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subtle – it even attacks all weariness and neglect. It punishes all

dead works, for they actually prevent the spirit of God from filling

our hearts with the breath of life.

As long as God's spirit is at work in his church among believers,

consciences work and speak without respite and without delay. A

conscience that is as still as the grave is not a good conscience.

Everything would be lost if this voice were to fall silent. It is only

by a twofold deception that false prophecy can bring the

conscience to the point of being deathly quiet. First of all, the

conscience is lost when we allow ourselves to be persuaded to the

false belief that evil and all consequent injustices are unchangeable –

that their supremacy is inviolable. Educated to false humility in the

face of evil and to false submission to alien gods, the conscience

gives up the struggle and forfeits its fighting spirit. The god of this

world and its zeitgeist has dazzled the conscience: he has cheated

it of its goal.

If there is anything more dangerous than this submission to the

influence of evil over the world, it is the second deception prac­

ticed by false prophecy: soothing the conscience with feigned self-

assurance. It is another weapon, just the reverse of the first, but it

is the same enemy. It attacks the front from the other flank.

Through a morbid, imagined holiness it leads to the same result:

the blunting and deadening of the conscience. Our conscience is

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inevitably struck dumb as soon as we see ourselves as sanctified and

our own life as equal to Christ's. With such delusions we are farther

than ever from God's kingdom. Being self-satisfied, we no longer

have the hunger and thirst without which there can be no God-

given life , without which the righteousness of his kingdom cannot

reach us. In both types of deception, there is a deadly similarity in

the end: we belong to those who are seared, as it were, with a

branding iron and hardened to their own conscience.

Among the personal testimonies through which Paul gives us a

glimpse into his inner life as an apostle, the most striking is that his

conscience too did not rest: through the free gift of God, Paul's

conscience became as active as it was good. Because of the lively

activity of his conscience, it was made free of all offense through

grace. The testimony of Paul's conscience is confirmed by the

simplicity and sincerity of everything this apostle of Jesus Christ

does and says. It is through the grace of God that this happens. The

grace of God makes the one who is sent out able to carry out his

commission among people. It can be carried out by no human

strength or wisdom.

It is forgiving grace that frees us undeserving people from all

guilt. Only this grace can give an active conscience the help that

protects and strengthens it. It is only by being acquitted that the

one arrested can find a new freedom for work. It is the same today

before the judgment bar of the conscience as it will be on the day

of judgment at the end of history: only grace that forgives through

the blood of the crucified one, exoneration from all guilt through

the deed of the innocent one who was put to death, will lead to

acquittal.

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This undeserved gift of an acquittal is given, not because of

anything in the conduct or the inner life of the accused, but as a

final, judicial pardon from the highest power. The life and blood,

spirit and soul of Jesus must be accepted by the condemned,

becoming part of their very nature. Only in this way can they

expect new life instead of death.

It is quite different with Christ. With him, it is not created

matter that is decisive but the spirit of the Creator. There is no

transfusion of a material substance here: it is not blood that is

given to blood. Spirit is given to spirit. The spirit who is God comes

to the spirit of humankind. It is not a material thing but life from

God. Jesus lived in the spirit of God. He brought his kingdom in this

spirit. At the climax of his life, his soul, filled with the Holy Spirit,

was poured out for us. This pure life of Jesus is the starting point

from which his quickening spirit streams out to our spirit. The cru­

cified one gave his spirit into the hands of the Father. From the

Father, he sent out the Holy Spirit to his church. Now he who is lord

and ruler is the spirit of the church. In the spirit Christ imparts

himself to us. Through this spirit, we no longer lead our own lives

but his life, and his life alone.

In this spirit, Jesus is in the midst of those who believe in him. In

this Holy Spirit, he is present with everything he has accomplished

by his life and death. In this spirit, strength comes to us – that

strength with which he shattered all the instruments and weapons

of death and exterminated all the poisons and germs of evil. The

historical reality of the deed that blotted out all guilt brings us

strength through the Holy Spirit.

From the death of Christ we receive the strength to break with

things as they are and to die to the dead life within us and around

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us. This dying requires the utmost strength. It is given to us in Jesus.

Then in all we are and do, what is decisive is no longer our life, or

the life of others, but his life alone. Whatever we were and did

before, we are now absolved and pardoned. Where the old life has

come to an end, the new life begins.

The inner life is brought into community with God through

the gift of purification – purification of the conscience through the

death of Christ. The Holy Spirit does this. In faith, the innermost

soul has access to God. The believing spirit has intercourse with the

presence of Jesus Christ. Our spirit brings its witness into agree­

ment with the spirit of God. Our conscience lives in the Holy Spirit

from now on. Our spirit and conscience are led by the spirit of God.

Christ proves himself as the risen and the living one in the powerful

working of his spirit. Through him, the new life corresponding to

the kingdom of God is brought into being in and around us. This

life demands a supreme strength. It is given to us in Christ, the

living one.

In the spirit of Jesus Christ, the kingdom of God as justice, peace,

and joy spreads over the whole of life. Whoever believes in him in

this way is able to exert himself to keep his conscience alive and

preserved from offense at all times before God and man. When we

have turned resolutely and steadfastly away from evil, we can turn

again and again to loving justice and to peace-making unity – to

the purity and truth of God's kingdom. This life in Christ is possible.

Wherever we believe in Jesus Christ, it will be given through the

Holy Spirit.

Once it is bound to Christ, the conscience has found its goal and

its destiny. In the word and example of Mary's son, the picture of

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the longed-for justice and righteousness engraved on the hearts of

all people finds its perfect original. In his work it has found its

consummation. This holy truth does not want to be a mere

onlooker outside the conscience. The life and work of Jesus is

planted into the heart and all it does. Those who have faith become

a living letter from Jesus Christ: the truth of Jesus has become an

inner word written on the pages of our hearts. Deeds are what

make this handwriting legible to everyone – deeds that are

imprinted on a life as they spring from the heart, one letter of the

spirit after another. The conscience is made clear and new, in that

the holiness of God's will is alive in every heart and becomes a

reality in every deed. Our whole life is illuminated by the in-dwelling

Christ. He transforms every sphere of our life from within to

without. He makes everything new and different.

The soul has received the truth into its innermost depths, into its

spirit. The conscience honors the truth by being obedient to it and

gaining support from it. The conscience can be compared to a

tender climbing plant: without a support it sprawls on the ground

and withers. It needs something high and strong. No matter what it

climbs on, it does not change its nature. Ivy never adopts the form

of leaf and growth that belongs to the tree it clings to in order to

live. And yet its laborious climbing serves to glorify the object to

which it is attached. Its destiny is that of the object it clings to.

Should the tree fall, the ivy is inevitably involved in its fall.

The conscience seeks the Rock that cannot fall and can never

change. It seeks God. It longs for Christ; it presses on toward his

spirit and his truth. It can never find peace and it can never find

stability in other ideals, especially when they whip up emotional

enthusiasm to the point of racial fanaticism. Certainty of con­

science dwells in absolute truth alone.

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Within itself, the conscience has no guarantee that it is right. It is

like a pair of scales that has no weights. Give them false weights,

the more accurate and sensitive the scales are, the bigger will be

the lie. It is more deceptive to weigh with false weights than to lie

and deceive in other ways. Only true weights give the conscience

any value. Without them it keeps on vibrating and wavering

unsteadily, deceiving and misleading in the most dangerous way.

Only absolute truth gives the conscience any authority or guarantee

of being right. The truth and what the truth demands in life is all

the conscience can represent with confidence.

The Vehmgerichte – medieval Germany's secret courts –did untold

harm. What they lacked was the clear foundation of an authoritative

standard that had been objectively determined. We have experi­

enced what confusion of conscience is caused by contradictory

orders and their unforeseeable consequences, even when they have

been issued by well-meaning governments and authorities. If it

cannot prove itself before the conscience to be an objective expres­

sion of absolute justice, the most carefully thought-out legislation

is pernicious.

The horrors of the Vehmic courts have been directly brought

home to us by the murderous commands of courts-martial, by the

unbelievable opinions of excited reporters, the appalling injustice

of misinformed journalists, and the confusing slogans of fanatical

parties and civil war organizations. The murders committed by

secret courts in our day are no mere coincidence. They have

revealed the evil spirit of our day. Fanaticism is uncertainty run

amok. That is the only reason why it out-Herods Herod in senseless

and exaggerated hate. It has forfeited all light and warmth. It has

no heart. The conscience has lost its criterion. Without any

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objective reason, it rages against everything that goes counter to

its morbid obsessions.

After a recent election I read of one man who had to be taken

to a mental hospital as a result of his desperate efforts to make up

his mind in the utter confusion of his political ideas. That was more

than a grotesque and isolated incident. He had made the daring

attempt to go along with the convention policies of all parties and

all factions. It may well be that he was more sensible and reasonable

than the blind mass of voters. How much weaker are the

consciences of those who cast their vote without ever having

recognized the real nature of party candidates and party platforms.

How many there are who make no attempt to go into the policy

or motives of the party that is overthrown by their vote! People

throw their votes into the scales of world history without being

able to weigh up one party against another. Conscience has been

thrown to the winds. People have incurred responsibility for

incalculable guilt. Without looking for guidance from their

consciences, they have presumed to make weighty decisions of

worldwide importance.

Our conscience warns us: do nothing without sufficient reason;

never act without a firm basis of fact; go into action only when you

know what you are doing! The only way to safeguard our lives from

the curse of irresponsible action is to accept the unfalsified

weights – truth. God's justice, alive in the heart, is the only

criterion that carries authority in every decision. Otherwise there is

no ground under our feet. When God's nature – his unchangeable

righteousness – is firmly imprinted on our conscience, then, and

only then, can our conscience pass judgment and give witness.

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Conflicting human opinions of relative right and relative wrong

do not help the conscience to make well-founded decisions. It can

take a clear stand through the weight of God's truth only. It is only

on the rock of the genuine Christ that the conscience finds any

stability. Christ alone is the example, guide, and liberator. He alone

gives the conscience the foundation, the basis, and the reason for

responsible action. There is no other righteousness – only that of

his coming kingdom.

Everything else fluctuates, uncertain. It changes its nature, for it

is inadequate. It has no stability, no adequate foundation. Even in

the most educated families and the finest schools, human ideas

totter and fall. Everything that is human fluctuates between limp

docility and rigid opposition. Nothing is certain. Everything is

relative. The result is clear: in this relativism, which gives equal

recognition to quite irreconcilable opposites, humankind loses all

sense of values.

In the face of all this confusion, Jesus Christ remains today and

forever exactly the same as he was in the time of Augustus and

Herod and Pilate, no matter how many thousand times his clear

picture is changed and falsified by this relativism. What his will

brings about today is exactly the same as he will establish in his

final kingdom at the end of time. Only he who is immutable is

decision – everything else is delay and displacement. The relativism

and fickleness of our own opinions can have only one result: the

will to live sickens and breaks down. Life gains health only through

the absoluteness of Christ's will, which is always and forever the

same. Health is strength to act and power to create, born out of a

sure instinct for life and well-considered decisions. It calls for

something firm and constant to fill the whole of life.

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Only when it is completely bound to Christ will the conscience

become healthy. True life is not to be found anywhere else: only in

this divine influence, which is immutable. Only when Christ, unlim­

ited, has become the anchor for our consciences can life recover.

Only when the inner life regains health in Christ can the distress in

our time be tackled. The conscience looks to Christ for healing. It is

Jesus who heals the people of our day and age just as he healed the

sick in his day. It is Christ who shows our generation the way of

salvation. It is the same way along which he, the king chosen by

God, will lead everything to the goal at the end of all days. The

tremendous tasks facing us today can never be accomplished by the

hopelessly confused spirit of our times – only by the spirit of the

future, the spirit of Christ's kingdom.

Just as he was the spirit of the early church, Christ's spirit of

the future wants to be the spirit of community here and now. It is

in the living Christ of the prophets and apostles that the stream of

future riches comes to us. It is in the apostolic word that Christ

comes to us. It is in the prophetic word that his spirit purifies our

conscience. He wants to submerge us in the truth as in a bath of

invigorating waters. In the spirit of the prophets and apostles, the

spirit of Jesus Christ reveals himself always and everywhere as

unchangeably one with himself. What he instills into our conscience

today is no less than the substance of this constant accord with

himself. He brings unanimity to the church today in one and the

same way as to the prophets and apostles and to the church in all

ages, inscribing on their hearts the one way of truth and of life.

In all ages, the spirit of Jesus Christ proclaims the same things of

the future. He brings the powers of the same future world to all

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generations. All those who accept these powers are able to live by

them at all times. The spirit constantly reminds us of the eternally

valid words of Jesus Christ. They can and shall be carried out by all

generations on earth. The conscience of all believers becomes firm

and sure through the direct uniting with the word of the Spirit,

which is spoken into the conscience and is always the same as the

word of the apostles and prophets. In this supreme unity, the con­

science is equal to any new and unexpected event.

The conscience becomes lively and firm through this spirit, who

glorifies Christ as the unchanging lord in the entire church of all

times: past, present, and future. Out of faith, the spirit of God

awakens courage to do unflinchingly what this spirit wants done.

In this way, faith becomes joy in fruitful work and activity. This

work corresponds to the kingdom of the same Christ who was and

is and is to come.

In the very beginning, the conscience got its voice from the vital

fact that the first man was a living soul whose breath came from

God. Since the fall of the soul, the conscience can do justice to this

divine origin only when the quickening spirit has taken possession

of souls who are slowly dying (Rom. 5:12, ff.). The old conscience –

the conscience given to every human soul by nature – is by no

means an authority for the apostolic task. The apostle of Jesus

Christ bases his conscience on his witness in the Holy Spirit.

The witness Paul uses to prove the truth of his statements is not a

divided one. On the contrary, the uniting influence of the holy,

quickening spirit heals the conscience that stands before God from

all the dividedness it has fallen into through the corruption of the

soul. God's spirit purifies our spirit to such a clarity that the one

can unite with the other to make one witness. In the Holy Spirit,

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the conscience regains health to form a unanimous witness with

this spirit-above-all-other-spirits, who is the spirit of God.

When the conscience lives in the Holy Spirit, it is so completely

immersed in him that it breathes no other air than that of the Holy

Spirit. From then on, the nature and character of this spirit deter­

mines the conscience. As a conscience in the Holy Spirit, it glorifies

Christ, brings to mind all that Jesus said, and leads to the active

expectation of his future. In this way, the conscience rouses people

to a most intent watching and praying so that they might not

succumb to other spirits in times of danger nor be tempted again

by foreign influences to a new downfall. To fall again would mean

not only the loss of their living soul but also the loss of the

quickening spirit.

Yet this spirit is stronger than all other spirits. The sole purpose

of the Holy Spirit in waking and protecting the conscience is to win

a conclusive victory over all the powers that enslave people. The

Holy Spirit is at work when Christ is glorified, when God is revealed,

and when his rule is recognized. God's power liberates the con­

science from all other spiritual powers. No one but God himself,

the Omnipotent, can win this victory.

When the original Greek speaks of "the conscience that is bound

to God," it relates the conscience so firmly and closely to God that

to be accurate we would even have to translate it as "God's

conscience." The inner life has the same feeling: "the conscience

that is bound to God" is a conscience before God, toward God, and

in God: a conscience of the spirit of Jesus Christ, God's conscience.

In God and through Christ, it has become free from every false

direction and from every tie that enslaves. It lives in God and has

become God's. God is the freedom of the conscience.

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Today when all the impassioned movements among peoples take

their stand on the struggle for freedom, what they have in mind is

one of the ultimate thoughts of God's will. Freedom is God's

thought for humankind. Without freedom, no one is a real person.

Only those are free who are not compelled to do what goes against

their consciences. Emancipation gives back to the conscience the

possibility of working without restrictions. Only when life as an

integrated whole asserts the freedom to fulfill its destiny in every

area, spiritual and material, can we speak of freedom.

Only when it is lived in accordance with the deepest and

ultimate calling is life free. This applies not only to religion and

morals (the more specific area of the soul's activity) but also to

public relationships in society and economic life; not only to the

innermost life of faith but also to vocational and family life. The

last battle for freedom is waged for a conscience that embraces all

aspects of life. Any other fight for freedom is a delusion. Any

restriction of the goal of freedom brings unfreedom. We should

know that true freedom consists in the unhindered development of

the whole destiny of the whole person. Freedom lives in being

whole.

Before the call to battle for freedom goes out, against the

danger of permanent subjugation threatening our spirit and

working strength, it should be made clear first and foremost that

the destiny of the human spirit is universal freedom of conscience.

Only then can steps be taken leading to freedom. The task must be

clear before we can devote ourselves to it.

The call to freedom stimulates freedom for everything a

healthy conscience wants; otherwise it is a lie and a delusion. We

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must know what we are freed for before we can be told what we

must be freed from. The question is, "Free for what?" Freedom

without a goal is bondage. What must become free is the will for

the good; what it must become free for is good deeds. It is the

purpose and meaning of a deed that make it good. A conscience

cannot be called to freedom as long as it is lying bare and fallow,

aimless and empty. Truth alone will make us free. Only the task that

truth sets us gives meaning to our free dedication. Half-truths are

untruths. The tasks they ask of us are worthless. Only the whole

truth is freedom.

If we want to fight through to the freedom of our ultimate

destiny, we must put aside all dependence on human beings and

human standards. Only this freedom gives purpose and meaning to

our conscience. To the healthy conscience, voluntary subjection to

human powers is bondage. It demands a dedication that is in fact

purposeless and meaningless. The apostle of Jesus Christ challenges

us never again to become slaves to people. Only in the one

freedom, the freedom for which Christ has freed us, can we throw

off once and for all servitude aping freedom and slavery hiding

beneath a mask. The obedience springing from faith in Christ is

freedom. It leads to a life that is in harmony with the holy "thou

shalt" coming from the healthy conscience. God's holy "thou shalt"

is our holy freedom. It is the true essence of our soul and conscience.

Jesus Christ is the only leader to freedom. He does not bring

bondage in disguise. He does nothing against the free will of the

human spirit. He rouses the free will to do what it must be

challenged to do by every truth-loving conscience. The Lord is the

Spirit, and where the Spirit is, there is freedom. It is power that is

free to act freely.

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Anyone who wants to hand over the responsibility for what he or

she does to another – anyone who wants to obey a human leader –

has betrayed freedom, become enslaved. And when this leader, this

seducer, calls to a freedom that is no freedom, it spells complete

ruin for enslaved consciences. Consciences are ruined by all leaders

whose authority is human. It is for this reason that Jesus said: "You

shall not call each other leader. Only One is your master, but you

are brothers." The foundation of freedom on which the conscience

can regain health is brotherliness, sisterliness, and equality before

God. This alone guarantees that love – the pure love that springs

from faith – is put into practice.

When the church is free, it means healing and health for the

conscience. This freedom is given by the only spirit that is free: the

spirit of God. It is God's rule that brings freedom to the conscience.

The kingdom comes. The healing of all hurt begins. The conscience

bound to God becomes free and healthy. Then it becomes active –

then the way is cleared. Work begins. The whole of life becomes

free. The work of the Spirit will be established. Those made free by

Christ are indeed free.

The freedom of Christ masters reality. Through him, the conscience

becomes healthy in this freedom coming from clear and objective

decisions. The gift of creative powers is the result of this instinctively

sure way of life. The conscience has found substance and meaning

in the will of the Spirit. The healing of humankind is the kingdom

of God.

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The Experience of God

The more shaking the events in the world around us, the more

necessary it is to recognize the forces at work in them – that is the

spiritual powers that determine their course. Outward events as

violent as those of our day call for an insight into this ultimate will

and its aim. But the more agitated the times, the more temporary

matters push to the fore; the more tense, the more impossible it

seems to get clear about the ultimate answer. Issues are utterly

confused. Mounting pressure leads to emergency measures –

imperative, or so it seems. Limited to the times, they are not able

to turn the tide of need and distress. One attempt follows another,

misery increases, and nothing can overcome it; people go under in

the day-to-day struggle and lose all hope of a change.

Some think they have to give priority to patriotic ideas and the

historic task laid on the nation. The longed-for freedom of the

national community seems the only goal, demanding that every­

thing else is subjected and sacrificed to it. Others, however, believe

in a historical development in every nation to raise to power all

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those oppressed and exploited by competition and private enter­

prise: They are to be given a power that for a time is unlimited. In

comparison with both of these, the champions of liberty and free­

dom for the individual retreat into the background. No state

protection preserves them from the approaching insignificance. In

the end, a classless society based on justice and peace and uniting

all extremes falls almost completely by the wayside in the struggle

for quickly-won power.

Not one of these three directions with their struggles and fluctu­

ating hopes expects anything from the prophetic power of the

Christ-proclamation. Those of the third and middle way between

the first two extremes have no fears that their egotistical life might

be shattered by the kingdom of God. And where an individual tries

to comply with the economic system, his or her conscience becomes

too dull to be aware how universal need and distress are. But to the

right and to the left, people think more seriously. To the right, in

contradiction to Christ, they want religion to uphold unconditionally

the power structure they have fought for. Christian consciences are

meant to surrender to it in willing submission; the conscience

becomes the slave of political power. To the left, all they see in the

Christian confession is their most hated opponent and the social

power of class privilege. All they know of Christianity is a power

which, contradicting Christ, covers up social injustice with a

hypocritical mien and refers the tormented to a better world

hereafter. The Christian conscience represents the height of

injustice. Therefore it should be exterminated.

To all this, Christian confessions in general, apart from a few rare

exceptions, have nothing to say. The prophetic clarity of intense

and confident waiting for a final kingdom – a kingdom of loving

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community in God – has given way to feeble imitations. People no

longer believe that the peace, justice, and brotherliness of the

kingdom of God are a present reality, eclipsing all other hopes of

the future. And yet all these prospects of a better future are

borrowed from the hopes of prophetic early Christianity. They

would not exist without them. But not even the historical signifi­

cance of early Christian prophecy is taken seriously. In practice, the

general run of Christianity just accepts existing conditions of social

order, or disorder, including any new ideas people come up with.

The early Christian expectation is being forgotten. Because it is no

longer seriously believed, it has for present-day Christianity lost

the dynamic to overturn and transform everything.

True, there are still some who point out seriously that God is quite

other than humankind, quite other than all they of themselves want

or do. But there are very few who so really and truly believe in this

quite different God that they see the approach of his reign and

comprehend it. Only these very few lend a hand in faith so that a

fundamental change, affecting everyone and all conditions,

actually begins. The inner thinking born of faith in God's kingdom

is completely other than the thinking of human religion: those with

faith in God's kingdom approach everything with a certainty from

God himself that the impossible can become possible, in outer

circumstances just as much as in the innermost. This faith in God

may be as small as a grain of seed, yet it will remove obstacles of

the weightiest nature.

Such faith lets the future and the beyond penetrate the present –

this earth. Out of the strength it derives from this source, it sets to

and gives everything shape and form. The believer has realized that

to leave God in the world beyond is to deny Christ. For Christ has

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said and proved that God draws near, so near that everything has

to be changed "from the very foundation" (Mark 1:15). Yet Jesus

knew that this triumphant joy would be accepted by only very few.

People are readier to believe in the autonomy of things than the

message of God that overturns everything. They experience things

more forcibly than they experience God. They are idolaters, for

they serve the creature more than the creator. But faith has to step

in and unite our life with the creative power. This alone remains

superior to any created power.

God stands above all that happens. Only when we are one with

God can our faith withstand all powers that storm it. It is not we

who stand firm. Only God is invincible. In him alone is freedom of

soul found, saving us from being enslaved, however mighty the

power. God has drawn near. We can be in God. God wants to be

known and experienced. Yet we quake before it. It is terrifying:

truth is disclosed as a consequence. Because God's light shows up

our darkness, we are afraid of it.

God begins – that is the end for us. When in fear and trembling

we know God and are known by him, we are shocked, and God

draws near. When the Most High descends to us, the degraded, all

cloaks and barriers are torn away. God is revealed only through this

fearful experience. When we experience God, we appear before

God as we are. As long as we shrink from being exposed for what

we are by God's unhindered recognition of us, we remain hope­

lessly lost and helpless in the supremacy of the world outside. As

long as we submit to things as they are and remain their slaves,

terror of God repels us and keeps us at a distance.

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God is indeed other than we are. It is true that to our unbelief, he

is far removed. We have lost sight of his image. But it was not

always like this and must not stay so. We were once created to be

near to him. God began – that was our beginning. There was a time

when God's drawing near did not spell terror. God's image was once

entrusted to man and woman so the Spirit would rule. This rule of

God's spirit was to be recognized as the creative power of unity, as

love and community. We have forfeited all this. We have lost God.

Only God himself could give us back what we have lost: he himself

and his image. In Jesus Christ he did this. In Jesus, God's heart has

come into our midst once more. Once more it became clear in him

what will and spirit God is. He revealed afresh what purpose and

what reality of unity and love live in God. He came to do the will of

the Father. He brought the Father down to us. He carries out his

decree. He and the Father are one. In Jesus, God is near once more.

This message has to be believed.

When Jesus brings God near, God can be recognized as God, and

men and women become men and women. God's approach changes

us, without us becoming God. We stand in terror before God who is

quite other; even in the gift of his presence, one decisive thing

remains unchanged: we cannot become God. We remain other than

God.

Therefore, although we might understand it, we cannot embrace

the sort of mysticism that deifies nature or people. Such deifica­

tion is a delusion: it leads people to the mistaken notion that hu­

man life can be subsumed in some grandiose conception of a divine

All. To a follower of Jesus it is clear that the spirit of the living God

comes not only to save but to judge. As the law and the prophets

testify, he is the good and the just, the pure and the holy one. But

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we are not good, not just, not pure, and not holy. God's nature is

the opposite of our nature.

God is spirit and will in a way we are not. He is the will of what is

good and perfect. This we are not. Yet his judgment is our salvation.

Out of the rubble of our degenerate lives he wants to salvage the

life of the creation. God demolishes our nature as it is and with it

the way we have lived and carried on. Out of these ruins, he wants

to bring to light the human race as it originally was and is finally

meant to be. We are lying under the mountain. The boulders are

being blasted. The debris must be cleared away. The vein of gold

cannot be laid bare unless the mountain is blasted. This freeing is

love. The place for gold is in the sun; without the sun, gold is as

black as coal. God is merciful to us in our poverty, for we are

suffering under it, burdened by it, and buried in it in spirit and in

will. He releases us from every need and supplies all we lack.

God has drawn near as power, liberating and drawing us close.

He accomplishes this in Christ. He is the God of uniting love for

people who were not free, not united, and not loving. He leads to a

future that allows his will, as his spirit, to rule over everything else.

God's future wishes to rule over us here and now. Through this we

will be transformed and made true. His kingdom of unity shall take

possession of everything that has been disunited. Here is Christ:

God remains God, we become God's people.

We cannot be merged with God as a drop is merged with the

ocean or a spark with a sea of fire. For we are not part and parcel

of his nature. There is no "we" between us and God. There is only

"thou." But there is this "thou," and that is greater. God goes out

to us, and a personal community is the result. It is a moral relation­

ship of unity in will and deed between God and his people. Just this

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is so unspeakably great in Jesus Christ: unity becomes a reality in

that the truth is unveiled. The light of truth shines on us in all its

sharpness. When we experience God in Jesus Christ, we experience

his nature as holiness – a holiness that judges our sin yet draws us

into unity with him. God makes us conscious of our corrupt state as

unholy unrighteousness yet leads everything to holy righteousness.

Because God is a creative spirit, he cannot let his works come to a

standstill when he has brought us to realize with horror our own

unrighteousness. It is quite a lot, even a great deal, to know our­

selves condemned and absolutely opposed to God and hostile to

him in our very nature, in our actions, and in all the relationships

that condition what we do. But it is still not enough, not nearly

enough. First it has to become clear that we (with all we have and

do) are absolutely different from God and his works, absolutely

different from how he wants us to be. Then his spirit, who makes

all things new, insists that we with all our doings become at long

last as God means us to be. Our own works have to stop in order for

his to begin. In us his work has to begin. With us it has to be

established.

Some reject faith in the intervention of God in his creation here

and now as a mystical faith based on personal experience. Others

cannot believe that God makes himself known as a living God in the

hearts and lives of those who receive him. They have forgotten the

gospel as Matthew, Mark, Luke, and in a special way John passed it

on. They deny the power of God as it was revealed in Jesus. Some

want to exalt the limited theological thinking of the human brain

and elevate it as the only faith to be experienced. But they reject

unity with God and the works of love springing from faith – not

only for our time and our contemporaries. They reject the apostles

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of Jesus Christ and therefore Jesus himself. And whoever rejects

Jesus rejects God who sent him.

By bringing God near to us, by coming himself with power, Jesus

exposed our smallness and hostility more clearly than all human

dialectic can do. So one thing is and remains right about these theo­

logical reflections, something fundamental with regard to the gos­

pels: faced with God's greatness we become terrifyingly aware of

our smallness. This absolute feebleness and smallness applies as

much to our feeling, willing, and doing as to our thinking.

In God's light our baseness and smallness, our weakness and dark­

ness, must constantly be exposed to him and to ourselves. Before

him, we can appear only as we really are. In his presence, the last

shreds of self-idolatry, self-redemption, and self-seeking vanish. His

sunshine reveals our life as night. His clarity opens our darkened

eyes to see the mountains of filth that bury us. His loving justice

shows up the injustice of our rule with its mammonistic nature. His

all-inclusive will for peace reveals the will to murder and the urge

to set limits that characterize all our ideals. Whether they are based

on individualism, patriotism, proletarianism, or any other "ism"

makes little difference. God's truth and God's essential nature

throw into sharp relief the untruthfulness and insignificance of our

lives, private and public.

The experience of God unites and divides at the same time.

The deeper his love leads into community with his heart and into

brotherly uniting, the more sharply do we become aware of the

absolute difference between our sin, which is separation, and his

purity, which is unity. There is all the difference in the world

between God and us. God wants unity without glossing over the

differences.

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Uniting with God is possible only through the radical destruction

of all powers that oppose God, of everything in conflict with him

or done in antagonism to him. Therefore, fundamental in any expe­

rience of God is forgiveness and the taking away of sin (remission

and freeing). Forgiveness is the taking away of what is present

(that is, sin). When God unites, what is against him cannot be

present. He wants absolute purity in uniting. Therefore everything

that opposes purity must first be given up and then taken away.

That is forgiveness. God's kingdom will not come without it.

Whoever accepts God in Jesus, or receives in Jesus the forgive­

ness and the works of God, embraces God himself directly. God is

embraced by the faith of the heart. For the heart has been gripped

by God himself. But God never divides himself when he gives

himself. He gives himself completely. Acute consciousness of our

utter insignificance, dividedness, and sinfulness makes it possible

to accept the utterly different and eternally indivisible one. The

believer is completely one with God, because only God is

completely one. Faith is truth, because the object of faith is God.

Because God is truth, our self-deception vanishes. The heart knows

only too well: my small "I" has not been merged into the great "I."

Still less has this very small "I" been puffed up into something

great. Lightning from above has shown up the tension: the human

heart remains a very small "I," and that very small "I" dedicates its

will to God completely and worships the great "thou" that gives

itself to us in ineffable loving-kindness.

The believer does not surrender his or her feeble consciousness to

the almighty consciousness. In experiencing God, Christians are not

seeking an opiate for their intelligence. They do not see in the spirit

of God a fading-out of human senses. But just as little do they

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presume to comprehend the spirit of God through the powers of

understanding. They do not believe they can know God through the

insight of their own powers of thinking. Believers do not presume

to think they can grasp God through the intensity of their inner

life, their emotions, or their willpower. Their faith places God's

greatness before them as something so inviolable that feeble

human strength has no chance of touching him. All human efforts

to achieve union with God are in vain. If faith were a human

function, it would be nothing. It could have nothing but a human

object; it could never grasp God.

At this point, however, God intervenes. The union so impossible

for us ever to achieve takes place through his intervention. If the

word "faith" is to keep its meaning, it must be a certainty about

what God – not people but really God – is and does. Faith belongs

to God; it does not stem from people. It is God who gives us faith

and brings it about. That is where we are one with God.

In the soul, faith is expressed in a heart-to-heart relationship that

God brings about. In this uniting through faith, God is the one who

wills, God is the one at work. Faith is expressed in an active and

effective love in outward circumstances and public life, but it is

God at work. God is the loving, the active one in these new works

of love.

The believer acts according to God's nature, what God wills, and

what God is. Without God, faith is nothing. Wherever community

is given through faith, its works are vital and effective because they

are God's works. Through faith, God's power is made clear by our

incapability, God's greatness by our smallness.

In every decisive experience, our insignificance is confronted

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with God's greatness, our inadequacy with God's mightiness, our

incapacity with God's power. This experience of God runs through

the whole history of humankind: God's supremacy overpowering

us. When we stand in reverence before God, our first, intuitive

experience of him is of an almighty power, before which all human

strength is a mere nothing.

Like Elijah, the first prophets veiled their heads in shuddering

awe when God was about to draw near to them. The thought of

seeing God fills all genuine people with terror. In the times of the

prophets, the sight of God cast the beholder to the ground, dead.

In all ages, the mystery of God's greatness has been awesome

beyond measure. Whenever an overpowering sense of this comes

over us, all human powers are conquered. We are bound to shake

with terror whenever God draws near.

God's greatness, majesty, and might are beyond all powers

of our imagination. If we were to see God, we would perish – God

is so far beyond our capacity to see him face to face. With whom

could we compare God? How could we give a picture of this incon­

ceivable greatness and power? God is unattainably great and

glorious. The prophets know very well that beside him no other

power can endure. His divine decree can never be fulfilled by

anything human. No human power can stand before him. The life

of God goes far beyond all boundaries of beginning and end. It

towers immeasurably above all created things.

God has power over all nations on earth. He gains authority over

all human powers. He will eventually rule over all worlds. Such an

overpowering greatness of majesty makes corresponding demands

that are unspeakably serious. Those gripped by prophecy sense with

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awestruck reverence the inviolable and adamant nature of this

overwhelming will. As Job had to lay his hand on his mouth, we

have to be silent before the greatness of this power.

The greatness and majesty of God is so overwhelming that the

whole earth along with all humankind will become his footstool –

the footstool on which God's foot rests. Under God's feet lies

everything that is visible and invisible. In human eyes, creation is

overwhelmingly great and supremely powerful, a shatteringly

magnificent prospect through which God draws near to our small

human hearts. In the childlike minds of primeval people, God is

never confused with nature. Even the earliest beginnings of faith

are far from deifying nature. But childlike people do not experi­

ence God's majesty and greatness without nature. They cannot

disregard creation when they stand before the creator. In the

mysterious coherence of created worlds, as believing creatures we

sense the might of the creator, which gives all created things their

greatness, life, coherence, and unity. In nature, we in our smallness

have an intimation of God in his greatness.

Here we have to pause for a moment. In the rush of a life cut off

from nature, we must remember – stop and take it in – how

overwhelmingly God's power comes to meet us in nature. No

scientific progress has changed this mighty fact. The whole history

of humankind proves it. Through the great and visible creation, the

infinitely greater and invisible nature of God dawns on our

insignificance. Creation makes known the power and divinity of the

creator.

If we live on the land, the terrors of the powers of nature above

all else bring us to quake before God's might. In earthquakes and

volcanic eruptions, huge mountains melt like wax beneath God's

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feet. Thunder and lightning, storm and tempest, scorching desert

wind and blazing fire are powerful signs of the awe-inspiring

approach of his greatness. Whatever the mighty phenomena of

nature, it is the greatness and majesty of God that shakes us. The

created world has elemental power. But we sense that over and

above it all stands God, the creator who is infinitely greater and

mightier than the greatest powers of creation.

As God's creations we quake before these superior forces, but no

less before the tremendous mystery of life. Truly reverent people

sense an ultimate mystery in all living things, aware that the living,

creative spirit must be greater than all created life. Full of wonder,

they stand in awed reverence at the tree bursting with life; at the

lively, bubbling spring; under the lightand life-dispensing constel­

lations of day and night; and in the midst of earth's fruitfulness

and life. How great and powerful God must be to create and

sustain all this life! Every deeply shaken and moved heart is struck

by the challenge that God the great creator must become undis­

puted sovereign over all this power and life.

In the midst of nature, history reveals the overwhelming power

of God, both as violent wrath-filled terrors and as the life-giving,

uniting power of love. Awaking with trembling awe to a sense of

this, we can look back to the beginnings of our own history. The

profoundly mysterious beginning of the human race comes from

God. It is God who has in his hand also the end of the human race.

Without God, the end is shrouded from human eyes in the same

darkness as the beginning.

The mystery of God the creator is experienced in all living things,

but particularly in the life of human beings. It is the same in the

middle as it is at the beginning and the end of the way: God is

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always drawing terrifyingly near when death and catastrophe

break in, as in the destruction of the world in the Flood, or the divi­

sion into nations at the peak of Babel's civilization. In the history

of humankind, as in the whole of nature, it is God who is breaking

in with mighty power when people are shaken by terrifying events.

When God's greatness strikes nations to the ground, empires and

world powers are the instruments of his wrath. All the nations of

the world must come to fall at the feet of the God of all worlds.

The creator of the universe rules over all ages with his decree. In

history as in nature, coherence of life, community of life, peace,

unity, and life itself shall be revealed (in spite of all opposition) as

God's nature and God's power. So God appears to the prophetic eye

as the leader and shepherd of history. He guides the actual history

of humankind toward the one goal: that all nations are united in

one fold.

Thus the people of Israel experienced God as the God of history

in all world events, in all the whirlpools of international politics,

and in the collapse of whole peoples. Only God the creator has right

and might over all peoples. Whatever happens, God is arising and

claiming the world dominion that is his right alone.

As humankind develops, its dawning perception finds the same

traces of God in history as in nature. When the conscious mind wins

through to greater clarity, it turns to history. It cannot find peace

until it has wrested the ultimate meaning from past and present

events and those yet to come. So it is clear that nascent faith never

confuses God and history (as if the course of events could be God

himself), yet God is never experienced without history. Behind all

the shattering events in history, awakening humankind senses God.

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Gripped by faith, they see God at work, intervening and ultimately

determining everything, behind all the mysteriously tangled

threads of history, behind every event, great or small. God is at

work in all that happens. His majesty towers above all history.

In all this, Jesus Christ shines out in prophecy and in the apostolic

mission: Jesus, the decisive point of all history for the whole of

creation! Through Christ, the eye of faith is opened and a discerning

eye for history is given. Then we see how far creation and history

belong to God and how far they are estranged from God and even

hostile to him. Faith catches sight of the coming hour of decision.

In Jesus Christ, prophetic truth becomes reality. Those illuminated

by him see the approach of the kingdom of God as a historical

event. The creator breaks in upon his degenerate creation. The Lord

of all worlds draws near to history with all its devious ways. Jesus

Christ intervenes in history and turns it into the history of the end

time.

The end goes back to the beginning. The Morning Star of the new

beginning appears. The secret of life is the sun of the future. God's

aim is not the destruction of all things; his ultimate will is the

resurrection of life. Resistant humankind must go through judgment,

death, and annihilation. In the fire of judgment, the beginning of

the new shines out as the end of the old. Renewal and restoration

are revealed as the goal of all that happens. The experience of God

is resurrection from the dead.

The small world of the individual is meant to mirror the great

world of God's history. To experience God means to give ourselves

to the goal of his kingdom in such a way that we accept his death

sentence and believe in his resurrection. Strength from the future

comes to the believer. The spirit of the coming Christ is at work and

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charges us now with the task of the future. In the reawakening of

faith, the prophetic spirit works toward the establishment of God's

kingdom. New life begins at this given place, at this very moment.

The nature of the coming kingdom shall be represented in the

course of history itself and on this very earth.

Through the experience of God, people living today will be drawn

into the end history of creation. The fire baptism of God's judg­

ment will raise the phoenix from the ashes. The dying of the old

world announces the rising of the new. Just because life comes to

the heart when it is touched by God, it is near to death. Christ's

death brings resurrection. The false life, which in any case bears

the seeds of death within it, comes to an end. Life that rises in God

begins and presses on to the future.

In Persian mysticism, those who become sacrifices to the passion

of love destroy their lives forever, as the dying moth surrenders to

the singeing flame, leaving nothing but ashes. It is quite different

in Christ. In his flame, no loving believer shall perish in silence. In

him, the weaker life is not meant to lose itself in the stronger. The

stronger has no wish to overpower the weaker and swallow it up.

Christ kills the old in order to give life to the new. Self-will, which

is sick unto death, must die. A renewed and transformed will shall

come to life. The old will, already turned toward death, falls prey

to it. The new will becomes free – to belong to the other life. It is

roused in order to live. In God, strength is given to the will to serve

this life in deed and in truth.

God's will is for our resurrection so that we can live to the full

extent of our powers. Basic to the new life is its voluntary nature.

Resurrection from death leads to a life of freedom. When this

becomes a reality, it means that the greatest of tasks has been

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effectively assigned. Whoever proclaims judgment and death

without commitment to life turns God into a judge pronouncing

the death sentence or into a cold, indifferent stranger. The living

God has been denied. The quickening spirit of Jesus Christ does not

allow himself to be relegated to a distance. In him, superabundant

life, with all its powers of renewal through love, remains concentrated

on the earth and its inhabitants. God's creative power, calling forth

new life, draws near to all who want the life that is in God. This life

is the worldwide rule of God.

The life-creating spirit blows where he wills. He comes as he wills.

He knows where he wants to go. Everywhere, he seeks out anyone

with a determined faith who accepts no other spirit than this one

and only spirit of life. To such he reveals himself as a power that

breaks in across all distances. He proves himself as almighty power;

our strength, compared, is a mere nothing. It is not we who awaken

him: he awakens us.

In the face of his direct breaking-in, all our delusions must give

way, vanquished by ultimate reality. Truth dispels all illusions. The

sick and misguided spiritual life will be cast aside. The selfish

psychophysical life, going headlong to ruin without light or

warmth, is overpowered. Selfish life, in and of itself already

condemned to death, is destroyed in the consuming fire of God's

approach. Severed from the divine core of life, it was lost before it

was abolished.

Even though it had died long ago, the life of the individual in its

own nature was still wrongly called life. The madness and deathly

stupor that makes an individual think that he or she is "the only

one" must be shattered. In morbid presumption, those individuals

who think they are "the only ones" claim as their property what

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belongs to God. This self-conceit must die. The other life, God's life,

has to begin. The individual is freed from his or her own life and

won for the greatness and power of God – received into the sphere

of God's power. What was dead wins community with life.

Here in this personal contact with God's life, an existence begins

that encompasses everything. It cannot become sick and cannot

pass away. The life that has its source in God puts its boundless

energy to work in a practical way: all its members and powers come

to life in the service of justice and righteousness. Then we are

received into the sphere of God's kingdom. The nature of this

kingdom is the rule of love. God's life is love. It is the social and

moral life of perfect love. Divine love in believers brings it forth. It

wants justice and righteousness first and foremost. Anyone set free

in this way experiences a transformation. He comes nearer and

nearer to the perfect image of love's radiant power, the reflection

of the Lord and creator of life alone.

Such an experience of God brings about a new birth that lifts us

high above all deadening enslavement. Rebirth is the gateway into

the kingdom of God. From a new relationship with God, an absolutely

new energy and joy in life begins. The beginning of life is birth:

new life begins with rebirth. Only in God can life, real life begin.

Life is free to unfold only where God has absolute rule. God is life.

Because he was one with God, Jesus could and had to say, "I am the

life." Because he fills us with his life, the fountainhead of strength,

he had to say, "He that believes in me has life."

We are able to and should live his life because he sends his spirit

into our hearts and he himself, with the Father, makes his dwelling

in us. Through his strength, we keep his word and do the deeds of

his love. Whoever claims that he abides in him is duty-bound to live

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as he lived. Because he brought God to us as working and unham­

pered life, Jesus alone can satisfy the hunger and thirst for living

righteousness. Only Jesus, in his human existence, has put into

action the vital energy that comes from perfect love. Only he can

reveal God to us as life. Only Jesus, who is one with the Father, who

made the life of love an historical reality on earth – only Jesus can

disclose to us human beings the mystery and the power of life.

Through the power of the indwelling spirit of God, by which Jesus

drove out all other spirits, the rule of God has come to us. Through

the life of Jesus, we shall know what it means to belong to the

kingdom of God. How dare we speak of this kingdom if we are not

prepared to live here and now, in deed and in truth, as Jesus lived,

to place here and now all circumstances of our life under God's

rule? When we pray for God's kingdom to come, we ought to stop

and ask ourselves whether we are prepared, whether we want to

accept and represent all the changes that God's rule involves.

Jesus shows us that the kingdom of God means recognizing

the absolute supremacy of the highest will, the will to love. The

final kingdom is the perfect realization of the will of God, who is

life and love. The unconditional nature of God's life and God's love

will not let itself be restricted. God's will does not allow any other

will to stand. The rule of love will not ally itself with anything that

curtails love, restricts it, or limits it. God's rule will not tolerate any

rival authority. The kingdom of God is power because it is the righ­

teousness of God, the peace of Jesus Christ, and joy in the Holy

Spirit.

For our day and age, God's rule can already begin in hearts where

he and his peace reign because Christ has made his dwelling there.

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God has sent the spirit of the Son into our hearts. That carries an

obligation and an authority with it – all those gripped by this spirit

must drive all other spirits from every sphere of life. The kingdom

of God means power to make its spiritual laws valid, also for the

outward form of human life. The justice and righteousness valid in

God's eyes rules so effectively through the Holy Spirit that it can

build up social justice – spoken about by the prophets – in the

entire surroundings of those who let their lives be governed by it.

All spirits of human privilege and social injustice are cast out by

the Holy Spirit.

Peace ruling in people's hearts as God's unity enables them to

become builders and bearers of outward peace. From the church of

God as the center, the driving-out of all spirits of unpeace, war, and

civil war, like the spirit of competition and private property, will

take place. Joy in the love of God fills the believing heart with such

overflowing joy that it must go out to all in love. As recipients of

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