Chapter 58 of 78

Despondency [8] .

Despondency [8] .

DESPONDENCY[8].



I.



It is a weary hill

Of moving sand that still

Shifts, struggle as we will,

Beneath our tread:

Of those who went before,

And tracked the desert o’er,

The footmarks are no more,

But gone and fled.

II.



We stray to either side,

We wander far and wide,

We fall to sleep and slide

Far down again:

As thro’ the sand we wade,

We do not seek to aid

Our fellows, but upbraid

Each others’ pain.

III.



I gaze on that bright band

Who on the summit stand,

To order and command,

Like stars on high:

Yet with despairing pace

My way I could retrace,

Or on this desert place

Sink down and die.

IV.



As we who toil and weep,

And with our weeping steep

The path o’er which we creep,

They had not striven;

They must have taken flight

To that serenest height,

And won it by the might

Of wings from heaven.

V.



Alack! I have no wing,

My spirit lacks that spring,

And Nature will not bring

Her help to me.

From her I have no aid,

But light-enwoven shade,

And stream and star upbraid

Our misery.

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