouse's. He read us an Homily. At: seven we all

walked out; were driven by the hard rain to a shed, where we sang

and preached to those about us. I came, wet through, to Mr. Bray's:

joined our friends there, in singing, reading, and prayer. A young man

received faith in that hour.

Sat., August 19th. At Mr. Stonehouse's I read prayers with some life. I

gave the sacrament to the woman: asked, "Do you still believe you

shall be saved?" "Yes; I am humbly confident of it, and care not how soon I depart. I desire to be dissolved, and to be with Christ." We sang

on the leads, as before.

At three I found my friend Stonehouse exceeding heavy, and sorely

distressed through fear of marrying. I prayed earnestly that neither he

nor I might ever be left to follow our own heart's desires. After

reading prayers, I buried a corpse: and went back to Bray's, weighed

down with my poor George's burden.

Sun., August 20th. I preached at Islington in the morning, at

Clerkenwell in the afternoon, on, "The Scripture bath concluded all

under sin," &c. God gave me great boldness; and the word, I trust, did not return empty.

Mon., August 21st. Mr. Stonehouse's maid, Thomasin, told me, she had

found great peace, and comfort, and joy, in prayer last Saturday, so

that her very inside (as she expressed it) was changed. I visited Mrs.

Hall, a dying. She made signs of her confident faith. Then Mrs.

Hankinson; who told me, she had been very uneasy ever since I said, a

person must be sure of their forgiveness. I preached faith, as the only

instrument of justification She was quite melted down. We prayed: she

rose, and said, her heart was set at liberty, her burden taken away, and

her spirit joyful in Christ her Saviour.

Thur., August 24th. At Mrs. Musgrave's I met one Mrs. Nichols; who

readily owned she was not free, had not faith; but believed Christ

could just then give it her. We prayed for her in faith. She received the

immediate answer; expressed her confidence, delight, and love of Jesus; and, at the same time, her utter defiance of Satan, sin, and

death.

Sat., August 26th. I was with Mr. Stonehouse: posse d with a strange

fancy, that a man must be wholly sanctified, before he can know that

he is justified.

Sun., August 27th. I preached at St. John's the threefold state, and

helped to administer the sacrament to a very large congregation.

Mon., August 28th. I came in the coach to Oxford; rejoiced at Mr. Fox's,

with Mr. Kinchin, Hutchins, and other Christian friends.

Tues., August 29th. I preached to the poor prisoners in the Castle.

Many, with Mr. Watson, were present at the Society. All of one mind;

earnestly seeking Christ. I read the Homilies, and continued instant in

prayer. A woman cried out, "Where have I been so long I have been in

darkness? I never shall be delivered out of it," - and burst into tears.

Mrs. Cleminger, too, appeared in the pangs of the new birth.

Wed., August 30th. I left Mr. Watson, convinced of unbelief, and rode to

Stanton-Harcourt. I spoke with great reluctance, yet fully and plainly,

to my sister; and then to

Mr. Gainbold and Kinchin, who surprised me by receiving my hard

saying, that they had not faith. I was ashamed to see the great

thankfulness, and childlike, loving spirit of Mr. Kinchin, even before

justification.

Thur.,August 31st. I waited upon the Dean; but we could not quite

agree in our notions of faith. He wondered we had not hit upon the

Homilies sooner: treated me with great candour and friendliness.

At the Society I read my sermon, "The Scripture hath concluded all

under sin," and urged upon each my usual question, "Do you deserve

to be damned?" Mrs. Platt, with the utmost vehemence, cried out, "Yes; I do, I do!" I prayed, that if God saw there any contrite soul, he would

fulfil his promise, of coming and making his abode with it.

"If thou hast sent thy Spirit to reprove any sinner of sin, in the name of 167

Jesus Christ, I claim salvation for that sinner!" Again she broke out into strong cries, but of joy, not sorrow, being quite overpowered with

the love of Christ. I asked her, if she believed in Jesus. She answered in

full assurance of faith. We sang and rejoiced over her, (she still

continued kneeling,) joined in thanksgiving; but her voice was heard

above ours.

Mr. Kinchin asked, "Have you forgiveness of sins?" "I am perfectly assured I have." "Have you the earnest of the Spirit in your heart?" "I have; I know I have: I feel it now within." Her answers to these and the

like questions were expressive of the strongest confidence, to the

great encouragement of all present.

I related this at Hutchins's, before Mr. Wells, who seems fully

convinced of the truth.

September 1 - December 26, 1738

Fri., September 1st. I took coach for London. Between five and six

reached Mrs. Claggett's. They heartily joined me in praise and prayer.

Mr. Claggett was very friendly.

James Hutton supped with us. I found several at Bray's. After prayer

he told me, God plainly forbids my return to America, by my success

here.

Sun., September 3rd. I preached salvation by faith at Westminster

Abbey; gave the cup. In the afternoon I preached at St. Botolph's; and

expounded Rom. 2, at Sims's, to above two hundred people.

Mon., September 4th. Charles Kinchin, now my inseparable

companion, accompanied me to Bexley and Blendon. I prayed, and

was comforted with the poor people.

Tues., September 5th. Mr. Piers agreed to board my sister Kezzy. I read

my sermon; prayed and rejoiced with Mrs. Delamotte, and the rest at

Blendon. Charles was all thankfulness and love. I returned to town

very ill of a sore throat.

Sun., September 10th. I preached faith in the morning at Sir George

Wheler's chapel, and assisted at the sacrament. In the afternoon at St.

Botolph's. In the evening at Sims's I was much strengthened to pray and expound to above three hundred attentive souls, Another lost

sheep was now brought home.

Fri., September 15th. Meeting Charles Metcalf's mother, I laboured to

convince her of unbelief (our first point with all). She yielded at last;

and we joined in earnest prayer for her.

Sat., September 16th. James Hutton came, and carried me perforce to

Newgate; where we preached Christ to four condemned prisoners. At

night my brother returned from Hernhuth. We took sweet counsel

together, comparing our experiences.

Sun., September 17th. At the early sacrament, my brother read

prayers; I preached "all under sin" in Grace-church-street; the

morning: at Queen's-street chapel in the afternoon. In the evening I

preached faith, from Rom. ill., at the Savoy Society. My brother

entertained us at night with the Moravian experiences.

Fri., September 22nd. At Bray's I expounded Eph. 1. A dispute arising

about absolute predestination, I entered my protest against that

doctrine.

Sun., September 24th. I comforted Mrs. Claggett, much threatened by

her husband; and then Mrs. Hankinson, who has lost several boarders,

yet is in nothing terrified by her adversaries. I read prayers in

lslington church, and preached with great boldness. There was a vast

audience, and better disposed than usual. None went out, as they had

threatened, and frequently done heretofore; especially the well-

dressed hearers, "whene'er I mentioned hell to ears polite," and urged that rude question," Do you deserve to be damned?"

We sang, rejoiced, and gave thanks at Mr. Stonehouse's; and again at

Mrs. Hankinson's. I talked with one of her misses, to whom faith had

come by hearing.

Wed., September 27th. In our way to Oxford, I talked dosely with my

fellow-traveller, Mr. Combes. He expressed his desire of faith: I was

moved to sing, "Salvation by faith," then "Faith in Christ." I told him, if the Spirit had convinced him of unbelief, he could of righteousness

also, even before we reached Oxford. I stopped and prayed that he

might believe. Immediately he told me, he was in such a blessed temper, as he never before experienced. We halted, and went to

prayers. He testified the great delight he felt, saying, it was heaven, if it

would but continue. While we were discoursing, the fire within him,

he said, diffused itself through every part; he was brim full of joy, (yet

not knowing he believed,) and eager to praise God. He called upon me

to join. "Was I now in heaven, I could not think of my sins; I should

only think of praising God." We sang and shouted all the way to

Oxford.

I met our friends with Mr. Hutchins at Fox's. Mrs. Platt was full of life

and love. We read the experiences of the Moravians.

Thur., September 28th. I called on my friend that was, John Sarney,

now entirely estranged by the offence of the cross. I rode to my

constant friend, John Gambold. Mr. Combes communicated with us:

his warmth, he told me, had returned through his professing his faith.

I left Mrs. Gambold in confident hope of soon receiving it. I preached

boldly at Oxford; prayed after God, with Mr. Wells.

Sat., September 30th. I returned to town, having in some measure

confirmed our friends at Oxford. My brother informed me of one, who

was yesterday an open sinner, and to-day received into Christ's

church, or the company of faithful people. Mrs. Claggett said, that this

morning, in utter despair, she had heard a distinct whisper, "I am the

Lord thy God, mighty to save."

Sun., October 1st. I read prayers and gave the sacrament at the quest-

room. In the afternoon I read prayers, and preached at St. Margaret's,

Westminster.

Mon., October 2nd. I dined at Mr. Brockmar's; and we admonished one

another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs. I went, with the

three Miss Claggetts, to our poor sick woman. My brother and James

followed; then Mrs. Metcalf and three of the Delamottes. We found her

full of triumph, and vehement desires to be dissolved, and to be with

Christ. We did this in remembrance of Him.

Thur., October 5th. I went with Sparks to Newgate; shamefully

unwilling: yet preached on repentance with earnest zeal.

Sun., October 8th. I preached at Bexley "all under sin;" finished my sermon in the afternoon. The people very outrageous. Mrs. Delamotte

carried me home. I exhorted my friends in the kitchen. A sermon was

read in the parlour. I preached faith in Christ. Mr. Delamotte made no

objection, but seemed much pleased.

Mon., October 9th. I walked with Will. to Bexley, where my sermon has

occasioned a great uproar.

Wed., October 11th. I got back to my friends in London. I spoke plainly

to Mr. Claggett, who has been very violent toward his wife since I left

them.

Thur., October 12th. I was at West's with Bray and Sparks, and prayed,

pleading the promises in much bodily pain. I asked in faith that it

might leave me: it did, while I was walking to James's.

Fri., October 13th. At seven I read prayers and preached at St.

Antholin's.

Sun., October 15th. I heard Hutchins at St. Lawrence's: had much

comfort and meltings in prayer after the sacrament. I preached the

one thing needful at Islington, and added much extempore; sang at Mr.

Stonehouse's: Sims's was excessively crowded in the evening; spake

with much boldness and warmth. At Bray's I found the bands meeting.

Mr. Stonehouse was there, in a most childlike spirit. I was moved to

pray for him earnestly, and according to God. I asked particularly that

some one might then receive the atonement. While they were going, E

- - came; complained of the pain and burden of sin, that bruised him.

I took him aside with Hutchins. He received faith in immediate answer

to our prayer; professed it; full of peace, and joy, and love. I expressed

a strong desire to pray for Mr. Stonehouse. I prayed again with

vehemence and tears. Bray was greatly affected; so were James and all

the rest: yet no answer. Mr. Stonehouse said, the blessing was

withheld from him to increase our importunity.

Fri., October 20th. Seeing so few present at St. Antholin's, I thought of

preaching extempore: afraid; yet ventured on the promise, "Lo, I am

with you always;" and spake on justification from Rom. 3, for three

quarters of an hour, without hesitation. Glory be to God, who keepeth

his promise for ever.

Sat., October 21st. I waited with my brother on the Bishop of London,

to answer the complaints he had heard against us, that we preached

an absolute assurance of salvation. Some of his words were, "If by

'assurance' you mean an inward persuasion, whereby a man is

conscious in himself, after examining his life by the law of God, and

weighing his own sincerity, that he is in a state of salvation, and

acceptable to God; I don't see how any good Christian can be without

such an assurance." "This," we answered, "is what we contend for: but we have been charged as Antinomians, for preaching justification by

faith only." "Can any one preach otherwise, who agrees to our Church and the Scriptures?" "Indeed, by preaching it strongly, and not

inculcating good works, many have been made Antinomians in theory,

though not in practice: especially in King Charles's time." "But there is a heavy charge against us Bishops, by your bringing the Archbishop's

authority for re-baptizing an adult." My brother answered, "That he

had expressly declared the contrary: yet," added he," if a person

dissatisfied with lay-baptism should desire episcopal, I should think it

my duty to administer it, after having acquainted the Bishop according

to the canon." "Well; I am against it myself, where any one has had the Dissenters' baptism."

Next my brother inquired, whether his reading in a Religious Society

made it a conventicle. His Lordship warily referred us to the laws: but

upon our urging the question, "Are the Religious Societies

conventicles?" he answered, "No; I think not: however, you can read

the acts and laws as well as I: I determine nothing." We hoped his

Lordship would not henceforward receive an accusation against a

Presbyter, but at the mouth of two or three witnesses. He said, "No; by

no means. And you may have free access to me at all times," We

thanked him, and took our leave.

Sun., October 22nd. I preached one thing needful at St. Clement's, to a

very large audience, (many of whom stayed the communion,) and

again at Sir G. Wheler's chapel.

Tues., October 24th. I told Mr. Claggett, in one of his persecuting fits,

that I should be glad to see him when on a sick-bed; that I had the

satisfaction of having him my friend, when he was most so to himself, and to God. He went out to fetch Bishop Taylor to confute me; but

opened upon a place, strongly asserting this living, justifying faith. He

owned himself fully convinced; admired the hand of Providence;

confessed he had loathed the sight of me, and hated me from his

heart; but now loved me entirely, and all mankind; could hug me in his

bosom; never knew such comfort in his life, as at this moment; could

not be beat out of it by all the world. Alas! that this morning-cloud

should ever pass away!

Thur., October 26th. At M. Hind's I was charged by Mr. Capell, with

particularly pleading the promises. I confessed, and justified it. James

came to second me. We were both zealous, not angry.

Fri., October 27th. I was at Mr. Sparks's, who is fully persuaded his sins

are forgiven.

Sun., October 29th. I preached with strength at St. George's; then at

Ironmongers' Almshouses; and at night expounded Rom. 5 to a large

audience in the Minorlea.

Thur., November 2nd. I was much affected in praying for Mr.

Stonehouse.

Fri., November 3rd. I sang with him; envied his exquisite tenderness of

conscience. I walked with Metcalf and Betty Claggett to visit a woman

dying in the faith; thence to Miss Reeves, who is now assured of her

acceptance with God.

Sat., November 4th. I preached at St. Antholin's, reconciling those who

never differed, St. Paul and St. James.

Sun., November 6th. I preached the three-fold state at St. Alban's,

Wood-street: then expounded at Sims's.

Tues., November 7th. At Newgate I was melted down under the word I

spake.

Wed., November 8th. At Bexley. Mr. Piers, through fear of the world's

threatenings, had left off the meeting on Wednesday night. My sister

would not give up her pretensions to faith; told me, half angry, "Well,

you will know in the next world, whether I have faith or no." I asked her, "Will you then discharge me, in the sight of God, from speaking to

you again? If you will, I promise never more to open my mouth till we

meet in eternity." She burst into tears, fell on my neck, and melted me

into fervent prayer for her.

Sat., November 11th. Charles Graves came, and rejoiced ray heart with

the account of his having received the atonement.

Sun., November 12th. Mr. Piers refused me his pulpit, through fear of

man; pretending tenderness to his flock. I plainly told him, if he so

rejected my testimony, I would come to see him no more. I walked

back to town in the strength of the Lord; and expounded at Sims's. All

were dissolved in tears.

Mon., November 13th. Charles brought Mr. W. Seward; a zealous soul,

knowing only the baptism of John.

Tues., November 14th. I had another conference with his Lordship of

London. "I have used your Lordship's permission to wait upon you. A

woman desires me to baptize her; not being satisfied with her

baptism by a Dissenter: she says sure and unsure is not the same." He

immediately took fire, and interrupted me: "I wholly disapprove of it:

it is irregular." "My Lord, I did not expect your approbation. I only came, in obedience, to give you notice of my intention." "It is irregular.

I never receive any such information, but from the Minister." "My Lord, the Rubric does not so much as require the Minister to give you notice,

but any discreet person. I have the Minister's leave." "Who gave you authority to baptize?" "Your Lordship: and I shall exercise it in any part of the known world." "Are you a licensed Curate?" "I have the leave of the proper Minister." "But don't you know, no man can

exercise parochial duty in London, without my leave? It is only tacit

consent." "But you know many do take that permission for authority;

and you yourself allow it." "It is one thing to connive, and another to approve. I have power to inhibit you." "Does your Lordship exert that power? Do you now inhibit me?" "O, why will you push things to an

extreme? I do not inhibit you." "Why then, my Lord, according to your own concession, you permit or authorize me." "I have a power to

punish, and to forbear punishing." "That seems to imply, that I have 174

done something worthy of punishment. I should be glad to know, that I may answer. Does your Lordship charge me with any crime?" "No,

no: I charge you with no crime." "Do you then dispense with my giving you notice of any baptisms for the future?" "I neither dispense, nor not dispense."

He railed at Lawrence on lay-baptism; blamed my brother's sermon,

as inclining to Antinomianism. I charged Archbishop Tillotson with

denying the faith. He allowed it, and owned they ran into one extreme,

to avoid another. He concluded the conference with, "Well, Sir, you

knew my judgment before, and you know it now. Good morrow to

you."

I read prayers at Islington, and baptized an adult; Mr. Stonehouse, M.

Sims, and M. Breton, being the witnesses.

Wed., November 15th. I dined at old Mr. Hutton's. They could scarcely

be civil. Surely for Christ's sake have we lost this friendly family.

Thur., November 16th. After morning prayers, I baptized Mrs. Bell

with hypothetical baptism. I sang and prayed with assistance, at Mr.

Stonehouse's. Then Mrs. Wren confessed, she had been in bondage ten

years, but received the atonement on Tuesday night, while we were

praying: was now perfectly free: full of peace, and joy in believing.

Another professed her faith lately received. I dined at my friend

Stonehouse's, who very kindly offers to keep my brother and me.

M. Hankinson carried me to a poor woman, broken, bruised, and

bound by sin. After prayer she arose, loosed from her bond, and

glorified God.

Sat., November 18th. I had a joyful meeting with my dear Charles

Delamotte, just returned from Georgia. I found, in conversation, that

he had received forgiveness five months ago; and continued in peace

and liberty.

Sun., November 19th. At Dr. Crow's desire, I preached in his church at

Bishopsgate; and dined at Mr. Brockmar's, where Mr. Seward testified

faith.

I visited a poor woman of eighty-four; who told me she was reserved

for some work of God: was soon beat out of her own works; and in the midst of prayer set at liberty. She rose, caught hold of me, declared her

enlargement; that she was now at ease, ready to go into eternity this

moment. She prayed for and blessed me with great earnestness.

Mon., November 20th. I had a most comfortable sacrament at Bray's;

Mr. Sparks, the three Miss Claggetts, &c., partaking. I passed the

evening at Blendon, in prayer and thanksgiving.

Tues., November 21st. I communicated again at Bray's. I triumphed

with some who are persecuted for righteousness' sake.

Wed., November 22nd. I set out in the coach for Oxford.

Fri., November 24th. I met Charles Kinchin there. I received the

blessed sacrament at Mrs. Townsend's, with much comfort.

Sat., November 25th. I felt a pining desire to die; foreseeing the infinite

dangers and troubles of life. At Mr. Wells's I preached the faith of the

Gospel to him and Mr. Heare. Charles carried me to the Castle. I read

prayers, and was afterwards constrained to speak freely and fully. I

was much cheered by it myself. I rode with Mr. Wells and Kinchin to

Coggs, where we spent the evening in prayer and the Scriptures.

Sun., November 26th. I preached the three-fold state at Coggs: then

rode on to my brother Gambold's.

Tues., November 23th. I dined in Christ-Church Hall, as one not

belonging to them.

Wed., November 29th. After morning prayers, I called on Mr.

Whitefield, who pressed me to accept of a College living. I read

prayers, and preached at the Castle.

Thur., November 30th. I paid Mr. Gambold another visit, and parted

with the sacrament.

Tues., December 5th. I was at Convocation; where honest John

Chicheley was presented with his degree; having before got orders, for

which he came to England.

Thur., December 7th. I read prayers again to the poor prisoners in

Bocardo.

Sat., December 9th. I was with the Dean; who complained of my

brother's obscurity in his sermon on salvation; and expressly denied

the assurance of faith, and earnest of the Spirit.

Sun., December 10th. I preached at the Castle, "All under sin," and

helped to administer the sacrament. I read prayers, and preached

there again in the afternoon.

Mon., December 11th. I came in the coach to Wycombe. I lodged at Mr.

Hollis's, who entertained me with his French Prophets, equal, in his

account, if not superior, to the Old-Testament ones. While we were

undressing, he fell into violent agitations, and gobbled like a turkey-

cock. I was frightened, and began exorcising him with, "Thou deaf and

dumb devil," &c. He soon recovered out of his fit of inspiration. I

prayed, and went to bed, not half liking my bedfellow. I did not sleep

very sound with Satan so near me. I got to London by one the next day.

George Whitefield came to J. Bray's soon after me. I was full of

vehement desire in prayer. I heard him preach to a vast throng at St.

Helen's.

Thur., December 14th. I heard a glorious account of the success of the

Gospel at Islington. Some of the fiercest opposers are converted.

Fri., December 15th. At Mr. Stonehouse's I met Mrs. Vaughan, full of joy

in the Holy Ghost, but not without a mixture of nature.

Sat., December 16th. Heather Hobson and her sister called, being sick

of love to Christ crucified. My soul, in and after prayer with them, was

all desire and expectation.

Sun., December 17th. I met Mr. Broughton at M. Hind's. The last time

we had parted good friends, and he thanked me for my friendly offices

with Miss Reeves. He now desired me to get from her a discharge.

Mon., December 18th. She told me she fully released him from his

promises, but durst not give him a written discharge, lest her brother

should cast her off.

Tues., December 19th. I asked my friend Stonehouse, "Dost thou

believe in the Son of God?" And he could confidently answer, "Yes, I do, and now know that I believe." We sang (M. Hankinson joining us) in

the spirit of faith, and triumphed in the name of the Lord our God.

Thur., December 21st. At St. Antholin's the Clerk asked me my name,

and said, "Dr. Venn has forbidden any Methodist to preach. Do you call

yourself a Methodist?" "I do not: the world may call me what they

please." "Well, Sir," said he, "it is pity the people should go away without preaching. You may preach." I did so, on good works.

Sat., December 23rd. I was deeply affected in singing at Blendon:

retired, and poured out my soul in prayer for love.

Christmas day. I preached at Islington in the morning, and gave the

cup: George Stonehouse in the afternoon.

Tues., December 26th. George Whitefield preached. We had the

sacrament this and the four following days. On Thursday my brother

preached; on Friday, George Whitefield; and on Saturday, Mr. Robson.

The whole week was a festival indeed; a joyful season, holy unto the

Lord.

January 2 - April 30, 1739

TUESDAY, January 2nd, 1739. I was at Mr. Stonehouse's, with M.

Vaughan and others. I urged him to throw away his mystics; but he

adhered to them with the greater obstinacy. I saw myself in him.

Wed., January 3rd. To-day our sister Butcher died (the first that has)

triumphant in the faith. At five she said, "I trust only to the blood of

Christ. I cast myself at his feet; and if I perish, I perish." Soon after,

"Now I am sure of heaven." Her last breath was spent in exhorting her husband and the rest to confide in Jesus Christ.

Fri., January 5th. My brother, Mr. Seward, Hall, Whitefield, Ingham,

Kinchin, Hutchins, all set upon me; but I could not agree to settle at

Oxford, without farther direction from God.

Sat., January 6th. Mr. Sparks and I were at Mr. Howard's; who denied

any real communion we can have with God.

Sun., January 7th. l was offended much at some orders which Bray, &c.,

were imposing on the society.

Wed., January 10th. I met Mr. Broughton, who laboured hard to

persuade me to make affidavit of what Miss Reeves had said. I

positively refused it, as treachery to her, both in him and me.

Mr. Thorold expounded at the Society. We had some discourse about

agitations: no sign of grace, in my humble opinion.

Thur., January 11th. I met a Moravian and his wife. She related her

genuine conversion: had received forgiveness before the abiding

witness of the Spirit.

Sat., January 13th. Pierced with the prayers of Heater Hobson, I

expected a fresh manifestation of Christ continually: which I found the

next day at the sacrament.

Mon., January 15th. I was at Mr. Stenehouse's when Mr. Silvester came.

Mr. Stonehouse insisted upon choosing a Lecturer himself. I attended

him to Mr. Lloyd, the Reader. We had close talk of faith. Both he and

Mrs. Lloyd are convinced.

Tues., January 16th. I prayed in faith for her. Immediately she was filled with comfort. I called on Mr. Wilde, who tells me, he lately

received forgiveness under my sermon.

Wed., January 17th. George Whitefield gave us so promising account of

Oxford, that I found myself strongly inclined to go.

Sun., January 21st. I was much affected under Mr. Stonehouse's

sermon. I preached myself in the afternoon, to a crowded church, on

justification by faith.

Mon., January 22nd. Lady Crisp sent for me. I went, and found Mr.

Stonehouse there. She behaved with great courtesy. I transcribed an

hymn for Miss. After supper, her Ladyship spoke largely in praise of

marriage. I saw, and pitied, my poor friend, sorely beset. We sang. It

was late before we parted.

Tues., January 23rd. M. Vaughan seemed deeply humbled, under a

sense of her late vain, confident delusions.

Wed., January 24th. I expounded, (for the benefit of two Clergymen

present,) "Know ye not, that your bodies are the temples of the Holy

Ghost?" and proved the promise of the Spirit to all, both from

Scripture and our own Church.

Thur., January 25th. I expounded at Brockmar's. The Lord was

present. A woman stopped me departing; confessed herself under the

full power of the devil; fell at my feet. We prayed in confidence. On my

mentioning in prayer the absolved adulteress, she cried out. "I have

received the comfort!" I rose full of love, and joy, and triumph:

whereof we were all partakers.

I was sent for to Bray: the three Miss Newtons were there. I

expounded again with power.

Fri., January 26th. At Dr. Newton's I sang and prayed with them: much

affected now; well pleased last night.

Sat., January 27th. I carried Bray to Mrs. Whitcomb's; the Claggetts,

Metcalf, and his mother, and Hester Hobson were there. We

communicated, prayed, and sang with great life and comfort. I slept at

Blendon.

Sun., January 28th. I preached on "the three states" at Bexley. Some went out of church: and more in the afternoon, while I expounded,

"Woe is unto me, if I preach not the Gospel." I was quite spent; yet renewed my strength for the poor people at night.

Wed., January 31st. I told Mr. Delamotte he was not converted, had not

the Spirit, or faith, and begged him to pray God to show him wherein

he was wanting. He could not receive my saying, yet was not angry.

Mrs. Delamotte was quite transported with joy and love. In the stage-

coach with my sister Kez, I found three women, and was very loath to

speak; yet broke through, and laboured to convince them of sin and of

righteousness. They all assented to the truth, and were, I hope, in

some measure awakened to pursue the one thing needful. I left Kez at

my aunt's, in Islington. I assisted to expound at the Society, and slept

at J. Bray's in peace.

Fri., February 2nd. With Charles Metcalf I visited that worthy man,

Zouberbuhler, in the Marshalsea for debt; much moved at his

afflictions.

Sun., February 4th. At night walked over the fields from Islington,

several of us, with the voice of joy and thanksgiving.

Thur., February 8th. I carried Zouberbuhler the news of his goods

being redeemed by Mr. Seward. I visited him again on Saturday, and

was drawn in compassion towards him, and faith for him. At Is!ington

I rejoiced over a dying believer.

Sat., February 10th. I expounded to many hundreds at a Society in

Beech-lane.

Sun., February 11th. We prayed for utterance this day. My brother

preached. I was comforted in the sacrament. I prayed again at Mr.

Stonehouse's for s blessing upon my ministry. (Lady Crisp with my

brother.) I read prayers, and preached without notes on blind

Bartimeus; the Lord being greatly my helper. Let Him have all the

glory. I returned to pray at Mr. Stonehouse's. Miss Crisp asked to be

admitted. We had close searching talk, before I expounded to the

Society.

Mon., February 12th. Mrs. Wheeler tells me, she received Christ last Saturday, being weighed down with the fear of death, and delivered in

a moment; melted into love; able to apply Christ and all the promises

to herself. Mr. Stonehouse informed me of a woman who had rejected

him last week; but now sent for him; received the sacrament; was

reconciled to God and him; and died in peace.

Tues., February 13th. I read a letter from Sarah Hurst, pressing me to

Oxford, and Cowley (which is now vacant). Quite resigned, I offered

myself; opened the book upon those words, "With stammering lips,

and with another tongue will he speak to this people." I thought it a

prohibition, yet continued without a will. I was with Captain Flatman

at the Marshalses; read prayers, and preached from Luke 7:36, the

woman washing Christ's feet. The word was with power: all were

attentive and thankful. I visited Zouberbuhler, removed to the Fleet.

Wed., February 14th. I read prayers at Newgate, and preached the law

first, and then the Gospel. We sang, "Invitation to sinners." All were affected.

Thur., February 15th. I preached again at the Marshalsea. I was sent

for by an harlot, (supposed to be dying,) and preached Christ, the

friend of sinners, I trust to her heart. I read prayers at Islington. Miss

Crisp asked me home. My Lady was there. We had pertinent discourse.

The younger went with me to M. Hankinsoffs; extremely desirous of

faith. I prayed for her with great earnestness. At the Society I

expounded the woman of Samaria. When I had done, she ran to me,

and cried, "I do, I do believe! Those words which you spoke came with

power, 'Him that cometh unto me, I will in no wise cast out.' An

unknown peace flowed with them into my soul." We sang, rejoiced,

and gave thanks to the pardoning God in her behalf.

Sun., February 18th. I preached at Islington, on the woman that was a

sinner; at the Marshalsea, from Rom. 3:I prayed by the sick woman:

expounded at Sims's to two several companies.

Mon., February 19th. I prayed in the prison with Anne Dodd, well-

disposed, weary of sin, longing to break loose. I preached powerfully

on the last day. I prayed after God for the poor harlots. Our sisters

carried away one in triumph. I followed to M. Hanson's, who took

charge of the returning prodigal. Our hearts were overflowed with pity for her. She seemed confounded, silent, testifying her joy and love

by her tears only. We sang and prayed over her in great confidence.

At three I met Miss Crisp at M. Claggetts, who helped me to rejoice for

the lost sheep which I have found. In the evening I expounded at Mr.

Hind's. A lady was deeply wounded.

Tues.; February 20th. I waked full of concern for the poor harlot; and

began an hymn for her. At five I called on Miss Crisp; then on Mr.

Stonehouse, where I expounded the woman taken in adultery.

Wed., February 21st. I heard that Cowley living was disposed of; and

rejoiced. With my brother I waited on the Archbishop. He showed us

great affection; spoke mildly of Mr. Whitefield; cautioned us to give no

more umbrage than was necessary for our own defence; to forbear

exceptionable phrases; to keep to the doctrines of the Church. We told

him we expected persecution; would abide by the Church till her

Articles and Homilies were repealed. He assured us he knew of no

design in the governors of the Church to innovate; and neither should

there be any innovation while he lived: avowed justification by faith

only; and his joy to see us as often as we pleased.

From him we went to the Bishop of London; who denied his having

condemned or even heard much of us. G. Whitefield's Journal, he said,

was tainted with enthusiasm, though he was himself a pious, well-

meaning youth. He warned us against Antinomianism, and dismissed

us kindly.

I went in quest of a lost sheep, and found her coming with Bray from

public prayers. She had been in deep distress; pierced with every

word at the two last expoundings; almost fainted away this morning,

weary and heavy laden. She told Bray, God could not forgive her, her

sins were so great. She could not bear our triumph. We wrestled in

prayer for her; and she declared her burden taken off, and her soul at

peace. The more we prayed, the clearer still she was; till at last she

testified that she did believe in Jesus with her whole heart. We

continued in mighty prayer for all gross sinners; and I offered myself

willingly to be employed peculiarly in their service.

Sun., February 25th. I preached justification by faith at Bexley. In the beginning of my discourse about twenty went out of church. They

were better pleased with (or at least more patient of) me in the

afternoon, while I preached on the woman at our Saviour's feet. Faint,

and spent at Blendon, I revived by exhorting above two hundred of the

poor.

Mon., February 16th. In our chapel I read Beveridge's sermon on the

ministry, too much wanted by Betsy, and others, who are running into

wild notions. The people came at night, and we were all comforted

together by the word.

Wed., February 28th. I met the hands at J. Bray's, and cautioned them

against schism. I was violently opposed by one who should have

seconded me. They urged me to go to Oxford: but I understood them,

and begged to be excused.

Sat., March 3rd. I expounded to upward of three hundred hearers at

Beech-lane.

Sun., March 4th. I read prayers, and preached, and administered the

sacrament at St. Catherine's; at Islington from John ill.; then

expounded with much life at Mr. Sims's; and lastly at Mr. Bell's. I

concluded the labour of the day with prayer among the bands.

Thur., March 8th. In the midst of earnest prayer at J. Bray's, a woman

received power to become a child of God.

Sat., March 10th. I went to Newgate with my usual reluctance;

preached with freedom; and in prayer had great power, as all present

seemed to confess. I expounded at Beach-lane: in prayer I asked some

token, if our Gospel really is a ministration of the Spirit; and I inquired

if any had received an answer. One, and another, and another testified

their sense of the divine presence. We rejoiced as men that divide the

spoil.

Sun., March 11th. I preached justification at St. Catherine's. I baptized

two women at Islington, (five adults I baptized some time before,) and

preached with great liberty from the woman of Samaria. My friend

Stonehouse was very peevish with me for a trifle, and very warm. I

kept my temper, but was hindered in my expounding by his disputes. I

encouraged Miss Crisp, now persecuted by her relations. I envied the dead at M. Danghan's. I had serious talk with Stonehouse, in defence

of Miss Crisp. Both were humbled.

Mon., March 12th. I was at Newgate with Bray. I prayed, sang, exhorted

with great life and vehemence. I talked in the cells to two Papists, who

renounced all merit but that of Jesus Christ. I expounded at Bray's on

the day of judgment. The power of the Lord was present to wound. A

woman cried out as in an agony. Another sank down overpowered. All

were moved and melted, as wax before the fire. At eight I expounded

on Dowgate-hill. Two were then taken into the fold.

Wed., March 14th. I found one of the Papists full of peace and joy in

believing, immediately after we prayed.

Tues., March 20th. A double power and blessing accompanied my

word at Fetter-lane.

Thur., March 22nd. I was at the Marshalsea with Mr. Oakley. I prayed

with the sick; read prayers, and expounded the lesson.

Sun., March 25th. Betty Hopson came, and prayed that to-day we

might have a feast off fat things. Mr. Stonehouse was full of love, and

preached an excellent sermon on faith. After the sacrament we

continued our triumph. I preached with power, "Lazarus raised." Then sang and prayed at the room. Great was our rejoicing in the Lord. I

buried a corpse, and exhorted the congregation. I expounded at Mr.

Stonehouse's with great enlargement. An opposer was troublesome,

till we prayed him down. I visited Mr. Lloyd, and then M. Vaughan,

both as full of love and joy as they could contain. By midnight I rested

with Oakley at J. Bray's.

Tues., March 27th. At Mr. Crouch's I expounded on persecution. A man

cried out," That's a lie." We betook ourselves to prayer and singing.

The shout of a King was in the midst of us. The man came up quite

affable. Another asked what that comfort and joy meant: I calmly

invited him to experience it.

Wed., March 28th. We dissuaded my brother from going to Bristol,

from an unaccountable fear that it would prove fatal to him. A great

power was among us. He offered himself willingly to whatsoever the

Lord should appoint. The next day he set out, commended by us to the grace of God. He left a blessing behind. I desired to die with him.

Sun., April 1st. I preached at St. Catherine's, where I met my old friend

Mrs. Paine, of East-Grinstead. I administered the sacrament. I dined at

Chrissy Anderson's; went in a coach with her and Esther to Islington;

comforted in the way while singing. I expounded the good Samaritan,

with divine assistance. I prayed at Fetter-lane, that the Lord might be

in the midst of us; received a remarkable answer. B. Nowers, in strong

pangs, groaned, screamed, roared out. I was not offended by it, - nor

called. We sang and praised God with all our might. I could not get

home till eleven.

Wed., April 4th. At Mr. West's I rejoiced Over an happy soul, who

received faith under my last expounding.

Fri., April 6th. I convinced a woman of sin; found another convinced of

righteousness. A man, who had rejected me, was now overpowered.

Mrs. Daniel and Winstone were apprehended by Christ.

Sun., April 15th. At Islington in the vestry, the Churchwardens

demanded my licence. I wrote down my name; preached with increase

of power, on the woman taken in adultery. None went out. I gave the

cup. At night I waited upon Count Zinzendorf with Bray and Hutton.

He received us very cordially; told us of six hundred Moors converted,

two hundred Greenlanders, three hundred Hottentots. Greet the

brothers and sisters for me. Worship the Spirit of Christ.

We found his prayers answered at the Society. Two received

forgiveness; many were filled with unutterable groanings; all received

some spiritual gift. We could not Peas; but continued our triumph till

the morning.

Mon., April 16th. The Count visited us in Fetter-lane, and answered

the several questions we proposed to him. To-day I first saw Miss

Raymond, and Mr. Rogers, at the expounding.

Tues., April 17th. I tried in vain to check Mr. Shaw in his wild rambling

talk against the Christian priesthood. At last I told him, I would oppose

him to the utmost; and either he or I must quit the Society.

I assisted Mr. Stonehouse again (as every day this great and holy week) in administering the sacrament. The presence of the Lord was

much with us; and again at night, in the word expounded.

Wed., April 18th. I met Shaw at James's. He insisted that there is no

priesthood; but he himself could baptize and administer the other

sacrament as well as any man. At Mrs. Claggett's I met Mr. Rogers and

Miss Raymond; and prayed earnestly for her.

In my expounding, I warned them strongly against schism; into which

Shaw's notions must necessarily lead. The Society were all for my

brother's immediate return.

Thur., April 19th. I found Mr. Stonehouse exactly right: warned Mrs.

Vaughan (Hunter, half-perverted) and Brockmars against Shaw's

pestilent errors, and spoke strongly at the Savoy Society, in behalf of

the Church of England.

Good-Friday, April 20th. Mrs. Acourt was this day justified, in answer

to our prayer. I felt life under Mr. Stonehouse's sermon. From church I

went to the house to pray. J. Bray gave me the Gospel for the day to

expound. I besought them, in strong words, not to rend the scareless

coat by their divisions. J. Bray himself, that pillar of our Church, begins

to shake. At night I preached to the Society in Wapping.

Sat., April 21st. I was with James at the Count's, who spoke much

against the intended separation of our brethren. I met Metcalf, wholly

perverted, a rank Quaker!

Easter-day, April 22nd. I talked with the Count, about motions, visions,

dreams, and was confirmed in my dislike to them.

Wed., April 25th. I began Potter on Church Government: a seasonable

antidote against the growing spirit of delusion. I heard G. Whitefield,

very powerful, at Fetter-lane. I was with him and Howel Harris, a man

after my own heart. George related the dismal effects of Shaw's

doctrine at Oxford. Both Howel and he insisted on Shaw's expulsion

from the Society. Poor Metcalf had little to say for his friend and

master.

Fri., April 27th. I heard G. Whitefield in Islington church-yard. The

numerous congregation could not have been more affected within the walls. I exhorted them at Fetter-lane to continue steadfast in the

means of grace.

Sat., April 28th. Mr. Stonehouse was much concerned that we should

so misunderstand, as if he had forbid G. Whitefield's preaching in his

church. To-day he preached out again. After him, Bowers got up to

speak: I conjured him not; but he beat me down, and followed his

impulse. I carried many away with me. In the evening I expounded at

Exall's. A woman received the atonement.

Sun., April 29th. At Islington vestry the Churchwardens forbad my

preaching: demanded my local licence. I said nothing but that" I heard

them." Scions was very abusive; bidding me shake off the dust of my

feet, &c.; and said, "You have all the spirit of the devil," mentioning Mr.

Whitefield, Stonehouse, and me by name.

After prayers Mr. Stonehouse made way for me to the pulpit: I offered

to go up, when one Cotteril, and a Beadle, forcibly kept me back. I

thought of, "The servant of the Lord must not strive;" and yielded. Mr.

Streat preached. I assisted at the sacrament. I preached afterwards at

our house, and prayed fervently for the opposers. I waited on Justice

Elliot. He had gone with Sir John Gunsen into the vestry, and severely

chid the Churchwardens; who had made the Clerk read the canon, call

a vestry, &c. Mr. Streat advised to ask Mr. Stonehouse to discharge me

from ever preaching again.

In the afternoon Scions abused Streat himself at the vestry; abused

us;. owned he said, "the devil was in us all." I read prayers; Mr. Scott preached. At night I was greatly strengthened to expound, and pray for

our persecutors. All were mild and peaceable among the bands. I

heard that George had had above ten thousand hearers.

Mon., April 30th. I preached at the Marshalsea. Mr. Stonehouse told us,

he had been with the Bishop, but left him close, shut up, sour, refusing

to answer but to the written case. At James's I rejoiced to find Charles

Metcalf coming back.

May 1 - August 31, 1739

Tues., May 1st During the time of prayers, the Churchwardens still

kept guard on the pulpit-stairs. I was not inclined to fight my way through them. Mr. Stonehouse preached a thundering sermon (unless

their consciences seared). I took notes of it. I took water with James

for Hastings. A poor harlot was struck down by the word. She, and all,

were melted into tears, and prayers, and strong cries for her. I have a

good hope this brand will also be plucked out of the fire.

Wed., May 2nd. She was at Fetter-lane, where I expounded the

prodigal.

Thur., May 10th. I expounded at Blendon; many fine folk from Eltham

attending.

Fri., May 11th. I prayed at Welling, with a dying man, of humility, and

faith, and love.

Sun., May 13th. I was enabled to discourse from the at Bexley.

Mon., May 14th. At West's my mouth was opened to expound Rom. 8.

Miss Raymond was among my hearers.

Tues., May 15th. She was brought so strongly to my that I was even

constrained to pray for her with tears.

Wed., May 16th. I preached with power and freedom in Marshalsea. I

prayed by Mrs. Cameron; who owned herself convinced. She had been

a Deist, because it is so incredible the Almighty God should

condescend to die for his creatures.

I attended G. Whitefield to Blackheath. He preached the rain to many

listening sinners. At Fetter-lane a dispute arose about lay-preaching.

Many, particularly Bray and Fish, were very zealous for it. Mr.

Whitefield and I declared against it.

Sat., May 19th. At the Common, George preached from, "The Holy

Ghost shall come upon thee." In the evening I found my brother at Mr.

Hodges's.

Sun., May 20th. I received the sacrament at St. Paul's, with best part of

our Society.

Mon., May 21st. At Mrs. Claggett's I found Miss Raymond, Rogers, J.

Cennick, Harris, Whitefield, Piriam, Mason, the Delamottes. Mr.

Claggett was very friendly, and invited me to Broadoaks.

Tues., May 22nd. Miss Raymond carried me in her coach to Islington.

My friend Stonehouse was delighted to see me. We sang together and

prayed, as in the months that are past.

Thur., May 24th. J. Bray took upon him to reprove me for checking the

course of the Spirit. I made him no answer; but I believe not every.

spirit; nor any till I have tried it by the fruits and the written word.

I met Miss Raymond, (as almost every day,) and joined with her and

our friends in prayer and singing. Mr. Claggett pressed me now, with

the utmost importunity, to go with him to-morrow.

Fri., May 25th. At noon I set out on horseback; our sisters in the

chaise. By two the next day, we surprised Miss Betty at Broadoaks. I

was full of prayer, that the Lord would gather a church in this place.

Sun., May 27th. Still Mr. Claggett opposed my preaching. I went to

church, where I preached the new birth. We returned singing. Mr.

Claggett still more violent. I told him, he was doing the devil's work.

Between jest and earnest, he struck me; raged exceedingly to see the

people come flocking to the word. God gave me utterance to make

known the mystery of the Gospel to four or five hundred listening

souls.

Tues., May 29th. Franklyn, a farmer, invited me to preach in his field. I

did so, to about five hundred, on, "Repent, for the kingdom of heaven

is at hand." I returned to the house rejoicing.

Wed., May 30th. I convinced a sick man of unbelief. Another on his

death-bed received forgiveness, and witnessed a good confession. I

invited near a thousand sinners (with whom the whole house was

filled at night) to come weary and heavy-laden to Christ for rest.

Thur., May 31st. A Quaker sent me a pressing invitation to preach at

Thackstead. I scrupled preaching in another's parish, till I had been

refused the church. Many Quakers, and near seven hundred others,

attended, while I declared in the highways, "The Scripture hath

concluded all under sin."

Fri., June 1st. My subject, to above one thousand attentive sinners, was, "He shall save his people from their sins." Many showed their

emotion by their tears.

Sat., June 2nd. At six I set out for London, with a quiet mind, leaving

my beloved friends in the hands of God. The first thing I heard in town

was, that my poor friend Stonehouse was actually married. It is a

satisfaction to me, that I had no hand in it.

Sun., June 3rd. G. Whitefield advised me (I thank him for his love) to

follow Mr. Stonehouse's example. He preached in the morning in

Moorfields, and in the evening at Kennington-Common, to an

innumerable multitude.

Mon., June 4th. I walked with a young Quaker to Islington church.

Satan hindered me; so Mr. Scott baptized him. He told me afterwards,

"When the words were speaking, I sensibly found the Holy Ghost

descend into my soul; the joy rose higher and higher, till at last I could

neither speak nor move; but seemed rapt into the third heaven."

I had some conversation with Mrs. Stonehouse; surely a gracious,

lovely soul; then with him. We joined in prayer; and I was better

reconciled to their sudden marriage. I met Shaw, the self-ordained

Priest. He was brim full of proud wrath and fierceness. His spirit

suited to his principles. I could do him no good; but was kept calm and

benevolent towards him; therefore he could do me no harm. I stood by

G. Whitefield, while he preached on the mount in Blackheath. The

cries of the wounded were heard on every side. What has Satan gained

by turning him out of the churches

Tues., June 5th. I was with him at Blendon. Bowers and Bray followed

us thither, drunk with the spirit of delusion. George honestly said,

"They were two grand enthusiasts."

Wed., June 6th. Above sixty of the poor people had passed the night in

Mr. Delamotte's barn, singing and rejoicing. I sang and prayed with

them before the door. George's exhortation left them all in tears.

At the Society in the evening, Shaw pleaded for his spirit of prophecy;

charged me with love of pre-eminence; with making my proselytes

twofold more children of the devil than before. Fish said, he looked

upon me as delivered over to Satan, &c. They declared themselves no longer members of the Church of England. We were kept tolerably

meek; and parted at eleven. Now am I clear of them. By renouncing

the Church, they have discharged me.

Thur., June 7th. Many of our friends have been pestered by the French

Prophets, and such-like Pretenders to inspiration. J. Bray is the

foremost to listen to them, and often carried away with their

delusions. To-day I had the happiness to find at his house the famous

Prophetess Lavington. She was sitting by Bowers; and Mrs. Sellers on

the other side. The Prophet Wise asked, "Can a man attain perfection

here?" I answered, "No." The Prophetess began groaning. I turned, and said, "If you have anything to speak, speak it." She lifted up her voice, like the lady on the tripod, and cried out vehemently, "Look for

perfection; I say absolute perfection!" I was minded to rebuke her; but

God gave me uncommon recollection, and command of spirit, so that I

sat quiet, and replied not. I offered at last to sing, which she allowed,

but did not join. Bray pressed me to stay, and hear her pray. They

knelt; I stood. She prayed most pompously, addressing to Bray with

particular encomiums. I durst not say, Amen. She concluded with an

horrible hellish laugh; and endeavoured to turn it off. She showed

violent displeasure against our baptized Quaker, saying, "God had

showed her, he would destroy all outward things."

Fri. and Sat., June 8th and 9th. I took the deposition of Anne Graham,

M. Biddle, and M. Rigby, concerning her lewd life and conversation;

and warned our friends everywhere against her. I joined at West's

with Hutchins and Miss Kinchin, in earnest prayer for the promise of

the Father.

Whitsunday, June 10th, 1739. I read the Society my account of the

Prophetess. All were shocked but poor J. Bray. He now appeared, and

strongly withstood me, and vindicated that Jezebel. I gave no place to

him, no, not for a moment. My natural temper was kept down, and

changed into a passionate concern for him, which I expressed in

prayers and tears. All besides him were melted down. I kissed him,

and testified my love; but could make no impression.

Mon., June 11th. I expounded with great liberty of spirit; and found

the blessing of opposition.

Tues., June 12th. I heard more of my Prophetess, who told a brother,

that she can command Christ to come to her in what shape she

pleases; as a dove, an eagle, &c. The devil owed her a shame by

bringing her again to Bray's. Wise, her gallant, came first; whom I

urged with a plain question, whether he had or had not cohabited

with her. He was forced to confess he had. J. Bray was vehement in her

defence; when she came in; flew upon us like a tigress; tried to outface

me; insisted that she was immediately inspired. I prayed. She cried,

"The devil was in me. I was a fool, a blockhead, a blind leader of the

blind; put out the people's eyes," &c. She roared outrageously; said it was the lion in her. (True; but not the Lion of Judah.) She would come

to the Society in spite of me: if not, they would all go down.

I asked, "Who is on God's side? Who for the old Prophets rather than

the new? Let them follow me." They followed me into the preaching-

room. I prayed, and expounded the lesson with extraordinary power.

The women, several of them, gave an account of their conversion

through my ministry. Our dear brother Bowers confessed himself

convinced of his error. We rejoiced and triumphed in the name of the

Lord our God.

Wed., June 13th. My brother returned. We had over the Prophetess's

affair before the Society. Bray and Bowers were much humbled. All

agreed to disown the Prophetess. Brother Hall proposed expelling

Shaw and Wolf. We consented, nem. con., that their names should be

erased out of the Society-book, because they disowned themselves

members of the Church of England.

Thur., June 14th. I heard my brother preach on Black-heath, "Christ

our wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption." We

continued at the Green Man's, singing and rejoicing. George Whitefield

gave a lively exhortation to about thirty of us. I slept with Seward and

my brother.

Fri., June 15th. The last time I had met Mr. Stonehouse and our

opposers in the vestry, he astonished by telling me, "He had consented

that I should preach no more." I thought in myself, "What is man or

what is friendship" and said nothing. To-day, in company with my

brother and him, I mentioned, without intending it, my exclusion through his consent. He pleaded, that the Bishop of London had

justified his Churchwardens in their forcible expulsion of me: but at

last was quite melted down; would do anything to repair his fault;

resolved no other should be excluded by him, as I had been.

Sun., June l7th. My brother preached to above ten thousand people (as

was supposed) in Moorfields, and to a still larger congregation on

Kennington-Common. I preached twice in the prison.

Mon., June 18th. I sang and prayed at Mrs. Euster's, a lively, gracious

soul; but too apt to depend on her inward feelings.

Tues., June 19th. I was at Lambeth with Mr. Piers. His Grace expressly

forbade him to let any of us preach in his church: charged us with

breach of the canon. I mentioned the Bishop of London's authorizing

my forcible exclusion. He would not hear me; said he did not dispute.

He asked me what call I had. I answered, "A dispensation of the Gospel

is committed to me." "That is, to St. Paul; but I do not dispute: and will not proceed to excommunication YET." "Your Grace has taught me in

your book on Church Government, that a man unjustly

excommunicated is not thereby cut off from communion with Christ."

"Of that I am the judge." I asked him, if Mr. Whitefield's success was not a spiritual sign, and sufficient proof of his call: recommended

Gamaliel's advice. He dismissed us; Piers, with kind professions; me,

with all the marks of his displeasure.

I felt nothing in my heart but peace. I prayed and sang at Bray's: but

some hours after, at West's, sank down in great heaviness and

discouragement. I found a little relief from the scripture that first

offered: Acts 17:8: Opening and alleging, that Christ must needs have

suffered, and risen again from the dead; and that this Jesus, whom I

preach unto you, is Christ."

Fri., June 22nd. The sower of tares is beginning to trouble us with

disputes about predestination. My brother was wonderfully owned at

Wapping last week, while asserting the contrary truth. To-night I

asked in prayer, that if God would have all men to be saved, he would

show some token for good upon us. Three were justified in immediate

answer to that prayer. We prayed again; several fell down under the

power of God, present to witness his universal love.

Sat., June 23rd. Some of the persons set at liberty came, and called on

me to return him thanks in their behalf, Twelve received forgiveness,

it seems, last night; another in this hour. I dined at Mr. Stonehouse's.

My inward conflict continued. I perceived it was the fear of man; and

that, by preaching in the field next Sunday, as George Whitefield urges

me, I shall break down the bridge, and become desperate. I retired,

and prayed for particular direction; offering up my friends, my liberty,

my life, for Christ's sake and the Gospel's. I was somewhat less

burdened could not be quite easy, till I gave up all.

Sun., June 24th. St. John Baptist's day. The first scripture I cast my eye

upon, was, "Then came the servant unto him, and said, Master, what

shall we do?" I prayed with West, and went forth in the name of Jesus

Christ. I found near ten thousand helpless sinners waiting for the

word, in Moorfields. I invited them in my Master's words, as well as

name: "Come unto me, all ye that travail, and are heavy laden, and I

will give you rest." The Lord was with me, even me, his meanest

messenger, according to his promise. At St. Paul's, the Psalms, Lemons,

&c., for the day, put fresh life into me. So did the sacrament. My load

was gone, and all my doubts and scruples. God shone upon my path;

and I knew this was his will concerning me. At Newington, the Rector,

Mr. Motte, desired me to preach. My text was, "All have sinned, and

come short of the glory of God; being justified freely," &c. I walked on to the Commons and cried to multitudes upon multitudes, "Repent ye,

and believe the Gospel." The Lord was my strength, and my mouth,

and my wisdom. O that all would therefore praise the Lord for his

goodness! I was refreshed with the Society, at a primitive love feast.

Fri., June 29th. At Wycombe I heard of much disturbance and sin,

occasioned by Bowers's preaching in the streets. I reached Oxford the

next day.

Sat., June 30th. I waited upon the Dean, who spoke with unusual

severity against field-preaching and Mr. Whitefield: explained away all

inward religion, and union with God.

That the world, and their God, abhor our manner of acting, I have too

sensible proof. This whole week has the messenger of Satan been

buffering me with uninterrupted temptation.

Sun., July 1st I preached my sermon on justification before the

University, with great boldness. All were very attentive. One could not

help weeping. At night I received power to expound; several

Gownsmen were present; some mocked.

Mon., July 2nd. Mr. Gambold came. He had been with the Vice-

Chancellor, and well received. I visited the Vice-Chancellor, at his own

desire: gave him a full account of the Methodists; which he approved:

but objected the irregularity of our doing good in other men's

parishes; charged Mr. Whitefield with insincerity, and breach of

promise; appealed to the Dean, and appointed a second meeting there.

All were against my sermon, as liable to be misunderstood.

Tues., July 3rd. Poor wild Bowers had been laid hold on for preaching

in Oxford. To-day the Beadle brought him to me. I spoke to him very

home. He had nothing to reply; but promised to do so no more; and

thereby obtained his liberty.

At night I had another conference with the Dean; who cited Mr.

Whitefield to judgment. I said, "Mr. Dean, he shall be ready to answer

your citation." He used his utmost address to bring me off from

preaching abroad, from expounding in houses, from singing psalms:

denied justification by faith only, and all vital religion: promised me,

however, to read Law and Pascal.

Wed., July 4th. I returned to London.

Sun., July 8th. Near ten thousand, by computation, gave diligent heed

to the word preached in Moorfields: "Thou shalt call his name Jesus;

for he shall save his people from their sins." Numbers seemed greatly

affected. Walking over an open field to Kennington-Common, I was

met by a man, who threatened me for a trespass. I preached "Christ

our wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption," to double

my morning congregation: and the Lord Almighty bowed their hearts

before him.

Mon., July 9th. I corrected Mr. Cennick's hymns for the press.

Tues., July l0th. I stepped Oakley, just going to Germany; and brought

him quite off his design. Mrs. H., a brand plucked out of the burning through my brother's ministry, ford me her wonderful history, which

filled my heart with pity and love.

Sat., July 14th. Many were pierced through this evening with the

sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

Sun., July 15th. My subject in Moorfields was, "God was in Christ,

reconciling the world unto himself:" on the Common, "Blessed are the poor in spirit."

Sun., July 22nd. I never knew till now the strength of temptation, and

energy of sin. Who, that conferred with flesh and blood, would covet

great success I live in a continual storm. My soul is always in my hand.

The enemy thrusts sore at me, that I may fall; and a worse enemy than

the devil is my own heart. I am surprised that anyone can be saved! I

received, I humbly hope, a fresh pardon in the sacrament at St. Paul's. I

would have preached at the Fleet; but the Warden forbad. I preached

at the Marshalsea.

Mon., July 23rd. I talked in Newgate with five condemned malefactors.

Wed., July 26th. I was served with a writ by Mr. Gofer, for walking over

his field to Kennington. I sent Oakley to the Lawyer, who confessed he

did not so much as know what his client sued me for.

I saw Dr. Doddridge at Mr. Burnham's; but did not see much of him.

Thur., July 26th. The Lord applied his word at Bray's, so that one

received forgiveness under it.

Sat, August 4th. I dined with my friend George Whitefield at Mrs.

Sparrow's, in Lewisham. In the evening at Mrs. Euster's; whom I visit

most days for my own sake.

Sun., August 5th. In the fields, I discoursed on the promise, "I will pray the Father, and he shall send you another Comforter" My subject was

the same at Kennington. In the bands, one witnessed her having

received her pardon. We gave thanks with her, whom the Lord hath

redeemed.

Tues., August 7th. I preached repentance and faith at Plaistow: and at

night expounded, in a private house, Lazarus dead and raised. The next day I called with Hedges on Thomas Keen, a mild and candid

Quaker: preached at Marybone. Too well pleased with my success,

which brought upon me the buffeting of Satan. I preached on

Kennington-Commons "Repent ye, and believe the Gospel."

Fri., August 10th. I gave George Whitefield some account both of my

labours and my conflicts.

"Dear George, - I forgot to mention the most material occurrence at

Plaistow; namely, that a Clergyman was there convinced of sin. He

steed under me, And appeared, throughout my discourse, under the

strongest perturbation of mind. In our return we were much delighted

with an old spiritual Quaker, who is clear in justification by faith only.

At Marybone a footman was convinced of more than sin; and now

waits with confidence for all the power of faith. Friend Keen seems to

have experience, and is right in the foundation.

"I cannot preach out on the week-days for the expense of coach, nor

accept of dear Mr. Seward's offer; to which I should be less backward,

would he take my advice. But while he is so lavish of his Lord's goods,

I cannot consent that this ruin should in any degree to be under my

hand.

"I am continually tempted to leave off preaching, and hide myself like

J. Hutchins. I should then be freer from temptation, and at leisure to

attend my own improvement, God continues to work by me, but not in

me, that I can perceive. Do not reckon upon me, my brother, in the

work God is doing: for I cannot expect he should long employ one who

is ever longing and murmuring to be discharged. I rejoice in your

success, and pray for its increase a thousand fold."

To-day I carried J. Bray to Mr. Law, who resolved all his feelings and

experiences into fits or natural affections, and advised him to take no

notice of his comforts, which he had better be without than with. He

blamed Mr. Whitefield's Journals, and way of proceeding; said, he had

had great hopes, that the Methodists would have been dispersed by

little and little into livings, and have leavened the whole lump. I told

him my experience. "Then am I," said he, "far below you, (if you are right,) not worthy to bear your shoes." He agreed to our notion of

faith, but would have it, that all men held it: was fully against the laymen's expounding, as the very worst thing, both for themselves and

others. I told him, he was my schoolmaster to bring me to Christ; but

the reason why I did not come sooner to Him, was, my seeking to be

sanctified before I was justified. I disclaimed all expectation of

becoming some great one.

Among other things, he said, "Was I so talked of as Mr. Whitefield is, I

should run away, and hide myself entirely." "You might," I answered;"

but God would bring you back like Jonah." Joy in the Holy Ghost, he

told us, was the most dangerous thing God could give. I replied, "But

cannot God guard his own gifts?" He often disclaimed advising,

"seeing we had the Spirit of God;" but mended upon our hands, and at last came almost quite over.

Sun., August 12th. I received power, great power, to explain the good

Samaritan. I communicated at St. Paul's, as every Sunday. I convinced

multitudes at the Common from, "Such were some of you; but ye are

washed," &c.; and before the day was past, felt my own sinfulness so

great, that I wished I had never been born.

Mon., August 13th. I wrote, in a letter to Seward, "I preached yesterday

to more than ten thousand hearers: am so buffeted, both before and

after, that, was I not forcibly detained, I should fly from every human

face. If God does make a way for me to escape, I shall not easily be

brought back again. I cannot like advertising. It looks like sounding a

trumpet.

"I hope our brother Hutchins will come forth at last, and throw away,

which he seems to have taken up, my mantle of reserve. But then he

will no longer make Mr. Broughton his counsellor."

Tues., August 14th. I carried Cossart, a Moravian, to Mr. Law, and left

them together. The whole congregation at Kennington seemed moved

by my discourse on those words, "He shall reprove the world of sin, of

righteousness, and of judgment." I could hardly get from them. We

hear every day of more and more convinced or pardoned.

Wed., August 15th. I wrote to George Whitefield, "Let not Cossart's

opinion of your letter to the Bishop weaken your hands. Abundant

caution does no harm. It is the Moravian infirmity. To-morrow I set out for Bristol. I pray you all a good voyage, and that many poor souls

may be added to the church by your ministry, before we meet again.

Meet again, I am confident we shall; perhaps both here and in

America. The will of the Lord be done with us, and by us, in time and

in eternity."

I called on our brother Bell, just as his wife received "like precious

faith;' We were all partakers of her joy.

Thur., August 16th. I rode to Wycombe; and, being refused the church,

would have preached in an house; but Bowers's preaching here has

shut the door against me, by confirming their natural aversion to the

Gospel. The next day we came to Oxford, and the day after that to

Evesham.

I sent my brother and friends accounts of our going on from time to

time: the following to my brother: -

"Bengeworth and Evesham, August 20th, 1739.

"Dear Brother, - We left the brethren at Oxford much edified, and two

gownsmen, besides C. Graves, thoroughly awakened. On Saturday

afternoon God brought us hither. Mr. Seward being from home, there

was no admittance for us, his wife being an opposer, and having

refused to see G. Whitefield before me. At seven Mr. Seward found us

at our inn, and carried us home. I expounded at eight in the school-

room, which contains two hundred; and held out the promises from

John 16: 'I will send the Comforter,' &c. "On Sunday morning I

preached from George Whitefield's pulpit, the wall, 'Repent ye, and

believe the Gospel.'

The notice being short, we had only a few hundreds, but such as those

described in the morning lesson, 'These were more noble than those

of Thessalonica, in that they received the word with all readiness of

mind; In the evening I showed to near two thousand their Saviour in

the good Samaritan. Many, I am persuaded, found themselves

stripped, and wounded, and half-dead: and are therefore ready for the

oil and wine. Once more God strengthened me at nine to open the new

covenant at the school-house which was crowded with deeply

attentive sinners"

Mon., August 20th. I spoke from Acts 2:87 to two or those hundred

market-people and soldiers; all as orderly and decent as could be

desired. I now heard that the Mayor had come down on Sunday to take

a view of us; and soon after an officer struck a countryman in the face,

without any provocation. A serious woman besought the poor man

not to resist evil, as the other only wanted to make a riot. He took

patiently several repeated blows, telling the man he might beat him as

long as he pleased.

I took a walk with Mr. Seward, whose eyes it has pleased God to open,

to see he would have all men to be saved. His wife, who refuses to see

me, is miserably bigoted to the particular scheme.

We had the satisfaction of meeting with Mr. Seward's cousin Molly,

whom I had endeavoured to convince of sin at Islington. The Spirit has

now convinced her of righteousness also. To-day she told us a young

lady here upon a visit had been deeply struck on Sunday night, under

the word, seeing and feeling her need of a physician; and earnestly

desired me to pray for her. We immediately joined in thanksgiving and

intercession. After dinner I spoke with her. She burst into tears; told

us she had come hither thoughtless and dead in pleasures and sin, but

resolved against ever being a Methodist; that she was alarmed at

seeing us so happy and full of love; had gone to the Society, but never

found herself out, till the word came with power to her soul; that all

the following night she had been as in an agony; could not pray; could

not bear our singing, nor have any rest in her spirit. We betook

ourselves to prayer; and God hearkened. She received forgiveness in

that instant, and triumphed in the name of the Lord her God. We were

all of us upon the mount the rest of the day.

At six I explained the nature of faith from, "Not I, but Christ liveth in me, - who loved me, and gave himself for me." Afterwards I showed

them, in the school-house, their own case in dead Lazarus. Some of

those that were dead, I trust, begin to come forth. Several serious

people from the neighbouring towns came home with us. We

continued our rejoicings till midnight.

Tues., August 21st. I besought my hearers to be reconciled unto God. I

found Miss P. had been greatly strengthened by last night's

expounding, and could scarce forbear crying out, "She was that

Lazarus; and if they would come to Christ, he would raise them, as he

had her." All night she continued singing in her heart; and discovers

more and more of that genuine mark of his disciples, love.

I was prevailed upon to stay over this day. God soon showed us his

design in it. Our singing in the garden drew two sincere women to us,

who sought Christ sorrowing. After reading the promises in Isaiah, we

prayed, and they received them accomplished in themselves. We were

upon a mount, which reminded us of Tabor, through the joy

wherewith our Master filled us. How shall I be thankful enough for his

bringing me hither? While we were singing, a poor drunken servant of

Mr. Seward's was struck. His master had last night given him warning;

but now he seems effectually called. We spent the afternoon most

delightfully in Isaiah. At seven the Society met. I could hardly speak

through my cold; but it was suspended, while I showed the natural

man his picture in blind Bartimeus.

Many were ready to cry after Jesus for mercy. The three that had lately

received their sight were much strengthened. Miss P. declared her

cure before two hundred witnesses; many of them gay young

gentlewomen. They received her testimony, flocked round about her,

and pressed her on all sides to come to see them. By this open

confession, she purchased to herself great boldness in the faith.

Wed., August 22nd. This morning the work upon poor Robin appeared

to he God's work. The words that made the first impression were, "Tis

mercy all, immense and free, For, O my God, it found out me!"

He now seems full of sorrow, and joy, and astonishment, and love. The

world, too, set to their seal that he belongs to Christ.

Here I cannot but observe the narrow spirit of those that hold

particular redemption. I have had no disputes with them, yet they

have me in abomination. Mrs. Seward is irreconcilably angry with me;

"for he offers Christ to all." Her maids are of the same spirit; and their Baptist teacher insisted that I ought to have my gown stripped over

my ear.

When Mr. Seward, in my hearing, exhorted one of the maids to a concern for her salvation, she answered, "It was to no purpose; she

could do nothing." The same answer he received from his daughter, of

seven years old. See the genuine fruits of this blessed doctrine!

"Gloucester, August 23rd.

"By ten last night the Lord brought us hither through many dangers

and difficulties. In mounting, I fell over my horse, and sprained my

hand. Riding in the dark, I bruised my foot. We lost our way as often as

we could. Two horses we had between three; for Robin bore us

company. Here we were turned back from a friend's house, by his

wife's sickness. Last night my voice and strength wholly failed me. To-

day they are in some measure restored. At night I with difficulty got in

to the crowded Society; preached the law and the Gospel from Rom. 3.

They received it with all readiness. Three Clergymen were present.

Some without attempted to make a disturbance by setting on the dogs,

but in vain: the dumb dogs rebuked the rioters."

"Gloucester, August 25th.

"Before I went forth into the streets and highways, I sent, after my

custom, to borrow the church. The Minister (one of the better

disposed) sent back a civil message, that he would be glad to drink a

glass of wine with me, but durst not lend me his pulpit for fifty

guineas.

"Mr. Whitefield durst lend me his field, which did just as well. For near an hour and a half God gave me voice and strength to exhort about

two thousand sinners to repent and believe the Gospel. My voice and

strength failed together; neither do I want them when my work is

done. Being invited to Painswick, I waited upon the Lord, and renewed

my strength. We found near one thousand gathered in the street. I

have but one subject, on which I discoursed from 2 Cor. 5:19: 'God was

in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself.' I besought them

earnestly to be reconciled, and the rebels seemed inclinable to lay

down their arms. A young Presbyterian teacher clave to us. I received

fresh strength to expound the good Samaritan, at a public-house,

which was full above stairs and below"

Sat., August 25th. I showed them in the street, that to them and to their children was the promise made. Some are, I trust, on the point of

receiving it. Three Clergymen attended. I prayed by a young woman,

afraid of death, because it had not lost its sting. I showed her, the

promise was to those that are afar off, even before they actually

receive it; if they can but trust that they shall receive it. This revived

her much; and we left her patiently waiting for the salvation of God.

At nine I exhorted and prayed with an house full of sincere souls; and

took my leave, recommended by their affectionate prayers to the grace

of God.

At Gloucester I received an invitation from F. Drummond. I dined with

her and several of the friends, particularly Josiah Martin, a spiritual

man, as far as I can discern. My heart was enlarged, and knit to them

in love. I went to the field at five. An old intimate acquaintance (Mrs.

Kirkham) stood in my way, and challenged me, "What, Mr. Wesley, is it

you I see Is it possible that you who can preach at Christ-church, St.

Mary's, &c., should come hither after a mob?" I cut her short with,

"The work which my Master giveth me, must I not do it?" and went to

my mob, or (to put it in the Pharisees' phrase) this people which is

accursed. Thousands heard me gladly, while I told them their privilege

of the Holy Ghost, the Comforter, and exhorted them to come for him

to Christ as poor lost sinners. I continued my discourse fill night.

"Runwlck, August 26th.

"The Minister here lent me his pulpit. I stood at the window, (which

was taken down,) and turned to the larger congregation of above two

thousand, in the church-yard. They appeared greedy to hear, while I

testified, 'God so loved the world, that he gave his only-begotten Son,'

&c. These are, I think, more noble than those at Evesham.

"After sermon, a woman came to me, who had received faith in hearing

Mr. Whitefield. She was terrified at having lost her comfort. I

explained to her that wilderness-state into which the believer is

generally led by the Spirit to be tempted, as soon as he is baptized by

the Holy Ghost. This confirmed her in a patient looking for His return

whom her soul loveth.

"We dined at Mr. Ellis's of Ebly. I met our brother Ellis, who has the blessing of believing parents; two sisters awakened; one only brother

continues an abandoned prodigal. In the afternoon I preached again to

a Kennington congregation. The church was full as it could crowd.

Thousands stood in the church-yard. It was the most beautiful sight I

ever beheld. The people filled the gradually-rising area, which was

shut up on three sides by a vast perpendicular hill. On the top and

bottom of this hill was a circular row of trees. In this amphitheatre

they stood, deeply attentive, while I called upon them in Christ's

words, 'Come unto me, all that are weary.' The tears of many testified

that they were ready to enter into that rest. God enabled me to lift up

my voice likes trumpet; so that all distinctly heard me. I concluded

with singing an invitation to sinners.

"It was with difficulty we made our way through this most loving

people, and returned amidst their prayers and blessings to Ebly. Here I

expounded the second lesson for two hours, and received strength

and faith to plead the promise of the Father. A good old Baptist

pressed me to preach at Stanley, in my way to Bristol." Accordingly,

Mon., August 27th, I set out at seven. The sky was overcast, and the

Prince of the power of the air wetted us to the skin. This, I thought,

portended good. We could not stay to dry ourselves, there being,

contrary to our expectation, a company of near one thousand waiting.

I preached from a table, (having been first denied the pulpit,) upon,

"Repent, and believe the Gospel." The hearers seemed so much

affected, that I appointed them to meet me again in the evening. The

Minister was of my audience.

I rode back to Ebly, and was informed by brother Oakley, that he had

fastened upon the poor prodigal, and spoke to his heart. His

convictions were heightened by the sermon. We prayed and sang

alternately, till faith came.

God blew with his wind, and the waters flowed. He struck the hard

rock, and the waters gushed out, and the poor sinner, with joy and

astonishment, believed the Son of God loved him, and gave himself for

him. Sing, ye heavens, for the Lord hath done it; shout, ye lower parts

of the earth!

In the morning I had told his mother the story of St. Austin's conversion. Now I carried her the joyful news, "This thy son was dead,

and is alive again." I expounded at a gentlewoman's house, in my way

to Stanley, but could hardly speak through my cold. I went forth in

faith, and preached under a large elmtree, on the prodigal son, and

returned to Ebly rejoicing; where I expounded the woman of Samaria.

Tues., August 28th. In the evening I accompanied my brother to the

preaching-room, in the Horsefair, Bristol. A drunken Quaker

(Benjamin Rutter) made a great disturbance by bawling out for his

wife. Some of the brethren hardly saved him from the mob.

Wed., August 29th. At six o'clock we had prayers, with a large

company of our brethren and sisters, who have learned of Christ to

come to the temple, early in the morning. None of them as yet think it

part of their Christian liberty, to forsake the means of grace. I spent

the day with my brother in visiting several of the Society.

Thur., August 30th. My brother expounded, and took leave of them. His

short absence cost them many tears.

Fri., August 31st. I entered upon my ministry at Weaver's-hall, and

began expounding Isaiah, with much freedom and power. They were

melted into tears all around. So again at one, when the bands met to

keep the church-fast. We were all of one heart and of one mind. I was

much carried out in pleading the promises; forgot the contradiction

wherewith they grieved my spirit at London; fell all at once into the

strictest intimacy with these delightful souls; and could not forbear

saying, "It is good for me to be here."

I spoke to the poor colliers on, "The blind receive their sight, the lame walk," &c. Then began the Gospel at Gloucester-lane, and preached

with power on, "Thou shalt call his name Jesus; for," &c. I went home to Mr. Grevil's, stronger in body than when I rose.

September 1 - November 6, 1739

Sat., September 1st. At five I preached for the first time at the Bowling-

green, in the heart of the city, and called all the weary and heavy-laden

to Christ. None offered to go away, though it rained hard. The power of

the Lord was in the midst; which forced one woman to cry out

vehemently. I began the Romans at Weaver's-hall. The hearers

appeared deeply affected.

Sun., September 2nd. There was supposed to be above four thousand

at the Bowling-green. My subject was, "To you and to your children is

the promise made." Many experienced the great power of truth. I

received the sacrament at St. Nicholas; dined at M.N.'S, full of faith and

love. I prayed by Mr. Coulston, desirous to be with Christ.

I preached at Rose-green, to near five thousand souls, upon, "God so

loved the world." They heard me patiently; and some gladly. I was

quite spent by the time I got to Weaver's-hall. The scoffers gave me

new life. For two hours I preached the law; and then was fresh for the

love-feast. We could not part before eleven.

Mon., September 3rd. I had some discourse with a gentleman, who

had been offended at the cryings out. My sermon upon the Holy Ghost

had been blessed to his conviction, and stripped him of his outside

Christianity. I found Weaver's-hall as full as it could hold; and

proceeded in Isaiah. I dined with the gentleman above mentioned, and

spoke fully and strongly of the things of the kingdom. Then read him

my own case. He laid down his arms, confessed he knew nothing yet

as he ought to know; and is now looking for that faith which is the gift

of God.

I preached at the brick-yard, to upwards of five thousand, from 1 Cor.

6:9. I marvelled at their taking it so patiently, when I showed them

they were all adulterers, thieves, idolaters, &c. Then expounded John 2

in Gloucester-lane, with demonstration of the Spirit. I spent a

delightful hour in prayer with a band; and were all melted into a sense

of our deep poverty.

Tues., September 4th. I talked with poor despairing Lucretia. Never

did I find greater faith in pleading the promises for any one; yet there

was no answer; which convinces me that it is good for the choicest of

God's children to receive (and that for a long time) the sentence of

death in themselves. I have not found such depth of distress, no, not in

Hetty Delamotte.

At four I preached over against the school in Kingswood, to some

thousands, (colliers chiefly,) and held out the promises, from Isaiah 35: "The wilderness and the solitary place shall be glad for them; and

the desert shall rejoice, and blossom as the rose." I triumphed in God's

mercy to these poor outcasts, (for he hath called them a people who

were not a people,) and in the accomplishment of that scripture,

"Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf

shall be unstopped; then shall the lame man leap as an hart, and the

tongue of the dumb sing; for in the wilderness shall water break out,

and streams in the desert." O how gladly do the poor receive the

Gospel: We hardly knew how to part.

Just as I began in Weaver's-hall, the devil set up his throat in Benjamin

Eutter. I took that occasion to convince the hearers of sin; of the very

sin of that poor reprobate. The chapter expounded was Rom. 2. To God

be all the glory that I spoke convincingly.

Wed., September 5th. I was much discouraged by a farther discovery

of the disorderly walking of some, who have given the adversary

occasion to blaspheme, by their rioting and drunkenness. I am a poor

creature on such occasions, being soon cast down, as in the case of

Shaw and the Prophetess. Yet I went and talked with them. God filled

me with such love to their souls, as I have not known before. They

could not stand before it. I joined with Oakley and Cennick in prayer

for them. M. trembled exceedingly. The others gave us great cause to

hope for their recovery. The same power continued with me, at the

women's society, whom I reproved, in love and simplicity, for their

lightness, dress, self-indulgence. I then exhorted the men to self-

denial, and a constant use of the means of means. God greatly

enlarged our hearts in prayer.

Thur., September 6th. I had my gentleman (now a little child) to

breakfast, and surprised him much by Isaiah's promises. I dined at M.

Ayres's, "sick of" desire, if not of "love." I rode with Dashamps, to Publow, where I preached from, "God so loved the world." I spake with great boldness at night on my favourite subject, justification by faith

only; and triumphed in the irresistible force of that everlasting truth.

Fri., September 7th. At Weaver's-hall I expounded Isaiah 3, where the

Prophet alike condemns notorious profligates, worldly-minded men,

and well-dressed ladies. God was with us in our meeting to keep the fast. I went to see one in her last agony, but thoroughly sensible of her

dreadful condition; preached Christ to her, and prayed in faith. She

showed all imaginable signs of eager desire; and died within an hour.

How comfortable is it that I can now hope for her, so often as I have

disputed the possibility of a death-bed repentance!

The house and yards of S. England were crowded as usual. The

scripture from which I discoursed was John 1. God was with my

mouth. I preached and prayed believing. I was led to ask a sign of

God's universal love. He always answers that prayer. A poor ignorant

man stood up, as God's witness, that in Christ he had redemption

through his blood, the forgiveness of sins; that he knew and felt it by

such a love to every human soul, as he was hardly able to bear. He

spoke with a simplicity which was irresistible. We all confessed that

God was with him of a truth. Our prayers were answered on M. Ayres

likewise; which she testified before us all.

Sat., September 8th. Two women came to me, who had received the

atonement last night, while the man was speaking, and were filled

with unknown love to all mankind. We observed the thanksgiving-day

at M. England's, and found the benefit of joint prayers and praises. At

the bowling-green, I prayed God to direct me what to preach upon,

and opened on Ezekiel's vision of the dry bones: "So I prophesied as I

was commanded: and as I prophesied, there was a noise, and, behold,

a slinking!" The breath of God attended his word. A man sunk down

under it. A woman screamed for mercy, so as to drown my voice.

Never did I see the like power among us. Coming home I met M.

Skinner, who told me she had found Christ at the expounding last

Monday, and went home full of melting joy and love.

At the room I preached from Rom. 4. God set to his seal. A woman

testified she had then received the witnessing Spirit; was sure her sins

were forgiven; full of love and joy in the Holy Ghost; knew Christ was

hers, and could even, as she said, fly away to heaven. Another declared

she had never been able to apply the promises till last night, but then

received the power; knew Christ died for her; said, she had laboured

many years to justify herself, and warned us earnestly not to do as she

had done; not to mingle our own works with the blood of Christ.

Sun., September 9th. At the bowling-green I preached on, "When he is come, he shall convince the world of sin, and of righteousness," &c.

The green was quite full. I never spoke more searchingly. I would have

passed on to the second office of the Spirit, convincing of

righteousness, but was again and again brought back, and constrained

to dwell upon the law. As often as I returned, some Pharisees quitted

the field; feeling the sharpness of the two-edged sword.

Two thousand at Rose-green stood patient in the rain, while I

explained how the Spirit convinces of righteousness and of judgment.

After sermon, a poor collier afforded me matter of rejoicing (his wife

received the atonement some days before). He had been with me

before; owned he was the wickedest fellow alive a month ago; but now

finds no rest in his flesh by reason of his sin. Observing him much

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