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traced in all pagan peoples. Four centuries before Christ, Socrates was not only saved from making false steps by his inner voice, but he was also driven to constructive action. Above all, he was led to the search for truth through inquiry and discussion with all and sundry. Yet his inner voice was only the instinct of his soul, as I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 0 5 unclear as it was strong, and just this inner voice gives proof that the human conscience, when it is not renewed by the spirit of God, remains clouded in confusion in spite of strenuous efforts to find the truth. The fact that Socrates called this inner voice a demon points much more to the dark rays of the other world than to the bright revelation of truth in the pure and perfect love of God's righteousness. It is dangerous and misleading to think, as many do, with the great Christian poet Dante: "A conscience stands beside me, pure and true, an authority in whom I trust completely and without reserve."
To regard one's conscience as an infallible authority is always questionable, to say the least. In and of itself, it cannot ever become pure and incorruptible, because it continues to have a part in every degradation of the soul. It is rather like a ship's pilot who has lost his bearings because he has sailed into unfamiliar waters.
Whether he admits his own helplessness with honesty and shame or whether he steers the ship this way and that with apparent confidence, he cannot do what he is meant to do until he has found his way back to his own familiar waters. The conscience would naturally always like to steer the right course. But it has lost its way. It longs for the home port, but thick fog has clouded its vision. The land has disappeared into the distance as if forever – the land of clarity. The conscience asks the same alarmed question again and again: "My poor, erring soul, will you ever find the way home? How far must you go before you are given a guiding light?"
But just when danger becomes obvious – when immediate disaster threatens because the head is perplexed and the heart faint, when visibility is poor, destructive icebergs or rocks loom ahead, or collision with others whose course is just as erratic seem imminent – just
I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 0 6 when there is utmost need, the conscience becomes disquieted and is nearest to fulfilling its task. Therefore a bad conscience – a conscience full of sin, an evil conscience – is all that many people are aware of. This fact remains, and it must be recognized again and again in all the confusion today: the witness of the conscience shows itself most sharply of all in the face of guilt and threatening destruction.
The heart is like a secret chamber of justice in which the conscience, as the judge within, challenges all that takes place. A shadow of God's will remains printed, as it were, in the heart, even if it is only scarcely visible. The judge within has to pass a verdict in accordance with these faint lines. He is busy day and night. He seeks judgment and atonement uninterruptedly. And yet one thing is always clear – the conscience does not give atonement. We ourselves cannot still our conscience. Consequently it testifies with unquestionable authority to the God-fearing of all ages: burnt offerings, sacrifices of things and even sacrifice of life, make no one perfect.
Splendid ceremonies and symbols of the utmost devotion mean nothing to a tortured and burning conscience unless the source of its distress is removed. In spite of the most earnest piety or the most genuine idealism, the conscience never ceases to condemn sin in all its heaviness as sin, which of itself it can never expiate. Even if we sacrifice our very lives for our ideals, the conscience still speaks to us of sin whenever we do something in the course of our sacrifice that offends God's truth and purity; that is, his unity and love.
Only through the knowledge of good and evil can this unremit ting accusation of sin arise. This knowledge became part of the first man when he joined forces with sin. Like the child today, he had no I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 0 7 awareness of a conscience in this sense, that is, in the sense of a bad conscience. Like every true child, he knew nothing about evil.
In his innocence he was unable to discriminate or choose between good and evil. For it is only possible to "discern" spiritual powers, good or evil, by becoming one with them in will and deed.
It is true that the first man, like a child, knew that he had to do the will of God. Yet he knew as little as any child to what extent
God's will stands in opposition to evil. Without a doubt, he had the deep urge, as does every childlike soul, to do the will of him who gave him life and breath. This urge was in no way strengthened when the utterly new and completely different knowledge of good and evil came to him as a bad conscience about sin. It could only hinder and paralyze this basic yearning of life.
Man became a coward and a weakling. His conscience realized the evil he had done, but he was held captive and powerless. He still had a little will left, but this will had become sick and paralyzed through choosing evil. He could of himself no longer do good. His conscience recognized good, but it did not lead him to God; on the contrary, it drove him to hide in shame and fear.
How could it be otherwise? A defiled conscience does not have within it the power to purify itself. The knowledge of evil has plunged it into derangement and confusion, and it sees no way out.
It cannot achieve its goal until rebellious humankind has returned to the life that it has deserted – a life in God. God must be served again with a free will and a clear conscience. Freedom and purity are to be found nowhere except in God. They are not to be found among people. Diametrically opposed to things as they are, they depend on a break with all existing conditions, and a turning to the life of God's coming kingdom. It is only here that the conscience
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God in his loving-kindness will do everything possible to move the heart to this conversion. In every event, whether in the history of the great world or in our own small world, God seeks through his loving-kindness – and through the wrath of his judgment – to lead us to radical repentance, a repentance that leads to rebirth and to the kingdom of God. In the composure of prosperous middle-class life, man has hardened his heart against this message from God. Consequently, the iron plow of bitter need must now tear open our consciences. Need and distress must awaken our consciences so that they might again condemn all evil and search out all good, learn again to listen to the word of truth, and estab lish God's future in the present.
Ultimately, the task of the conscience is to represent the truth.
The closer it comes to converting people and all that relates to them, the more it thirsts for the ultimate truth and the life that truth brings, a life that changes everything and makes everything possible. The conscience responds to the truth. The writings of the apostles and the prophets testify that every genuine proclamation of the word, every unadulterated revelation of the truth, speaks to all consciences. The conscience recognizes the objective truth of the word and the subjective honesty of the confessor for what they are. Beck's saying "Christianity looks to our consciences for authen tication" refers first and foremost to the inner testimony of this objective truth.* But this testimony also includes the authentication of all God-ordained proclaimers of the gospel as to the sincerity of *Johann Tobias Beck, –.
I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 0 9 their intentions and the harmony between their words and way of life. The word brings truth and is truth. From those who proclaim it, the word demands the integrity and reality that befits the truth.
When God's message awakens us, it tries to strike our conscience in such a way that we can never seek or long for anything but what God is saying. From now on, we seek the kingdom of God and his righteousness. In all the things that fall to our lot, God's purpose is to give us the same task as the first people – we are to cultivate and preserve what God entrusts to us; we are to penetrate it in spirit, designate it clearly, and proclaim it. Our conscience must become free for this life task.
Just as God once gave the first man and woman the peace and community of the old garden, he gives this task to the believer in the new garden of his peaceable kingdom, the Christ-church of the new spirit. It is, therefore, for the task of cultivating the earth for his rulership that he wants to purify the conscience from its self-willed and hostile separation. The curse of this separation lies more obviously before the eyes of people today than any other generation. God's garden is more remote than ever before. The separation is constantly increased by frenzied travel. We rush with headlong speed over an earth deprived of God. At the same time though, God and his kingdom draw near in secret to win back the garden, here where it was lost.
The contrast between the kingdom of God and the kingdom of mammon has seldom come to light so clearly in the history of humankind as in our time. We are in a similar situation to that of the Reformation. At that time the radical reformer Jakob Hutter worked throughout the German territories of Tirol and Moravia, from 1529 until his martyrdom in 1536. He proclaimed anew the I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 1 0 entire gospel of God, founding and establishing for thousands the complete community of the united church based on faith in the kingdom of Jesus Christ. Among other important letters of the year
1535, he wrote the following one (delivered from Tirol to Moravia by a fellow reformer), in which he vividly testifies to faith in the showers of living water from above – faith in the constructive and strengthening power of the Holy Spirit and the healing mercy of
Christ:
May God shower these blessings upon our hearts and bless his garden so that it may become fruitful with all good works. This garden is the church of the living God. May God fence this gar den for you and make a wall around it, shield it, and protect it so that the fruit may ripen; for the Lord's garden blossoms now! The children of the Lord thrive and grow in godly righteousness and truth like lilies and flowers, as a lovely garden flourishes af ter a gentle May rain. Yes, their hearts burn with the fire of God's love. Their hearts are alight and kindled by the eternal light and fire of God. Therefore they are justly called a garden of the Lord, or a paradise of God. The holy city cannot remain hidden.
The same divine community of peace and the same work of love for the earth is entrusted in our time to this same church, this same garden of God, as it was once entrusted to the first man and woman. The building-up of the same justice that will conquer the whole world in the final kingdom of Jesus Christ is entrusted into the church's hands. The lordship of the spirit over soul and body (and therefore over all that belongs to the earth) shall be revealed once more in the church as the image of God, as it is given in Jesus
Christ. The gospel of God wants to awaken our consciences for this task, given to the first man and to the last Adam. Even though we
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Sickness of soul and spirit has eaten so deeply into our conscience that it is no longer able to be a clear mirror of good and evil. Least of all can it give a clear picture of God's image. In spite of the testi mony it gives again and again, it is stained by evil in the soul. Just as it is unable to keep itself from being besmirched, the conscience is also unable to purify itself. Of itself, it is not only incapable of producing a clear picture, it cannot even reflect in clear outlines the radiant image of God that shines out so wonderfully in Jesus.
The only way the human conscience can be purified is through the sacrificed lifeblood of Jesus, the only pure image of God. His sacrificed soul brings God's life to us, and thus represents the only stainless human soul. The life of his soul, like ours, was in his blood.
His blood and his body were also bound together in one frame. But his body was without sin; his blood was pure; his conscience was undefiled. When he sacrificed his life for us, his blood was free from any guilt of his own. His blood was free from all impurity, all ungenuineness, and all covetous desires. It was free from every guilt, including the heaviest that can lie on our hands: that of shedding blood. No matter the circumstances, no matter how lofty the ideals, Jesus would have nothing to do with this gravest of crimes, the crime against life given by God alone – life that only God is entitled to take away. No social critic, no criminal court could condemn him. He commended his spirit into the hands of the Father free from the stain of this guilt, as of all guilt. His was a living spirit uncorrupted by any traffic with the powers of darkness or death.
From God he once more sends this quickening spirit down to us.
The souls and consciences of those who receive it will be purified
I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 1 2 from all former guilt, and their lives will be protected from new offenses. For the life of Christ, the bearer of the Holy Spirit, who was sacrificed for them, is purity itself – the purity of a love that is perfect unto death. The blood that was sacrificed for them in death is mightier than death and more powerful than all its deadly, poisonous, and divisive powers. It has a life within it that remains free from all the elements of death and decomposition, which are hostile to life and to God. Purification through the blood of Christ means that in his spirit his spotless, surrendered life unfolds its powers here and now. Therefore it is able to set our consciences free from all impurity.
Through the complete uniting of his life with ours, his sacrifice has the power to purify our consciences from all guilt and confusion.
It gives our consciences the highest and purest of tasks. For his sacrifice created unity: the new unity, and the only unity there is among us. It created the organic unity of the kingdom and the church, which does not tolerate a single barrier between the nations. For it has broken down the strongest barrier between peoples – the barrier that stood between the Jewish people and other nations. Whoever tries to erect this barrier again – and whoever insists on the erection of other walls between people – is a traitor to the blood of Christ and his sacrifice. All that takes place as a result of this attitude is bound to show itself as the work of death, because it is inimical to the spirit of life. All works that establish self-willed boundaries are and remain dead works.
In spite of its profound weakness, the conscience is in this respect true to the origin of the soul in God, the source of life – it fights against all dead works. Through the blood of Christ, the conscience strives to do away with all works done in our own strength. Such works can never create life anywhere, for they are undertaken
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The gospels would have us rest from all our own works so that God's work can begin through his spirit, just as it did in the first church in Jerusalem. God begins his work now. The Holy Spirit establishes it.
Jesus Christ completes it. In God it is consummated. When the conscience is purified from all that belongs to evil and death, it sets to work more zealously than ever before. Now the mystery of faith has to be kept safe in a clear conscience. Now the new life must set to work, as God's love and God's work, in deeds of love that are born of a pure heart, a good conscience, and a sincere faith.
The awakened conscience exerts its humble strength more and more so that all available means and gifts are used for the fulfilling of God's will – for the work that only God can do. Perfect love longs to express itself in God's work everywhere so that justice is done to every human, and so that as many as possible reach an awareness and fulfillment of their highest destiny.
The conscience expects us to put into action the dignity we have rewon in God, and to let it bear rich fruit. This new nobility bears the image of God on its coat of arms. It accepts the responsibility of working for God's kingdom of justice in the joy of love and the unity of peace. The conscience purified in Christ, as a conscience enlivened by the Holy Spirit, seeks the image of God. Only in the church of Christ and in the kingdom of God can it be truly estab lished anew.
The image of God appears wherever the spirit of the church's
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The conscience illuminated by the spirit recognizes that it is its vo cation to be the image of God. Once that has happened, it has noth ing to do with any other witness. It has become the finger in Grünewald's altarpiece, unceasingly pointed toward the figure of the crucified one.* The image of humankind, which has already been repainted a hundredfold, has been renewed in the image of Jesus Christ as the image of God.
reference is to Matthias Grünewald's "Isenheim altar" (ca. ), a triptych that portrays, among other scenes, John the Baptist at the crucifixion of Jesus.
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The Conscience and Its Restoration
The conscience is a center of extraordinary delicacy and sensitivity. It represents the deepest feelings of the human spirit.
Like a supersensitive recording instrument, it is influenced by every change of weather and liable to be seriously damaged by any shock.
When life becomes more and more superficial, when every door is thoughtlessly left open to the atmosphere of the times, to its changing winds and temperatures, the conscience is in danger of being thrown off balance. But not only then: it can be led astray just as much by mental and intellectual development. Even an increase of religious activity can cause serious derangement. The conscience is an uncertain factor even in the holiest spheres of life.
The conscience is diseased as long as it is not healed by the power of Jesus' surrendered life. Bound to false ideals, that is, to erroneous human thinking, the conscience is unreliable and degenerate until it experiences freedom – and asserts its freedom – in the true and vital word of God, in the living spirit of Jesus Christ. It is only in doing the will of God that the spirit is given health. Jesus declared
I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 1 6 this with unmistakable authority; he put it into practice and sealed it with his death. Any other idea, however strongly represented, makes the conscience uncertain and ineffective.
The conscience craves for the very essence of truth. It demands an ultimate, indisputable goal. Strength of conscience, growing certainty and clarity, is to be found only where peace rules as unity, justice rules as brotherliness, and joy rules as pure and all-inclusive love. Every other ideal, no matter how praiseworthy it may seem, has disastrous and even fatal results if it aims at other goals even for a short time. The one way leading upward has both solitary paths and wide, well-traveled highways branching off. Every one of them leads us further and further away from unity, justice, and love. They bring us into darkness, uncertainty, and division. Finally they plunge us into the abyss. The conscience, as a supersensitive faculty, is all too easily brought into danger on false paths and then corrupted and destroyed.
The unhealthy state of an erring conscience comes to expression in annihilating self-accusations and hateful reproaches so violent that they derange the mind. Dissension and hate undermine the health and vitality not only of individuals but also of nations. Most of all, sickness shows itself when the conscience reacts in a very sensitive way in the wrong place. It is typical of all false ideals and goals that they rob the conscience of certainty about the essential thing. They all bind the conscience to secondary issues. They all serve dissension. They all shake trust in the spirit who unites and purifies. This is because they all wish to set arbitrary boundaries to limit the cause they should be representing. On the one hand they blunt the conscience, and on the other hand they incite it to wild exaggeration and injustice.
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The conscience starts to go wrong when we lose trust in the uniqueness and absoluteness of the goal. In the end, confidence and clarity are given up as lost forever. As long as other points of attraction compete with the magnetic pole, the needle jerks unsteadily here and there without any accuracy. This restlessness gives rise to a wavering judgment, looking for a victim like a bird of prey. There are cases in which a sick conscience lets no thought arise and no step be taken without submitting it to serious misgiv ings and harsh judgments. Such a sickness fills the whole of life with grievances and dissatisfaction, with self-laceration and injustice.
Only when the conscience that inflicts such suffering on itself experiences the remission of sins through Christ's spirit can healing can be given. When accusation comes to an end, impure fires are extinguished and their unsteady flickering dies out. As soon as the pure light of loving grace breaks through, hostility and injustice sink into ashes. The fire of evil dies away in God's air. Those love much to whom much is forgiven. Those who experience love forgive much. When the power of all-embracing unity breaks through, division and destruction vanish, and all their misleading and subsidiary aims vanish with them.
It is a fact that anyone willing to become healthy again begins by speaking about his or her malady openly and without reserve.
Those who frankly expose the accusations and inhibitions of their conscience have already begun to recover. They recognize the power of their censured urges as a reality, they bring to light the morbid repression of these urges and make known their selflaceration and hostility and all the injustice that goes with it. To conceal these exhausting struggles is to sap the energy of life, as the Jewish psalms testify with superlative clarity. By disentangling
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Yet here too, disclosing the harm is only the first step. The next important step will be to show the corrupted and repressed urges the way to healing and the sphere of action that God intends for them. The conscience must find God's land, in which joy in life – which is God's will – takes the place of the despondency and de spair to which all human unrest is doomed.
For this reason, any attempt at pastoral help is bound to be inad equate and futile as long as the conscience is not entirely freed from soul-killing accusations and self-accusations, from the sweat of its own desperate efforts. Nothing that is reaped from the ac cursed soil of self-appointed efforts or goals can stand before the conscience or before the final judgment seat. The conscience must be freed from our selfish spirit, from our self-will, our own goals, our own works. All of life's energies must be directed toward the one and only task in life that is truly active and positive: carrying out God's creative will and working toward the goal of his new cre ation. Even though the conscience is not clearly aware of it because of its seriously sick and degenerate state, subconsciously it does have this one goal before it.
In times past, there was a tendency to call even the healthiest reactions of the conscience a sign of sickness that should be ignored. But that must be repudiated most decisively. The conscience must never be silenced or despised. Instead, it must be led to splendid health by being freed from false aims and directed toward the kingdom of God. This never means that the conscience
I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 1 9 is silenced or despised – rather, it gains positive recognition through being filled with new clarity and new content. This freeing and fulfillment leads to lively activity in all areas of life embraced by the conscience. It is truest of all for public responsibility and vocational activity: in these areas, plain for everyone to see, completely new ways and unheard-of possibilities will be opened up by the conscience that is bound to Christ and his kingdom.
One and the same thing is true for all areas of life filled with new meaning and attained to new purpose; they are freed from selfish ness, violence, deceit, and immorality. Human existence as a whole is at stake. It must be won completely or given up as lost. Many are so bewildered by the utter confusion of life today they cannot summon enough strength and clarity of conscience to have a decisive effect on even one area of their character. They are and continue to be at a loss.
Even in circles that had long shown a certain sureness of moral instinct, shady business practices gained ground during and after the war in more than half the German nation. Any effective defense the conscience might have had against the powers of hell had been destroyed – by political murder (lightly interpreted as self-defense) and by thoughtless readiness for a repetition of war and civil war.
Whoever can read the signs of the times will hardly be surprised to find that there is scarcely any real uneasiness about the injustice of mammon and property – an injustice that in fact kills every bit of love and the whole of life. In the obvious confusion of conscience, it is not surprising to find a lack of restraint over covet ous desires and a brazen unfaithfulness that is growing beyond all bounds. The masses are in motion. The human race is gravitating
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The greatest danger in all the different areas that are corrupt today is this: spiritual leaders explain the ever-increasing confusion in such bedazzling ways that no one feels uneasy.
Nowadays what is most abnormal has become the norm, or at least put into currency as an ordinary necessity of life for almost everyone. The present-day confusion of conscience with regard to sex must be mentioned here as a typical example, one that is characteristic of all areas of life. In the circles influenced by Sigmund Freud, people attempt to draw all kinds of sexual perversions out of the slumbering subconscious mind regardless of whether they are committed on themselves, on the opposite sex, or on the same sex. They regret that these perversions have been repressed into the subconscious by the conscience.
Followers of Freud probe into the earliest experiences of childhood and into the most spiritual relationships, trying to prove that even such pure feelings as those between parents and children are based on and defined by erotic drives. And what Freud himself saw as a general principle applying to scientific research has been used by some of his followers for practical orientation and guiding principles in personal conduct. This is bound to have harmful effects.
People try to bring into the clear light of consciousness images that can only be recognized as morbid. They intentionally try to bring these images back into channels from which they had been diverted by a healthy reaction of the conscience. In all this, there is a marked tendency to attribute all emotional disturbances to repressed sexual desires – desires that were actually hardly noticeable or that were long since inwardly overcome. What is I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 2 1 most dangerous of all (and even seductive) is that these impulses that have been driven into the subconscious and forgotten there are supposed to be cured by being brought back again as consciously willed images. It amounts to an attack on the conscience – an attack that distorts everything. It is impossible to imagine a worse attack – one that leads people more astray. The would-be cure leads to a sickness and poisoning that grows progressively more widespread and more serious.
And yet even these circles had to admit that "culture" and "true humanity" are possible only through a repression of sexuality, which can never have a cramping effect when it takes place through the pure spirit. Even these circles must recognize the repression of impulses by the conscience as the necessary link between sexuality and spirit. Without this link, the spirit would be cut off from our life.
On the other hand, the word "repression" is enough to deprecate the whole activity of the conscience and throw suspicion on it. It is wrongly understood, however: this dangerous word does not apply to a healthy conscience. Yet it is not without significance. There would indeed be a fatal repression, a morbid suppression of vital impulses, if the active conscience were not able to point to a responsible way in which all the powers of body and soul could be led to a positive and creative task.
Here lies the real reason why this dangerous misconception is so widespread in our sick age. In the concept of the family almost universally accepted today, the responsibilities and tasks of family life no longer correspond to God's creative will. What is true of parents is true of children. Countless young people and just as much their parents lack that sense of inner responsibility in their mutual
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Large numbers of our contemporaries suffer no pangs of conscience when the soul's deepest need for faithfulness is destroyed. They are affected just as little when the smallest souls that want to be called into life are prevented or annihilated. Little souls wait in vain to be called out of eternity. Living human souls wait in vain to be called by constancy and faithfulness. There seems to be an ever smaller circle of people in whom the conscience protests clearly and sharply against contempt for the creative spirit, just as it protests against any profanation of the longing for unity, faithfulness, and constancy.
This inner protest is also a stirring challenge to us to shape our love life responsibly and faithfully. Anyone wanting to call it "repression" casts suspicion on creation itself. In actual fact, this activity of the conscience provides us with our only safeguard against the fall that threatens us, a fall that would make us lower than the animals, lower than the beasts of prey. A comparison could be made with a war-veteran who is emotionally disturbed, or with the morbid excitement in a smoldering riot or civil war: in both cases, the conscience has to repress the passions that urge people to shoot others in the streets of their home town. In the same way, it is a healthy sign when a person represses uncreative and life-thwarting urges toward his or her own body, sex, or life companion. It may be that in one or the other area of our life we are not given the opportunity for responsible and constructive action. Then we should be thankful that "repression" – a term so often misused – has led to the complete forgetting and wiping-out of sterile or murderous desires.
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The enlightened person will see to it that the sultry, natural urges of his unthinking subconscious mind are not allowed to influence the thoughts of his soul. He will condemn sinful urges as irresponsible. No one can regard a sense of responsibility as morbid suppression. Every clear spirit must feel that it is a sign of a healthy mind when the conscience wards off each degenerate impulse or sterile activity through feelings of dislike and embarrassment, shame and disgust, or horror and fear. A conscience working like this is a psychic mechanism on its way to recovery; it helps us overcome everything that would destroy the holiest powers of life.
It is a question of what these powers are meant for. In the conscience regaining health, the creative spirit awakens an aware ness that all life-energies are intended for the greatest and noblest tasks, tasks that we cannot allow to be hindered or desecrated.
The sensual person, on the other hand, crushes underfoot all threats of conscience. Without any feeling of shame or disgust, he or she wants to become one with every orgasmic deity, wanting undisturbed to say to each passing moment of desire, "I am lust itself." Such lust is devoid of spirit and meaning. It is altogether lacking in purpose and moral content. Such a person is not a victor but a miserable slave to the lecherous god. The pagan satyr is a symbol of the violation of all noble-mindedness. It desecrates the human spirit, and it is the enemy of the divine spirit. When this grinning pagan god who threatens everything holy is banished to hell, the creative spirit does not in any way spurn the body or its psychophysical powers. The pagan god is dead, and all he can do is to embrace death.
To be sure, this pagan god is not the only enemy of the creative will for life. In his presence, the conscience is stifled; but also in the I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 2 4 "grumbler" against God's will, in the sanctimonious hypocrite, the conscience is trained to a morbid aversion to life. Such would-be
Christians want to reject all the urges of the living senses as alarming and embarrassing. They ought to call themselves Buddhists rather than Christians.
The attitude of Christ is utterly different: his life and death remain devoted to the earth. His will is that God's kingdom comes on earth! It is important that the conscience is so restored to health that the natural urges go in the direction meant for them. Then they will unfold without further harm in a way that corresponds to the will of creation. This healing can take place only in faith in the coming kingdom: faith in a power that is present here and now.
Weighty reasons can be brought forward to support the opinion that this healing has become an impossibility for people of today. It takes an absolute transformation of the whole of public life to develop these vital powers in the one and only living direction. To many however, this seems impossible in our present times; it has become too remote for their small faith.
Moral philosophers may demand that the sexual life is purified by insisting on purity before and during marriage. But even the best of them become insincere and unjust if they do not make clear the actual basis for the fulfillment of such high demands. Even destruction of the life that is waiting to come into being – a Massacre of the Innocents intensified a thousandfold today – remains unassailable without faith in the kingdom of God. The supposedly high culture of our days will continue to practice this massacre as long as social disorder and injustice prevail. Infant murder cannot be overcome as long as private life and public life are allowed to maintain their status quo.
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Whoever fights against self-centered acquisitiveness and against the deceit in unjust social distinctions must fight them in a realistic way – a way that demonstrates a different form of life as a possi bility that actually exists. If this is not done, purity in marriage and an end of murder cannot be demanded either. Not even for families with the soundest morals can anyone wish the blessing of many children, corresponding to the creative powers of God's nature.
Christian marriage cannot be demanded outside the whole context of life that is called the kingdom of God and the church of Jesus Christ.
Only marriage fulfills the demands of the sexual conscience, through the will to have children. It is a fulfillment in the picture it gives of the unity of God with his people (Eph. 5), an example of the rule of the spirit of unity, and as a community of life and community of goods. It symbolizes the rule of the spirit over body and soul. In all these ways, marriage is a picture of the church. The place for marriage is nowhere but in the church. Only where the unity of the church, filled with the spirit, creates community in material things through inspired and united work, can these demands be made of marriage. Only in the church can these demands be fulfilled at the right time and given their true value.
The unity and purity in marriage taught by Jesus and his apostles are unique. They have nothing to do with the old nature. They belong to the new church order, which as brotherly justice lets the spirit of love rule supreme. Unity and purity in marriage do not belong to the unredeemed. They can be realized only in the new church of the spirit of Jesus Christ. They belong to the kingdom of God. They are symbol and sacrament of that kingdom.
It is to God's love and to the fruits of all the gifts of God's love that the conscience leads us. Through the invasion of the spirit into I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 2 6 every area of life and his rulership there, God's love leads us to this unity of the spirit. God's will is that we put this love into practice with all the strength of our body, soul, and spirit. God is love. Who ever abides in love, abides in God. God abides in them. A life lived in love is lived in God. It is on the earth that the love of the father of Jesus Christ is bestowed so that love shall reign supreme here, so that what love dictates shall be done in everything here on earth.
Only in this way will God's name be truly hallowed.
God is unchangeable. His name is "I am that I am." His heart embraces everything and remains the same for everyone. It was revealed in Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is today and forever the same as he was in all his words and deeds. He is here and now the same as he will reveal himself to be in his kingdom. His words of love point to the same way for all things. What he said for the future members of his kingdom holds good for all his disciples at all times.
Everything he said for his disciples' instruction belongs together, just as the sap belongs to the tree, the savor to the salt, and the flame to the candle. They belong together.
For this reason, what Jesus said about marriage must not be isolated from any other saying in the Sermon on the Mount. In marriage, Jesus represented the will to love as the will to unity. But he represented it just as much in not having property, not bearing arms, not insisting on rights, being free from a judging spirit, being forgiving, and loving one's enemies. Poverty born of love is a protection from a bad conscience because it guards against injustice. Perfect love strides on to voluntary poverty because it cannot keep for itself anything that a neighbor needs. Perfect love does away with weapons because it has given up self-preservation
I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 2 7 and has nothing to do with revenge. It remains steadfast and for conscience' sake bears evil and injustice. It keeps in mind the Sermon on the Mount and knows that this attitude is God's greatest gift because it reveals his heart. The love that conquers everything is revealed by a firmness that is not upheld by weapons.
Love gives up everything it owns. Like the elders of the early church, those who guard the mystery of faith in a pure conscience remain free from involvement in any legal or hostile action. Christ's justice conducts no lawsuits. It does not carry on a middleman's business or any business that is to the disadvantage of another. It foregoes all its own advantage, it sacrifices every privilege, and it never defends a right. Christ's justice never sits on a jury, never deprives anyone of freedom, and never passes a death sentence. It knows no enemies and fights no one. It does not go to war with any nation or kill any human being. And yet when this justice is at work, it is justice in its most active form, peace in its most energetic form, and constructiveness in its most effective form. The sum total of all we are commanded to do is to love: to love with a pure heart, a clear conscience, and a genuine faith. In order for perfect love to flow freely, Jesus showed the conscience the way of responsible community in God. This is the essential nature of his kingdom and his church.
The way of Jesus is love, agape. His love tolerates no unclarity.
This kind of love is unique. It gives a very definite direction. It is a way, and this way is very clearly marked out. In the experience of God's love, Jesus Christ leads us up to the purest and loftiest peaks of willpower, clear recognition, and strength of heart that is joy.
He does not do this for our sake. His will is that we pass on the streams of this power of love that is poured into our hearts. These I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 2 8 streams are meant to flood the earth. They are meant to conquer the land, reveal God's heart, and establish God's glory.
God's glory is his heart. His heart is love. It devotes itself to everyone in the joy of giving. God's glory is love. Love is his justice.
When our seeking for the kingdom of God and his justice is single and undivided, we are filled with such a love for all that everything we want for ourselves we want for everyone. That is the only justice, the only righteousness, when we give our lives for love.
The highest goal of this pure and unadulterated love is the kingdom of God. This love alone fulfills the longing of our conscience.
All other objects of our thoughts and inclinations prove to be either weak representations of the pure service of God's kingdom or distorted caricatures of it, a hostile antithesis. Nothing is conceivable to the purified conscience without the thoughts of perfect love. Unity is its first and last thought.
From first to last, life is called to unity with God, expressed as the unity of the church, the unity created by his spirit of love. In this community of love, the conscience gains a strength that goes beyond the rejection of what is wicked and evil. It becomes the driving power behind joyful, constructive work. The conscience fettered to Christ is bound to the king and lord of the coming order of God. Therefore it demands and creates everywhere the one form of life that strives to correspond to the order of the kingdom of God down to the last detail. In Christ, we are concerned in all areas of life with the greatest and highest that can be entrusted to us: the eminence of God, the rule of his heart.
However, the apostles of this Messiah-king also know of an enfeebled state of conscience, in which the conscience is influenced from another side and chained to dead objects: a conscience bound
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The conscience is always weak when bound by an influence different from that of Jesus Christ. It wavers and goes astray. It is wrong in its judgments. It makes demands that have every appear ance of decisiveness and manliness and yet arise out of weakness: they do not represent things as they actually are, they give no real help, they use weapons that are injurious to life, they contradict the truth of God's word and the spirit of Jesus Christ. They are dead and lead to death.
A conscience that pays allegiance to the wrong leader is bound to transgress constantly against the will to life characteristic of Christ's rulership. This fact is most painfully clear in all who combine the name "Christ" with an alien name and goal. In this futile under taking, Christianity today –more than ever before – is deprived of the spirit of the one they still want to confess. The pure spirit does not allow itself to be mixed with any other spirits. His kingdom does not tolerate any rival power structure.
What do idols and the house of God have in common? Has good ness anything to do with wickedness? Can the one join forces with the other in the same undertaking? Does light associate with darkness? When has the kingdom of God made an alliance with a state built on human power? Did Jesus ever mix other watchwords with his prophetic message? How can the word of Jesus tolerate rival human commands? When has God shared his sovereignty with human rulers? Can the city of God go hand in hand with Babel? Can one equate Christ and Belial, God and the Devil?
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Yet it does no good to hit out at a conscience that is sick and feeble. Even an erring conscience deserves consideration and re spect. There must be some influence that frees it from all vacillat ing emotions and from all the ties of the Antigod, without striking it dead to the ground. Surely it is the radiant light that overcomes all gloom and shadows. Faced with the rising sun, night is power less. The spirit of life is victorious over the spirit of murder. No other authority can bring peace. It is the spirit of life, as the spirit of light, who sets the conscience free. This spirit conquers without destroying. God's rule takes command over the heart. The spirit of his rulership transforms hearts and nations. It is the church of Jesus
Christ here and now that shapes an order of communal life with the same character as his future. The church's will to unity and her spirit of love transform everything. But they never kill anything that has life.
The conscience is at peace only when it is in perfect accord with God's will. In the conscience of a believing and loving person, the will to truth dwells as the spirit of Jesus. In this dark hour of world history, it is of crucial importance that this news, this answer, is carried to the four corners of the earth. Then the conscience will become free from all legalistic ties, from every influence of the spirit of the age, from every human opiate, and from all demonic magic. The distress in this hour demands a supreme strength – a strength found only in the healing brought down to mortally sick humanity by God's kingdom of life and love. This mission goes out to every nation. The task is clear. The message runs: "Let yourselves be united in God!"
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Only community with God and Christ's redemption gives healing. Without God's justice, the conscience remains evil. Only through faith in God has a good conscience any stability. The unity of the church gives this faith the most definite confirmation. All stimulation from outside, all flames of human enthusiasm that leap from one person to another, leave the anxious question behind whether it was really God who gripped us. There is only one criterion to apply to this alarming question: the agreement of all believers, the unanimity of their judgment, and the full accord of their consciences in the tasks set before them. The unity between the church and the words and lives of the apostles and their prophecy is proof that the voice speaking in human hearts is God's voice. The conscience is robbed of all certainty if the believers do not come to unity among themselves and to unity with the life and spirit of the early church. Certainty about the message leads to a uniting of believers and uniting with God.
Only from within can the conscience reach this certainty.
Community in all things is inmost certainty. The state of the conscience varies according to the degree of community with God and the acceptance of his will. The closer the community with God, the more does the conscience thrive. Only in this way is unanimity achieved. The more deeply Christ dwells in our hearts the more sharply, delicately, and carefully does the conscience insist that truth means unity.
At first, what the kingdom of God demands appears not only too sharp and strict but downright impossible. But the perfect will of God gains recognition more and more as the will to joy, the only thing that is good and living. The more God's will gains ground, the closer the conscience comes to unity with God and his church.
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Therefore we can say that when a conscience is healed it is in fact sharpened, purified, and clarified for the unity of complete community. To be sure, the conscience loses its clarity to the same degree as we refuse to serve the will to unity. And finally: the conscience can never acknowledge a community supposedly in God and a unity of the church that is not constantly proved in deeds, that does not show a fitting attitude and way of life. For basically the conscience is always intent on action. God is action.
Through the unity of the church led by the Spirit, a right way of life shows that it is in reality a community in God. When the attitude of the believers is purified and unified through the Holy
Spirit, unanimity and unity of life come into being. In Christ, their attitude to life becomes one with their way of life. With its renewed sensitivity, the conscience strives toward this immediate goal, upholding the influence of the spirit of Jesus with unmistakable certainty and perseverance.
As the moral function of the human spirit, the conscience has to say yes to everything prompted and inspired by the spirit of God in the human spirit. It has to take a prophet's place in the human spirit – the place of one who is the mouth of God and has to repeat and pass on what God says. The conscience that is on the way to recovery calls out, "God says it; God wills it; therefore it will come to pass." As the keenest instrument of the human spirit, the conscience has to represent in the liveliest way the uniting of the human and the divine spirit. God's holy spirit wants to unite with the human spirit to witness to the truth together. Our spirit's conscience will be clear and healthy to the same degree that our faith has accepted the spirit of Jesus Christ.
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When our conscience is on the way to recovery, the only attitude that will keep our inmost spirit pure and give it strength is the atti tude that Jesus had. Keeping a good conscience depends entirely on keeping the holy faith. The redeeming and healing grace of God nurtures a purified and healed conscience in us. As a gift of this grace, faith denies godlessness in every thought, desire, and action.
It denies all the worldly lusts that belong to godlessness and are harmful to life. Only in this way can we justly and with deliberation affirm the life of Jesus and accept it. We can do it only in community with God, that is, in community with his Holy Spirit.
Faith and a good conscience are so closely bound together that rejection of the one means shipwreck to the other. For this reason, baptism of faith testifies to the bond of a good conscience with God. The conscience is made good by faith. Without faith, it goes astray. It becomes a bad conscience. Therefore the apostles of Jesus
Christ say about those who do not have faith that they are tainted in mind and conscience alike. This is inevitable because without faith the conscience has no anchor. And the opposite is just as true: if we ignore the compass of the Christ-directed conscience, the ship of faith will be dashed without warning on the next reef.
If we want to fight the good fight to the end, it is just as important to protect our faith as it is to protect our conscience. Faith in the freely given love of Jesus Christ needs to be treasured. A good conscience needs to be protected with the utmost watchfulness.
True faith demands a tender and delicate conscience as a fruit of the spirit. Faith gives birth to a death-defying and victorious decisiveness against all evil. Faith is served by a sound conscience.
Faith demands deeds of love. It is, in fact, love of God, love of Christ, and love of the Holy Spirit. When we take pains to keep our I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 3 4 conscience free of offense at all times, then we are given growth and activity in the grace and knowledge of Jesus Christ, then our inner life becomes anchored in God and in all the powers of his spirit. Only love is without offense.
Yet we should not make the mistake of thinking that when our conscience steadily gains health and purity in love, we become sinless! Sinfulness remains characteristic of our nature. But the grace of his blood – the grace of the sacrificed life of Jesus – continually purifies our conscience through the Holy Spirit. Again and again, grace purifies it from all dead works and all offensive actions, from everything that violates the justice and love that go hand in hand with faith. The spirit of Jesus Christ leads believers to a life that steadily increases in clarity. And yet the believer continues to be bound to all others by a common guilt.
Nevertheless, however clearly it shows itself to be common to all, the guilt has been wiped out. People have the freedom to do good and to further it, to avoid evil and to fight it. Step by step, there is an advance toward the kingdom of God. In the life of Jesus, sacrificed for us and brought near to us, God has freely given us the gift that takes one burden after another from our conscience. It makes us free, without making us sinless. We become – not gods – but those who allow the kingdom of God to come to them.
We can accept God's will in our life only when we are freed from the curse of a bad conscience. We can be one with God's holiness only when our hearts are unburdened, sprinkled, and consecrated.
The heart is in a condition to come before God and become united with him only by being in touch with the sacrificed life of Christ in the closest and most intimate way, by being met by Christ himself and united with him as he was and is and will be. Therefore there is I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 3 5 no entry into the holy of holies except through the blood of Jesus: Christ's stainless life, his dedicated soul, his sacrificed body, his quickening spirit, they all unite us with God – the whole Christ with all the power of his life and death.
Jesus is the way to God. There is no other God than the one who is the God and father of Jesus. Wherever we may seek him, we find him in Jesus. Unless we are freed in Jesus from all our burdens, we try in vain to draw near to the Father of all as he is brought near to us by the son. We have no access to God without forgiveness of sin.
Jesus gives it to us by sacrificing his life – by sacrificing his body, his soul, and his blood.
Through Jesus, Satan, the accuser of our brothers, is silenced. The conscience also is no longer allowed to accuse. Even the most murderous accusations that human blood can raise are stilled. The blood of Abel has been erased. The better blood of the new brother speaks louder than his. The blood of humankind has found a new representative and leader; by him, the better one, it is absolved and liberated. Murdered like Abel, he nevertheless speaks for his murderers instead of against them. He, the guiltless one, has become one of them, because he is the only one who has become truly theirs. If he, the Son of Man, is for them, no one can condemn them. From now on, no accusation has the power to prevent them from approaching God.
The conscience that used to be our enemy becomes in Christ our friend. Before it was in Christ, it had to condemn our life; now it says yes to the new life given in Christ. Freed from all impurity through community with Christ, the spirit accepts the assurance
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It is the church that in baptism confirms the covenant of a good conscience with God. The believers are united by the bond of faith, and baptism is the banner and battle flag of this unity of faith in the face of the whole world. There is no such thing as baptism without the church. The water of baptism is the pure water of the spirit of unity, just as the wine of the Lord's Supper proclaims the unity of the pure blood. Nor without the church is there any such thing as a meal celebrating unity of conscience. The common meal of love and thanksgiving confesses and proclaims the new covenant: the sure victory of unity given through the life and blood of Christ. The bread and the wine in remembrance of Jesus
Christ are living symbols of the unity that has made many grains and many grapes into one whole. Only on the basis of the church can community be built up in the unanimity of all consciences. Only from the church can there be sent into the world a mission that is authenticated before all men in their consciences. From the church, unity will be proclaimed as God's freedom. Where her spirit is, there is freedom.
It was to the unity of the church, that is to the unity of the apostles, that Jesus gave his spirit with full authority to represent his kingdom. Their authority to loose and to bind, that is to forgive and leave unforgiven, makes it possible for all to be completely freed so that they can enter the kingdom of God. No conscience
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False prophecy forgives without authority. Such forgiveness is null and void because it changes nothing in life: peace is proclaimed where there is no peace. Freedom is proclaimed where everything remains unfree. What is unjust is called just. The joyless are comforted with counterfeit joy and stolen happiness. Unity and community are betrayed. In the atmosphere of false prophecy, the conscience becomes dull and blunt and loses its commission. False prophecy robs the conscience of every reason to go to the attack.
Yet where the truth of the spirit of God proclaims forgiveness and peace, the conscience will be roused to action more and more.
It advances to the attack: where there was no peace, peace must be made; where everything was in chains, freedom must dawn; where injustice ruled, justice must take its place; where love and joy had grown cold, the joy of love breaks through; and where each one lived for himself, community comes into being. An all-out campaign against evil is launched: no area of life can escape being attacked.
Resistance breaks down. The conscience of the world wakes up. The conscience of the church is on the march.
The prerequisite for this missionary attack is the effective working of consciences in the heart of the church. All growth in the gifts of God, every task given by his truth, and every deepening of community with him sharpens the conscience and intensifies its activity. In the presence of Jesus, we get to know ourselves more and more clearly and judge ourselves more and more firmly. The longer we go the I N N E R L A N D : A G U I D E I N T O T H E H E A R T O F T H E G O S P E L 1 3 8 way of the church, the more we know ourselves dependent on forgiving grace. That in the church the conscience gains equally in tenderness and in strength is a proof of the working of God in our midst. The conscience condemns and puts away not only everything that offends against love and community – however small or