going forward. Such a company of loving children I have
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[May, 1786.
Mon. 17.—I went on to Blackburn, which was sufficiently crowded ; it being the fair-day. No House would contain the people ; so I stood abroad, and expounded that awful scripture, "I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God."
All were still as night, unless when they sung; then their voices were as the sound of many waters.
Tues. 18.—I preached at Padiham, Burnley, Southfield, and Colne.
Thursday, 20. I went to Otley, and found God was there, both in the evening, and morning service. Friday,
21. I preached at Yeadon ; where the work of God is rapidly going forward.
Such a company of loving children I have nowhere seen, but at Oldham, near Manchester. Sunday, 23.
I preached in Haworth church in the morning ; and Bingley church in the afternoon; but as there were many hundreds that could not get in, Mr. Atmore preached abroad at the same time.
In the evening I preached to an huge multitude at Bradford. Surely the people of this town are highly favoured, having both a Vicar and a Curate that preach the truth.
Mon. 24.—I preached at Halifax; Tuesday, 25, at ten in Heptonstall church ; (the ugliest I know;) and in the afternoon at Todmorden church.
How changed are both the place and the people since I saw them first !
"Lo! the smiling fields are glad; and the human savages are tame !"
Thur. 27.—I preached at Greetland at ten; and at Huddersfield in the evening.
Friday, 28. I preached at LongwoodHouse ; the owners of which are a blessing to all the poor, both in spirituals and temporals.
Saturday, 29. The wind drove us in the evening into the Cloth-Hall, in Gildersome ; where I expounded and applied, "The things that are seen are temporal; but the things that are not seen are eternal."
Sun. 30.—I preached in the new House at Dewsbury, as I had intended.
I could not preach abroad at Birstal at noon, because of the boisterous wind.
I got some shelter from it at Wakefield, while I applied those words in one of the Psalms for the day, "He healeth them that are broken in heart, and giveth medicine to heal their sickness." On Monday, May 1, and Zwesday, I preached at Leeds; on Wednesday, at the church at Horsforth, with a remarkable blessing. Thursday, 4.
Preaching at Tadcaster in the way, in the evening I preached at York.
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33] Saviour's church, thoroughly filled with serious hearers; and in the afternoon at St. Margaret's, which was over-filled ; many being constrained to go away.
We had a love-feast in the evening, at which many artlessly testified what God had done for their souls. I have not formany years known this society in so prosperous a condition.
This is undoubtedly owing, first, to the exact discipline which has for some time been observed among them; and, next, to the strongly and continually exhorting the believers to " go on unto perfection."
Mon, 8.—I preached about one in the new House at Easingwold, and in the evening at Thirsk.
Tuesday, 9. I went on to Richmond. I alighted, according to his own desire, at Archdeacon Blackburne's house. How lively and active was he some years ago! I find he is two years younger than me; but he is now a mere old man, being both blind, and deaf, and lame.
Who maketh thee to differ?
He durst not ask me to preach in his church, " for fear somebody should be offended."
So I preached at the head of the street, to a numerous congregation ; all of whom stood as still, (although it rained all the time,) and behaved as well, as if we had been in the church.
Wed. 10.—I rode through a lovely country to BarnardCastle, and found much life in the congregation. Thursday, 11.
About noon we came to Appleby, the county-town of Cumberland.
A very large room being provided, I preached with much liberty, and then cheerfully went on to Penrith.
In my way hither, I looked over Lord Bacon's "Ten Centuries of Experiments."
Many of them are extremely curious; and many may be highly useful.
Afterwards I read Dr. Anderson's " Account of the Hebrides."
How accurate and sensible a writer!
But how clearly does he show that, through the ill-judged salt [duty], the herring-fishery there, which might be of great advantage, is so effectually destroyed, that the King's revenue therefrom is annihilated; yea, that it generally, at least frequently, turns out some thousand pounds worse than nothing!
Fri. 12.—I preached at Carlisle ; and Saturday, 18, after a long day's journey, at Glasgow. After spending three days here fully employed, on Wednesday, 17, we went on to Edinburgh.
Here likewise I had much and pleasant work.
On Friday, 19, T went forward to Dundee ; and on Saturday, 20, to Arbroath ; where I spent the Lord's Day in the Lord's work.
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Mon, 22.—Having a long day's journey before us, we set out, at half-hour past three: So we came early to Aberdeen.
Wednesday, 24. We had an exceeding solemn parting, as I reminded them that we could hardly expect to see each other's face any more, till we met in Abraham's bosom.
Thur. 25.—We set out early ; but when we came to Bervie, the inn was full; there was no room for man or beast 3 SO we were constrained to go a double stage, to Montrose.
But the storm was so high, we could not pass for several hours.
However, we reached Arbroath soon after six; and a large congregation was deeply attentive, while I applied, "To him that hath shall be given; but from him that hath not shall be taken away even what he assuredly hath."
The storm was still so high, that, unless we set out at night, we could not pass till nine in the morning.
So we went on board at eleven.
The wind was then so strong, that the boat could scarce keep above water.
However, our great Pilot brought us safe to land between one and two inthe morning.
Saturday, 27. About three we came to the New Inn, and rested till between six and seven.
Thence, going gently on to Kinghorn, we had a pleasant passage to Leith.
After preaching, I walked to my lovely lodging at Coates, and found rest was sweet.
Sun. 28.—I preached first at our own House, and at noon on the Castle-Hill.
I never saw such a congregation there before.
But the chair was placed just opposite to the sun:
But I soon forgot it, while I expounded those words, "I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God."
In the evening the whole audience seemed to feel, " Without holiness no man shall see the Lord."
Tues. 30.—I had the happiness of conversing with the Earl of H and his Lady, at Dunbar. I could not but observe both the easiness of his behaviour, (such as we find in all the Scottish Nobility,) and the fineness of his appearance, greatly set off by a milk-white head of hair.
Wednesday, 31. Itooka view of the stupendous bridge, about ten miles from Dunbar ; which is thrown over the deep glen that runs between the two mountains, commonly called the Peas. I doubt whether Louis the Fourteenth ever raised such a bridge as this.
In the evening I preached at Berwick-upon-Tweed ; Thursay, JUNE 1, at Alnwick.
Friday, 2. I was desired to lay
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the first stone of the preaching-house there.
A very large congregation attending, we spent some time on the spot, in solemn prayer, and singing praise to God.
About noon I preached in the Town-Hall at Morpeth; in the evening, at Newcastle.
How different isthe spirit of this congregation to that of most of those I have seen lately !
June 4,—(Being Whitsunday.) I preached at eight to an amazing congregation, at the Ballast-Hills ; but it was doubled by that at the Fell in the afternoon.
But it was supposed that at the Garth-Heads, in the evening, was as large as both together.
On Monday and Tuesday the congregation was larger than I ever remember.
Wednesday, 7. At five we had a solemn parting.
About noon I preached at North-Shields, in a tent erected near the town, to a very numerous congregation.
In the evening I preached at Sunderland.
About eleven on Friday I preached in the church at Monkwearmouth, on those words in the Second Lesson, "If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."
Friday, 9. I preached at Durham about eleven, and in the evening at Hartlepool.
I preached in the Town-Hall, where many appeared to be very deeply affected.
Surely the seed will spring up at last even here, where we seemed so long to be ploughing on the sand.
Sat. 10.—I went to Darlington.
Since I was here last, Mr. died, and left many thousand pounds to an idle spendthrift, but not one groat to the poor.
O unwise steward of the mammon of unrighteousness!
How much better for him had he died a beggar!
Sun. 11.—I was obliged in the evening to preach abroad.
Afterward we had a love-feast; at which many plain people spoke the height and depth of Christian experience, in the most plain and artless manner.
Mon. 12.—We found still, at Stockton, much fruit of S.
Brisco's labours among the children.
I preached here at noon, and at Yarm in the evening.
Tuesday, 13. The preachinghouse at Hutton-Rudby was well filled at nine.
When I came to Guisborough, where I had no thought of preaching, I found the congregation waiting: So I began without delay ; and it was a time of love.
We had a warm ride in the afternoon to Whitby; where it has pleased God fully to make up
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[June, 1786. the removal of Wilham Ripley, who was for many years a burning and a shining light.
In the evening the House was well filled with people, and with the power of God; and, after preaching four times, I was no more tired than when I rose in the morning.
Thur. 15.—I found the work of God at Scarborough more lively than it had been for many years.
Friday, 16. In the evening I preached at Bridlington-quay, to a numerous congregation.
Saturday, 17. I found Mr. Parker at Beverley, in a palace.
The gentleman that owned it being gone abroad, it was let at a moderate rent.
I preached here at twelve; about four at Newlands; and at seven in Hull.
Sunday, 18. I was invited by the Vicar to preach in the High Church, one of the largest parish churches in England. I preached on the Gospel for the day,—the story of Dives and Lazarus.
Being invited to preach in the afternoon, the church was, if possible, more crowded than before; and I pressed home the Prophet's words, "Seek ye the Lord while he may be found; call ye upon him while he is near."
Who would have expected, a few years since, to see me preaching in the High Church at Hull?
I had appointed to preach at Swinfleet; so I went as far as Beverley this evening, and on Monday, 19, set out early; but being vehemently importuned to go round by Malton, I did so, and preached there at nine.
Thence T hastened to Pocklington ; and, finding the people ready, stepped out of the chaise, and preached without delay.
We reached Swinfleet between six and seven, having gone, in all, seventy-six miles.
A numerous congregation was assembled under the shade of tall trees.
Sufficient for this day was the labour thereof: But still I was no more tired than when I rose in the morning.
Tues. 20.—I preached in Crowle at noon; and in the evening at Epworth.
Wed. 21.—I preached at Scotter at nine; and at one in Brigg, in an open part of the town.
All were still as night ; the very boys and girls standing as quiet as their parents:
Indeed, it seemed that the hearts of all were as melting wax before the Lord.
In the evening, the people flocking together on every side, I was constrained to preach in the marketplace at Grimsby; where every one behaved well, except the Calvinist Preacher.
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Thur, 22.—In the evening I preached at Louth.
I never saw this people affected before.
Friday, 23.
At nine I preached at Tealby, where many of the people felt that God was with them in an uncommon manner.
Having now given a second reading to " Fingal," rendered into heroic verse, I was thoroughly convinced it is one of the finest Epic Poems in the English language.
Many of the jines are worthy of Mr. Pope; many of the incidents are deeply pathetic; and the character of Fingal exceeds any in Homer, yea, and Virgil too.
No such speech comes out of his mouth as, Sum pius Aineas, fama super ethera notus : *
No such thing in his conduct as the whole affair of Dido is in the Trojan Hero.
Meantime, who is Ewen Cameron?
Is it not Doctor Blair?
And is not one great part of this publication to aggrandize the character of the old Highlanders, as brave, hospitable, generous men?
In the evening I preached to a large congregation at Gainsborough, in Sir Nevil Hickman's yard.
But Sir Nevil is no more, and has left no son; so the very name of that ancient family is lost!
And how changed is the house since I was young, and good Sir Willoughby Hickman lived here!
One of the towers is said to have been built in the reign of King Stephen, above six hundred years ago.
But it matters not ; yet a little while, and the earth itself, with all the works of it, will be burned up.
Sat. 24.—I preached at New Inn; afterwards at Newark,— one of the most elegant towns in England ; and in the evening at Retford, on, 'I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God,"
Sun. 25.—I preached at Misterton.
I was grieved to sec so small a congregation at Haxey church.
It was not so when Mr. Harle lived here.
O what a curse in this poor land are pluralities and non-residence!
But these are evils that God alone can cure.
About one I preached at Overthorpe, where the spreading trees sheltered both me and the congregation.
But we hada * The following is Warton's translation of this quotation from Virgil :—
The good Aineas am I call'd; my fame, And brave exploits, have reach'd the starry frame.—EpDIT.
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[June, 1786. far larger at Epworth, between four and five in the afternoon.
Surely God will visit this place yet again, and lift up them that are fallen.
Mon. 26.—I read Prayers and preached in Owstone church, thoroughly filled with attentive hearers; and again at nine in the morning.
Tuesday, 27.
At one in the afternoon I preached at Belton.
While I was preaching, three little children, the eldest six years old, the youngest two and a half, whom their mother had left at dinner, straggled out, and got to the side of a well, which was near the house.
The youngest, leaning over, fell in: The others striving to pull it out, the board gave way; in consequence of which, they all fell in together.
The young one fell under the bucket, and stirred no more; the others held for a while by the side of the well, and then sunk into the water, where it was supposed they lay half an hour.
One coming to tell me, I advised, immediately to rub them with salt, and to breathe strongly into their mouths.
They did so, but the young one was past help ; the others in two or three hours were as well as ever.
Wed. 28.—I entered into the eighty-third year of my age.
T am a wonder to myself.
It is now twelve years since I have felt any such sensation as weariness.
I am never tired, (such is the goodness of God!) either with writing, preaching, or travelling.
One natural cause undoubtedly is, my continual exercise and change of air.
How the latter contributes to health I know not; but certainly it does.
This morning, Abigail Pilsworth, aged fourteen, was born into the world of spirits. I talked with her the evening before, and found her ready for the Bridegroom.
A few hours after, she quietly fell asleep.
When we went into the room where her remains lay, we were surprised.
A more beautiful corpse I never saw: We all sung, Ah, lovely appearance of death !
What sight upon earth is so fair ?
Not all the gay pageants that breathe Can with a dead body compare !
All the company were in tears; and in all, except her mother, who sorrowed, (but not as one without hope,) they were tears of joy.
"O Death, where is thy sting?"
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June 29, 1786.—-I took a cheerful leave of my affectionate friends at Epworth, leaving them much more alive than I found them.
About onc I preached at Thorne, now one of the liveliest places in the Circuit, to a numerous congregation ; and in the evening at Doncaster.
I know not that ever I saw this preaching-house filled before; and many of them seemed to feel, as well as hear.
It may be, some will bring forth fruit with patience.
Fri. 30.—I turned aside to Barnsley, formerly famous for 'all manner of wickedness.
They were then ready to tear any Methodist Preacher in pieces.
Now not a dog wagged his tongue.
I preached near the market-place to a very large congregation; and I believe the word sunk into many hearts: They seemed to drink in every word.
Surely God will have a people in this place.
Sat.
Juty 1.—I went on to Bramley, about four miles from Sheffield, where a gentleman has built a neat preaching-house for the poor people, at his own expense.
As the notice was short, I had no need to preach abroad.
The congregation was deeply serious, while I explained what it was to build upon a rock, and what to build upon the sand.
In the evening I spoke very plain to a crowded audience at Sheffield, on, "Now it is high time to awake out of sleep."
One of the hearers wrote me a nameless letter upon it.
But he could * This part of Mr. Wesley's Journal was not transcribed and published by himself, but by those persons who had access to his papers after his decease.
They apologize for the imperfect form in which it appears, by saying, at the conclusion,
46 We are not sure that Mr. Wesley carried on his Journal any farther; but if any
'more of it should be found, it will be published in due time.
There are unavoidable chasms in this Journal, owing to some parts being mislaid ; and it is probable that many of the proper names of persons and places are not properly spelled ; as the whole of the manuscript was so ill written as to be scarcely legible."
It should also be stated, that this part of the Journal contains some passages which it is probable Mr. Wesley would never have committed to the press, and for the publication of which he should not be made responsible. —E DIT.
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[July, 1786.. remember nothing of the sermon but only, that "the rising early was good for the nerves !"
Sun. 2.—I read Prayers, preached, and administered the sacrament to six or seven hundred hearers: It was a solemn season. I preached soon after five in the evening, on, '" There is joy in heaven over one.sinner that repenteth."
Afterwards I gave an account of the rise of Methodism, (that is, old scriptural Christianity,) to the whole congregation ; as truth will bear the light, and loves to appear in the face of the sun.
Mon. 3.—We had our Quarterly Meeting, followed by a love-feast, at which many spoke without reserve; and several of them admirably well; showing that with the fear of the Lord is understanding.
Tues. 4.—I met the select society, most of them walking in glorious liberty. Afterwards I went to Wentworth-House, the splendid seat of the late Marquis of Rockingham.
He lately had forty thousand a year in England, and fifteen or twenty thousand in Ireland. And what has he now? Six foot of earth.
A heap of dust is all remains of thee!
Tis all thou art, and all the proud shall be.
The situation of the house is very fine.
It commands e& large and beautiful prospect. Before the house is an open view ; behind, a few acres of wood; but not laid out with any taste.
The green-houses are large; but I did not observe anything curious in them. The front of the house is large and magnificent, but not yet finished.
The entrance is noble, the saloon exceeding grand, and so are several of the apartments.
Few of the pictures are striking: I think none of them to be compared with some in Fonmon Castle.
The most extraordinary thing I saw was the stables : A Square, fit fora royal palace, all built of fine stone, and near as large as the old
Quadrangle at Christ-Church in Oxford.
But for what use were these built?
To show that the owner had near threescore thousand pounds a year!
O how much treasure might he have laid up in heaven, with all this mammon of unrighteousness!
About one I preached at Thorpe, to three or four times as many as the preaching-house would have contained ; and in the evening to the well-instructed and well-behaved congregation at Sheffield, O what has God wrought in this town!
The leopard now lies down with the kid.
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preaching at Belper, seven miles short of Derby.
I was nothing glad of this, as it obliged me to quit the turnpike-road, to hobble over a miserable common.
The people, gathered from all parts, were waiting.
So I went immediately to the market-place ; and, standing under a large tree, testified,
"This is life eternal, to know 'thee, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent."
The House at Derby was throughly filled in the evening.
As many of the better sort (so called) were there, I explained, (what seemed to be more adapted to their circumstances and experience,) "This only have I found, that God made man upright ; but they have found out many inventions."
Thur. 6.—In going to Ilston we were again entangled in miserable roads. We got thither, however, about eleven. Though the church is large, it was sufficiently crowded. The Vicar read
Prayers with great earnestness and propriety :
I preached on, " Her ways are ways of pleasantness ;" and the people seemed all ear.
Surely good will be done in this place ; though it is strongly opposed both by the Calvinists and Socinians.
We went on in a lovely afternoon, and through a lovely country, to Nottingham. I preached to a numerous and wellbehaved congregation. I love this people : There is something wonderfully pleasing, both in their spirit and their behaviour.
Fri. 7.—The congregation at five was very large, and convinced me of the earnestness of the people.
They are greatly increased in wealth and grace, and continue increasing daily.
Saturday, 8. I walked through the General Hospital.
I never saw one so well ordered.
Neatness, decency, and common sense, shine through the whole.
I do not wonder that many of the patients recover. I prayed with two of them.
One of them, a notorious sinner, seemed to be cut to the heart.
The case of the other was quite peculiar: Both her breasts have been cut off, and many pins taken out of them, as well as out of her flesh in various parts.
"Twelve," the Apothecary said, "were taken out of her yesterday, and five more to-day."
And the physicians potently believe, she swallowed them all; though nobody can tell when or how!
Which is the greater credulity?
To believe this is purely natural2 Or to ascribe it to preternatural agency ?
In the evening many felt The' o'erwhelming power of saving grace 5
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(July, 1786.. and many more on Sunday, 9, when we had the largest number of communicants that ever were seen at this chapel, or perhaps at any church in Nottingham.
I took a solemn leave of this affectionate congregation, at five in the morning,
Monday, 10, not expecting to meet another such (unless at Birmingham) till I came to London.
About nine I preached at Mount-Sorrel ; and though it was the fair-day, I saw not one drunken person in the congregation.
It rained most of the way to Leicester, and some were afraid there would be no congregation.
Vain fear!
The House was extremely crowded with deeply attentive hearers, while I applied our Lord's words to the Centurion, in effect spoken to us also, "As thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee."
In the afternoon we went on to Hinckley.
It rained all the evening: Yet we had more hearers than the House could contain; and hardly a trifler among them.
A more serious, well-behaved people, I have seldom seen.
This evening (I believe before I had done preaching) a remarkable instance of divine justice appeared. A man in the street was grievously cursing another, and praying God "to blast his eyes."
At that instant he was struck blind: So (I suppose) he coutinues ever since.
Tues. 11.—The poor, little flock at Coventry have at length procured a neat, convenient Room: Only it is far too small. As many of the people as could get in were all attention.
How is the scene changed here also! I know not but now the Corporation, if it had been proposed, would have given the use of the Town-Hall to me rather than to the dancing-master !
In the evening I went on to Birmingham, and found the usual spirit in the congregation.
They are much alive to God, and consequently increasing in number as well as in grace.
Wed. 12.—At noon I preached in the new chapel at Deritend.
To build one here, was an act of mercy indeed ; as the church would not contain a fifth, perhaps not a tenth, of the inhabitants, At six I preached in our chapel at Birmingham, and immediately after took coach to London.
Thur. 13.—We reached the town at two, and settled all our business on this and the two following days.
Sunday, 16. My heart was greatly enlarged in exhorting a very numerous congregation to "worship God in spirit and in truth."
And we had such a number of communicants as we have not had before,
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since the covenant-night.
I suppose fifty, perhaps a hundred of them, never communicated before. In the afternoon I buried the remains of Thomas Parkinson, (who died suddenly two or three days before,) one of our first members, a man of an excellent spirit, and unblamable conversation.
Monday,17. After preaching at West-Street, where many were impressed with a deep sense of the presence of God, I took coach for Bristol.
We had a delightful journey; but having the window at my side open while I slept, I lost my voice, so that I could scarce be heard across aroom.
But before Wednesday morning (by applying garlic as usual) it was instantly restored.
Thur. 20.—I preached at the new Room, on, " We have this treasure in earthen vessels."" And the hearts of many, who had been vexed with needless scruples, were mightily refreshed.
Fri. 21.—I walked over to Kingswood School, now one of the pleasantest spots in England.
I found all things just according to my desire ; the Rules being well observed, and the whole behaviour of the children showing that they were now managed with the wisdom that cometh from above.
Sun. 23.—I preached in the morning on those words in the Second Lesson, " Lazarus, come forth ;"' and I believe, many that were buried in sin heard the voice of the Son of God. In the evening I preached abroad on Matt. v. 20. In the middle of the sermon it began to rain; but not many went away. This put me in mind of that remarkable circumstance respecting the late Pope. On that solemn day when the Pope rides on horseback to St. Peter's, a violent storm scattered his whc'e retinue.
When it abated, His Holiness was missing; but they soon found him sitting quietly in the church.
Being asked how he could ride through such a storm, he very calmly replied, "T am ready to go, not only through water, but through fire also, for my Lord's sake."
Strange, that such a man should be suffered to sit two years in the Papal chair!
Tues. 25.—Our Conference began: About eighty Preachers attended. We met every day at six and nine in the morning, and at two in the afternoon. On Tuesday and on Wednesday morning the characters of the Preachers were considered, whether already admitted or not.
On Thursday in the afternoon we permitted any of the society to be present, and weighed what was said about separating from the Church:
But we all determined to continue therein, without one dissenting voice ; and I doubt not but this determination will
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[Aug. 1786. stand, at least till I am removed into a better world.
On Friday and Saturday most of our temporal business was settled.
Sunday, 30. I preached in the Room morning and evening ; and in the afternoon at Kingswood, where there is rather an increase than a decrease in the work of God.
Mon. 31.—The Conference met again, and concluded on Tuesday morning.
Great had been the expectations of many, that we should have had warm debates ; but, by the mercy of God, we had none at all: Everything was transacted with great calmness ; and we parted, as we met, in peace and love.
Tues. Aucust 8.—At seven Mr. Brackenbury, Broadbent, and I, took coach for Harwich, which we reached about eight in the evening.
Wednesday, 9. Between two and three in the afternoon we went on board the Besborough packet, one of the cleanest ships I ever saw, with one of the most obliging
Captains. We had many gentlemen on board, whom I was agreeably surprised to find equally obliging.
Thursday, 10.
The wind continuing small, and the sea calm, they desired me to givethem asermon.
They were all attention.
Who knows but some among them may retain the impressions they then received ? Friday,11. For some time we had a dead calm; so that we did not reach Helvoetsluys till the afternoon, nor Rotterdam till between ten and eleven at night.
We found Mr.
Loyal was not returned from a journey, which he had beguna week or two before ; but Mrs. Loyal gave us a hearty welcome.
Sat. 12.—Mr. Williams, Minister of the Episcopal church, and Mr. Scott, Minister of the Scotch church, both welcomed me to Holland ; but their kindness involved me in an awkward difficulty : Mr. Scott had asked the consent of his Consistory, for me to preach in his church on Sunday afternoon; but Mr.
Williams had given notice of my preaching in his church, both morning and afternoon; and neither of them being willing to give up his point, I would fain have compromised the matter ; but each seemed to apprehend his honour concerned, and would not in anywise give up his point.
Isaw no possible way to satisfy both, but by prolonging my stay in Holland, inorder to preach one Sunday, morning and afternoon in the Episcopal, and another in the Scotch church: And possibly God may have more work for me to do in Holland, than I am yet aware of.
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to Paris, yet I was quite as at home, and went on in my work without any interruption.
Sunday, 13. The Service began about ten.
Mr. Williams read Prayers exceedingly well, and I preached on those words in the first Lesson, " How long halt ye between two opinions?"
All the congregation gave a serious attention; but I fear they only heard, but did not feel: But many seemed to be much affected in the afternoon, while I opened and applied those words, " There hath no temptation taken you, but what is common to men."
In the evening, Mr. Scott called upon me, and informed me, that the Elders of his church would not desire me to stay in Holland on purpose to preach, but would dismiss my promise.
I then determined to follow my first plan ; and (God willing) to return to England in a fortnight.
Mon. 14.—Taking boat at eight, we went at our ease through one of the pleasantest summer countries in Europe, and reached the Hague between twelve and one. Being determined to lodge at no more inns, I went with brother Ferguson to his own lodging, and passed a quiet and comfortable night.
A few pious persons came to us in the evening; with whose spirits we quickly took acquaintance.
I have not found any persons, since we crossed the sea, who seemed so much devoted to God.
Tues. 15.—Making the experiment when we took boat, I found I could write as well in the boat as in my study: So from this hour I continued writing whenever I was on board.
What mode of travelling is to be compared with this? About noon we called on Professor Roers, at Leyden, a very sensible and conversable man: As he spoke Latin very fluently, I could willingly have spent some hours with him ; but I had appointed to be at Amsterdam in the evening. We came thither between seven and eight, and took up our abode with William Ferguson, who continued to lodge us all with tolerable convenience.
Wed. 16.—I spent the day very quietly in writing, and visiting a few friends, who knew not how to be affectionate enough.
In the evening I spoke to a little company at my own lodgings, on, "It is appointed unto men once to die."
Thur. 17.—I breakfasted with a little company of truly pious people, and afterwards went to see the manner wherein the Deacons of Amsterdam relieve their poor weekly.
I suppose there were two or three hundred poor, but the whole was transacted with the utmost stillness and decency.
To-day likewise I visited more of my friends, who showed all
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Friday, 18. We went to Haerlem, and spent an agreeable day with a few agreeable friends.
We lodged at Mr. Vancampen's, a florist, and were perfectly at home. Both Mr. and Mrs. Vancampen seemed deeply devoted to God, as much as any I have seen in Holland.
In the afternoon we met a little company in the town, who seemed to be truly alive to God: One Miss Rouquet in particular, whose least recommendation was, that she could speak both
Dutch, French, and English.
She spent the evening at Miss Falconberg's, the chief gentlewoman in the town.
Here we supped.
'The manner was particular: No table-cloth was used, but plates, with knives and forks, and napkins, to each person, and fifteen or sixteen small ones; on which were bread, butter, cheese, slices of hung beef, cakes, pancakes, and fruit of various kinds.
To these were added music upon an excellent organ, one of the sweetest tones I ever heard.
Sat. 19.—We took a walk in Haerlem wood. So delightful a place I scarce ever saw before.
I judged it to be about a mile broad, and two or three miles deep.
This is divided into almost innumerable walks, some broad and some narrow, but diversified in a wonderful manner, and skirted with elegant houses on both sides.
In the afternoon we returned to Amsterdam.
In the evening Mr. Shranten, a bookseller, (whose daughter had come with us in the boat to Amsterdam,) an Elder of the Holland's church, invited us to supper, and desired me to expound a portion of Scripture, which I did with liberty of spirit.
Afterward Mr. Brackenbury repeated to them in French the substance of what I had said.
Sun. 20.—I expected to have preached in the En glishchurch, as I did before ; but some of the Elders were unwilling : So I attended there as a hearer; and I heard as miserable a sermon as most I have heard in my life. It might have been preached either among Jews, Turks, or Heathens, without offending them at all. In the afternoon I expounded, to a company of serious
Christians, our Lord's account of building our house upon a rock.
Jonathan Ferguson interpreted sentence by sentence ; and God applied it to the hearts of the hearers.
Mon. 21.—I spent an hour with great satisfaction at Mr.
Noltanu's country-house.
Such a couple as him and his wife, I never saw since I left London ; and both their children appeared to be worthy of their parents, both as to person, understanding, and temper.
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Tues. 22.—I spent great part of the day at Mr. Vankennel's country-house, having agreed with him to give me a private room to write in, before and after dinner.
At ten, a very sensible Clergyman came in, with whom I conversed very largely, as he talked elegant Latin, and exceeding fluently, beyond any I have lately seen on the Continent.
Having seen all the friends I proposed to see, on Thursday, 24, I took my leave of this loving people, and the pleasant city of Amsterdam, very probably for ever ; and, setting out at seven in the morning, between two and three in the afternoon came to Utrecht.
Mr. Vanrocy, the gentleman who had engaged me to lodge, sent a coach to wait for me at my landing ; and received me with the courtesy and cordiality of an old Yorkshire Methodist.
Fri. 25.—I kept close to my work all the day.
I dined at Mr. Loten's, where was such variety of food as I never saw at any Nobleman's table, either in England or Iveland. In the afternoon we took a view of a widow lady's gardens in the suburbs of Utrecht.
I believe, from the house to the end of the grand vista is about a mile.
I think the gardens are not half as broad ; but such exquisite beauty and symmetry I never saw before.
In grandeur it is not to be named with a few places in England ; but in elegance and variety, I verily believe it equals, if not exceeds, any place of the size in Europe.
In the evening I expounded to a select company of very honourable ladies, Matt. vii. 24; Miss Loten interpreting for me sentence by sentence: And I know not but God might bless this poor way of preaching to the Dutch, as he did that to the Indians by David Brainerd.
Sot. 26.—I had a long conversation with a gentleman whom almost all the religious world take for a madman.
I do not know that I have found one of so deep experience since I left London. I have no doubt of his being perfected in love: He has a clear witness of it, and has had many years, without any interruption.
I had now an opportunity of being throughly informed concerning the University of Utrecht.
As the young gentlemen are scattered over this town, and live without the least control, they do anything, or nothing, as they please ; and as they have no tutors, they have none to check them.
Most of them lounge from morning to night, doing nothing, or doing worse.
Well, bad as they are, Oxford and Cambridge are not Utrecht yet.
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Sun. 27.—I attended the Service at the English church ; where about thirty persons were present.
At five in the evening I believe I had eighty or ninety hearers; and I had much liberty of speech among them.
I cannot doubt but some of them found the word of God to be sharper than a two-edged sword.
After Service I went once more to Mr. Loten's.
Both Mrs.
Loten and he came to town on purpose to see me ; otherwise, he could find little comfort there, during the present state of affairs.
The Burghers have all agreed to depose their Burgomasters, and elect new ones in their stead; who are to-morrow to take an oath on a scaffold erected in the open market-place, not to the Prince of Orange, but to the city of Utrecht.
To this end, they had displaced all the Prince's Guards, and placed Burghers at all the gates.
It is thought the example will spread; and it will not be strange if all Holland should soon be a field of blood.
Mon. 28.—We took boat at seven, being informed that at eight all the city-gates would be shut.
In the evening we reached Rotterdam, and rejoiced to meet good Mr. Loyal once more.
Here we rested on Tuesday.
Wednesday, 30.
We set out early, and went twelve miles in a coach, for which we had to pay six guilders and no more.
We then crossed the river, which cost four stivers, and hired an open waggon for twenty-three stivers, which brought us to the other river in half an hour.
At the Brill we hired another coach, which cost us four guilders.
I set down these little things that others may not be cheated.
We found company enough in our inn at Helvoetsluys, genteel, good-natured, and sensible ; but finding our conversation was not suited to their taste, we only dined with them on this and the following days.
Both on this, Thursday, and Friday, the wind was quite contrary ; but, otherwise, we could not have sailed, for it blew a storm; so I took the opportunity of writing a sermon for the Magazine.
Sat. Serrember 2.—The storm abating, we set sail about nine, though the wind was contrary; but in the afternoon it fell calm.
The rolling of the ship made us sick.
I myself was sick a few minutes ; Mr, Broadbent, by times, for some hours 3; Mr. Brackenbury, (who did not expect to be at all,) almost from the beginning of the voyage to the end.
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were scarce come a third of our way. I judged we should not get on unless I preached, which I therefore did, between two and three in the afternoon, on, "It is appointed unto men once to die ;"' and I believe all were affected for the present.
Afterwards, we had a fair wind for several hours; but it then fell dead calm again.
This did not last long; for as soon as prayer was over, a fresh breeze sprung up, and brought us into the Bay.
It being then dark, we cast anchor; and it was well! for at ten at night we had a violent storm.
I expected little rest ; but I prayed, and God answered ; so that I slept sound till my usual hour, four o'clock. The wind being again quite contrary, we were obliged to tack continually ; but about nine were brought safe to Harwich.
After resting about an hour, we took chaise, and about one came to Colchester ; where, Mr. Brackenbury being exceeding weak, we thought it best to stay till the morning.
In the evening the House was throughly filled; and many received the truth in the love thereof; so that I did not at all regret my stopping here.
Setting out early in the morning, Tuesday, 5, I reached London before one o'clock, and transacted most of my business in the afternoon.
In the evening I preached on Psalm xxix. 9, 10; and the voice of the Lord was indeed with power.
Wednesday, 6. I answered my letters ; and on Thursday, 7, set out for Bristol.
In the evening I preached at Newbury.
It rained and blew vehemently; yet the House was throughly filled ; and I found uncommon liberty in pushing the inquiry, " Who of you are building on the sand, and who upon a rock?"
Friday, 8.
In the evening I preached at Bath, to a more numerous congregation than I expected; and more serious, for I do not find there were any careless or inattentive hearers.
Saturday, 9. We had a good congregation at five ; although the weather continued stormy.
Afterward I searched to the bottom a story I had heard in part; and found it another tale of real woe :—Two of our society had lived together in uncommon harmony ; when one who met in Band with E. F., to whom she had mentioned that she had found a temptation toward Dr. F., went and told her husband she was in love with him, and that she had it from her own mouth.
The spirit of jealousy seized him in a moment, and utterly took away his reason; and some one telling him his wife was at
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Dr. F.'s, (on whom she had called that afternoon,) he took a great stick and ran away; and meeting her in the street, called out, "Strumpet, strumpet!" and struck her twice or thrice. He is now throughly convinced of her innocence ; but the water cannot be gathered up again!
He sticks there, "I do throughly forgive you; but I can never love you more."
Sun. 10.—Our service began at ten.
Mr. Creighton (whose health is a little recovered by rest, and drinking the mineral waters) read Prayers and assisted at the sacrament. I preached on, " The children are brought to the birth, and there is not strength to bring forth."
At half an hour past two we had a far larger congregation, and I think equally serious ; on whom
I enforced the exhortation, "Come unto me, all ye that are weary and heavy-laden." In the evening I opened and largely applied those words in the Gospel for the day, " Verily I say unto you, Many Prophets and Kings have desired to see the things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things that ye hear, and have not heard them."
Mon. 11.—Leaving the society here well united together, I went on, and preached at Bristol in the evening ; and on Tuesday, 12, retired to a friend's house, where I went on with Mr. Fletcher's Life without interruption ; but on Wednesday,
13, I could not resist the desire of my friends, to preach at Temple church in the evening.
I never saw it so full in an evening before, nor felt so much of the power of God there.
Fri. 15.—I had much satisfaction in the evening at the chapel in Guinea-Street.
It was throughly filled; and most of the people seemed much affected, while (from Heb. xii. 1)
I described what I take to be the chief besetting sins of Bristol,—love of money, and love of ease.
Indeed God has already wrought a great deliverance for many of them; and we hope a far greater will ensue.
Sun. 17.—I preached morning and evening at the Room; and in the afternoon at Kingswood, where the work of God seems to stand nearly at one stay; not sensibly increasing or decreasing.
On Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, I met the classes at Bristol; and on the remaining days of the week transcribed the society, considerably increased since last year ; and I hope in grace as well as in number.
Sat. 23.—I read the general plan of Monsieur Gebalin's vast work, designed to consist of twelve very large quarto volumes ;
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eight of which are published:—"The Primitive World Analyzed, and compared with the Modern."
He is a man of strong understanding, boundless imagination, and amazing industry.
I think his first volume is a beautiful castle in the air. I admire it ; but I do not believe one word of it, because it is wholly built on the authority of Sanchoniathon, whom no one could ever yet prove to have had a being: And I fear he was a Deist: 1. Because he nowhere lays the least stress upon the Bible:
2. Because he supposes the original confusion of tongues to have been a merely natural event.
Sunday, 24.
God was eminently present with us at the morning service, as well as at Temple church in the afternoon, which I never saw so filled before; which is not at all strange, considering the spirit of the Vicar, and the indefatigable pains which he takes with rich and poor.
At five I took the opportunity of a fair evening to preach once more near King's Square ; and once more I declared to a huge multitude the whole counsel of God.
Mon. 25.—We took coach in the afternoon; and on Tuesday morning reached London.
I now applied myself in earnest to the writing of Mr. Fletcher's Life, having procured the best materials I could.
To this I dedicated all the time I could spare, till November, from five in the morning till eight at night. These are my studying hours ; I cannot write longer in a day without hurting my eyes.
Sat. 30.—I went to bed at my usual time, half an hour past nine, and, to my own feeling, in perfect health.
But just at twelve I was waked by an impetuous flux, which did not suffer me to rest many minutes together.
Finding it rather increased than decreased, though (what I never knew before) without its old companion, the cramp, I sent for Dr. Whitehead.
He came about four; and, by the blessing of God, in three hours I was as well as ever.
Nor did I find the least weakness or faintness ; but preached, morning and afternoon, and met the society in the evening, without any weariness.
Of such a one I would boldly say, with the son of Sirach, " Honour the Physician, for God hath appointed him."
Mon. Ocrosrer 2.—I went to Chatham, and had much comfort with the loving, serious congregation in the evening, as well as at five in the morning.
Tuesday, 3. We then ran down, with a fair, pleasant wind, to Sheerness. The preaching-
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[Oct. 1786. house here is now finished, but by means never heard of.
The building was undertaken a few months since, by a little handful of men, without any probable means of finishing it.
But God so moved the hearts of the people in the Dock, that even those who did not pretend to any religion, carpenters, shipwrights, labourers, ran up, at all their vacant hours, and worked with all their might, without any pay. By this means a large square House was soon elegantly finished, both within and without ; and it is the neatest building, next to the new chapel in London, of any in the south of England.
I preached in the evening, on, "Stand in the old paths," toa lovely congregation ; and then showed the society of how great importance it was, that their light should shine before men.
And indeed it does shine: They are of one heart and of one mind, striving for the hope of the Gospel.
I preached at Chatham on Thursday evening ; and the next day, Friday, 6, returned to London.
Tues. 10.—Having promised to preach in their new House, at Lynn, I thought it best to go while the good weather continued. I had ordered two places to be taken in the coach, which would have reached Lynn on Tuesday noon; but my messenger, mending my orders, took them in the diligence, which came in between nine and ten at night. By this means
T lost one of three evenings, which I proposed to spend there.
I spent Wednesday and Thursday with much satisfaction, with a very loving and lively people, increasing in grace as well as in number, and adorning the doctrine of God our Saviour.
T had appointed to preach Mrs. Shewell's funeral sermon, at Barnet, on Friday evening; and as we had only two light persons in the diligence, and no baggage, I hoped we should have come in time.
But they were vain hopes: We did not reach Hoddesdon till after sunset. I then took a post-chaise ; for the diligence went the otherroad.
Butas we hada rough by-road across the country, without either moon or stars, we could not reach the chapel till half an hour after seven. About half the congregation were gone away; an officious man having informed them I would not come. With the other half, which pretty well filled the house, we had a solemn opportunity.
So I have lived to see the large family at Hadley, two brothers and three sisters, all removed.
So does "the earth drop its inhabitants, as the tree its leaves."
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Mon. 16.—I went to Hinxworth, and preached in the evening to a more numerous congregation than I ever had seen there before.
At length Miss Harvey sees some fruit of all the pains she has taken.
Tuesday, 17. I met her poor children in the morning, twenty of whom she keeps at school in the village, as she is unwearied in doing good.
In the evening I preached in Mr. Hicks's church, at Wrestlingworth.
I have not seen such a congregation there for many years: Neither have I found so much of the power of God.
Surely all our labour here will not be in vain.
Thur. 19.—I returned to London.
In this journey I had a full sight of Lord Salisbury's seat, at Hatfield.
The park is delightful.
Both the fronts of the house are very handsome, though antique.
The hall, the assembly-room, and the gallery, are grand and beautiful.
The chapel is extremely pretty; but the furniture in general (excepting the pictures, many of which are originals) is just such as I should expect in a gentleman's house of five hundred a year.
Sun. 22.—I preached at West-Street, morning and afternoon, and at Allhallows church in the evening.
It was much crowded; and God gave us so remarkable a blessing, as I scarce ever found at that church.
TJwesday, 24. I met the classes at Deptford, and was vehemently importuned to order the Sunday service in our Room at the same time with that of the church.
It is easy to see that this would be a formal separation from the Church.
We fixed both our morning and evening service, all over England, at such hours as not to interfere with the Church; with this very design,—that those of the Church, if they chose it, might attend both the one and the other.
But to fix it at the same hour, is obliging them to separate either from the Church or us; and this I judge to be not only inexpedient, but totally unlawful for me to do.
Wed. 25.—I went to Brentford, but had little comfort there.
The society is almost dwindled to nothing. What have we gained by separating from the Church here?
Is not this a good lesson for others ?
Thur. 26.—Mr. Holbrook carried us to Hampton-Court, far the finest palace which the King of England has.
The buildings are a little town ; and nothing can be pleasanter than the park.
But above all, the three fronts of the house, the staircase, and the furniture and pictures in the apartments, are
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In the evening I preached to a large and serious congregation, at Wandsworth.
I think it was about two in the morning that a dog began howling under our window, in a most uncommon manner.
We could not stop him by any means.
Just then William B r died.
Fri, 27.—I preached once more at Barnet, probably for the last time.
Sunday, 29. After preaching at West-Street, I went directly to St. Giles's; where I preached before I went abroad, two or three and fifty years ago.
And are they not passed as a watch in the night?
My subject was the joy in heaven over one sinner that repenteth: And truly God confirmed his word.
Many seemed to be partakers of that joy ; and a solemn awe sat on the whole congregation.
Monday, 30, and the ensuing days, I visited the classes.
I was careful to take an exact account of the society.
I was surprised to find only a hundred and fifty-nine.
I thought they had been double the number. I hope, by the assistance of God, within four months to see that none of these want cither food or raiment.
Fri. November 3.—Taking the advantage of a moonlight evening, I went down to the chapel at Rotherhithe.
I never saw it so well filled before, nor with such serious and attentive hearers.
Is anything too hard for God?
Shall this wilderness blossom and bud as the rose?
Sun. 5.—I buried the remains of John Cowmeadow, another martyr to loud and long preaching.
To save his life, if possible, when he was half dead, I took him to travel with me. But it was too late: He revived a little, but soon relapsed ; and, after a few months, died in peace.
He had the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, and was of an exemplary behaviour.
TLues.7.—I visited the classes, and found them much increased both in grace and number.
The House was, as usual, well filled in the evening, and many were refreshed and comforted,
Thur. 9.—In theevening I preached at Stratford 3 andunderstanding I had many good sort of people to deal with, I endeavoured to stir them up, by strongly showing what it is to build upon a rock ; after showing them the various ways whereby the generality of good men (so called) usually build upon the sand.