Chapter V
Some cautions to prevent misjudging by false rules. This case resolved, Whether growth in mortification may be judged by the ordinary prevail-
ings of corruption, or actings of grace.
BESIDES these rules both these ways given, I will, in the third place, add some cautional considerations, to prevent misjudging of our growth in
mortification, by such false rules as men are apt to be deceived, in judging worse or better of ourselves by, than the truth is, or than there is cause. Which considerations will also further serve as directions to us, as well as the former have done.
1. First, men may deceive themselves when they estimate their progress herein by having overcome such lusts as their natures are not so prone unto. The surest way is to take a judgment of it from the decay of a man s bosom-
sin, even as David did estimate his uprightness by his keeping himself from
his iniquity," Ps. xviii. 23 ; so a man of his growth in uprightness. When
physicians would judge of a consumption of the whole, they do it not by the
falling away of any part whatever, as of the flesh in the face alone, or any the like; such a particular abatement of flesh in some one part may come from some other cause ; but they use to judge by the falling away of the brawn of the hands, or arms and thighs, <fcc., for these are the more solid parts. The like judgments do physicians make upon other diseases, and of the abatement of them from the decrease in such symptoms as are pathognomical, and proper and peculiar to them. In like manner also the estimate of the
progress of the victories of a conqueror in an enemy s kingdom is not taken from the taking or burning of a few villages or dorps, but by taking the forts and strongest holds, and by what ground he hath won upon the chief strength, and by what forces he hath cut off of the main army. Do the like in the
decrease of, and victory over, your lusts.
2. Secondly, you must not judge of your mortification by extraordinary assistances or temptations; as you do not judge of the strength of a kingdom by auxiliary foreign forces, that are at extraordinary times called in. A
young Christian shall, for his encouragement even in the heat of the battle, when he is ready to be overcome and carried away captive, find the Holy Ghost breaking in, and rescuing of him, as Jehoshaphat was (to allude to it) when he cried to the Lord; whenas a Christian of much standing is left
to fight it out hand to hand. Now it doth not follow that the other, because
thus freed, hath the more strength. Again, on the other side, a man is not
to judge of himself by his weakness in some one extraordinary temptation. A man that is very sick, and nigh unto death and dissolution, may, through much heat and stirring up of all his spirits, have the strength of five men in
him, and much greater than when he was in health. And so a godly man, whose corruptions are weak, and more near to dissolution, yet in a fit may have all the corruption that is within him mustered up, and blown up by
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Satan, and so it may for the present appear to have more strength than ever
in all his life, and yet he may be much mortified. Even as Sarah may, by an extraordinary means, have pleasure in her old age, and bring forth a child when she had left* child-bearing long, and yet her womb was dead/ Kom.
iv. 19. And as it may be true that one of small grace may have that little
grace drawn out, and wound up to a higher strain, for one fit, brunt, and
exercise ; all the strings wound up to a higher note for some one lesson, than
one haply of more grace ever felt, to higher acts of love to God, and of re
joicing in God, and purer strains of self-denial ; yet take the constant strains
of one s spirit that hath more grace, and the strings will ordinarily endure to
stand higher, and continue so. So, on the contrary, one of much mortifica
tion may have his lusts spurred on faster, and boiled up higher by Satan s
fires than one of less. The estimate of our growth must not therefore be
taken by a step or two, but by a constant course ; for as a man s sincerity is
: even as a man s health is to be measured
to be measured, so is his growth
by the constant tenor of his temper.
Only, I will add three things to give further direction concerning such
extraordinary cases of temptation
(1.) First, that it is certain that so much corruption as at such a time, and
in such a fit, a man felt a-stirring in him, so much indeed and in truth there
is of corruption in his heart ; for the devil can put none in, but only acts
and doth improve what is there already. For, as that speech of Christ im
plies, Satan can work but according to the matter he findeth in us : He
cometh, and findeth no matter in me ; the wind adds no water to the sea,
only can make the waves to rise and surge ; the fire adds nothing to the
water when it is set upon it, but attenuates it only, and causeth it to boil. And so in Hezekiah, when he was cast into that fit of pride, the text says
that it was that he might know all that was in his heart, 2 Chron. xxxii.
31. It was in his heart before.
(2.) Secondly, I add, that yet hence it cannot be infallibly inferred that a man hath, comparatively either to himself, more corruption in him than he
had twenty years before, because more is stirred up ; or that, comparatively
to others, he hath more corruption than they, because more is now for a fit
drawn forth. So that it follows not from hence that others which are kept
free from such a temptation, that they have lesst mortification because they were never cast into so hot and burning a fit. One whose body is less full of
humours, and naturally of a more moderate temper for heat, may yet, through some accident or other, or disease, suppose the plague, be cast into hotter
fits of a burning fever, than one whose temper is more fiery, and humours
more abounding in him. To have recourse to the former instance. Heze
kiah surely had more corruption twenty years before his recovery out of his
sickness than at that time, and yet it wrought not so, that we read of, as it
did then ; not that the barrel was then fuller, but that now it was broached
lower, and a greater vent given, and so it came more gushing out, dregs and
all. That a man, after he is grown up to his full strength, falls into so great
a sickness, such a one as he never had when he was a child, which maketh
him weaker than when he was ten or twelve years old, doth not argue but
that he is a man grown for all that. David, after a long growth, had a time
of great sickness, whereby he lost the exercise, the lively, vigorous use of his
graces ; enfeebled by that sickness, he lost his taste in God s ordinances by it, and the joy of God s salvation, as appears by the 51st Psalm.
(3.) And the third thing I would add is this, that such a one as is indeed
< passed the age of child-bearing. ED. t Qu. more ? ED.
* Rather,
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much mortified, if it happens he falls into such a fit, yet the greater measure of his mortification will appear afterwards, in that the lust will be weaker after his recovery again. It is in this as with a man that is in a hot fiery fit of a fever, though he have at that instant the strength of two men in him, as was said, yet afterward, when the spirits are ebbed and settled again, his body is the weaker for it ; so is the body of sin, upon the resurrection of
grace, after such a fall. Many grow more after sickness. For God s end being but to discover his weakness, and what he is in himself, and to rouse him out of his security, he then loves to manifest his power when once we have seen our weakness ; and so makes his strength perfect in our infirmi
ties, when they are not ordinary, but beyond the ordinary temper and dis
positions of our spirits.
Quest. But then the question may be concerning the more ordinary passages of a man s life : ^Yh ether a man may measure and take a sure esti mate of the inward root of corruption left in him, by the ordinary risings and stirrings of it, and his fallings into sin more or less ? I speak not now of extraordinary fits, but of ordinary qualms and weaknesses.
Resolved. To this I answer, that ordinarily men may conclude from the more or less busy they find corruption to be in them, that the more or less there is of corruption in them, and so thereby measure their growth ; for grace and corruption are as two roots, and therefore the actions of them both are called their fruits/ Gal. v. 19, 22. Now Christ elsewhere gives us this rule of nature, to judge of the tree by the fruits, to proceed by in matters of
also. And as by the fruit we may know of what species and kind the tree is, so likewise what plenty of sap there is at the root, by the plenty, or bigness, or fairness of the fruit it doth bring forth. The more inward corruption at the root, ordinarily the more fruit thereof appears in the life ;
grace^
ancl^ proportionably also of the tender fruits of the Spirit. And therefore Christ here says that the vine is to be purged, that it may bring forth more fruit ; because the more corruption is emptied, the more holiness will appear in your inward and outward fruitfulness. And the reason hereof is, because
ordinarily as a thing is in being, so it is in working. Lcesa principia habent Icesas operations. Children, the weaker, the more falls they have in their ordinary walkings ; bodies, the more sickly, or the weaker and more un healthy the xcarr/j and constitution is, the more qualms ; and as they recover strength more and more, they find they outgrow such weaknesses. And
therefore, ordinarily, according to what activeness a man finds of grace or sin in him, according are the inward principles of either of them more or less in him. For the soul of man, as it is an active thing, so being left to its ordi nary course, it acts according to the sway, and bias, and inclination of the habits that are in it, which are also active, as both grace and sin are. As a bowl, when the force of the hand that threw it begins to decay, it is swayed by the bias, and lead that is in it ; and so the less grace, the less, ordinarily, it acts graciously, and the weaklier. And then also the opposite corruption must needs be so much the more active ; for the soul being active, abates not of its mettle, but it will still shew itself one way or other. The flesh will lust against the spirit so much the stronglier, as the spirit is weaker, 4 for they are contrary. Yea, and thus God judgeth of the principles of grace in us, according as they act in us : he mil judge of our mortification by the fruits of it in our lives and hearts ; the more the fruits of sin grow on in us, the less mortified he will account us ; as he will judge of faith by the works, so of mortification by the fruits. And therefore it is observable,
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that lie bids us mortify the deeds of the body, as well as the body of sin, Rom. viii. 13 ; for God will judge of the one by the other. Therefore the
objects of mortification are the deeds of the body, as well as the inward
principle of corruption, because the mortification of the inward principle will be seen and appear in the deeds.
Obj. But it may be objected, that grace is acted, or lusts do stir, accord
ingly as the Spirit of Christ, who is a voluntary agent, doth act grace, or
will leave a man ; so that if he be pleased to stir that little grace in a weak
Christian, he shall act it more, and if he leave a strong Christian to himself, he shall fall more.
But to this it is answered Ans. 1. First, that though the Holy Ghost be a voluntary agent, and blows when and where he pleaseth, for his times of working, yet ordinarily he acteth grace in us, take our whole course, according to the proportion of grace given us, so as he that hath more habitual grace shall be more as
sisted and enlivened, which falls out according to that rule, which in this
case will hold, habenti dabitur : Matt. xxv. 29, To him that hath shall be
given, if it be a true talent. Hence therefore he that had five talents
gained more than lie that had but two : for he gained his five more unto his
five , the other but two more to his former two ; though he that had but one is said to have gained none, because indeed it was not a true talent, for he seemed but to have it, the text says. And the reason hereof is, because those habits of grace which God hath infused are his own works, and are ordained by him to be acted, and he delights still to crown his own works in us with more. And as he proportions glory to works, so he promiseth to
act according to the principles of grace infused, which else would be in vain,
they being ordained to that end. As the Apostle says of gifts, that they are
* given to profit withal, so are graces to work, and therefore ordinarily God draws them out, where he hath bestowed them, as he doth gifts also, accord
ing to their proportion. And thus, e contra, it is for leaving a man to sin ; the more corruption a man hath, the more ordinarily he lets it vent and dis
cover itself, that so men that have many corruptions in them might know what is in their hearts ; and so when God doth mortify them in them to thank him the more, the grace of which else would be to them lost, if God should mortify their lusts in them, without their seeing and bewailing them, and crying to him, O miserable man that I am ! and ordinarily see and
discern them men would not, unless left to them. As in case of humbling a man, though God sometimes doth humble a man that hath less sins more than one that hath greater, to shew that he can give a spiritual light to see more sin in a little than others in much ; yet ordinarily those are most humbled that have been greatest sinners, as Manasseh
& humbled himself
greatly, and Mary Magdalene loved much, and the Apostle thought himself
1 the greatest of sinners. And thus it is in acting grace, or letting forth
corruptions ; it is according to their principles within. Ans. 2. And, secondly, that very acting grace cloth increase habits : so
as the increase of habits and inward mortification is proportioned according to the acting of grace by the Holy Ghost ; for every abstinence doth mortify, as was said, and every act of grace doth, through the blessing of the Spirit, further sanctify and increase the habit: Rom. vi., You have your fruit
in holiness. When they do any duty, it makes the heart more inwardly
holy, so as indeed the one cannot be without the other ; but the more a man doth abstain out of right principles, by the assistance of the Spirit, the
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more he grows
: so as in the end all comes to one ; he whose holiness is acted most hath in the end most habitual grace, and thereby often it comes to pass that he that is first comes to be last, and he that is last first. Yet there are two limitations to be put in about this :
(1.) First, I grant, for some times of men s lives, that God doth act some men s graces more, who have yet less grace, and leave those to sins who have more grace. So he left Peter, who in all appearance had more grace than any of the twelve, yet God left him to deny Christ more foully and falsely than any of the other.
But then let the ends of God be considered why he doth it :
[1.] First, in case of too much confidence upon inherent grace, and the
strength of it. When we trust to habitual grace received, then Christ, to shew that it is a new grace, to assist that grace, and to the end that it may be acknowledged that he that gives one grace is not bound to give another, may in this case leave one that hath indeed more grace to the prevailing of
corruptions more. It falls out sometimes that when men are young Chris
tians, and new born, God adds much assistance, and this for their encourage ment ; and as you carry young children in your arms, and so they are kept from falls more than some more elderly that are let go alone, thus, Hos.
xi. 3, God takes them by the arms when a child, ver. 1, but then they acknowledge it not, as it follows there, and are apt to think that that
strength and life they have is from themselves, and so God afterwards leaves them, when grown more elderly. Those Christians who walk most sensibly of their own weakness, and observe God s keeping them from sin, and at tribute this to him, such God delights to help, though for the present they have less habitual grace. And so those Christians that sooner come to the
knowledge of that way of dependence upon Christ, some come to see it the
first day, and make use of it, others not so clearly a long while, they shall be more assisted than another. To many that way so soon is not so clearly opened.
[2.] Again, secondly, sometimes God will magnify this his acting grace, as I may call it, more in one man than in another, seeing it is a grace. That one Apostle of the Gentiles, Paul, did more than all the apostles j shall we
thereby infallibly conclude he had more inherent grace than they all ? but that he had more assistance. As God sometimes useth men of weaker gifts to do more than men of greater ; so men of weaker graces, and less growth, to shame the other. As there are diversities of gifts, so of operations and exercise of those gifts, 1 Cor. xii. 6, the Spirit dividing as he will, ver. 11. God casts aside one of eminent gifts into a place or condition wherein they are not useful, and so he may one of much habitual grace.
[3.] Thirdly, he acts often according to actual preparation ; the habitual
preparation lies in habits, and is more remote ; as strings may be good, yet out of tune, and so not played upon.
[4.] Again, fourthly, God may leave a Christian of more grace and growth to more atirring of corruptions, in case he means yet to bring him to a higher pitch of humiliation, and that by sins. It is in this his dealing of leaving men to corruptions, and the vigorous conflicts with them, as it is in his
leaving his people sometimes to those other evils of afflictions. God humbleth his either by afflictions or by sins, and his manner in both is some times alike. You shall see one who hath attained to a great measure of grace already, and that by affliction, and yet never to be out of the fire, but God
still followeth him with one affliction or another; whereas one of less growth and grace, who in that regard hath more need, shall have fewer afflictions in
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Ms course. And what is the reason of this difference ? It is not that the grown Christian hath simply more need of affliction than the other, but be cause God intends to bring him on yet to a further degree of grace. As refiners of sugar, taking sugars out of the same chest, some thereof they melt but once, and another part of it they melt and refine again and again; not that that which they refine twice hath more dross in it, but because they would have it more refined, doubly refined. And as God deals thus in afflictions, so also in leaving of Ms people to the stirring of corruptions, which of all afflictions is the greatest to humble a holy heart. And thus in experience it is found that he doth sometimes leave a grown Christian to conflict with corruptions more than a weaker Christian ; not that he hath more in him, but because he means to bring on that grown Christian to a further degree of humiliation; he is not humbled as he means to have Mm
yet. And whereas God humbleth some men by afflictions, he humbleth others by sins. And nothing humbleth more than sins, for crosses do but humble by revealing sin as the cause; and nothing will humble a grown Christian more than to see such shameful soul-corruptions still stirring in Mm : the greatest aggravation of which to Mm will be in this, that after so long a time such lusts should be so lively in him ; to have such gross faults in his exercises after he hath been so long at school, this shames Mm. For a grown Christian to be disguised with a corruption, and when Ms hair is grown, to have it shaven off, as David s messengers were ashamed of it, so how doth it shame and humble him ! Thus Hezekiah, though he was much humbled by a sickness to death, but because he was not humbled enough, and so far as God meant to bring him, therefore God let loose pride on him^and then he further humbleth himself and all Israel, as it is 2 Chron. xxxii. 26. Upon some men God shews Ms free grace in keeping them from sin; upon others he spends it in pardoning them. These are but two several ways he hath of laying it out. And so sometimes he shews his
grace in keeping those of less grace, and again in letting those of more to
struggle with their lusts : and such sicknesses are not to death or to weaken them, but for the glory of God and their further growth; for this will be the effect and consequent of such stirrings in grown Christians, that as their
fits of corruptions stirring are great, so their tumblings will be greater. Grace being much in them, will shew itself that way; great fits of sinning have intermingled with them great exercises of repentings, and the growth of their grace will shew itself in them, and appear in them. Even as in men that are cheerful naturally, but sometimes oppressed with melancholy, when those pressures are over they are most merry, their spirits breaking forth, being at liberty, they shew themselves as much on the contrary in mirth; so
is it here when grace gets above again. As it is in the body when the spirits are not weak, but only are kept under by humours, when they do once get up, they then shew their strength in causing the body to grow the more, as in many young men after a sickness, where strength of nature is, and so thereby they become after often the better, and more lively; but if the natural spirits be weak, it is not so.
(2.) A second limitation is, that though one of less growth in mortifica tion may sometimes by watchfulness keep under his lusts more, and act that
little grace he hath, more than haply he doth who hath yet radically more
grace; therefore says the Apostle, Stir up the gift that is in thee. To Timothy he speaks it, and he exhorts, Gal. v., even young Christians to walk in the spirit; that is, to have the spirit kept above the flesh, so as a man shall have great ^and over Ms corruptions, that they break not forth.
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Now, I say that this exhortation doth belong unto and concerneth the young est Christians; for he speaks to all that have spiritual life begun in them : ver. 25,
* If we live in the spirit, let us, says he, walk in the spirit, and then we shall not fulfil the lusts of the flesh, ver. 1 6. A weak body, though weak, yet if he useth care, may keep himself from distempers as much as some man who is strong, but grows careless and neglects his health. But
yet though one of less grace be thus actually more watchful, yet he may discern the want of growth by this :
[1.] First, that still his lusts rise oftener, and that with delight, and are
apter to catch fire presently, although they be smothered as fast as they catch. His case then is as if there were a heap of straw in a room where
fire is, where sparks fly about, still taking fire upon every occasion; but he that keeps the straw is careful still to put it out.
[2.] And, secondly, in this case they shall find the strength of their cor
ruptions in privative workings against grace, and distracting and disturbing them, deadening their hearts in duties ; and therefore when the Apostle had exhorted such to walk in the spirit, so as not to fulfil the lusts/ mark what follows : Yet, says he, the flesh will discover itself in lusting against the
spirit, take what care you will, so as a man shall not be able to do what he would, Gal. v. 16, 17; and the more strong it is, the more it will shew itself strong in disturbing
: so as Christians not grown up, that are very watchful over their hearts, do keep as it were but negative Sabbaths, and are therein like unto those watchers and keepers of good rule in great churches, where there are many sleepers ; they have so much to do to watch
> those boys that sleep and are idle at church, as they cannot attend the ser mon. For though, by reason of watchfulness, corruption may be kept from discovering itself in open unruliness much, yet it can never, by all the -watchfulness in the world, be brought on to duties, but so much as is in the heart will discover itself either in opposition to them or a hypo critical joining in them. Although the Papists may be kept by a waking State from venting that malice of their hearts in rebellion, yet they cannot be brought to join with us in holy duties ; no more will corruption, unless in hypocrisy; and therefore so much as is doth still discover itself in them.
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