new House at Seend: In the afternoon I went on to Bristol ;

new House at Seend: In the afternoon I went on to Bristol ;

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3. That the Green is an evergreen ; and bears, not only in the open air, but in the frost, perfectly well.

4. Thatthe herb of Paraguay likewise bears the frost, and is a species of tea.

Aud I observed that they are all species of bay or laurel.

The leaf of Green tea is both of the colour, shape, and size of a bay leaf: That of Bohea is smaller, softer, and of a darker colour.

So is the herb of Paraguay, which is of a dirty green ; and no larger than our common red sage.

Marcu 1.—(Being Ash-Wednesday.) I took a solemn leave of our friends at London; and on Thursday, 2, met our brethren at Reading.

A few were awakened, and perhaps converted here, by the ministry of Mr. Talbot.

But as he did not take any account of them, or join them together, we found no trace of them remaining.

A large room was presently filled, and all the spaces adjoining.

And I have hardly ever seen a people who seemed more eager to hear.

Fri. 3.—The mild weather changed into cold and blustering, with heavy showers of rain; notwithstanding which, we had a very large congregation at Ramsbury Park.

Saturday, 4. At noon I preached to a still larger congregation, in the new House at Seend: In the afternoon I went on to Bristol ; whence, on Monday, 13, I set out for Ireland.

Tues. 14.—At noon I preached in Tewkesbury, now the liveliest place in the Circuit.

Many here have been lately convinced of sin, and many converted to God.

Some have been made partakers of the great salvation, and their love and zeal have stirred up others.

So that the flame now spreads wider and wider. O let none be able to quench it !

In the evening I preached at Worcester. Here also the flame is gradually increasing.

While I was here, there was a very extraordinary trial at the assizes.

A boy being beaten by his master, ran away; and wandering about till he was half starved, was then allowed to lie in the hay-loft ofaninn, In the night he stole into the room where two gentlemen lay ;

(probably not very sober ;) and, without waking them, picked the money out of both their pockets ; though their breeches lay under their head. In the morning, having confessed the fact, he was committed to gaol. He made no defence: So one of the Counsellors rose up, and said, "' My Lord, as there is none to plead for this poor boy,

I will do it myself."

He did so, and then added, " My Lord, it may be this bad boy may make a good man. And I humbly

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conceive, it might be best to send him back to his master, I will give him a guinea towards his expenses."

"And I will give him another," said the Judge.

Which he did, with a mild and serious reproof.

So he was sent back full of good resolutions.

Fri. 17.—In the evening, though it was cold, I was obliged to preach abroad at Newcastle.

One buffoon laboured much to interrupt.

But as he was bawling, with his mouth wide open, some arch boys gave him such a mouthful of dirt as quite satisfied him.

On Saturday and Sunday I preached at Congleton and Macclesfield ; Monday, 20, at Stockport and Manchester.

Tuesday, 21. I preached at Knutsford; but the house would by no means contain the congregation.

The street too was filled; and even those which could not hear were silent.

This is uncommon; especially in a town little accustomed to this strange way of preaching:

Those who cannot hear themselves usually taking care to hinder others from hearing.

In the evening I opened the new House at Northwich, which was sufficiently crowded both this night and the next.

After preaching at many places in the way, on Saturday, 25, I came to Liverpool.

The congregations here, both morning and evening, were so large, and so deeply attentive, that I could not be sorry for the contrary winds, which detained us till Thursday, the 30th, when we went on board the Hawk.

We were scarce out of the river, when the wind turned against us, and blew harder and harder. A rolling sea made my companions sick enough.

But so fine a ship I never sailed in before.

She never shipped one sea, and went more steady than I thought was possible.

On Friday morning it blew hard; but the next day we had a fair, small wind.

So about six, on Sunday, Aprit 2, we landed at Dunleary ; and between nine and ten reached Whitefriar-Street.

On Monday and Tuesday I examined the society, in which, two years ago, there were three hundred and seventy-six persons.

And I found three hundred and seventy-six still, not one more or less.

But I found more peace and love among them, than I had done for many years.

Thur. 6.—I visited that venerable man, Dr. Rutty, just tottering over the grave; but still clear in his understanding, full of faith and love, and patiently waiting till his change should come. Afterwards I waited on Lady Moira ; and was surprised

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[April, 1775. to observe, though not a more grand, yet a far more elegant room, than any I ever saw in England.

It was an octagon, about twenty feet square, and fifteen or sixteen high; having one window, (the sides of it inlaid throughout with motherof-pearl,) reaching from the top of the room to the bottom.

The ceiling, sides, and furniture of the room, were equally elegant.

And must this too pass away like a dream !

Sun. 9.—The good old Dean of St. Patrick's desired me to come within the rails, and assist him at the Lord's Supper.

This also was a means of removing much prejudice from those who were zealous for the Church.

Monday, 10. Leaving just four hundred members in the society, I began my tour through the kingdom.

I preached at Edinderry in the evening; on Tuesday and Wednesday, at Tyrrel's Pass.

Thursday, 18.

Sending my chaise straight to Athlone, I rode to Mullingar; and thence, through miserable roads, to Longford.

A large number of people attended the preaching, both in the evening and at eight in the morning, being Good-Friday.

But I found very little of the spirit which was here two years ago.

About eleven I preached at Loughan, and in the evening at Athlone.

On Easter-Day I would willingly have preached abroad ; but the weather would not permit.

Monday, 17. I preached at Aghrim ; and Tuesday-noon, at Eyre-Court.

Afterwards I was desired to walk down to Lord Eyre's.

I was a little surprised at the inscription over the door, "Welcome to the house of liberty."

Does it mean liberty from sin?

It is a noble old house.

The staircase is grand; and so are two or three of the rooms.

In the rest of the house, as well as in the ruinous outhouses, gardens, and fish-ponds, the owner seemed to say to every beholder, "All this profiteth me nothing !"

I preached in the evening at Birr, with a good hope that God would at length revive his work.

Wed. 19.—About noon I preached in the market-place at Clara.

It was the market-day ; but that did not lessen the congregation.

The poor people eagerly flocked from the market ; and there was no buying or selling till I concluded.

After preaching at Coolylough, Tullamore, and Portarlington, (still "unstable as water,") Saturday, 22, I found, at Mount-Mellick, a little company, who appeared to be better established.

I spent Saturday and Sunday comfortably among them, building them up in our most holy faith.

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Mon. 24.—The Minister of Maryborough inviting me to preach in his church, I began reading Prayers about nine; and afterwards preached to a numerous congregation.

For the present, every one seemed affected.

Will not some bring forth fruit with patience ? fy In the evening I was scandalized both at the smallness and deadness of the congregation at Kilkenny.

The next evening it was a little mended, but not much.

Of all the dull congregations I have seen, this was the dullest.

Wed. 26.—I went on to Waterford, where the rain drove us into the preaching-house,—the most foul, horrid, miserable hole which I have seen since I left England.

The next day I got into the open air, and a large congregation attended. I had designed to set out early in the morning; but doubting if I should ever have such another opportunity, (the Major of the Highland Regiment standing behind me, with several of his Officers, many of the soldiers before me, and the sentinel at the entrance of the court,) I gave notice of preaching at ten the 'next morning, and at four in the afternoon. I did so to a well-behaved congregation, and in the evening went on to Carrick.

Sat. 29.—Early in the evening we reached Rathcormuck, but found the inn filled with Officers. It is true they were but five, and there were seven beds ; but they had bespoke all, and would not spare us one! So we were obliged to go some miles further.

We drove this day just threescore (English) miles.

Sun. 30.—I came to Cork time enough to preach.

The congregation was not small, and it was not large: But it was very large in George-Street at four in the afternoon, as well as deeply attentive.

At six I preached in the Room, and. could not but observe such singing as I have seldom heard in England.

The women, in particular, sang so exactly that it seemed but one voice.

Monday, May 1. I examined the society, and found it in such order, so increased both in grace and number, as I apprehend it had not been before, since the time of William Pennington.

Wed. 3.—I rode to Bandon, aud preached in the main street to a very numerous congregation.

All behaved well, except three or four pretty gentlemen, who seemed to know just nothing of the matter.

T found this society likewise much established in grace, and

hyd

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[May, 1775. greatly increased in number.

So has God blessed the labours of two plain men, who put forth all their strength in his work.

Sat. 6.—I returned to Cork, and in the evening preached at Blackpool.

It rained a little all the time I was preaching, but the people regarded it not.

Sun. 7.—I was desired to preach on 1 John v. 7: "There are three that bear record in heaven."

The congregation was exceeding large; but abundantly larger in the evening.

I never saw the House so crowded before.

It was much the same the next evening.

Tuesday, 9. I preached my farewell sermon in the afternoon ; and going to Mallow in the evening, went on the next day to Limerick.

Sat. 18.—I preached to a large congregation of Papists and Protestants, in the yard of the Custom-House, where many could hear within as well as without.

Mon. 15.—Having waited for a chaise to go to Balligarane as long as I could, I at length set out on horseback.

But T.

Wride loitering behind, I might as well have spared my pains ; for though I came tothe town at the time appointed, I could find neither man, woman, nor child, to direct me to the preachinghouse.

After gaping and staring some time, I judged it best to go to Newmarket, where I was to preach in the evening.

I began about six.

The congregation was deeply serious; great part of whom came again at five in the morning.

And were it only for this opportunity, I did not regret my labour.

Wed. 17.—I examined the society at Limerick, containing now an hundred and one persons, seven less than they were two years ago.

JI a little wonder at this; considering the scandal of the cross is well nigh ceased here, through the wise and steady behaviour of our brethren.

But they want zeal; they are not fervent in spirit: Therefore, they cannot increase.

Thur. 18.—In the evening I preached at Galway, in the county Court-House, to a more civil and attentive congregation than I ever saw there before.

Fri. 19.—About one I preached at Ballinrobe, in the assembly-room, and was agreeably surprised, both at the unusual number and seriousness of the hearers.

I had purposed to go on to Castlebar, but now thought it might be worth while to stay a little longer.

In the afternoon I took a view of the Castle. Colonel Cuffe's father took great delight in this place,

Jaid out beautiful gardens, and procured trees of all sorts, from

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all parts of the kingdom.

Part of these placed on the slope of the hill, (at the side of which runs the river,) form a lovely wilderness, at the end whereof are regular rows of elms.

But the Colonel has no pleasure therein.

So all is now swiftly running to ruin.

"a I preached again at six, to a large congregation, and the next evening at Castlebar.

Monday, 22. I spent two or three hours in one of the loveliest places, and with one of the loveliest families, in the kingdom.

Almost all I heard put me in mind of those beautiful lines of Prior,— | The nymph did like the scene appear, Serenely pleasant, calmly fair ; Soft fell her words, as flew the air.

How willingly could I have accepted the invitation to spend a few days here!

Nay, at present I must be about my Father's business: But I trust to meet them in a still lovelier place.

Between Limerick and Castlebar, I read over the famous controversy between Drs. Clarke and Leibnitz.

And is this he whom the King of Prussia extols, as something more than human?

So poor a writer have I seldom read, either as to sentiments or temper.

In sentiment, he is a thorough fatalist; maintaining roundly, and without reserve, that God has absolutely decreed from all eternity whatever is done in time; and that no creature can do more good, or less evil, than God has peremptorily decreed.

And his temper is just suitable to his sentiments.

He is haughty, self-conceited, sour, impatient of contradiction, and holds his opponent iu utter con'empt ; though, in truth, he is but a child in his hands.

Wed. 24.—I reached Sligo. My old friend, Andrew Maben, did not own me.

However, a few did; to whom, with a tolerable congregation, I preached at six in the barracks.

The next evening I preached in the market-house, to a far larger congregation.

We seem, by all the late bustle and confusion, to have lost nothing.

Here is a little company as much alive to God, and more united together than ever.

Fri. 26.—I preached at Manorhamilton, and the next evening near the bridge-at Swadlingbar.

Knowing a large part of the congregation to have " tasted of the powers of the world to come," I spoke on the glory that shall be revealed ; and all seemed deeply affected, except a few Gentry, so called, who seemed to understand nothing of the matter.

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Sun. 28.—I preached at ten to a far larger congregation, on, "God now commandeth all men everywhere to repent ;" and after church, to a still greater multitude, on, "It is appointed unto men once to die."

Mon. 29.—Being desired to give them a sermon at Belturbet, about eight I preached in the Town-Hall.

It was not in vain.

God opened, as it were, the windows of heaven, and showered his blessing down.

I called afterwards at Ballyhays, and spent an hour with that venerable old man, Colonel Newburgh.

It does me good to converse with those who have just finished their course, and are quivering over the great gulf. Thence I went on to Clones,

—that is its proper name; not Clownish, as it is vulgarly called.

It is a pleasant town, finely situated on a rising ground, in the midst of fruitful hills; and has a larger market-place than any I have seen in England, not excepting Norwich or Yarmouth.

At six I preached in the old Danish fort, to the largest congregation I have had in the kingdom.

'The next morning I preached to a great part of them again; and again the word sunk "as the rain into the tender herb."

I preached at Roasky at noon, and Sydare in the evening, Wednesday, 31. I hobbled on, through a miserable road, as far as wheels could pass, and then rode on to Lisleen.

After dinner, we hastened to Dargbridge, and found a large congregation waiting.

They appeared, one and all, to be deeply serious.

Indeed there is a wonderful reformation spreading throughout this whole country, for several miles round.

Outward wickedness is gone; and many, young and old, witness that the kingdom of God is within them.

Thur.

Sune 1.—I reached Londonderry :

But I had so deep an hoarseness, that my voice was almost gone.

However, pounded garlick, applied to the soles of my feet, took it away before the morning. Junz 4, (Being Whitsunday.) The Bishop preached a judicious, useful sermon, on the blasphemy of the Holy Ghost.

He is both a good writer, and a good speaker ; and he celebrated the Lord's Supper with admirable solemnity.

Hence I hastened to the New-Buildings.

The sun was intensely hot, as it was on Monday and Tuesday.

Six such days together, I was informed, have not been in Ireland for several years.

Mon, 5.—I examined the society, growing in grace, and

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increased in number, from fifty-two to near seventy.

Tuesday, 6. The Bishop invited me to dinner; and told me, "I know you do not love our hours, and will therefore order dinner to be on table between two and three o'clock."

We had a piece of boiled beef, and 'an English pudding.

This is true good breeding.

The Bishop is entirely easy and unaffected in his whole behaviour, exemplary in all parts of public worship, and plenteous in good works.

Wed. 7.—About noon I preached a few miles from Strabane; in the evening at Lisleen; and the next at CastleCaulfield.

In the night the rain came plentifully through the thatch, into my lodging-room.

But I found no present inconvenience, and was not careful for the morrow.

Fri. 9.—I preached at eight to a numerous congregation, in the market-place at Dungannon; at eleven, and at five in the afternoon, in the main street at Charlemount. I lodged at a gentleman's, who showed me a flower, which he called a Gummy Cystus.

It blooms in the morning, with a large, beautiful, snow-white flower; but every flower dies in the evening.

New flowers blow and fall every day.

Does not this short-lived flower answer to that short-lived animal, the Ephemeron-fly ?

Sat. 10.—I preached at nine to a large congregation, at Killeman.

The rain began as soon as I concluded; but it ceased time enough for me to preach in Mr. M'Gough's avenue, at Armagh.

June 11.—(Being Trinity-Sunday.) I preached at nine on, "So God created man in his own image ;" and in the evening, to an huge congregation.

But I could not find the way to their hearts.

Mon. 12.-—Having taken a solemn leave of Armagh, about éleven I preached at Blackwater; and in the evening at Clanmain, where many seemed cut to the heart.

O, why should they heal the wound slightly !

Tues. 13.—I was not very well in the morning, but supposed it would soon go off. In the afternoon, the weather being extremely hot, I lay down on the grass, in Mr. Lark's orchard, at Cock-Hill.

This I had been accustomed to do for forty years, and never remember to have been hurt by it: Only I never before lay on my face; in which posture I fell asleep. I waked a little, and but a little, out of order, and preached with

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[June, 1775. ease to a multitude of people.

Afterwards I was a good deal worse.

However, the next day I went on a few miles to the Grange.

The table was placed here in such a manner, that, all the time I was preaching, a strong and sharp wind blew full on the left side of my head ; and it was not without a good deal of difficulty that E made an end of my sermon. I now found a deep obstruction in my breast: My pulse was exceeding weak and low; I shivered with cold, though the air was sultry hot; only now and then burning for a few minutes. I went early to bed, drank a draught of treacle-and-water, and applied treacle to the soles of my feet. I lay till seven on Thursday, 15, and then felt considerably better.

But I found near the same obstruction in my breast: I had a low, weak pulse; I burned and shivered by turns; and, if I ventured to cough, it jarred my head exceedingly.

In going on to Derry-Anvil, I wondered what was the matter, that I could not attend to what I was reading; no, not for three minutes together; but my thoughts were perpetually shifting.

Yet, all the time I was preaching in the evening, (although I stood in the open air, with the wind whistling round my head,) my mind was as composed as ever.

Friday, 16. In going to Lurgan, I was again surprised that I could not fix my attention on what I read:

Yet, while I was preaching in the evening, on the Parade, I found my mind perfectly composed; although it rained a great part of the time, which did not well agree with my head.

Saturday, 17. I was persuaded to send for Dr. Laws, a sensible and skilful Physician.

He told me I was in a high fever, and advised me to lay by. But I told him that could not be done; as I had appointed to preach at several places, and must preach as long as I could speak.

He then prescribed a cooling draught, with a grain or two of camphor, as my nerves were universally agitated.

This I took with me to Tanderagee: But when I came there, I was not able to preach; my understanding being quite confused, and my strength entirely gone.

Yet I breathed freely, and had not the least thirst, nor any pain, from head to foot.

T was now at a full stand, whether to aim at Lisburn, or to push forward for Dublin.

But my friends doubting whether I could bear so long a journey, I went straight to Derry-Aghy ;. a gentleman's seat, on the side of a hill, three miles beyond

Lisburn.

Here nature sunk, and I took my bed. But I could.

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no more turn myself therein, than a new-born child.

My memory failed, as well as my strength, and well nigh my understanding.

Only those words ran in my mind, when I saw Miss Gayer on one side of the bed, looking at her mother on the other :— e She sat, like Patience on a monument, Smiling at grief.

But still I had no thirst, no difficulty of breathing, no pain, from head to foot.

I can give no account of what followed for two or three days, being more dead than alive. Only I remember it was difficult for me to speak, my throat being exceeding dry.

But Joseph Bradford tells me I said on Wednesday, "It will be determined before this time to-morrow ;" that my tongue was much swollen, and as black as a coal; that I was convulsed all over; and that for some time my heart did not beat perceptibly, neither was any pulse discernible.

In the night of Thursday, 22, Joseph Bradford came to me with a cup, and said, "Sir, you must take this."

I thought, "Twill, if I can swallow, to please him; for it will do me neither harm nor good." "Immediately it set me a vomiting ; my heart began to beat and my pulse to play again ; and from that hour the extremity of the symptoms abated.

The next day I sat up several hours, and walked four or five times across the room.

On Saturday, I sat up all day, and walked across the room many times, without any weariness ; on Sunday, I came down stairs, and sat several hours in the parlour; on Monday, I walked out before the house; on Tuesday, I took an airing in the chaise; and on Wednesday, trusting in God, to the astonishment of my friends, I set out for Dublin.

I did not determine how far to go that day, not knowing how my strength would hold.

But finding myself no worse at Bannbridge, I ventured to Newry ; and, after travelling thirty (English) miles, I was stronger than in the morning.

Thur. 29.—I went on to the Man-of-war, forty (Irish) miles from the Globe, at Newry.

Friday, 30. We met Mr.

Simpson, (with several other friends,) coming to meet us at Drogheda; who took us to his country seat at James-Town, about two miles from Dublin.

Tues.

Jury 4.—Finding myself a little stronger, I preached for the first time; and I believe most could hear. I preached

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[Aug. 1775. on Thursday again; and my voice was clear, though weak.

So on Sunday I ventured to preach twice, and found no weariness at all.

Monday, 10. I began my regular course of preaching, morning and evening.

While I was in Dublin, I read two extraordinary books, but of very different kinds ;—Mr. Sheridan's "Lectures on Elocution," and " The Life of Count Marsay ;" and was disappointed in both.

There is more matter in the penny tract, "On Action and Utterance," abundantly more, than in all Mr. S.'s book ; though he seems to think himself a mere Phenix.

Count Marsay was doubtless a pious man, but a thorough enthusiast ; guided, in all his steps, not by the written word, but by his own imagination ; which he calls the Spirit.

Sun. 23.—I again assisted at St. Patrick's in delivering the elements of the Lord's Supper. In the evening I embarked in the Nonpareil ; and, about ten on Tuesday morning, landed at Park-Gate.

Wednesday, 26. I found one relic of my illness, —my hand shook, so that I could hardly write my name. But after I had been well electrified, by driving four or five hours, over very rugged, broken pavement, my complaint was removed, and my hand was as steady as when I was ten years old.

About noon I preached in the shell of the House at Wigan.

In the middle of the sermon, came an impetuous storm of thunder, lightning, and rain, which added much to the solemnity of the occasion.

Thursday, 27. I went on to Miss Bosanquet's, and prepared for the Conference.

How willingly could I spend the residue of a busy life in this delightful retirement!

But, Man was not born in shades to lie !

Up and be doing!

Labour on, till Death sings a requiem to the parting soul.

Sun. 30.—I preached under Birstal-Hill, and the greater part of the huge audience could hear while I enforced, "When the breath of man goeth forth, he turneth again to his dust, and then all his thoughts perish."

I preached at Leeds in the evening, and found strength in proportion to my work.

Tues. August 1,—Our Conference began. Having received several letters, intimating that many of the Preachers were utterly unqualified for the work, having neither grace nor gifts sufficient for it, I determined to examine this weighty charge

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with all possible exactness.

In order to this, I read those letters to all the Conference; and begged that every one would freely propose and enforce whatever objection he had to any one.

The objections proposed were considered at large:

In two or three difficult cases, Committees were appointed for that purpose.

In consequence of this, we were all fully convinced that the charge advanced was without foundation ; that God has really sent those labourers into his vineyard, and has qualified them for the work: And we were all more closely united together than we have been for many years.

Fri. 4.—I preached at Bradford, where the people are all alive.

Many here have lately experienced the great salvation, and their zeal has been a general blessing.

Indeed, this I always observe,—wherever a work of sanctification breaks out, the whole work of God prospers.

Some are convinced of sin, others justified, and all stirred up to greater earnestness for salvation.

I breakfasted at Great-Horton.

Two or three of the neighbours then came in to prayer.

Quickly the house was filled ; and, a few minutes after, all the space before the door.

I saw the opportunity, and without delay got upon the horse-block, in the yard. Abundance of children crowded round me, and round them a numerous congregation.

So I gave them an earnest exhortation, and then commended them to the grace of God.

Sun. 6.—At one I proclaimed the glorious Gospel to the usual congregation at Birstal, and in the evening at Leeds.

Then, judging it needful to pay a short visit to our brethren at London, I took the stage-coach, with five of my friends, about eight o'clock.

Before nine, a gentleman in a singlehorse chaise struck his wheel against one of ours.

Instantly the weight of the men at top overset the coach; otherwise, ten times the shock would not have moved it; but neither the coachman, nor the men at top, nor any within, were hurt at all. On Tuesday, in the afternoon, we were met at Hatfield by many of our friends, who conducted us safe to London.

Having spent a few days in town, on Monday, 14, I set out for Wales; and Wednesday, 16, reached the Hay.

Being desired to give them one sermon at Trevecka, I turned aside thither, and on Thursday, 17, preached at eleven toa numerous congregation.

What a lovely place!

And what a lovely family! still consisting of about sixscore persons.

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[Aug, 1775. the good "man is turned again to his dust!"

But his thoughts do not perish.

I preached at Brecon the next day, and on Saturday, 19, went on to Carmarthen.

How is this wilderness become a fruitful field!

A year ago I knew no one in this town who had any desire of fleeing from the wrath to come; and now we have eighty persons in society.

It is true not many of them are awakened; but they have broke off their outward sins.

Now let us try, whether it be not possible to prevent the greater part of these from drawing back.

About this time I received a remarkable letter, from one of our Preachers at West-Bromwich, near Wednesbury.

The substance of it is as follows :— "August 16, 1775.

"Axout three wecks since, a person came and told me, Martha Wood, of Darlaston, was dying, and had a great desire to see me.

When I came into the house, which, with all that was in it, was scarce worth five pounds, I found, in that mean cottage, such a jewel as my eyes never beheld before.

Her eyes even sparkled with joy, and her heart danced like David before the ark: In truth, she seemed to be in the suburbs of heaven, upon the confines of glory.

"She took hold of my hand, and said, 'I am glad to see you; you are my father in Christ:

It is twenty years since I heard you first.

It was on that text, Now ye have sorrow.

Bui I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you.

In that hour God broke into my soul, delivered me from all sorrow, and filled my heart with joy; and, blessed be his name, I never have lost it, from that hour to this.'

"For the first ten years, she was sometimes in transports of joy, carried almost beyond herself; but for these last ten years, she has had the constant witness that God has taken up all her heart.

' He has filled me,' said she, 'with perfect love; and perfect love casts out fear.

Jesus is mine; God, and heaven, and eternal glory, are mine.

My heart, my very soul is lost, yea, swallowed up, in God.'

"There were many of our friends standing by her bedside.

She exhorted them all, as one in perfect health, to keep close to God.

'You can never,' said she, 'do too much for God:

When you have done all you can, you have done too little.

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O, who that knows Hin, can love, or do, or suffer too much for Him !'

"Some worldly people came in. She called them by name, and exhorted them to repent and turn to Jesus.

She looked at me, and desired I would-preach her funeral sermon on those words, 'I have fought the good fight; I have finished my course; I have kept the faith.

Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will give me at that day.'

She talked to all round about her in as scriptural and rational a manner as if she had been in her full strength, (only now and then catching a little for breath,) with all the smiles of heaven in her countenance.

Indeed several times she seemed to be quite gone; but in a little while the taper lit up again, and she began to preach, with divine power, to all that stood near her.

She knew every person, and if any came into the room whom she knew to be careless about religion, she directly called them by name, and charged them to seek the Lord while he might be found.

At last she cried out, 'I see the heavens opened; I see Abraham, Isaac, and J acob, with numbers of the glorified throng, coming nearer and nearer. They are just come!' At that word, her soul took its flight, to mingle with the heavenly host.

We looked after her, as Elisha after Elijah ; and I trust some of us have catched her mantle."

After making a little tour through Carmarthenshire, Pembrokeshire, and Glamorganshire, on Monday, 28, setting out early from Cardiff, I reached Newport about eight ; and soon after preached to a large and serious congregation.

I believe it is five-and-thirty years since I preached here before, to a people who were then wild as bears.

How amazingly is the scene changed!

O what is too hard for God!

We came to the New-Passage just as the boat was putting off; so I went in immediately. Some friends were waiting for me on the other side, who received me as one risen from the dead.

The Room at Bristol was throughly filled in the evening ; and we rejoiced in Him that heareth the prayer. Having finished my present business here, on Wednesday, 30, I set out at three, and at twelve preached in the great Presbyterian meeting-house in Taunton ; and indeed with such freedom and openness of spirit as I did not expect in so brilliant a congregation.

In the evening I preached in the dreary preaching-

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[Sept a7: house at Tiverton.

The people appeared as dull as the place.

Yet who knows but that many of them may again hear the voice that raiseth the dead?

On Thursday and Friday I preached at Launceston, Bodmin, and Truro; on Saturday, in the main street at Redruth, to the usual congregation, on, " Happy are the people that have the Lord for their God."

Sun. SurtEMBER 8.—I preached at eight in St. Agnes Church-town, on, " Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved." A young woman followed me into the house, weeping bitterly, and crying out, "I must have Christ ; I will have Christ.

Give me Christ, or else I die!"? Two or three of us claimed the promise in her behalf. She was soon filled with joy unspeakable, and burst out, "O let me die! Let me go to Him now!

How can I bear to stay here any longer?"

We left her full of that peace which passeth all understanding.

About eleven I preached at Redruth ; at five in the evening in the amphitheatre at Gwennap. I think this is the most magnificent spectacle which is to be seen on this side heaven. And no music is to be heard upon earth comparable to the sound of many thousand voices, when they are all harmoniously jomed together, singing praises to God and the Lamb.

Mon. 4.—I went on to our friends at St. Ives, many of whom are now grey-headed, as well as me.

In the evening I preached in the little meadow above the town, where I was some years ago.

The people in general here (excepting the rich) seem almost persuaded to be Christians.

Perhaps the prayer of their old Pastor, Mr. Tregoss, is answered even to the fourth generation.

Wed. 6.—About nine I preached at Cararack, and crossed over to Cubert, where I found my good old friend Mr. Hoskins, quivering over the grave.

He ventured, however, to the Church-town, and I believe found a blessing under the preaching.

Thur. 7.—About eleven I preached in the Town-Hall at Liskeard, to a large and serious congregation.

At Saltash some of our brethret met me with a boat, which brought me safe to Plymouth-Dock.

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applied it to their hearts; and I think there is not one of them now who does not see things in another light.

Fri. 8.—I preached at noon on the quay in Plymouth; in the evening, in the new Square at the Dock.

Many here seemed to feel the application of-those words, "O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?"

Sat. 9.—I preached in Exeter at four in the afternoon, and about seven at Collumpton.

Sunday, 10. I came to Wellington in an acceptable time; for Mr, Jesse was ill in bed; so that if I had not come, there could have been no Service, either morning or evening.

The church was moderately filled in the morning: In the afternoon it was crowded in every corner ; and a solemn awe fell on the whole congregation, while

I pressed that important question, " What is a man profited, if he should gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?"

Mon. 11.—I preached again in the new meeting at Taunton, to such a congregation as I suppose was never there before.

I was desired to preach on the same text as at Wellington; and it was attended with the same blessing.

On Tuesday I went on to Bristol.

On Thursday and Friday, I preached at Keynsham, Bradford, and Bath; on Tuesday, 19, at Frome; and on Wednesday, at Pensford.

Thence I went on to the lovely family at Publow, a pattern for all the boarding-schools in England.

Every thing fit for a Christian to learn is taught here; but nothing unworthy the dignity of the Christian character.

I gave a short exhortation to the children, which they received with eagerness.

Many of them have the fear of God: Some of them enjoy his love.

Thur. 21.—At the earnest request of the prisoner, who was to die next day, (and was very willing so to do; for, after deep agony of soul, he had found peace with God,) I preached at Newgate to him, and a crowded audience; many of whom felt that God was there.

Sunday, 24. I preached abroad in the afternoon to a lovely congregation.

Friday, 29, we observed as a fast-day, meeting at five, nine, one, and in the evening: And many found a strong hope, that God will yet be entreated for a guilty land.

Sun. Ocropzr 1.—The weather favoured us again:

I preached once more abroad, and concluded at the point where I begun, in opening and strongly applying those words,

" Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved."

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[Oct. 1775.

Mon. 2.—I set out early; and, preaching at the Devizes, Sarum, Winchester, and Portsmouth in my way, on Friday,

6, in the afternoon I returned to London.

Sun. 8.—I preached in Moorfields to a larger congregation than usual.

Strange that their curiosity should not be satisfied yet, after hearing the same thing near forty years!

Mon. 9.—I preached at Chesham, on the strait gate; and all that heard seemed affected for the present.

Twesday, 10, I went on to Wycomb, and was much refreshed by the earnest attention of the whole congregation.

Wednesday, 11. I took a walk to Lord Shelburne's house.

What variety, in so small a compass!

A beautiful grove, divided by a serpentine walk, conceals the house from the town.

At the side of this runs a transparent river, with a smooth walk on each bank.

Beyond this is a level lawn; then the house with sloping gardens behind it. Above these is a lofty hill; near the top of which is a lovely wood, having a grassy walk running along, just within the skirts of it.

But can the owner rejoice in this paradise ?

No; for his wife is snatched away in the bloom of youth!

Thur. 12.—About noon I preached at Watlington; and in the evening at Oxford, in a large House formerly belonging to the Presbyterians.

But it was not large enough: Many could not get in.

Such a congregation I have not seen at Oxford, either for seriousness, or number, for more than twenty years.

I borrowed here a volume of Lord Chesterfield's Letters, which I had heard very strongly commended.

And what did I learn ?—That he was a man of much wit, middling sense, and some learning; but as absolutely void of virtue, as any Jew,

Turk, or Heathen that ever lived.

I say, not only void of all religion, (for I doubt whether he believed there is a God, though he tags most of his letters with the name, for better sound sake,) but even of virtue, of justice, and mercy, which he never once recommended to his son.

And truth he sets at open defiance :

He continually guards him against it. Half his letters inculcate deep dissimulation, as the most necessary of all accomplishments.

Add to this, his studiously instilling into the young man all the principles of debauchery, when himself was between seventy and eighty years old.

Add his cruel censure of that amiable man, the Archbishop of Cambray, (quantum dispar illi,)* as a mere time-serving hypocrite!

And this is * What a vast disparity between the two JEDIT,

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the favourite of the age!

Whereas, if justice and truth take place, if he is rewarded according to his desert, his name will stink to all generations.

Sat. 14.—I preached at Finstock.

How many days should I spend here if I was to do my own will!

Not so: I am "to: do the will of Him that sent me, and to finish his work."

Therefore this is the first day I ever spent here:

And perhaps it may be the last.

Sun. 15.—About eight I preached at Witney.

I admired the seriousness and decency of the congregation at church.

I preached at five, on, "Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thy-. self ;" a word that is sufficient to convince all mankind of sin.

In meeting the select society, I was much comforted to find so few of them losing ground, and the far greater part still witnessing that "the blood of Christ cleanseth from all sin."

Mon. 16.—We had a lovely congregation at five.

About nine I preached at Oxford; in Newnham at one; and in the evening at Wallingford.

Tuesday, 17. I went over the Downs to Kingston-lodge ; a lone house; yet we had a numerous as well as serious congregation. In the evening I preached in the large Room at the poorhouse in Ramsbury. The people flocked together from every side; and God gave us his blessing.

Wed. 18.—I returned to Newbury.

Some of our friends informed me, there were many red-hot patriots here; so I took occasion to give a strong exhortation, to "fear God, and honour the King."

Thur. 19.—I preached at Reading ; and on Friday, returned to London.

Mon. 23.—I set out for Northamptonshire, and in the evening preached at Towcester.

Tuesday, 24. About noon we took horse for Whittlebury in a fine day: But before we had rode half an hour,a violent storm came, which soon drenched us from head to foot. But we dried ourselves in the afternoon, and were no worse.

Wednesday, 25. I preached at Northampton, and on Thursday noon at Brixworth; a little town about six miles north of Northampton. I believe very few of the townsmen were absent, and all of them seemed to be much affected.

So did many at Northampton in the evening, while I described him 'that builds his house upon a rock." Friday, 27. I preached about noon at Hanslop.

In my way I looked over a volume of Dr. Swift's Letters.

Iwas amazed!

Was ever such trash

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[Nov. 1775. palmed upon the world, under the name of a great man? More than half of what is contained in those sixteen volumes, would be dear at twopence a volume; being all, and more than all, the dull things which that witty man ever said.

In the evening I preached at Bedford, and the next evening came to London.

Sun. 29.—I visited one who was full of good resolutions,— if he should recover.

They might be sincere, or they might not: But how far will these avail before God?

He was not put to the trial, how long they would last: Quickly after, God required his soul of him.

Monday, and the following days, I visited the little societies. in the neighbourhood of London.

Saturday, Novemser 11.

I made some additions to the "Calm Address to our American Colonies." Need any one ask from what motive this was. wrote? Let him look round: England is in a flame! A flame of malice and rage against the King, and almost all that are in authority under him. I labour to put out this flame.

Ought not every true patriot to do the same?

If hireling writers on either side judge of me by themselves, that I cannot help.

Sun. 12.—I was desired to preach, in Bethnal-Green church,. a charity sermon for the widows and orphans of the soldiers that were killed in America.

Knowing how many would seek occasion of offence, I wrote down my sermon. I dined with Sir John Hawkins and three other gentlemen that are in commission for the peace; and was agreeably surprised at a very serious conversation, kept up during the whole time I stayed.

Wed. 15.—I preached at Dorking; the next evening at Ryegate-place, I think, to the largest congregation that I have seen there.

But still I fear we are ploughing upon the sand: We see no fruit of our labours.

Friday, 17. I crossed over to Shoreham, the most fruitful place in all the Circuit,. and preached in the evening to a people just ripe for all the Gospel promises, on, " Now, why tarriest thou? Arise, and wash away thy sins."

The next morning I returned to London.

Mon. 20.—I went on to Robertsbridge, and preached to a deeply attentive congregation.

Tuesday, 21. Several were with us in the evening at Rye, who had never heard a Methodist sermon before. However, considering the bulk of the congregation, more than an handful of Gentry, I earnestly besought them not to "receive the grace of God in vain."

The next evening I applied part of the thirteenth chapter of the First

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Epistle to the Corinthians.

Many were shaken when they weighed themselves in that balance.

May we not be found wanting in that day !

Thur. 23.—About noon I preached at Cranbrook, and in the evening at Staplehurst.

Friday, 24. I preached at Sevenoaks, and on Saturday returned to London.

In some of my late little journeys I read Mr. Wraxal's Travels, in which are several ingenious remarks.

But the account he gives of Count Struenzee is a mistake, from beginning to end.

Struenzee was as bad a man as most that ever lived.

He caused many horrid abuses; but never reformed, or desired to reform, one. And there was abundant proof of the crime for which he suffered:

Therefore, the behaviour of King George was exactly right.

Mon. 27.—1I set out for Norwich. That evening I preached at Colchester ; Tuesday, at Norwich; Wednesday, at Yarmouth.

About this time I published the following letter in Lloyd's "Evening Post :"— "SiR; "J wave been seriously asked, 'From what motive did you publish your Calm Address to the American Colonies ??

"T seriously answer, Not to get money. Had that been my motive, I should have swelled it into a shilling pamphlet, and have entered it at Stationers' Hall.

"Not to get preferment for myself, or my brother's children.

I ama little too old to gape after it for myself: And if my brother or I sought it for them, we have only to show them to the world.

"Not to please any man living, high or low. I know mankind too well.

I know they that love you for political service, love you less than their dinner ; and they that hate you, hate you worse than the devil.

"Teast of all did I write with a view to inflame any: Just the contrary.

I contributed my mite toward putting out the flame which rages all over the land. This I have more opportunity of observing than any other man in England.

I see with pain to what an height this already rises, in every part of the nation.

And I see many pouring oil into the flame, by crying out, 'How unjustly, how cruelly, the King is using the poor Americans; who are only contending for their liberty, and for their legal privileges 12

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[Nov. 1775.

"Now there is no possible way to put out this flame, or hinder its rising higher and higher, but to show that the Americans are not used either cruelly or unjustly ; that they are not injured at all, seeing they are not contending for liberty ; (this they had, even in its full extent, both civil and religious

;) neither for any legal privileges; for they enjoy all that their charters grant. But what they contend for, is, the illegal privilege of being exempt from parliamentary taxation. A privilege this, which no charter ever gave to any American colony yet; which no charter can give, unless it be confirmed both by King, Lords, and Commons; which, in fact, our colonies never had ; which they never claimed till the present reign: And probably they would not have claimed it now, had they not been incited thereto by letters from England.

One of these was read, according to the desire of the writer, not only at the continental Congress, but likewise in many congregations throughout the Combined Provinces. It advised them to seize upon all the King's Officers ; and exhorted them, ' Stand valiantly, only for six months, and in that time there will be such commotions in England that you may have your own terms.'

"This being the real state of the question, without any colouring or aggravation, what impartial man can either blame the King, or commend the Americans ?

"With this view, to quench the fire, by laying the blame where it was due, the 'Calm Address' was written. I am, Sir,

"Your humble servant, "Joun WESLEY.

"As to reviewers, newswriters, London Magazines, and all that kind of gentlemen, they behave just as I expected they would.

And let them lick up Mr. Toplady's spittle still:

A champion worthy of their cause."

Thur. 30.—I preached at Lowestoft at noon, and Yarmouth in the evening.

Here a gentleman, who came with me from London, was taken ill (he informed me) of the bloody flux.

This being stopped, I thought his head was disordered; and would fain have sent him back without delay, offering him my chaise and my servant to attend him; though I could ill spare either one or the other.

But he could not in anywise be prevailed on to accept of the proposal. I afterwards heard, he had been insane before he left London.

However, I could now only make the best of it.

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Fri. December 1.—After preaching at Loddon, I returned to Norwich, and procured Mr. a lodging in a friend's house, where I knew he would want nothing.

I now again advised him to go straight to London in my chaise; but it was lost labour. bs Sat. 2.—I procured "the History of Norwich," published but a few years since.

The author shows, that it was built about the year 418.

But it increased in succeeding ages, till it was more than double to what it is now, having no less than sixty churches.

Its populousness may be indisputably proved, by one single circumstance:—The first time it was visited with the sweating-sickness, (which usually killedinten hours,) there died, in about six months, upwards of fifty-seven thousand persons ; which is a considerably greater number than were in the whole city a few years ago.

He remarks concerning this unaccountable kind of plague, 1. That it seized none but Englishmen ; none of the French, Flemings, or other foreigners then in the kingdom, being at all affected: 2. That it seized upon Englishmen in other kingdoms, and upon none else: And, 3. That the method at last taken was this,—The patient, if seized in the day-time, was immediately to lie down in his clothes, and to be covered up; if in the night-time, he was to keep in bed; and if they remained four-and-twenty hours without eating or drinking any thing, then they generally recovered.

In the evening a large mob gathered at the door of the preaching-house, the captain of which struck many (chiefly women) with a large stick.

Mr. Randal going out to see what was 'he matter, he struck him with it in the face.

But he was soon secured, and carried before the Mayor; who, knowing him to be a notorious offender, against whom one or two warrants were then lying, sent him to gaol without delay.

Tues. 5.—We set out a little before day, and reached Lynn in the afternoon.

In the evening, the new House would hardly contain one half of the congregation: And those who could not get in were tolerably patient, considering they could hear but a few words.

Wed. 6.—About one, I heard a shrill voice in the street, calling and desiring me to come to Mr.

Going directly, I found him ill in body, and in a violent agony of mind.

He fully believed he was at the point of death; nor could any arguments convince him of the contrary.

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[Dec. 1775. cried to Him who has all power in heaven and earth, and who keeps the keys of life and death.

He soon started up in bed, and said with a loud voice, "I shall not die, but live."

In the day I visited many of those that remained with us, and those that had left us since they had learned a new doctrine.

I did not dispute, but endeavoured to soften their spirits, which had been sharpened to a high degree.

In the evening the chapel was quite too small: And yet even those who could not get in were silent: A circumstance which I have seldom observed in any other part of England.

Thur. 7.—Mr. was so thoroughly disordered, that it was heavy work to get him forward.

At every stage, "he could not possibly go any farther ; he must die there."

Nevertheless we reached Bury in the afternoon. I preached at seven to the largest congregation I ever saw there. We used to have about a dozen at five in the morning.

But on Friday, 8, I suppose we had between forty and fifty. We set out between six and seven, hoping to reach Burntwood in the evening.

But as we came thither some hours sooner than we expected, I judged it most advisable to push on: And, the moon shining bright, we easily reached London soon after six o'clock.

Sat. 9.—In answer to a very angry letter, lately published in "the Gazetteer," I published the following :—

"To tHE Rev. Mr. Cates Evans.

"Rev. Sir, "You affirm, 1. That I once 'doubted whether the measures taken with respect to America could be defended either on the foot of law, equity, or prudence.'

I did doubt of these five years, nay indeed five months, ago.

"You affirm, 2. That I 'declared,' (last year,) 'the Americans were an oppressed, injured people.'

I do not remember that I did; but very possibly I might.

"You affirm, 8, That I then 'strongly recommended an argument for the exclusive right of the colonies to tax themselves."

I believe I did; but I am now of another mind.

"You affirm, 4. 'You say in the Preface, I never saw that book"

I did say so.

The plain case was, I had so entirely forgotten it, that even when I saw it again, I recollected nothing of it, till I had read several pages.

If I had, I might have observed that you borrowed more from Mr. P. than I did from

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Dr. Johnson.

Though I know not whether I should have observed it, as it does not affect the merits of the cause.

"You affirm, 5. ' You say, But I really believe he was told go; and add, 'Supposing what I asserted was false, it is not easy to conceive what reason you could have for believing I was told so.?

My reason was, I believed you feared God, and therefore would not tell a wilful untruth; so I made the best excuse for you which I thought the nature of the thing would admit of.

Had you not some reasons to believe this of me; and therefore to say, (at least,) 'I hope he forgot it?'

"But at this time I was perfectly unknown to you.' No, at this time I knew you wrote that tract; but had I not, charity would have induced me to hope this, even of an entire stranger.

"You now have my 'feeble reply ;' and if you please to advance any new argument, (personal reflections I let go,) you may perhaps receive a farther reply from "Your humble servant, "Joun WESLEY.

London, December 9.

"'T did not see your letter till this morning."

Mon. 11.—I began a little journey into Kent.

In the evening I preached at Chatham, the next evening at Canterbury.

I know not that ever I saw such a congregation there before.

Tuesday, 12. I preached at Dover.

As many as could, squeezed into the House, and the rest went quietly away.

Thur. 14.—I returned to Canterbury, and had a long conyversation with that extraordinary man, Charles Perronet.

What a mystery of Providence!

Why is such a saint as this buried alive by continual sickness?

In the evening we had a larger congregation than before.

I never saw the House thoroughly filled till now: And I am sure the people had now a call from God, whether they will hear or whether they will forbear.

Fri. 15.—In the evening I preached at Chatham, and on Saturday returned to London.

In the evening I preached a kind of funeral sermon at Snowsfields, for that upright woman,

Jane Binknell.

For many years she was a pattern of all holiness ; and, for the latter part of her life, of patience. Yet as she laboured under an incurable and painful disorder, which allowed her little rest, day or night, the corruptible body pressed down the soul, and frequently occasioned much heaviness.

But,

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[Jan. 1776. before she went, the clouds dispersed, and she died in sweet peace; but not in such triumphant joy as did Ann Dayis, two or three weeks before.

She died of the same disorder; but had withal, for some years, racking pains in her head day and night, which in a while rendered her stone-blind. Add to this, that she had a kind husband; who was continually reproaching her for living so long, and cursing her for not dying out of the way.

Yet in all this she did not "charge God foolishly ;" but meekly waited till her change should come.

To-day I read Dr. Beattie's Poems; certainly one of the best Poets of the age.

He wants only the ease and simplicity of Mr. Pope.—I know one, and only one, that has it.

Mon. 18.—I took another little journey, and in the evening preached at Bedford.

Tuesday, 19. I dragged on, through miserable roads, to St. Neot's, and preached in a large room to a numerous congregation.

Understanding that almost all the Methodists, by the advice of Mr.

, had left the church, T earnestly exhorted them to return to it.

In the evening L preached at Godmanchester.

Wed. 20.—I preached at Luton; the next evening, at Hertford; and on Friday morning, returned to London.

This day we observed as a day of fasting and prayer, and. were much persuaded God will yet be entreated.

Thur. 21.—I revised a volume of Latin Poems, wrote by a gentleman of Denmark.

I was surprised.

Most of the verses are not unworthy of the Augustan age. Among the rest, there is a translation of two of Mr. Pope's Epistles, line for line.

And yet, in language, not only as pure as V irgil's, but as elegant too.

Tues. January 2, 1776.—Being pressed to pay a visit to our brethren at Bristol, some of whom had been a little unsettled by the patriots, so called, I set out early; but the roads were so heavy, that I could not get thither till night. I came just time enough, not to see, but to bury, poor Mr. Hall, my brother-in-law, who died on Wednesday morning ; I trust, in peace; for God had given him deep repentance.

Such another monument of divine mercy, considering how low he had fallen, and from what height of holiness, I have not seen, no, not in seventy years!

I had designed to visit him in the morning ; but he did not stay for my coming.

It is enough, if, after all his wanderings, we meet again in Abraham's bosom.

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January 1, 1776.—About eighteen hundred of us met together in London, in order to renew our covenant with God ; and it was, as usual, a very solemn opportunity.

Tues. 2.—I set out for Bristol.

Between London and Bristol, I read over that elegant trifle, "The Correspondence between Theodosius and Constantia."

I observed only one sentiment which I could not receive, that "youth is the only possible time for friendship; because every one has at first a natural store of sincerity and benevolence ; but as in process of time men find every one to be false and self-interested, they conform to them more and more, till, in riper years, they have neither truth nor benevolence left."

Perhaps it may be so with all that know not God; but they that do, escape "the corruption that is in the world ;" and increase both in sincerity and in benevolence, as they grow in the knowledge of Christ.

Sat. 6.—I returned to London; and I returned just in time ; for on Sunday, 7, the severe frost set in, accompanied with so deep a snow, as made even the high road impassable.

For some days before the frost broke up, it was observed, by means of the thermometer, that the cold was several degrees more intense than that in the year 1741.

But God then removed the cup from us, by a gentle, gradual thaw.

Sun. 14.—As I was going to West-Street chapel, one of the chaise-springs suddenly snapped asunder ; but the horses instantly stopping, I stepped out without the least inconvenience.

At all my vacant hours in this and the following week, I endeavoured to finish the " Concise History of England."

I am sensible it must give offence, as in many parts I am quite singular ; particularly with regard to those greatly injured characters, Richard III., and Mary Queen of Scots.

But I must speak as I think; although still waiting for, and willing to receive, better information.

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[ March, 1776.

Sun. 28.—I was desired to preach a charity sermon in Allhallows church, Lombard-Street.

In the year 1735, about forty years ago, I preached in this church, at the earnest request of the Churchwardens, to a numerous congregation, who came, hike me, with an intent to hear Dr. Heylyn. This was the first time that, having no notes about me, I preached extempore.

Wed. Fesruary 14.—I preached at Shoreham.

Howis the last become first!

No society in the county grows so fast as this, either in grace or number.

The chief instrument of this glorious work is Miss Perronet, a burning and a shining light.

Fri. 23.—I looked over Mr. Bolt's " Considerations on the Affairs of India."

Was there ever so melancholy a picture ?

How are the mighty fallen!

The Great Mogul, Emperor of Hindostan, one of the mightiest Potentates on earth, is become a poor, little, impotent slave to a Company of Mer. chants!

His large, flourishing empire is broken in pieces and covered with fraud, oppression, and misery!

And we may call the myriads that have been murdered happy, in comparison of those that still groan under the iron yoke.

Wilt not thou visit for these things, O Lord?

Shall the fool still say in his heart, 'There is no God?"

Sun. 25.—I buried the remains of William Evans, one of the first members of our Society. He was an Israelite indeed, open (if it could be) to a fault; always speaking the truth from his heart.

Wednesday, 28. I looked over a volume of Lord Lyttelton's Works.

He is really a fine writer, both in verse and prose, though he believed the Bible; yea, and feared God!

In my scraps of time I likewise read over Miss Talbot's Essays ; equal to any thing of the kind I ever saw.

She was a woman of admirable sense and piety, and a far better poet than the celebrated Mrs. Rowe.

But here too Heaven its choicest gold by torture tried !

After suffering much, she died of a cancer in her breast.

Fri. Marcu 1.—As we cannot depend on having the Foun. dery long, we met to consult about building a new chapel. Our petition to the City for a piece of ground lies before their Con. mittee; but when we shall get any farther, I know not: Sol determined to begin my circuit as usual; but promised to return whenever I should receive notice that our petition was granted.

On Sunday evening I set out, and on Tuesday reached

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Bristol.

In the way I read over Mr. Boéhm's Sermons, Chaplain to Prince George of Denmark, hushand to Queen

Anne.

He was a person of very strong sense, and, in general, sound in his judgment.

I remember hearing a very remarkable circumstance concerning him, from Mr. Fraser, then

Chaplain to St. George's Hospital.

"One day," said he, "T asked Mr. Boéhm, with whom I was intimately acquainted, 'Sir, when you are surrounded by various persons, listening to one, and dictating to another, does not that vast hurry of business hinder your communion with God?'

He replied, 'I bless God, I have just then as full communion with him, as if I was kneeling alone at the altar.'"

Wed. 6.—I went down to Taunton, and at three in the afternoon opened the new preaching-house.

The people showed great eagerness to hear.

Will they at length know the day of their visitation ? Thursday, 7. 1 returned to Bristol; which I left on Monday, 11; and having visited Stroud,

Painswick, and Tewkesbury, on Wednesday, 20, came to Worcester.

Thursday, 21. I was much refreshed among this loving people; especially by the select society, the far greater part of whom could still witness that God had saved them from inward as well as outward sin.

Sat. 23.—About noon I preached in the Town-Hall at Evesham, to a congregation of a very different kind.

Few of them, I doubt, came from any other motive than to gratify their curiosity.

However, they were deeply attentive; so that some of them, I trust, went away a little wiser than they came.

I had been informed that Mr. Weston, the Minister of Campden, was willing I should preach in his church; but, before I came, he had changed his mind.

However, the Vicar of Pebworth was no weathercock ; so I preached in his church, Sunday, 24, morning and evening; and, I believe, not in vain.

Mon. 25.—I went on to Birmingham. I was surprised to hear that a good deal of platina was used there; but, upon inquiry, I found it was not the true platina, an original metal between gold and silver, (being in weight nearest to gold, even as eighteen to nineteen,) but a mere compound of brass and spelter.

Wed. 27.—I preached at Dudley, in the midst of Antinoznians and backsliders, on, " We beseech you not to receive the

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In the evening I preached to our old flock at Wednesbury ; and the old spirit was among them.

Fri. 29.—About eight I preached to avery large congregation even at Wolverhampton ; and at six in the evening, to a mixed multitude in the market-place at Newcastle-under-Lyne.

All were quiet now; the gentleman who made a disturbance when I was here last having been soon after called to his account.

Sun. 31.—I preached at Congleton.

The Minister here having much disobliged his parishioners, most of the Gentry in the town tame to the preaching, both at two in the afternoon, and in the evening; and it was an acceptable time: I believe very few, rich or poor, came in vain.

Mon. Arrit 1.—I went on to Macclesfield.

That evening I preached in the House; but it being far too small, on Tuesday, 2, I preached on the Green, near Mr. Ryle's door.

There are no mockers here, and scarce an inattentive hearer.

So mightily has the word of God prevailed !

Wed. 3.—Having climbed over the mountains, I preached at the New-Mills, in Derbyshire.

The people here are quite earnest and artless, there being no public worship in the: town but at our chapel: So that they go straight forward, knowing nothing of various opinions, and minding nothing but to be Bible-Christians, Thur. 4.—I began an answer to that dangerous Tract, Dr.

Price's "Observations upon Liberty ;" which, if practised, would overturn all government, and bring in universal anarchy.

On Easter-Day the preaching-house at Manchester contained the congregation pretty well at seven in the morning; but in the afternoon I was obliged to be abroad, thousands upon thousands flocking together.

I stood in a convenient place, almost over against the Infirmary, and exhorted a listening multitude to "live unto Him who died for them and rose again,"

Tues. 9.—I came to Chester, and had the satisfaction to find an earnest, loving, well-established people.

Wed. 10.—In the evening, the House at Liverpool was well filled with people of all ranks.

Fri, 12.—I visited one formerly a Captain, now a dying sinner, His eyes spoke the agony of his soul ; his tongue hay-. ing well nigh forgot its office.

With great efforts he could but just say, "I want—Jesus Christ!"

The next day he could not utter a word; but if he could not speak, God could hear.

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Mon. 15.—About noon I preached in the new House at Wigan, to a very quiet and very dull congregation.

But considering what the town was some years ago, wicked even to a proverb, we may well say, God hath done great things already.

And we hope to see greater things than these.

In the evening I was obliged to preach abroad at Bolton, though the air was cold, and the ground wet.

Tuesday, 16. I preached about noon at Chowbent, once the roughest place im all the neighbourhood.

But there is not the least trace of it remaining: Such is the fruit of the genuine Gospel.

As we were considering in the afternoon what we should do, the rain not suffering us to be abroad, one asked the Vicar for the use of the church; to which he readily consented. I began reading Prayers at half-hour past five.

The church was so crowded, pews, alleys, and galleries, as I believe it had not been these hundred years; and God bore witness to his word.

Wed. 17.—After preaching at Bury about noon, I went on to Rochdale, and preached in the evening to a numerous and deeply serious congregation.

Thursday, 18. I clambered over the horrid mountains to Todmorden, and thence to Heptonstall, on the brow of another mountain.

Such a congregation scarce ever met in the church before.

In the evening I preached in the Croft, adjoining to the new House at Halifax.

Fri. 19.—I preached at Smith-House, for the sake of that lovely woman, Mrs. Holmes. It does me good to see her; such is her patience, or, rather, thankfulness, under almost continual pain.

Sunday, 21. After strongly insisting at Daw-Green on family religion, which is still much wanting among us, I hastened to Birstal church, where we had a sound, practical sermon.

At one I preached to many thousands at the foot of the hill, and to almost as many at Leeds in the evening.

Mon. 22.—I had an agreeable conversation with that good man, Mr. O . Othat he may be an instrument of removing the prejudices which have so long separated chief friends !

Tues. 28.—I preached in the press-yard at Rothwell, and have seldom seen a congregation so moved.

I then spoke severally to the class of children, and found every one of them rejoicing in the love of God.

It is particularly remarkable, that this work of God among them is broke out all at once; they have all been justified, and one clearly sanctified, within these last six weeks.

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Wed, 24.—I went on to Otley, where the word of God has free course, and brings forth much fruit.

This is chiefly owing to the spirit and behaviour of those whom God has perfected in love.

Their zeal stirs up many; and their steady and uniform conversation has a language almost irresistible.

Friday, 26. I preached in the new chapel at Eccleshall, to a people just sprung out of the dust, exceeding artless and exceeding earnest ; many of whom seemed to be already saved from sin.

O, why do we not encourage all to expect this blessing every hour, from the moment they are justified!

In the evening I preached at Bradford, on the Wise Man that builds his house upon a rock; that is, who builds his hope of heaven on no other foundation than doing these sayings contained in the Sermon on the Mount; although, in another sense, we build not upon his sayings, but his sufferings.

Sat. 27.—I preached in the church at Bingley ; perhaps not so filled before for these hundred years.

Sunday, 28.

The congregation at Haworth was far greater than the church could contain.

For the sake of the poor parishioners, few of whom are even awakened to this day, I spoke as strongly as I possibly could upon these words, "The harvest is past, the summer is ended, and we are not saved."

The church at Colne is, I think, at least twice as large as that at Haworth.

But it would not in any wise contain the congregation.

I preached on, "I saw a great white throne coming down from heaven."

Deep attention sat on every face ; and, I trust, God gave us his blessing.

Mon. 29.—About two I preached at Padiham, in a broad street, to a huge congregation.

I think the only inattentive persons were, the Minister and a kind of gentleman.

I saw none inattentive at Clough in the evening.

What has God wrought, since Mr. Grimshaw and I were seized near this place by a furious mob, and kept prisoners for some hours!

The sons of him who headed that mob now gladly receive our saying.

Tues. 30.—In the evening I preached in a kind of Square, at Colne, to a multitude of people, all drinking in the word.

I scarce ever saw a congregation wherein men, women, and children stood in such a posture: And this in the town wherein, thirty years ago, no Methodist could show his head !

The first that; preached here was John J ane, who was innocently riding through the town, when the zealous mob pulled

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him off his horse, and put him in the stocks.

He seized the opportunity, and vehemently exhorted them "to flee from the wrath to come."

Wed. May 1.—I set out early, and the next afternoon reached Whitehaven; and my chaise-horses were no worse for travelling near a hundred and ten miles in two days.

In travelling through Berkshire, Oxfordshire, Bristol, Gloucestershire, Worcestershire, Warwickshire, Staffordshire,

Cheshire, Lancashire, Yorkshire, Westmoreland, and Cumberland, I diligently made two inquiries: The first was, concerning the increase or decrease of the people; the second, concerning the increase or decrease of trade.

As to the latter, it is, within these two last years, amazingly increased ; in several branches in such a manner as has not been known in the memory of man:

Such is the fruit of the entire civil and religious liberty which all England now enjoys!

And as to the former, not only in every city and large town, but in every village and hamlet, there is no decrease, but a very large and swift increase.

One sign of this is the swarms of little children which we see in every place.

Which, then, shall we most admire, the ignorance or confidence of those that affirm, population decreases in England? I doubt not but it increases full as fast here, as in any province of North America.

Mon. 6.—After preaching at Cockermouth and Wigton, I went on to Carlisle, and preached to a very serious congregation.

Here I saw a very extraordinary genius, a man blind from four years of age, who could wind worsted, weave flowered plush on an engine and loom of his own making ; who wove his own name in plush, and made his own clothes, and his own tools of every sort.

Some years ago, being shut up in the organ-loft at church, he felt every part of it, and afterwards made an organ for himself, which, judges say, is an exceeding good one.

He then taught himself to play upon it psalmtunes, anthems, voluntaries, or anything which he heard.

I heard him play several tunes with great accuracy, and a com plex voluntary: I suppose all Europe can hardly produce such another instance.

His name is Joseph Strong. But what is he the better for all this, if he is still "without God in the world?"

Tues. 7.—I went on to Selkirk. The family came to prayet in the evening, after which the mistress of it said, " Sir, my daughter Jenny would be very fond of having a little talk with

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She is a strange lass; she will not come down on the Lord's day but to public worship, and spends all the rest of the day in her own chamber."

I desired she would come up; and found one that earnestly longed to be altogether a Christian.

I satisfied her mother that she was not mad; and spent a little time in advice, exhortation, and prayer.

Wed. 8.—We set out early, but found the air so keen, that before noon our hands bled as if cut with a knife.

In the evening I preached at Edinburgh ; and the next evening near the river-side in Glasgow.

Fri. 10.—I went to Greenock.

It being their fast-day before the sacrament, (ridiculously so called, for they do not fast at all, but take their three meals, just as on other days,) the congregation was larger than when I was here before, and remarkably attentive.

The next day I returned to Glasgow, and on Sunday, 12, went in the morning to the high-kirk, (to show I was no bigot,) and in the afternoon to the Church of England chapel. The decency of behaviour here surprises me more and more.

I know nothing like it in these kingdoms, except among the Methodists.

In the evening the congregation by the river-side was exceeding numerous; to whom

I declared "the whole counsel of God."

Monday, 13. E returned to Edinburgh, and the next day went to Perth, where (it being supposed no house would contain the congregation) I preached at six on the South-Inch, though the wind was cold and boisterous.

Many are the stumbling-blocks which have been laid in the way of this poor people.

They are removed ; but the effects of them still continue.

Wed. 15.—I preached at Dundee, to nearly as large a congregation as that at Port-Glasgow. Thursday, 16. I attended an Ordination at Arbroath.

The Service lasted about four hours; but it did not strike me.

It was doubtless very grave ; but I thought it was very dull.

Fri. 17.—I reached Aberdeen in good time.

Saturday, 18.

I read over Dr. Johnson's "Tour to the Western Isles." It is a very curious book, wrote with admirable sense, and, I think, great fidelity ; although, in some respects, he is thought to bear hard on the nation, which I am satisfied he never intended.

Sunday, 19. I attended the Morning Service at the kirk, full as formal as any in England; and no way calculated either to awaken sinners, or to stir up the gift of God in believers.

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the afternoon I heard a useful sermon in the English chapel ; and was again delighted with the exquisite decency both of the Minister and the whole congregation. The Methodist congregations come the nearest to this; but even these do not come up to it. Our House was sufficiently crowded in the evening ; but some of the hearers did not behave like those at the chapel.

Mon. 20.—I preached about eleven at Old Meldrum, but could not reach Banff till near seven in the evening.

I went directly to the Parade, afid proclaimed, to a listening multitude, ''the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ."

All behaved well but a few Gentry, whom I rebuked openly; and they stood corrected.

After preaching, Mrs. Gordon, the Admiral's widow, invited me to supper.

There I found five or six as agreeable women as I have seen in the kingdom; and I know not when I have spent two or three hours with greater satisfaction.

In the morning I was going to preach in the assembly-room, when the Episcopal Minister sent and offered me the use of his chapel.

It was quickly filled.

After reading prayers, I preached on those words in the Second. Lesson, " What lack

I yet?" and strongly applied them to those in particular who supposed themselves to be " rich and increased in goods, and lacked nothing."

I then set out for Keith.

Banff is one of the neatest and most elegant towns that I have seen in Scotland. It is pleasantly situated on the side of a hill, sloping from the sea, though close to it; so that it is sufficiently sheltered from the sharpest winds. The streets are straight and broad.

I believe it may be esteemed the fifth, if not the fourth, town in the kingdom.

The county quite from Banff to Keith is the best peopled of any I have seen in Scotland.

This is chiefly, if not entirely, owing to the late Earl of Findlater.

He was indefatigable in doing good, took pains to procure industrious men from all parts, and to provide such little. settlements for them as enabled them to live with comfort.

About noon I preached at the New-Mills, nine miles from Banff, to a large congregation of plain, simple people.

As we rode in the afternoon the heat overcame me, so that I was weary and faint before we came to Keith; but I no sooner stood up in the market-place than I forgot my weariness; such were the seriousness and attention of the whole congregation, though as numerous as that at Banff.

Mr. Gordon, the Minister of the

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[May, 1776. parish, invited me to supper, and told me his kirk was at my service.

A little society is formed here already; and is in a fair way of increasing.

But they were just now in danger of losing their preaching-house, the owner being determined to sell it.

I saw but one way to secure it for them, which was to buy it myself.

So (who would have thought it?) I bought an estate, consisting of two houses, a yard, a garden, with three acres of good land.

But he told me flat, "Sir, I will take no less for it than sixteen pounds ten shillings, to be paid, part now, part at Michaelmas, and the residue next May."

Here Mr. Gordon showed me a great curiosity.

Near the top of the opposite hill, a new town is built, containing, I suppose, a hundred houses, which is a town of beggars.

This, he informed me, was the professed, regular occupation of ail the inhabitants.

Early in spring they all go out, and spread themselves over the kingdom; and in autumn they return, and do what is requisite for their wives and children.

Wed. 22.—The wind turning north, we stepped at once from June to January.

About one I preached at Inverury, to a plain, earnest, loving people, and before five came to Aberdeen,

Thursday, 23. I read over Mr. Pennant's "Journey through Scotland ;" a lively as well as judicious writer.

Judicious, I mean, in most respects ; but I cannot give up to all the Deists in Great Britain the existence of witchcraft, till I give up the credit of all history, sacred and profane.

And at the present time, I have not only as strong, but stronger proofs of this, from eye and ear witnesses, than I have of murder; so that I cannot rationally doubt of one any more than the other.

Fri, 24,—I returned to Arbroath, and lodged at Provost Grey's. So, for a time, we are in honour! I have hardly seen such another place in the three kingdoms, as this is at present.

Hitherto there is no opposer at all, but every one seems to bid us God-speed!

Saturday, 25. I preached at Westhaven (a town of fishermen) about noon ; and at Dundee in the evening,

Sunday, 26. I went to the new church, cheerful, lightsome, and admirably well finished.

A young gentleman preached such a sermon, both for sense and language, as I never heard in North-Britain before ; and I was informed his life is as his preaching.

At five we had an exceeding large congregation ; and the people of Dundee, in general, behave better at public worship than any in the kingdom, except the Methodists,

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and those at the Episcopal chapels.

In all other kirks the bulk of the people are bustling to and fro before the Minister has ended his prayer.

In Dundee all are quiet, and none stir at all till he has pronounced the blessing.

Mon. 27.—I paid a visit to St. Andrew's, once the largest city in the kingdom.

It was eight times as large as it is now, and a place of very great trade: But the sea rushing from the north-east, gradually destroyed the harbour and trade together :

In consequence of which, whole streets (that were) are now meadows and gardens.

Three broad, straight, handsome streets remain, all pointing at the old cathedral; which, by the ruins, appears to have been above three hundred feet long, and proportionably broad and high: So that it seems to have exceeded York Minster, and to have at least equalled any cathedral in England.

Another church, afterwards used in its stead, bears date 1124, A steeple, standing near the cathedral, is thought to have stood thirteen hundred years.

What is left of St. Leonard's College is only a heap of ruins.

Two Colleges remain.

One of them has a tolerable Square ; but all the windows are broke, like those of a brothel.

We were informed, the students do this before they leave the College.

Where are their blessed Governors in the mean time? Are they all fast asleep? The other College is a mean building, but has a handsome library newly erected.

In the two Colleges, we learned, were about seventy students; near the same number as at Old-Aberdeen.

Those at NewAberdeen are not more numerous: Neither those at Glasgow.

In Edinburgh, I suppose there are a hundred.

So four Universities contain three hundred and ten students!

These all come to their several Colleges in November, and return home in May!

So they may study five months in the year, and lounge all the rest!

O where was the common sense of thosc who instituted such Colleges?

In the English Colleges, every one may reside all the year, as all my pupils did: And I should have thought myself little better than a highwayman, if I had not lectured them every day in the year, but Sundays.

We were so long detained at the Passage, that I only reached Edinburgh time enough to give notice of my preaching the next day.

After preaching at Dunbar, Alnwick, and Morpeth, on Saturday, Junz 1, I reached Newcastle.

Mon. 3.—I visited Sunderland, where the society then con-

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[June, 1776. tained three hundred and seventy-two members.

Thursday, 6.

I preached at Darlington and Barnard-Castle: On Friday, in Teesdale and Weardale.

Here many rejoiced with joy unspeakable, and seemed determined never to rest till they had recovered that great salvation which they enjoyed some years ago.

Saturday, 8. As we rode to Sheep-Hill, we saw and heard at a distance, much thunder, and rain, and lightning.

The rain was before and behind, and on each side: But none fell upon us. About six, I preached at Sheep-Hill.

It rained hard very near us; but not a drop came upon us.

After eight, I reached Newcastle, thoroughly tired.

But a night's rest set me up again.

On Monday and Tuesday I met the classes.

I left three hundred and seventy-four in the society, and I found about four hundred: And I trust they are more established in the "faith that worketh by love."

While I was here, I talked largely with a pious woman, whom I could not well understand.

I could not doubt of her being quite sincere, nay, and much devoted to God: But she had fallen among some well-meaning enthusiasts, who taught her so to attend to the inward voice, as to quit the society, the preaching, the Lord's Supper, and almost all outward means.

I find no persons harder to deal with than these.

One knows not how to advise them.

They must not act contrary to their conscience, though it be an erroneous one.

And who can convince them that it is erroneous?

None but the Almighty.

Mon. 17.—After preaching at Durham, I went on to Darington.

The society here, lately consisting of nine members, is now increased to above seventy ; many of whom are warm in their first love.

At the love-feast, many of these spoke their experience with all simplicity.

Here will surely be a plentiful harvest, if tares do not grow up with the wheat.

Wed. 19.—I preached to my old, loving congregation at Osmotherley ; and visited, once more, poor Mr. Watson, just quivering over the grave.

Part of this week I read, as I travelled, a famous book, which I had not looked into for these fifty years.

It was Lucian's "Dialogues."

He has a good deal of humour, but wonderful little judgment.

His great hero is Diogenes, the Cynic ; just such another brute as himself. Socrates (as one might expect) he reviles and ridicules with all his might.

TI think there is more sense in his "Timon," than in all his other Dialogues

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put together: And yet, even that ends poorly, in the dull jest of his breaking the heads of all that came near him.

How amazing is it, that such a book as this should be put into the hands of school-boys !

Mon. 24.—I went on to Scarborough. I think the preachinghouse here is the most elegant of any square Room which we have in England; and we had as elegant a congregation: But they were as attentive as if they had been Kingswood colliers.

Tues. 25.—I visited a poor backslider, who has given great occasion to the enemy to blaspheme.

Some time since, he felt a pain in the soles of his feet, then in his legs, his knees, his thighs.

Now it has reached his stomach, and begins to affect his head.

No medicines have availed at all.

I fear he has sinned a sin unto death; asin which God has determined to punish by death.

Fri. 28.—I am seventy-three years old, and far abler to preach than I was at three-and-twenty.

What natural means has God used to produce so wonderful an effect?

1. Continual exercise and change of air, by travelling above four thousand miles in a year: 2. Constant rising at four: 3. The ability, if ever I want, to sleep immediately: 4. The never losing a night's sleep in my life: 5. Two violent fevers, and two deep consumptions.

These, it is true, were rough medicines; but they were of admirable service ; causing my flesh to come again, as the flesh of a little child.

May I add, lastly, evenness of temper?

I feel and grieve ; but, by the grace of God, I fret at nothing.

But still "the help that is done upon earth, He doeth it himself'

And this he doeth in answer to many prayers.

Mon. Jury 1.—I preached, about eleven, to a numerous and serious congregation at Pocklington.

In my way from hence to Malton, Mr. C (a man of sense and veracity) gave me the following account :—His grandfather, Mr. H

, he said, about twenty years ago, ploughing up a field, two or three miles from Pocklington, turned up a large stone, under which he perceived there was a hollow.

Digging on, he found, at a small distance, a large, magnificent house.

He cleared away the earth ; and, going into it, found many spacious rooms.

The floors of the lower story were of Mosaic work, exquisitely wrought.

Mr. C himself counted sixteen stones within an inch square.

Many flocked to see it, from various parts, as long as it stood open: But after some days, Mr. P—— (he

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[July, 1776. knew not why) ordered it to be covered again; and he would never after suffer any to open it, but ploughed the field all over.

This is far more difficult to account for, than the subterraneous buildings at Herculaneum.

History gives us an account of the time when, and the manner how, these were swallowed up.

The burning mountain is still assured, and the successive lavas that flowed from it still distinguishable.

But history gives no account of this, nor of any burning mountains in our island.

Neither do we read of any such earthquake in England, as was capable of working that effect.

Tues. 2.—I went to York.

The House was full enough in the evening, while I pointed the true and the false way of expounding those important words, 'Ye are saved through faith."

Wednesday, 3. I preached about noon at Tadcaster, with an uncommon degree of freedom; which was attended with a remarkable blessing.

A glorious work is dawning here, against which nothing can prevail ; unless the ball of contention be thrown in among the plain people, by one or two that have lately embraced new opinions.

In the evening I preached at York, on the fashionable religion, vulgarly called morality ; and showed at large, from the accounts given of it by its ablest patrons, that it is neither better nor worse than Atheism.

Thur. 4.—I met the select society, and was a little surprised to find, that, instead of growing in grace, scarce two of them retained the grace they had two years ago. All of them seemed to be sincere ; and yet a faintness of spirit ran through them all.

In the evening I showed, to a still more crowded audience, the nature and necessity of Christian love :—Ayarn, vilely rendered charity, to confound poor English readers.

The word was sharper than a two-edged sword, as many of the hearers felt.

God grant the wound may not be healed, till he himself binds it up!

Fri, 5.—About eleven I preached at Foggathorp, a lone house, a few miles from Howden.

Abundance of people were gathered together, notwithstanding heavy rain; and they received the truth in the love thereof.

I came to Howden a little before three; when a large congregation was soon gathered.

All were serious; the more so, because of a few claps of thunder that rolled over our heads,

I preached at Swinfleet in the evening.

These are the most sensible and gentlemanlike farmers that I have seen anywhere ;

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and many of them are "rooted and grounded in are and have adorned the Gospel many years.

Sat. 6.—I went on to Epworth, and found my old friend, Mr. Hutton, in the deepest melancholy.

I judged it to be © partly natural, partly diabolical; but I doubt not he will be saved, though as by fire.

Tues. 9.—I preached at Brigg in the morning. All behaved well, but a few gentlemen, (so called,) who seemed to understand no more of the matter, than if I had been talking Greek.

Iwent thence to Horncastle and to Spilsby, with Mr. Br While he was at Cambridge, he was convinced of sin, though not by any outward means, and soon after justified.

Coming to Hull, he met with one of our Preachers.

By long and close conversation with him, he was clearly convinced it was his duty to join with the people called Methodists. At first, indeed, he staggered at Lay Preachers; but, after weighing the matter more deeply, he began preaching himself; and found a very remarkable blessing, both on his own soul, and on his labours.

After visiting a few more places in these parts, on Saturday, 18, I returned to Epworth.

Sunday, 14. I preached in the morning at Gringley ; about one, at Ouston ; and at four, in Epworth market-place ; where God "struck with the hammer of his word, and broke the hearts of stone."

We had afterwards a love-feast, at which a flame was soon kindled; which was greatly increased while Mr. Cundy related the manner how God perfected him in love: A anges which is always attended with a peculiar blessing.

Mon. 15.—I preached at Doncaster, in one of the most elegant Houses in England, and to one of the most elegant congregations.

They seemed greatly astonished; and well they might; for I scarce ever spoke so strongly on, "Strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, that leadeth unto life."

Tuesday, 16. At Sheffield I talked at large with one whose case is very peculiar.

She never loses a sense of the love of God; and yet is continually harassed by the devil, and constr nned to utter words which her soul abhors ; while her body feels as if it was in a burning flame.

For this her father turned her out of doors; and she had no money, nor any friend to take her in.

To cut her off from every human comfort, our wise Assistant turned her out of society.

Yet in all this she murmured not, neither " charged God foolishly."

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Wed. 17.—Having been desired, by one of Chesterfield, to give them a sermon in the way, I called there ; but he did not come to own me.

So, after resting awhile at another house, I stood at a small distance from the main street, and proclaimed salvation by faith to a serious congregation.

After preaching at a few other places, on Thursday, 18, 1 preached at Nottingham ; and, having no time to lose, took chaise at noon, and the next evening, Friday, 19, met the Committee at the Foundery.

Wed. 24.—I read Mr. Jenyns's admired tract, on the "Internal Evidence of the Christian Religion."

He is undoubtedly a fine writer; but whether he is a Christian, Deist, or Atheist, I cannot tell.

If he is a Christian, he betrays his own cause by averring, that "all Scripture is not given by inspiration of God; but the writers of it were sometimes left to themselves, and consequently made some mistakes."

Nay, if there be any mistakes in the Bible, there may as well be a thousand.

If there be one falsehood in that book, it did not come from the God of truth.

Sun. 28.—Perceiving the immense hurt which it had done, I spoke more strongly than ever I had done before, on the sin and danger of indulging " itching ears." I trust, here at least, that plague will be stayed.

Fri. Aveust 2.—We made our first subscription toward building a new chapel; and at this, and the two following meetings, above a thousand pounds were cheerfully subscribed.

Sun, 4.—Many of the Preachers being come to town, I enforced that solemn caution, in the Epistle for the day,

"Let him that standeth take heed lest he fall.'

And God applied it to many hearts.

In the afternoon I preached in Moorfields to thousands, on Acts ii. 32, "This Jesus hath

God raised up, whereof we all are witnesses."

Tues. 6.—Our Conference began, and ended on Friday, 9, which we observed with fasting and prayer, as well for our own nation as for our brethren in America.

In several Conferences, we have had great love and unity ; but in this there was, over and above, such a general seriousness and solemnity of spirit as we scarcely have had before.

Sunday, 11. About half an hour after four I set out; and at half an hour after eleven on Monday, came to Bristol.

I found Mr. Fletcher a little better, and proposed his taking a journey with me to Cornwall; nothing being so likely to

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restore his health, as a journey of four or five hundred miles ; but his Physician would in nowise consent ; so I gave up the point.

Tues. 18.—I preached at Taunton, and afterwards went with Mr. Brown to Kingston. The large, old parsonage-house is pleasantly situated close to the church-yard, just fit for a contemplative man.

Here I found a Clergyman, Dr. Coke, late Gentleman Commoner of Jesus College in Oxford, who came twenty miles on purpose. Ihad much conversation with him; and an union then began, which I trust shall never end.

Wed. 14.—I preached at Tiverton; and on Thursday went on to Launceston.

Here I found the plain reason why the work of God had gained no ground in this Circuit all the year.

The Preachers had given up the Methodist testimony. Either they did not speak of Perfection at all, (the peculiar doctrine committed to our trust,) or they spoke of it only in general terms, without urging the believers to "go on unto perfection," and to expect it every moment.

And wherever this is not earnestly done, the work of God does not prosper.

Fri. 16.—I was going to preach in the market-place at Camelford, where a feware still alive to God, when a violent storm drove us into the House ; that is, as many as could squeeze in.

The fire quickly kindled among them, and seemed to touch every heart.

My text was, " What doest thou here, Elijah ?"

And God himself made the application.

A flame was once more raised in this town: May it never more be put out !

In the evening I preached in Mr. Wood's yard, at PortIsaac, to most of the inhabitants of the town.

The same spirit was here as at Camelford, and seemed to move upon every heart.

And we had alla good hope, that the days of faintness and weariness are over, and that the work of God will revive and flourish.

Sat. 17.—We found Mr. Hoskins, at Cubert, alive; but just tottering over the grave.

I preached in the evening, on 2 Cor. v. 1—4, probably the last sermon he will hear from me.

I was afterwards inquiring, if that scandal of Cornwall, the plundering of 'wrecked vessels, still subsisted.

He said, "As much as ever; only the Methodists will have nothing to do with it.

But three months since a vessel was wrecked on the south coast, and the tinners presently seized on all the goods ; and even broke in pieces a new coach which was on board, and G2

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[Aug. 1776, carried every scrap of it away."

But is there no way to prevent this shameful breach of all the laws both of religion and humanity?

Indeed there is.

The Gentry of Cornwall may totally prevent it whenever they please.

Let them only see that the laws be strictly executed upon the next plunderers ; and after an example is made of ten of these, the next wreck will be unmolested.

Nay, there isa milder way.

Let them only agree together, to discharge any tinner or labourer that is concerned in the plundering of a wreck, and advertise his name, that no Cornish gentleman may employ him any more ; and neither tinner nor labourer will any more be concerned in that bad work.

Sun. 18.—The passage through the sands being bad for a chaise, I rode on horsebaek to St. Agnes, where the rain constrained me to preach in the House.

As we rode back to Redruth, it poured down amain, and found its way through allour clothes.

I was tired when I came in; but after sleeping a quarter of an hour all my weariness was gone.

Mon. 19.—I joined together once more the select society, who are continually flying asunder, though they all acknowledge the loss they have sustained thereby.

At eleven I met fifty or sixty children. How much depends upon these!

All the hope of the rising generation.

Tuesday, 20. In the evening I preached at Helstone, where prejudice is at an end ; and all the town, except a few Gentry, willingly hear the word of salvation.

Wed, 21.—I preached at Penzance in a gentleman's balcony, which commanded the market-place, to a huge congregation, on, " Without holiness no man shall see the Lord."

The word fell heavy, upon high and low, rich and poor.

Such an opportunity I never had at Penzance before.

Thur. 22.—I preached at six in the market-place at St.

Just's.

T'wo or three well-dressed people walked by, stopped a little, and then went on.

So they did two or three times.

Had it not been for shame, they might have heard that which is able to save their souls.

Fri, 23.—The congregation, both morning and evening, was large ; and great was our rejoicing in the Lord.

Saturday, 24.

Tn the evening I preached in a meadow at St. Ives, to one of the largest congregations I had seen in the county.

Sunday, 25, I met the children ; the most difficult part of our office.

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About five in the evening I began preaching at Gwennap, to full twenty thousand persons.

And they were so commodiously placed, in the calm, still evening, that every one heard distinctly.

Tues. 27.—About noon I preached in the piazza, adjoining to the Coinage-Hall in Truro. I was enabled to speak exceeding plain, on, "Ye are saved through faith."

I doubt the Antinomians gnashed on me with their teeth; but I must declare "the whole counsel of God."' In the evening I preached in an open space at Mevagissey, to most of the inhabitants of the town; where I saw a very rare thing,—men swiftly increasing in substance, and yet not decreasing in holiness.

Wed. 28,—The rain drove us into the House at St. Austle, where I think some of the stout-hearted trembled.

The next evening I preached at Medros, and was pleased to see an old friend, with his wife, his two sons and two daughters.

I believe God sent a message to their hearts, as they could not help showing by their tears.

Sun. SzrtemBer 1.—I got to Plymouth church a little after the Service began. I admired the seriousness and decency of the congregation : None bowed or courtesied, or looked about them.

Andat the Lord's Supper, although both the Ministers spoke so low in delivering the elements, that none who were not very near could hear a word they said, yet was the congregation as still as if no one had been in the church. I was likewise agreeably surprised at their number: When I was in the church in Hull, I think we had six communicants, beside those that came with me: Here I suppose were full three hundred.

Immediately after Service I went to the quay, and preached on those words in the Epistle for the day, "The Scripture hath concluded all under sin, that the promise by faith of Jesus Christ might be given to them that believe."

I wondered at the exquisite stupidity of the hearers, particularly the soldiers; who seemed to understand no more of the matter than so many oxen.

So I told them in very plain terms; and some of them were ashamed.

Mon. 2.—In my way to Exeter, I read over an ingenious tract, containing some observations which I never saw before.

In particular, that if corn sells for twice as much now as it did at the time of the Revolution, it is in effect no dearer than it was then, because we have now twice as much money ; that if other things sell now for twice as much as they did then, corn

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[Sept. 1776. ought to do so too; that though the price of all things increases as money increases, yet they are really no dearer than they were before; and, lastly, that to petition Parliament to alter these things, is to put them upon impossibilities, and can answer no end but that of inflaming the people against their Governors.

Wed. 4,—I was desired to call at Ottery, a large town, eleven miles from Exeter.

I preached in the market-house to abundance of people, who behaved with great decency.

At five, I preached in the market-place at Axminster, toa still larger congregation. I have seldom heard people speak with more honesty and simplicity than many did at the love-feast which followed.

I have not seen a more unpolished people than these; but love supplies all defects.

It supplies all the essentials of good breeding, without the help of a dancing-master.

Thur. 5.—I went on to Corfe-Castle, in the Isle of Purbeck.

At six I preached in the yard adjoining to the preaching-house.

It was a season both of conviction and consolation.

Friday, 6.

I preached at the new House in Melcomb, to as many as it would well contain.

Saturday, 7. About noon I stood upon the Cross, at Bruton, and proclaimed "the grace of our Lord

Jesus Christ."

Many seemed to be astonished; all were quiet ; and a few deeply affected.

In the evening I preached at Shepton-Mallet; where the people in general appeared to be more serious, ever since the late terrible riot, in which two of them were killed.

On Saturday I went on to Bristol.

Mon. 9.—I began, what I had long intended, Visiting the society from house to house, setting apart at least two hours in a day for that purpose.

I was surprised to find the simplicity with which one and all spoke, bothof their temporal and spiritual state.

Nor could I easily have known, by any other means, how great awork God has wrought among them. I found exceeding little to reprove ; but much to praise God for. And I observed one thing which I did not expect :—In visiting all the families, without Lawford-Gate, by far the poorest about the city, I did not find so much as one person who was out of work.

Another circumstance I critically inquired into, What is the real number of the people?

Dr. Price says, (doubtless to encourage our good friends, the French and Spaniards,) "The people of England are between four and five millions 3 Supposing them to be four, or four anda half, on an average, in one house."

I found, in the families which I visited, about six in a house,

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But one who has lately made a more general inquiry, informs me, there are, without Lawford-Gate, seven in a house.

The same information I received, from one who has lately made the inquiry, concerning the inhabitants of Redcliff.

Now, if at four in a house, we are four millions, must we not, at seven in a house, be seven millions ?

But even this is far short of the truth; for a plain reason, the houses are miscomputed.

To give one instance :—The houses without Lawford-Gate are computed to be a thousand.

Now, at the sitting of the Justices, some years since, there were two hundred public-houses.

Was then one house in five a public-house?

No, surely; one in ten at the utmost.

If so, there were two thousand houses; and, consequently, fourteen thousand persons.

I believe, there are now full twenty thousand.

And these are nothing near a quarter of the present inhabitants of Bristol.

Wed. 11.—I preached about one at Bath; and about six, in a meadow, near the preaching-house, in Frome, besought a listening multitude " not to receive the grace of God in vain."

Thur. 12.—I spent about two hours in Mr. Hoare's' gardens, at Stourton.

I have seen the most celebrated gardens in England; but these far exceed them all: 1. In the situation ; being laid out on the sloping sides of a semicircular mountain: 2. In the vast basin of water inclosed between them, covering, I suppose, sixty acres of ground:

3. In the delightful interchange of shady groves and sunny glades, curiously mixed together.

Above all, in the lovely grottoes, two of which excel everything of the kind which I ever saw; the fountaingrotto, made entirely of rock-work, admirably well imitating nature; and the castle-grotto, into which you enter unawares, beneath a heap of ruins.

This is within totally built of roots of trees, wonderfully interwoven.

On one side of it is a little hermitage, with a lamp, a chair, a table, and bones upon it.

Others were delighted with the temples, but I was not: 1.

Because several of the statues about them were mean:

Because I cannot admire the images of devils; and we know the gods of the Heathens are but devils: 3. Because I defy all mankind to reconcile statues with nudities, either to common sense or common decency.

Returning from thence through Maiden-Bradley, we saw the clumsy house of the Duke of Somerset; and afterwards

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[Nov. 1776. the grand and elegant one of Lord Weymouth, beautifully situated in a lovely park.

Fri. 18.—I went on to Midsummer-Norton, where the Rector, being applied to, cheerfully granted me the use of his church, and himself made one of the congregation. I preached on those words in the Second Lesson, " O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?"'?

About two I preached in the new House, at Paulton, to a plain, simple, loving people; and spent the evening at Kingswood, endeavouring to remove some little offences, which had arisen in the family.

Wed. 18.—About one I preached at Bath, as usual, to a crowded audience; in the afternoon at Keynsham, where, at length, we see some fruit of our labours.

Thursday, 19. Finding few would come to the Room at Pill, I preached in the market-place.

Many attended, and I am persuaded, God cut some of them to the heart.

About six I preached at Pensford, and spent the evening with the lovely family at Publow.

Sat. 21.—I preached in the Paddock, at Bedminster.

It is plain (notwithstanding what some affirm) that the time of field-preaching is not past, while the people flock to it from every quarter.

Sun. 22.—After reading Prayers, preaching, and administering the sacrament, at Bristol, I hastened away to Kingswood, and preached under the trees to such a multitude as had not been lately seen there.

I began in King's Square a little before five, where the word of God was quick and powerful, And I was no more tired at night than when I rose in the morning.

Such is the power of God!

After settling all things at Bristol and Kingswood, and visiting the rest of the societies in Somersetshire, Wiltshire, and Hants, I returned, in October, to London, with Mr. Fletcher.

Sun. Novumnrr 10.—I was desired to preach at St.

Vedast's church, Foster-Lane, which contained the congregation tolerably well.

I preached on those words in the Gospel for the day, (how little regarded even by men that fear God !)

"Render to Cesar the things that are Ceesar's, and unto God the things that are God's."

Wed. 13.—I set out with Mr. Fletcher to Norwich.

I took coach at twelve, slept till six, and then spent the time very agreeably, in conversation, singing, and reading.

I read Mr.

Bolt's account of the affairs in the East Indies: T suppose much

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