and this is what will happen if you wish it so. Wish it, that
To tHe Romans
6. Of no use' to me will be the farthest reaches of the universe or the kingdoms of this world. I would rather die* and come to Jesus Christ than be king over the entire earth.
Him I seek who died for us; Him I love who rose again because of us. The birth pangs are upon me.
2 Forgive me, brethren; do not obstruct my coming to life—do not wish me to die; do not make a gift to the world of one who wants to be God's. Beware of seducing me with matter; suffer me to receive pure light. Once arrived there, I shall be a man.
3 Permit me to be an imitator of my suffering God." If anyone holds Him in his heart, let him understand what I am aspiring to; and then let him sympathize with me, knowing in what distress I am.
7. The Prince of this world is resolved to abduct me, and to corrupt my Godward aspirations. Let none of you, therefore, who will then be present, assist him. Rather, side with me, that is, with God. Do not have Jesus Christ on your lips, and the world in your hearts.
2 Give envy no place among you. And should I upon my arrival plead for your intervention, do not listen to me. Rather, give heed to what
I write to you. I am writing while still alive, but my yearning is for death. My Love" has been crucified, and I am not on fire with the love of earthly things. But there is in me a Living Water," which is eloquent and within me says:
"Come to the Father."
3 I have no taste for corruptible food or for the delights of this life. Bread of God** is what
I desire; that is, the Flesh of Jesus Christ, who was of the seed of David;?> and for my drink I desire His Blood, that is, incorruptible love.
8. No longer do I wish to live after the manner of men; * and this is what will happen if you wish it so. Wish it, that