The Bible Showed me what an Unpardonable Sinner I had Been
“God will grant them repentance leading them to knowledge of the Truth – 2 Tim 2:25 (NIV)”
In the light of the Lord’s teachings, I looked into myself. I was ashamed and felt so filthy and small to look at my own self. What a wretched and shameful life I have had so far. What a deplorable life I have led until now. Oh, for the first time in my life, I hated myself. What an unworthy vessel I had been. When I looked down more deep into my soul, my past life, my lips let out a painful, feeble voice in repentance – FATHER, I AM A SINNER, AN UNPARDONABLE SINNER. PLEASE FORGIVE ME LORD! I have lived so far only a sinful life, a life full of sins. My heart has been stinking like a gutter filled with filth, vulgarity, lust, anger, self conceit, lies, evil thoughts, jealous, envy, mean-mindedness and cunningness. Oh, it has been full of trash! The realization was like a sharp knife plunged into my stomach. The Holy Book of the Lord showed me, like a mirror, all my past life. I understood that only the Lord Jesus can help me to be extricated from the sin as promised in Heb 2:18, I fell down on my knees crying and sobbing for the Lord’s forgiveness.Ho The very thought that Jesus Christ came to save the sinners of this world (1 Tim 1:15) and He died for us, not when we were saints, but sinners (Rom 5:8) brought tears to me. I could feel the warmth of Lord’s comforting embrace.
S. THAYAPPAN 35 I could feel the presence of the Holy Spirit in me and peace amidst all the trials & troubles. I could feel His awesome Presence wherever I went, whatever I did, either sleeping, walking or standing. Whatever small or big prayers or requests I made, they were immediately answered. JESUS CHRIST IS A PRAYER ANSWERING GOD. Praise the Lord! Hallelujah!